To You, My Beloved

The pain had not completely subsided yet, but Tang Shi's continued words made Gu Qingcheng's heart twist like a knife for a moment.

"That's not right... Qingqing, you have already left me..."

In such a short sentence, what was said was so sad and lost, as if he had lost his most true love in the world. Gu Qingcheng instantly felt that Tang Shi, who was tall and powerful in his arms, became Just like a little boy who lost his favorite toy when he was a child, he panicked.

After he said these words, he was silent for a long time, and then said again: "Leave me... Qingqing has left me..."

At the end of the sentence, Tang Shi's voice became a little choked: "Qingqing, do you know? I love you, but I love you so much, how can I lose your love?"

Gu Qingcheng's eyes were filled with a layer of mist, her lips became a little trembling, and she remained silent.

"Qingqing, do you know? I don't want to cancel the engagement with you. I want you to stay with me forever. But, it's terrible. I have only loved you. I have never loved anyone else. I I have never learned how to love someone, so I don’t know what to do to keep you from leaving me..."

There are some words that, until you say them, you will never be able to figure out where to start.

From being together when they were young and ignorant, to loving each other wholeheartedly, in such a long period of time, too much has happened and experienced too much. She knows what she doesn't know.

But now, when Tang Shi opened his mouth, he found that his heart ached as if his heart was about to die, and he felt slightly better.

He thought that anyway, he was just drunk and hallucinating. It would be better if he said what he had buried in his heart for these years, at least he would not feel uncomfortable and had nowhere to talk to.

"Qingqing, tell me, okay? Tell me, what should I do to make you love me..." Following Tang Shi's words, Gu Qingcheng felt her neck becoming increasingly wet, and the man's The arms holding her trembled, and her voice fluctuated slightly: "Oh, no... Qingqing, I don't need you to love me, I just want you to be by my side..."

"I will never ask you to like me again. It was all my fault in the past. I want you to have me in your heart. When I see you ignoring me, I can't control my temper. I just want you to love me." You care about me as much as I care about you... But no one told me that if I do that, I will lose you..."

Tang Shi rubbed his face against Gu Qingcheng's shoulder, and tears began to flow down one by one. He muttered in a low voice with a sense of grievance and innocence: "If I knew, my selfishness would make me Losing you, Qingqing, I will never do that..."

It's a pity that he didn't know it until he lost her.

"Qingqing, I was thinking before, if you like me, I will let you know that I like you. If you don't like me, beat me to death, and I will not let you see that I like you. Qingqing Qingqing, in fact, that is just my pride... Qingqing, in fact, I have always liked you... It was because I didn't have the courage to face the fact that you don't like me, and then I did so many stupid things. …”

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