To You, My Beloved

Su Nianhua really wanted to ask April to stay, but the stupid things she accused him of doing in the past made him have no face to ask to stay. Su Nianhua stared at April intently for a long time, and finally Slowly she said, "Xiaoyue, I'll give you an answer later."

When April heard this, she really wanted to ask Su Nianhua. He had always thought about divorcing her, and she didn't exist in his heart at all. Why did he go back and give her an answer?

Such thoughts only flashed in April's mind for a moment, and then she realized how pretentious she was for thinking like this.

Su Nianhua's goal for the divorce he proposed had been achieved. The reason why he said that he would reply to her later was just to make himself look less cold-hearted. Maybe at this moment, in his heart, he could finally get rid of her. She, this burden, must have been relieved for a long time.

When April thought of this, she felt a sharp pain in her heart again. She wanted to give Su Nianhua a smile, but she couldn't smile. She just said softly: "Okay."

Su Nianhua didn't speak. He looked at April with a clear expression and clear eyes across the table across the table from the exquisite delicacies that she had carefully prepared but which both of them had barely touched.

After half a minute, April blinked: "It's getting late, I'm going to rest first."

After a pause, April added: "Since we are getting divorced, there is no reason for me to continue to sleep with you. My apartment has been unoccupied for a long time, and no one has probably cleaned it. Running back to the villa in the western suburbs will only attract more attention." Both parents are interfering with each other, so until we get divorced, I can borrow your second bedroom, is that okay?"

Su Nianhua shook his head, thinking that when he decorated this apartment, he never thought that anyone would live in the second bedroom. The mattress inside was a bit hard, so he said again: "I'll sleep in the second bedroom."

April didn't show off too much to Su Nianhua and said neatly: "Okay."

Then he stood up and left the study.

After April left for a long time, Su Nianhua still maintained the deadlocked posture, sitting at the dining table, his eyes still looking at the dining chair opposite, as if the woman was still sitting there.

April returned to the master bedroom, closed the door, squatted on the ground exhausted, then hugged her knees, buried her head in it, and cried uncontrollably.

Why did she give up like that?

It was so much harder to give up than to be with him, so why did she give up?

He had already said that he might just make do with her for the rest of his life. She got the life she wanted. Why couldn't she be so selfish and pretend to know nothing about it and live with him?

She always felt that she was a bad woman who would do whatever it took to achieve her goals, but in the end, she was not bad enough, and she made everything so chaotic. She was the one who suffered the most.

In the past, she had been telling herself that she didn't want to be unable to love, she wanted to love until she died. However, in the end, she ended up in a situation where she was unable to love. Life was still so long, but in a world without him, she How to live?

After crying for a long time, April stood up in confusion and stumbled to the center of the bedroom. She did not turn on the light. The room was pitch dark, and the light refracted from the high-rise lights outside the window was particularly dazzling.