To You, My Beloved

Su Nianhua held the water glass and never drank. He stared at April sitting in front of him for a long time, and then he said, "Xiaoyue, what happened last night..."

Sure enough, just as she thought, he came to her because of what happened last night.

Although April didn't know whether what Su Nianhua was going to say next was "I'm sorry last night was just a mistake" or "I will take responsibility", she knew that neither of these situations was what she wanted. of.

She is no longer the brave April who could go all out for love. Now, she has been scarred all over for the love that she once gave her all and risked everything.

Now she is just weak and sad.

She no longer had the guts and courage to let herself enter a loveless marriage because of his responsibility.

She knew from Sun Ying's mouth that they were together at noon. She already felt that the world was dark and dark, and she even lacked the guts and courage. She heard from his mouth that he asked her to forget the mistake last night for Sun Ying's sake.

Therefore, no matter what situation he was talking about, he would only give her deeper and more cruel pain.

April was suddenly a little scared to hear what Su Nianhua was going to say next. She looked at the man's handsome face and moved her lips. Just when he was about to continue speaking, he suddenly shouted, " "Lao Wu", interrupting the sound he was about to make.

In fact, when Su Nianhua woke up in the morning, he knew that he was a little panicked and at a loss at first when he and April Yi were lingering all night. But after thinking about it carefully, he was very grateful that he had impulsively interacted with April last night. Beyond the thunder pool.

In the past few years, he has always been conflicted in his heart. He really loves her, but he has no face to ask her to be with him again.

Because when he thought of how cruel he had been to her, he felt a little ashamed.

In his heart, he always felt that he was no longer worthy of being with April.

But what happened last night gave him a logical opportunity to confide in April, so he thought about it carefully for a day, and after she kept refusing to answer his calls, he came from the tea restaurant in advance and waited in her apartment. She goes home.

While waiting for her to come back, he had always been very nervous. It was like three and a half years ago, when he bought a ring and went home, thinking about how to tell her that they would be together and start a new life. Their feelings when they were in love and married were exactly the same.

However, there is another feeling today, that is, fear, fear that April will refuse to be with him.

When Su Nianhua heard April's voice, his words were slightly stuck. He looked at April's mouth and wanted to continue speaking without stopping.

Su Nianhua wanted to say, "What happened last night was because I was impulsive. However, Xiaoyue, I really like this impulse..."

However, when he just said "It's me" twice, April was the first to speak up and said: "Lao Wu, don't take anything that happened last night to your heart."

Since she didn't have the courage to listen to what he had to say, she might as well choose to speak out first. At least in this way, she could maintain her remaining dignity.

PS: Actually, we can’t blame our Xiaoyue for not listening to Lao Wu’s words. After all, it was so hurt in the past, and now it’s normal to not have the courage~ Thank you everyone for giving me a day off, I will work hard to write an update today~