Today Should Be Preferred

After that, Shi Yan didn't change much. He treated her well as always, took her to many places and tasted a lot of food; brought her to see the world and helped her grow.

She is getting more and more beautiful, more and more confident, from the flower bones that were in bud at the beginning to the now flaming roses, only in front of Shi Yan, she began to become a little cautious, because she knew that what he wanted, She can't give it.

The better he treats her, the heavier her psychological burden will be.

After the cafe came out that time, she actually asked Tinglan to accompany her on another trip the next day, wanting to know what Shiyan wanted to tell her yesterday.

The store manager, waiter and Tinglan had a good relationship, so they told them about yesterday's plan.

"Mr. Shi said that he was going to propose to you in the store. He reserved the venue for a day and came to prepare in the morning."

"He said that this was the place where you first met, and it was also the first anniversary of your real acquaintance, so it made more sense to propose marriage here."

"He also prepared a video, and the backup is still in my computer. I'll bring it to you."

The store manager was a little regretful. He thought he could see a romantic and touching marriage proposal scene.

From the moment Lin Zhixuan heard the first sentence of the store manager, his mind was blank.

Shi Yan stood under the lights by the river and said to the camera: "Fuji, now is the second day of the new year. I came to your city and waited for you to come out from home to meet me." From the map, it's about 3 kilometers away from your home. I'm guessing if you came here on foot or by taxi? Now I have a little regret, I shouldn't have called you out so late, it's not safe. "

He smiled gently at the camera; "but I can't wait to see you again, this is one of the few things I do with my heart. Just like this moment, in the city where you grew up, I want to say, Fufu, after you graduate, let's get married."

His marriage proposal was much earlier than Lin Zhijie thought.

He is usually a very romantic person, but when it comes to proposing marriage, he has become extraordinarily law-abiding. But Lin Zhixuan understood him. He only posted this video to tell her that he wanted to marry her because he loved her, not because his mother was sick. When this video was recorded, Mr. Qin's medical report had not yet come out.

It's not that she's not moved, it's not that she doesn't want to agree, but she really has no preparations. In her life plan, she never thought about getting married after graduation, and even marriage was never in her plan.

With a burden and guilt in my heart, love is no longer so good.

She told Shi Yan that when her parents planned to buy her a house in Senzhou, she had already made a decision to move from his house.

It's not that her parents want to buy it for her, she wants to buy it herself.

"Have you considered where to buy it? I'll accompany you to see it." Shi Yan knew everything, but he didn't say anything.

"Already optimistic, in the community next to Tinglan's house."

Shi Yan nodded, and after a while, Lin Zhixuan received the money transferred from him on his card, which was enough for her to buy a set in full. Lin Zhixuan, who had been holding back and wanted to get together, suddenly collapsed.

: "Why are you being so nice to me? You know, I want to buy a house, and moving away is just an excuse for breaking up."

Shi Yan's mood has not been ups and downs, it is very stable, he hugs her who is a little broken, and pats her on the back

: "I'm sorry, but I put too much pressure on you. Fuyao, I want to understand. If you don't want to get married, we won't get married. It doesn't matter if you don't get married for the rest of your life."

Lin Zhixuan: "I know, from the time you didn't speak in the cafe, I knew that you were willing to accommodate me unconditionally. But what am I, what qualifications do I have for you to accommodate me for the rest of my life, and Teacher Qin to accommodate me for the rest of my life. You Do you want Teacher Qin to regret forever?"

Shi Yan never mentioned before her that Teacher Qin often called him to urge him to get married, but she knew that he would be silent for a long time every time he answered the phone.

Neither of them is right. It is precisely because of love that they plan to let each other go.

When they finally parted, they never said a word to hurt each other.

Lin Zhixiu had only lived in his house for more than half a year, but she had quite a lot of things. She was running upstairs and downstairs to sort out her things, and Shi Yan helped her organize them one by one and put them in the cardboard box, calm and calm. It's like taking her on a business trip.

In the end, Lin Zhijie wanted to put the pink slippers at the door into the box together, but Shi Yan, who had been silent, suddenly grabbed her wrist to stop her.

"Leave these shoes with me."

The emotions have been stable all the time, until = when I said this sentence, there was a crack.

The memory of buying slippers was still fresh in his mind. Lin Zhiyi squatted on the ground with the slippers. The soreness in his nose that he had been resisting all day suddenly couldn't be controlled, and he began to cry bitterly.

Shi Yan held her in his arms: "Fake, follow your heart and take big strides, it doesn't matter."

He always says it's okay!

It doesn't matter, life always requires various experiences to finally see your heart. He was fortunate enough to accompany her on this journey, and it was enough to feel such a hot and pure love.

After Lin Zhijie finished crying, he got up from his arms and couldn't let himself be greedy anymore.

He said, "I'll take you there."

"I called a car," she said.

"Goodbye, wae."

"Goodbye, Teacher Shi."

Lin Zhixuan was in the moving company's car, watching from the rearview mirror and waving at her, Shi Yan was getting younger and younger, she cried again, and with tears in her eyes, she posted a Weibo:

I passed you, but the end is not you, and I don't know where my end will be, but I will try my best to find it.

After that, she never saw Tokihiko again.

Occasionally, she could hear his words from Tinglan, but she chose to pretend to be deaf and mute. The ex she had always pursued should be dead. Even if she thought about him again, she never went to him.

And Shi Yan is the same, they have a natural tacit understanding that need not be said, and they have never contacted her actively.

She returned Shi Yan's money as it was. She bought a house in a neighborhood near Tinglan's house. In order to get in touch with all kinds of people, she chose a consulting company as a headhunter. The Internet blogger's career attracted countless fans and lived by. It must be vivid, even heartless.

The last time she contacted Shiyan was after she met Fu Shenyi. Because of his ex-wife, she was chased and scolded on the Internet and her career as an emotional blogger was destroyed. A familiar number called,

He asked, "Fuji, are you okay?"

Tears welled up in her eyes and she didn't answer a word.

He added: "Remember what I said to you? You don't have to look for yourself from other people's evaluations."

Always be gentle.

Her relationship with Fu Shenyi could not be said to be smooth, and there were even many stumblings. Tinglan once asked her why she chose Fu Shenyi, and she said: "Because he is the only one who truly appreciates me, understands me, and is not affected by external evaluations after Teacher Shi. man."

Author's words: I finished writing the ending of Shifu today, I cried a lot, that's it, that's it...