Transmigrated until the sickly villain is blackened

Gu Siyin simply did not expect Xu Jiali to say such words.

Why could he still laugh at such a time, and even say such words to her with a happy face? Gu Siyin's throat seemed to be blocked by something.

"I said you can use me without any worries. I do it all willingly. What's more, you also paid me for it."

What kind of reward is agreeing to be with him, or saying what you have done with him?

Gu Siyin's hand holding the phone was shaking.

Xu Jiali knows everything.

He knew that Gu Siyin had ulterior motives from the beginning, knew that she had been caring about him just to make the experiment progress as he expected, and knew that even if the two of them were together, Gu Siyin would never give up on what she had always wanted to do.

He could give up everything for her because Xu Jiali only had Gu Siyin.

Gu Siyin couldn't do this because she wanted to have more, she could have more.

"Why do you have to do this? You have never been such a self-sacrificing character."

Xu Jiali said firmly: "You will go back to the past."

Gu Siyin said nothing.

"No matter how far I go, you will not hesitate to give up the present and go back to the past. What's more, the world is facing the worst ending now, so you can do the things you decided on from the beginning with a clear conscience. Do you think

I don’t need to do extra things for this virus, right?”

Gu Siyin didn't say a word.

She knew that Xu Jiali knew everything, but she didn't expect that he would reveal everything like this.

"This is not a redundant thing, I just..."

Xu Jiali said with a smile: "Don't you like heroes very much? If I treat myself as a guinea pig, even if something happens to me in the end, but I still develop a vaccine, then I can be considered a hero in this world. I have become the person you most want me to be.

Of course, this is not because I am willing to become a person, but because I am trying to please you."

Gu Siyin felt that her vision had become blurred, and her voice gradually became choked with sobs. She bit her lip, unable to control her emotions, "No one would risk their life to please others. You obviously did it on purpose."

"I'm just doing what you do every time before you disappear."

As soon as Xu Jiali said these words, Gu Siyin felt a chill that penetrated his bones.

"sorry……"

"You appeared in my past without asking my consent and interfered with my past. I thought I caught the light but you became a corpse in order to save me. I was only four years old at that time. I even felt that I was living in Xu Guolong and Lin Xiuying.

A lifetime of shadow is better than watching you leave to save me - since then, I have repeatedly dreamed that I killed you, and I always felt that I killed you." Xu Jiali stated his past with a smile.

Gu Siyin clenched his hands and said again in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

"I started living according to the hints you once gave me. I don't know why I studied medicine in the very beginning of your memory, but I did choose this major because of you. You still remember what you said, maybe you

Maybe I forgot, because you have given me hints with preconceived memories... I followed your request and became a good person in the eyes of others. I don't know what you mean by a good person, but so many people recognize me.

I should have met your request, I didn't expect you to show up again." Xu Jiali squinted his eyes, "I should have felt something was wrong the moment I recognized you, why would someone appear next to me every time, every time?

You always look like you care about me, even though I know you have many secrets, but it will be fine when you come back."

What else did Gu Siyin want to say.

"Good sister." Xu Jiali's voice still had a pleasant tone, "Listen to me first."

"I originally thought you had come back. No matter how you appeared in front of me, as long as I could hold you firmly, it was enough. You didn't need to tell me any secrets. Then you died again, bloody

In front of me, this is the second time you have disappeared, and I have no way to catch you. All the futures I planned because of you seem to have become a joke."

Gu Siyin couldn't listen anymore.

"Stop talking."

"In the first year you left, I thought, why should I restrain my desires? Why can't I do anything even though you can make my life a mess? Maybe I should tell you my desire for you from the beginning. I

I should tell you that I love you, I should tell you how much I want to hold you tightly and never let you go."

"The second year after you left, I began to pray. As long as you appear in front of me, no matter what your purpose is, as long as you appear, I will grant you any request you make."

In the third year, he began to imagine how he would keep her if they met again.

In the fourth year, he began to pray that he would pay any price to be allowed to see her again.

In the fifth year, he began to doubt for the first time why Gu Siyin came to him, not anyone but him.

In the sixth year, he felt resentment for the first time. She left quickly, and he had been losing her repeatedly for twenty-six years. If she appeared again, he would never let her leave.

In the seventh year, he began to plan how to hold her tightly if they met again.

In the eighth year, he got his wish. Gu Siyin appeared again. He was extreme every time and took risks at every step. He could no longer tell whether he wanted to like Gu Siyin more, or whether his heart was twisted because of constant loss.

A little more possessive.

"You finally agreed to be with me. You just stayed with me with guilt, but I suffered from the fear of losing you again every minute and every second. How could I accept a world without you." Xu Jiali

In a low voice, "It's my turn to leave first this time. You can't just leave sister cleanly and without any regrets every time."

It's as if the lover's whisper is the devil's curse.

How could he say such a thing.

It was as if he was understating it, just stating all his emotions in an objective way, as if he were a bystander, but these words seemed to turn into the sharpest knife and stabbed into Gu Siyin's heart.

"I'm sorry...I don't know, I don't know..."

"You are right. I am indeed selfish and indifferent. How can a person like me become the kind of person you like? So I can only use my own methods to leave the deepest memory in your heart and force you to

Come to me." Xu Jiali squinted and asked, "When you go back to the past, will you walk towards me as firmly as I walked towards you? Gu Siyin."

Instead of calling her sister, I called her name word by word.

From beginning to end, he was just afraid that Gu Siyin would abandon him without any nostalgia when he returned to the past.

Gu Siyin bit her lip.

"Yes...I will! Don't let anything happen to you. You will definitely not have anything happen to you. According to the original trajectory, you will develop a vaccine. Guan Yanbei is not your opponent. You will create miracles. You will..."

Nothing will happen to you, how could you say such a thing, how could you risk your life just to let me feel the pain and despair you once felt.

"That's it." Xu Jiali didn't seem to hear Gu Siyin's other answers. He only heard Gu Siyin's promise about his question. He once again said what he had said to Gu Siyin before.

"If this were the first time you appeared in front of me now, I would definitely fall in love with you at first sight."