Transmigrated until the sickly villain is blackened

"No more buttons, no more buttons." Gu Siyin immediately became impatient and reminded Xu Jiali angrily, "Button it up."

Xu Jiali leaned on the sofa in the rear driver's seat, squinted his eyes and said calmly: "Then get out of the car."

Gu Siyin was stunned for a long time, and finally realized that Xu Jiali was going to break the moral code.

"If a passing student sees it——"

Xu Jiali said coolly: "Don't you just regard me as an object of casual abandonment? Just now you were very interested, refused to help if you said you wouldn't help, and looked impatient. So what if someone saw me? Anyway, there is nothing

No, if you feel tired, just change it to another one, you and Guan Yanbei are not very close."

Special mention is made of Guan Yanbei.

In front of Xu Jiali, Gu Siyin had more contact with Song Shiyi. Unexpectedly, Xu Jiali actually harbored a grudge against Guan Yanbei. Is this resentment engraved in his bones?

After all, he only lost part of his memory. Originally, Xu Jiali had always been worried about Guan Yanbei. Maybe even Xu Jiali found that Guan Yanbei looked too much like him.

It's the hostility that's been engraved in my bones.

Gu Siyin explained, "We are close only because I helped his sister."

"His sister should be very important to him, so after you helped him, he was grateful to you and approached you proactively. Even the last competition award ceremony was because he was grateful to you, so he took you with him?"

One guess is accurate.

"You and Guan Yanbei are friends? What did Guan Yanbei tell you?"

Xu Jiali laughed and said, "I'm not a fool. There's nothing a person with Guan Yanbei's temper can't do that a Bodhisattva can't do to save people."

This laughter was mocking.

Gu Siyin immediately said: "He is not interested in me."

"Yeah."

"I don't like him either."

Xu Jiali paused, "Why did you approach him?"

"I didn't approach him. Didn't I tell you that I happened to be helping. I didn't expect that the sister I was helping had a good relationship with Guan Yanbei, so..." She was worried that Xu Jiali was overthinking and denied approaching Guan Yanbei.

.

What's more, she didn't lie. She really didn't want to get close to Guan Yanbei from the beginning to the end. The person she always wanted to get close to was Guan Yanbei's sister Meng Zhixian. She really wanted to change what Guan Yanbei would do in the future.

thing, but she prefers that as long as nothing happens to Meng Zhixian, Guan Yanbei will not be on the road of no return.

If she really wanted to, then she only found Guan Yanbei because she wanted to get close to Xu Jiali.

Xu Jiali said nothing but looked at Gu Siyin.

He didn't seem to trust Gu Siyin.

It's a look of distrust.

"Do you know what people's subconscious behavior will be when they lie." Xu Jiali asked in a low voice: "Are you curious about what you will do when you lie?"

"I did not lie to you!"

Xu Jiali looked at Gu Siyin with a half-smile.

"Yes, there are many people who can replace me, and I am just a dispensable substitute." He seemed to be laughing at himself, laughing at himself for being able to do this for Gu Siyin, "I can do this in such a situation.

Even under the circumstances, I was led by the nose. You just deliberately approached other men. What can I do? If you interfere too much, I will be ruthlessly abandoned by you. After all, it is just a fake. There is only one genuine one, but there can be countless fakes.

.”

Gu Siyin didn't know what to say for a moment. It was clear that the person she had been looking for was him, but he had erased his own memory. He did it to make himself jealous, even if Gu Siyin was directly looking for him now.

He said that what he was looking for was always Xu Jiali, and Xu Jiali would probably take it as coaxing him.

He seemed to have very little trust in her.

"Gu Siyin, I am willing." Xu Jiali stared at Gu Siyin, "I am willing to do this. From the beginning to the end, I have only one request, and that is that it can only be me. If you provoke me like this, what will happen next?

If you get entangled with someone else before you are done with me, you don’t want to know what I will do.”

"Are you threatening me?"

"How could it be? I'm just begging you to take pity on me, my sponsor."

Xu Jiali did not force Gu Siyin to do anything anymore, but held Gu Siyin's hand and said, "If you can't do it yourself, I can hold your hand, right?"

How on earth did he do this? It's just like flirting.

Holding her hand tightly, he stared at her with a penetrating gaze, and asked Gu Siyin to fasten the buttons against her skin. The car was very stuffy, hot and humid, Gu Siyin's clothes were wet, and Xu Jiali's shirt

It was also close to the skin. When Gu Siyin's hand touched Xu Jiali's body, Xu Jiali's eyes darkened for a while, a gaze that seemed to devour her.

He made himself look so pitiful and aggrieved, but he acted like a controller from the beginning to the end, and Gu Siyin finally tied up all the buttons.

Xu Jiali held Gu Siyin's hand.

"I'm getting off the bus. It's very late now. The lights in the dormitory are going to be turned off soon. I have to get up tomorrow morning for military training. I..." It's really hard not to be distracted by such eyes.

How could anyone stare at people so aggressively all the time?

Gu Siyin's whole body was tense, but her words seemed to bring back a certain point in Xu Jiali's memory. He almost subconsciously regarded Gu Siyin as his same age. He had almost forgotten that Gu Siyin was now eighteen years old.

Five years younger than him.

What exactly had he gone through to make her look at him like that? He had almost forgotten that Gu Siyin was only eighteen years old, and now he was being driven crazy by a girl who was five years younger than him and had just grown up.

.

Eighteen years old.

Then they shouldn't be able to do it to some extent.

Did you hold hands?

Or kissing?

still……

"It's not that I'm just giving you a reward." Xu Jiali looked at Gu Siyin and said tentatively: "You are very sensitive. Why do you have to lower your head when you touch me? It's just that you shouldn't be so shy at this level. It's strange.

, you like him so much but you are so young, how much you like him depends on how you interact as children or as adults."

Xu Jiali held his hand and put it to his lips, index finger, then held his hand and licked down the fingers——

Gu Siyin's body trembled violently.

What an adult way.

"Oh, maybe your eyes made me think a lot. I almost forgot that you have just grown up now. Do you do the same with him? Do you like this kind of flirting? You are not very young at eighteen. You understand everything you should know.

Well, even if I am a substitute, I don’t want to play a child’s substitute game with you——"

"Xu Jiali." Gu Siyin's ears were bleeding, "As you said, I have just grown up."

"To what extent have you been with him, holding hands, kissing, has this ever happened..." Xu Jiali stared at Gu Siyin and continued masochistically: "Relationship."

He is very strange.

He always wants to explore things about her, and subconsciously wants to know her past. Even though he knows that Guan Yanbei may be interested in her unilaterally, he still can't help asking. Only her constant denial and repeated assurances seem to be able to make him

Calm mood.

Then what.

Then he couldn't help but think about the person Gu Siyin was searching for through him. Every kiss and every intimate contact seemed like sweet torture. He had obviously got what he wanted and his body had been longing for touch, hugs, and kisses from the very beginning.

The person was so close, but he was still repressed and jealous.

But he didn't have any qualifications or status to be jealous and explore.

How could every intimate contact and every sweet moment suddenly turn into a honey-filled dagger stabbing his chest at the moment when he was about to be immersed in it.

Even if she wanted to leave him, she couldn't help but wonder if she was looking for someone after leaving him. She never explained who that person was, but he was too depressed and desperate.

He had to do something, and it seemed fair to see her looking like she was about to cry.

But just after saying that, Xu Jiali immediately regretted it when he saw her like this.

What is he saying!

He knew clearly that no matter what the outcome, he would not be able to leave and could only hold her tightly, but he still couldn't help but say hurtful and unpleasant words.

Because every time she made a move to leave, she always hurt him.

Even though Xu Jiali knew that it was indeed late now and she should leave, he still suddenly felt depressed because of her move to leave. He had to do something if he needed to say something.

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, Gu Siyin was stunned. He didn't seem to expect that such words would come from Xu Jiali's mouth. He didn't expect that Xu Jiali would actually say such humiliating words.

Gu Siyin fiercely withdrew his hand and said with malice: "To be precise, I am already eighteen and a half, almost nineteen years old. I am not a child. Can I only hold hands and kiss when I am in love? He and I

I love you so much that I must have had sex. Are you satisfied? If you don't want to, you can reject me. If you don't like it, you can reject me at the beginning. You didn't say you wanted to be a substitute. What are you doing now? Explore my past.

Just like you said, it can be someone else if it’s not you, and I don’t have to be you!”

Wasn't he coaxed into doing everything by Xu Jiali? It was him who wanted to forget everything, it was he who wanted to punish her, it was him who made her so desperate that she thought she had completely lost him when she first went back to the past, and now she is like

He is so jealous that he can say anything.

The two people who were so affectionate and full of sweet words just now were full of thorns. Gu Siyin also felt tired at the moment. She didn't know if it was the things she had done that made Xu Jiali so insecure, even if she forgot the past with her.

He can also say such words and do such things, holding her tightly and refusing to let her go, while at the same time slandering her with unpleasant words.

Is there no way to be together well?

Is it that Xu Jiali will be aggressive when he is with her? He is only like this to her. Since he likes her, why is he the one who hurt her by saying unpleasant words from the beginning?

Gu Siyin took a deep breath. She didn't want to continue arguing with Xu Jiali. After saying that, she was about to get out of the car, but her hand was suddenly grabbed by Xu Jiali.

"What did you say?" He stared at her with a frightening look. He was obviously smiling, but his smile was so chilling, "Gu Siyin, I didn't hear clearly what you just said. Say it again."

Gu Siyin said nothing.

"Yes, how can I expect that for a man, I can even find a substitute everywhere and even feel wronged myself? Nothing has happened to a woman who can stare at me as long as she looks like him. To the extent you can do it, you should be very happy."

, Who are you going to find again, Song Shiyi, ah, probably not, are you going to find Guan Yanbei? Why do you have to go to the trouble of throwing yourself into the arms of another man? Do you want to give it a try with me? Anyway, as long as you are like that person

Can anyone do it?"

"Xu Jiali!" Gu Siyin took a deep breath, "How could you say such a thing to me..."

His voice started to tremble.

"Why can't I say such a thing!" Jealousy almost made Xu Jiali lose his mind. He stared at Gu Siyin, thinking of all the things Gu Siyin and that person had done, and that her first words when she was angry were to leave.

When he wanted to find someone else, he was out of control, "Didn't I tell you not to provoke me in the first place? It was you who took the initiative to provoke me. It was you who sent yourself to me after I pushed you away.

You made me look like this, are you ready to end the relationship now-"

"I haven't had anything happen to anyone."

Xu Jiali paused.

"I'm sorry." Xu Jiali suddenly apologized. The two of them had been arguing one second, and he said extremely unpleasant and malicious words. The next second he immediately apologized, "I didn't mean that I have to do something like this. In the face of love,

The person will definitely want to do something, I just feel jealous, jealous of everything that happened to you, jealous that you found me because you were looking for comfort from me, and I'm sorry, I'm too jealous of him."

He suddenly gave in again.

"I'm just too jealous." He repeated again, "I'm jealous of everything that happened to you and other people. I'm jealous that you approached me for other people. I'm jealous that I can only stay with you in such a compromised capacity..."

The man's Adam's apple rolled and he seemed extremely tired, "I don't know why I feel like I'm losing you as soon as I see you leaving. I'm sorry Gu Siyin, it's okay if you can't accept it."

He has always been a very proud person, but he always loses control in front of Gu Siyin, losing control again and again, as if he can throw away all his pride in front of Gu Siyin.

He lowered his head again.

Such a pitiful look.

It's really unfair. How could he say such ugly words one second and beg for forgiveness pitifully the next? He had obviously done a lot of things that made her sad, but seeing Xu Jiali bowing his head like this in front of her, Gu Si

Because I can't pretend anymore.

Gu Siyin looked at Xu Jiali and said in a low voice: "I just graduated from high school. Our school is very strict. I studied in the school all the way to high school. You should be able to find out everything about me. There were no boys in my high school."

My friend, I didn’t have a boyfriend when I was in junior high school. I never looked at other people through you. The person I looked at was always you. From the beginning to the end, the person I liked was always you. I don’t want to go around in circles with you anymore.

I don’t want to play this kind of stand-in game with you anymore. I compromised. Xu Jiali, it’s not you who gives up, it’s me who gives in. Don’t say this again. There is no Song Shiyi, no Guan Yanbei, and no one else from the beginning to the end.

It’s always been you.”