Transmigrated until the sickly villain is blackened

Regardless of whether Gu Shishi admits it or not, she felt much happier and more confident after being with Siyin and her compliments that day. In the end, Ji Chulin asked her for her contact information and said they could communicate in the future.

Ji Chulin was humorous and interesting in what he said. This was the first boy Gu Shishi had ever met who looked kindly to her and deliberately said nice things to make her happy.

There has never been a person with such gentlemanly demeanor as Ji Chulin, with a measured advance and retreat. He does not wantonly belittle and despise women, but is full of respect. In the end, Ji Chulin said with a smile: "School girl Shi Shi and those rumors in the school are very different."

Again, it seems that these are all false news. It is better to keep a distance from Song Shiyi in the future. He does not seem to be a good person, how could he make such a beautiful girl feel inferior."

Although Siyin often praised Gu Shishi for her beauty, beautiful facial features and curvy figure, unlike Gu Siyin who was slender and slender, Gu Shishi was curvier and more feminine.

When Gu Shishi was in high school, boys were still at an age where they didn't have their own normal aesthetics. Most of the boys' aesthetic standards for girls in the same class or even the same school were thin, tall, and beautiful features. Girls like Gu Shishi, who were more voluptuous, were among the boys.

were the first to be eliminated.

She doesn't have a good relationship with boys, and she herself is relatively introverted and has low self-esteem. Even if a few boys occasionally talk to Gu Shishi in kind, they just vaguely say that Gu Shishi looks okay, but she is fat.

It is better for girls to be thinner.

Surprisingly consistent white and thin aesthetic.

This was the first time that a boy told her that she was beautiful. She was worried that her waist was not thin enough. Wearing such close-fitting clothes, you could see the faint fat. She was worried about this, and she began to think that it might just be because

She had a good relationship with Siyin, and Siyin did look a bit similar to her, so she praised her out of politeness. Later, she found out that Ji Chulin was serious about praising her, and seriously told Gu Shishi, who had a low self-esteem, that she was

She is very beautiful. Don't let other people bury her beauty. She needs to find a boy who can make her laugh and become happier. Only a boy who makes her believe that he is excellent can be worthy of her.

It was the first time a boy said this to her. It was the first time a boy said this to her. He wasn't joking about her being fat or showing disgust when she touched her.

Gu Shishi returned home.

Jiang Yan was coming back from a get-together with the other wives today, and she didn't expect to bump into Gu Shishi who had returned.

Although she is also Gu Shishi's mother, her first reaction when she saw her daughter dressed like this was nondescript, "Gu Shishi, you are dressed like this. Aren't you losing weight recently? I don't see that you are losing weight."

What’s the effect? ​​Now I’m giving up on myself. You have the nerve to wear such nondescript clothes with such a figure. People will laugh at you and it doesn’t suit you at first glance.”

Oh, this kind of suppression not only comes from the people on the basketball team, but also from Jiang Yan herself.

Her mother not only often compares her with Si Yin but also often makes disparaging remarks about her. Her mother also takes a huge responsibility for her low self-esteem and discomfort.

"Hurry up and change! Fortunately, mom's friends didn't see you dressed like this, otherwise my face would have been completely embarrassed by you."

…

Jiang Yan said very unpleasant things as always. Every time Jiang Yan said this, Gu Shishi just lowered her head. She never refuted Jiang Yan's refutation of her mother.

She doesn't know why her mother is so dissatisfied with her and keeps comparing herself with Si Yin. Obviously, as Ji Chulin said today, she and Si Yin are completely different types. They just have similar faces.

As a result, we are occasionally asked if we are sisters, but they are completely different in many aspects in terms of body shape and personality. How can we compare completely different types?

"Why have you lost face by me? I just wore a long black skirt that showed off my figure. Why can't I wear it like this? How can I lose face by showing up in front of those aunts like this?" She thought of Ji Chulin.

For the first time, she had the idea of ​​​​refuting. She looked at this mother who never understood her and finally couldn't stand it anymore. "What kind of mother can say such ugly things to her daughter? She has always said this to her daughter since she was a child."

You are suppressing me because you keep saying that I can't do this or that. You insist on letting me learn the same things as Siyin, but I have my own thoughts, my own ideas, and my own things to do.

I have become very anxious and inferior because of you. It is rare for me to wear such a skirt today. You are not asking me why I am dressed so beautifully today, but you are asking me whether I am not suitable or worthy of wearing such a skirt. Why can’t I wear a skirt? I am not too fat.

It’s already unhealthy!”

"Gu Shishi, why are you so angry? Mom just told you not to wear this kind of skirt. It's embarrassing, it doesn't look suitable, and it's not ladylike at all. What do you, a student, want to do by dressing like this?"

"You never know what I am angry about. I just want you to encourage me. I am your daughter. Why do you act like your enemy every time you see me? I am not as good as those people you said. I am

I’m not good at those things by nature. It’s useless no matter how hard you push me. Do you know what happens when I lose weight? I will overeat. I can’t control myself. As long as I diet for a period of time, I will overeat.

I checked the situation online and the doctor said it was a disease that needed treatment, but I never told you, because when I told my mother, you would only talk about bulimia, that is, I am gluttonous, and I am gluttonous because of gluttony.

Fat. I didn’t eat for the sake of eating at that time. I couldn’t control myself, but I knew that you would only scold me and accuse me harder, so I didn’t tell you anything. You always thought that I couldn’t do this or that.

, I always say unpleasant things, I also have my own experience, I will feel uncomfortable. When I was most uncomfortable, I wanted to end my life simply because your words lit the fuse, mom. Anyway, to you, I am an embarrassing existence."

"Why are you so loud? You are my daughter. How can I harm you? Do you think it is harming you if I tell you not to wear a dress that doesn't suit you? What are you talking about? Why do you want to put a dress on the line like this?

Yes."

Jiang Yan didn't understand what made Gu Shishi angry at all. She was also angry. She felt that she was just trying to make her feel better by telling her not to wear such inappropriate clothes.

She couldn't understand the meaning behind Gu Shishi's words, nor could she understand where her daughter had felt wronged over the years.

Gu Shishi sighed. She lost her desire to make Jiang Yan compromise in the dispute, and just said calmly: "No, I just want to tell my mother that I received praises and compliments from many people today. I feel like I am not myself now."

It's not as bad as I imagined, but it's not as bad as my mother sees it. I'll move out in the next two days."

Until the last moment, Jiang Yan did not admit that she had done anything wrong. She even started to say that not only had Jiang Yan failed to lose weight, her temper got angry. Jiang Yan ignored her furious mother downstairs and decided to move out after a while.

Although the atmosphere at home in an apartment near the school is very depressing, it is actually very generous in terms of money.

She can move there and live by herself.

From now on, no one will say very unpleasant words to her, no one will ask her to lose weight, no one will scold her indiscriminately when they see her eating.

Gu Shishi ignored the furious Jiang Yan and returned to her room, walked to the dressing table in the bathroom and looked at her appearance today.

This was the first time she looked at herself in the mirror so seriously.

For the first time, she looked at herself so seriously and without any malice. She was not that bad. They all said she was beautiful today.

She took a deep breath and looked in the mirror and said, "I'm beautiful."

She opened her mouth and read again: "I am very beautiful, Gu Shishi is very beautiful."

They say she is beautiful today.

She's not that bad, she's still pretty even if she's plump.

"Gu Shishi, you are very beautiful." She said to herself in the mirror.