Traveling through ancient times with golden fingers to farm and raise cubs

Chapter 100 Depression

Yu Xiaoxiao sighed helplessly: "Go back and have a good rest. Don't think too much. The boat will go straight to the bridge.

Oh, by the way, there are some meals in the kitchen, all cooked by that girl Qiuqiu. You also know her craftsmanship, so go and eat some, otherwise you will fall down again before Qingyun can figure it out."

Xu Wanrou lowered her head and responded softly, then turned and went to the kitchen.

Yu Xiaoxiao then raised her voice and shouted to the inside: "Qingyun, come and open the door for grandma. Grandma brought a bunch of things. She just talked to your mother here for a long time. Her hands are sore. Hurry up."

Come and help grandma pick her up ~ Ouch!"

Following Yu Xiaoxiao's fake shout, the door was opened from the inside within a few seconds. Qingyun, who looked worried, looked at the good grandma who was standing there. He breathed a sigh of relief, but his face sank.

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Unhappily, he said: "Mistress, can you please stop making fun of yourself all the time?"

Yu Xiaoxiao just smiled and listened to this, pushed Qingyun aside and entered the room, put the food away, and then came over and pulled Qingyun over, pushed Qingyun to sit down, and agreed: "Chengchengcheng, this is not about watching

You haven't eaten or drank for two days. Nai is worried. Look, Nai specially asked Qiuqiu to make this for you.

These are all your favorites, do you want to try them?"

Yu Xiaoxiao's cloudy eyes stared at Qingyun expectantly. Tears slowly accumulated in Qingyun's eyes, spinning inside them and refusing to fall.

Qingyun wanted to smile at her grandma but couldn't. As soon as she lowered her head, her tears fell one by one like broken pearls.

After returning to the house, Yu Xiaoxiao lay on the bed and entered the space, gathered her mind and read a book.

She was probably tired. She fell asleep soon after lying on the bed and fell into a deep sleep. It was rare to have a good night's sleep.

In the past two days, I have always been inexplicably feeling sad and heartbroken, and I can't control my tears. This feeling is very strange.

Seeing that after eating for a long time, there was almost nothing missing, Yu Xiaoxiao thought she was blind and praised exaggeratedly: "Our Qingyun is so good, can we eat more? Qingyun doesn't eat these days.

If the milk doesn’t come out, I’ll worry about it, and I won’t be able to eat well or sleep well…”

Now that my daughter is willing to cry loudly, I don't feel so uncomfortable anymore. I just don't know how to face my daughter. Will my daughter dislike me as a mother?

Yu Xiaoxiao took a handkerchief and wiped away her tears. She felt helpless. What the hell was going on? What was there to cry about? She didn’t know this and thought she was dead. Yu Xiaoxiao complained to herself in her heart, and felt that she was saying

It was so funny that I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth.

My emotions slowly calmed down, and I no longer felt that sad spring and autumn.

What Yu Xiaoxiao didn't see was that the moment she turned around, Xu Wanrou raised her head and clearly saw a tear falling from the corner of her eye.

For a moment, she felt self-blame, guilt, and sadness, and all kinds of emotions spread throughout her body. Qingyun couldn't bear it anymore, and burst into tears, crying at the top of her lungs, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and sadness in her heart.

So, Yu Xiaoxiao stood up and walked out quickly, seeming to be muttering: "Girl Qingyun is so delicious. Go and see your mother. Your mother is really worrying."

Qingyun didn't have much appetite, but seeing her old and wrinkled face, her gray hair, and worrying about her own affairs, she felt very uncomfortable and couldn't say no.

Xu Wanrou has a low self-esteem. She has been suppressed since she was a child and grew up, making her sensitive and afraid of being noticed. Later, she hid her low self-esteem and showed herself to others with gentleness.

Qingyun cried a lot, and the depression in her heart dissipated a lot. She still had sadness and other emotions, but they were within an acceptable range and she could adjust herself.

Qingyun's hand holding the chopsticks paused, and she silently picked up the bowl, took big mouthfuls of rice, and stuffed it into her mouth. Her tears fell directly into the bowl, mixed with the rice, and Qingyun swallowed it.

I was in a dilemma, and I thought about the past, the days when I had to escape death several times, and I felt even more uncomfortable...

Yu Xiaoxiao didn't know how to deal with her emotions, so she might as well change her mind first and think about it when she calmed down, otherwise she would always feel like there was something wrong with her brain.

At that moment, Qingyun's heart seemed to be torn apart, and the pain was so severe. Grandma was such a strong person. No one had ever seen her cry in her life, but this time she actually made her cry for her.

I have been crying all the time these past few days. I don’t know where the tears come from. I am too lazy to tell you.

Yu Xiaoxiao felt that she felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry. She couldn't help but want to shed tears. It was probably because she was old and her eyes were shallow and she couldn't hold back tears. She didn't want to cry in front of her children. It would damage her glorious and tall image.

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Yu Xiaoxiao felt extremely distressed when she saw this.

After being fascinated by the book, Yu Xiaoxiao had no time to think about other things.

I just came to my grandma's door. I wanted to knock on the door to see how grandma was doing, but when I heard it was quiet inside, I didn't lower my raised hand. After hesitating for a while, I went back to my room and tidied myself up properly.

After cleaning, I wiped my eyes which were a little burning and painful, but I still felt a little inexplicable.

Silently picked up the chopsticks and started chewing slowly.

After packing herself up, Yu Xiaoxiao did not go in, but was preparing to go back to her room. As soon as she went out, she saw Xu Wanrou standing in the middle of the yard, and she almost burst into tears.

Xu Wanrou, who came to the yard with food, couldn't help but stop. If she saw her face, she could see that she was crying silently.

At this time, Yu Xiaoxiao still didn't know that if she hadn't accidentally hit her, Qingyun, her granddaughter, would have suffered from depression.

Thinking of my aunt's dislike of me, my brother's contempt for me, and the whispers of the people around me...

Xu Wanrou, who had been listening to the noise, calmed down when she heard the voice, and her heart dropped into her stomach. She had been feeling very uncomfortable these days. She was worried about her daughter, and at the same time she was afraid that her daughter would not be able to accept her.

Xu Wanrou couldn't control her tears again.

Qingyun was lying on the table, crying so hard, but she didn't know that Yu Xiaoxiao outside the door was listening to the crying, and the tears that had just stopped started to fall again, feeling very sad.

After crying, Qingyun felt hungry, and the food was cold when she touched it. She didn't need anyone to serve her, so she went to the kitchen to heat it up. After eating in the kitchen, she cleaned up the mess.

The food made Yu Xiaoxiao anxious, but she also knew that the child had no appetite, so it would be nice if she could eat some for her sake.

During these years of living in the Shen family, maybe it's because the people are so nice, maybe it's too warm, maybe it's something else...

Xu Wanrou had almost forgotten her low self-esteem, and now that person's sudden visit was like a key that opened up the dusty memories and low self-esteem.

Weakness, low self-esteem, sensitivity...surrounded Xu Wanrou, making her feel out of breath all the time, as if she was drowning. She wanted to save herself, but at the same time she wanted to end herself. She didn't have to live, so tired...

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Such Xu Wanrou was probably the trigger for Qingyun to almost become depressed after suffering a huge shock. Although Xu Wanrou hid her emotions very well, Qingyun was her daughter and she had been with her since she was a child, so she would naturally

be affected somewhat.

(End of chapter)