Trembling At A High Altitude

When he woke up, Li Teng found that he was back in his bedroom.

He was lying on the bed in the bedroom.

That ancestral wooden bed.

"came back?"

"That's absolutely impossible."

"By the way, I'm in the script world."

"Then why did you come back to the bedroom?"

"Memory demon?"

"Could it be that my memory automatically deduced the script?"

"Okay, this is my memory, so what are my inner demons?"

Li Teng did not get up immediately, but began to think about what his inner demon was.

He's obviously back in his bedroom, which means... his inner demons are at home?

Do you have to defeat your inner demons to pass the level? And get the mysterious reward?

After thinking for a while, Li Teng sat up from the bed and looked into the bedroom.

Soon he discovered a problem.

That's...this is not what the bedroom looked like when he left it.

The furniture and decorations in the bedroom are all wrong.

His cell phone wasn't there either.

Li Teng stood up and walked to his desk to look at it. He found that what was spread out on the desk were his high school textbooks and problem sets!

Is what is presented in the script world this time his memory from high school?

Specifically, senior year of high school.

Because textbooks, exercise sets, etc. are all content that can only be found in the third year of high school.

Crazy, crazy! Who, a good person, wants to go back to the senior year of high school?

The college entrance examination is a nightmare. Anyway, Li Teng definitely doesn't want to take the college entrance examination again.

Today's online novels often travel back to the third year of high school, retake the college entrance examination, etc., and Li Teng no longer has any sense of empathy. Once a person enters the society and returns to the third year of high school, it is impossible to pick up textbook knowledge, and it is very painful to try to pick it up.

Of course, except for a few top academics.

Although Li Teng is not a scumbag, he cannot be called a top student either.

After graduating from college and working in society for two years, at least half of what I learned in high school was returned to the teacher.

He spent more than fifty years in the film and television city, and it was even less possible for him to remember these things.

Could this be his inner demon?

Can't be called that?

Li Teng had a very indifferent attitude towards taking the college entrance examination.

His college entrance examination results were normal, just at his usual level, and he passed two exams.

He has no inner demons at all in this regard.

Today, more than fifty years later, his life has completely changed to the rhythm of the film and television city, and it is even less possible for him to struggle with such things.

Next to the desk is a large wardrobe, an ancestral wardrobe as old as his wooden bed, which was left over from his grandparents.

Furniture made of fine wood and solid workmanship will remain as strong as ever after decades or even longer.

It can be seen that his grandfather's family must have been in a very good situation during his time.

Li Teng walked to the bedroom door and opened it hesitantly.

He saw two people sitting in the hall outside, his parents...

He couldn't help but frown.

There was an indescribable discomfort in my heart.

When the two people opened their mouths to talk to him, he closed the door again.

A low sigh came from outside.

If Li Teng really has any inner demons, these two people are probably his inner demons.

Li Teng's father was sentenced to prison for murder when Li Teng was two years old. He was given a suspended death sentence. After many changes in sentences and reduced sentences, he was finally released when Li Teng was a sophomore in high school and seventeen years old.

Because of this murderer's father, the most common thing parents told their children was not to play with Li Teng. As a result, Li Teng had no friends around him since he was a child, and his personality gradually became withdrawn.

Having a murderer father is not the most unfortunate thing in his life.

What's even more unfortunate is that his mother is a mental patient.

His childhood and teenage years were simply a nightmare that Li Teng couldn't bear to look back on.

After she became ill, she liked to hit and scold him without any reason.

Then I would often be away from home for several days.

Young Li Teng often went hungry for several days. When he was so hungry, he would go out to beg for food by himself, and even begged for food from homeless people.

This made Li Teng develop a bad habit of eating like crazy whenever there was food. This was also the reason why his stomach was several sizes larger than that of ordinary people.

When he was in junior high school, he grew taller and his mother beat him, so he would fight with her.

After he was two years older, his mother began to look sick and old. When she started to hit him, he no longer fought back, but tried to avoid her, and then looked at his mother with an expression of pity.

When I was a sophomore in high school, a strange man with a stooped waist and one leg came to my house.

His mother, whose mental condition had improved slightly, forced him to call the man "Dad" and kneel down to the man. He slammed the door and left. Until the college entrance examination and high school graduation, he never had sex with that strange man. Said anything.

Then, when he went to college, his family did not provide any support. He relied on loans and working in his spare time to support himself. Although he was in the same city, he never went home during the winter and summer vacations after becoming financially independent, and he completely cut off contact with them.

The unbearable experiences in childhood and adolescence made him refuse to accept everything about them, and even reject all information about them.

During his sophomore year of college, the man passed away due to physical reasons.

His mother called him and asked him to go home for one last look, but he refused.

His mother scolded him on the phone and cried miserably, so he hung up the phone.

Another year passed, and my mother passed away.

Standing in front of his parents' graves, Li Teng didn't feel too sad, but felt a sense of relief.

After returning to the home of more than fifty square meters, he threw away all the furniture except the furniture in his bedroom.

He also bought paint and painted all the walls in his house except his bedroom.

He forced himself to be heartless and not to grieve for anyone or anything. He wanted to forcibly wash away all the bad memories of his life before that and start his new life.

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His new life is not very satisfactory.

When he graduated from college, he wanted to take the civil service examination like other classmates. He passed the physical examination, but because of his murderer father, he failed the political examination and had to give up.

After entering society, Li Teng's first job was retaliated against for reporting Guo Zhipeng, so he resigned and ran away, which was regarded as suicide.

But every time he found a job and went to work in a new company, as long as he made a slight improvement, he would be fired inexplicably. The supervisor would either give a very perfunctory reason, or not even give a reason.

This made him more and more decadent as he lived, feeling as if some force in the dark blocked his path to ascend, making all his efforts in vain.

He even suspected that it was all related to his murderer father.