Turns Out I’m Crazy

The day when Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang were buried was fine.

Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei drove to the cemetery early in the morning. After taking the ashes from the depository, they walked to the cemetery they had settled on.

Stone tombstones bear the names and photos of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.

The staff from the cemetery came over, put salt tea rice beans in the tombstone, and then put some soil in, and covered it thinly.

The man said to Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, "Put in the ashes."

Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei were holding an ashes, Chen Qianqing was holding Liu Huamei, and Lu Zhengfei was holding Chen Qingyang. Chen Qingyun originally asked if she would come to help, but Chen Qianqing refused.

So at this time there were only two people standing in front of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang's tombstone.

Chen Qianqing bent down and put the ashes in. He looked a little hesitant, watching Lu Zhengfei put Chen Qingyang's ashes to the side of Liu Huamei.

The staff member said, "One relative will grab three pieces of soil and cover them with their ashes. This is a blessing for future generations."

Chen Qianqing went to grab three pieces of soil and put them on the ashes of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang.

Lu Zhengfei stood still and the staff gave him a strange look: "Are you not a family member?"

Lu Zhengfei smiled bitterly: "I think so."

Chen Qianqing kept his head down and didn't speak. After someone came to seal the tombstone with cement, he took out a white towel from the bag and wiped the dust on the tombstone little by little.

Lu Zhengfei crouched and placed some tributes and a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in front of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang's tombstones.

After finishing these, Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei burned the clothes belonging to Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang where they burned the paper money.

Liu Huamei believed in Christianity, so he could not burn paper money or even burn incense. Chen Qianqing watched as their clothes burned to ashes in the fire.

Lu Zhengfei quietly shook Chen Qianqing's hand.

Chen Qianqing said: "Let's go."

Lu Zhengfei hummed, holding Chen Qianqing's hand forward slowly.

Chen Qianqing sat in the co-pilot, and the whole person seemed to collapse. He gasped slightly, and then closed his eyes.

Lu Zhengfei started the car and took Chen Qianqing out of the cemetery.

Everything seems to have passed. But Lu Zhengfei was more and more worried about the person around him for no reason-Chen Qianqing was quiet. Except for his morbidity on the first day, he didn't even shed tears, and his face looked like wood, making people wonder what he was thinking.

Coupled with his worrying mental state, Lu Zhengfei didn't know how to comfort Chen Qianqing.

Crying is a way to vent your sadness, but when you are sad, you ca n’t even cry.

Lu Zhengfei has not tasted this kind of taste, so in the face of Chen Qianqing's reaction, it is impossible to guess what Chen Qianqing is thinking.

After the funeral was over, it was time to start working on other things.

Regarding the compensation of the driver's family, Chen Qianqing was not worried at all. He knew that such a thing would be handled very well by Lu Zhengfei.

Sure enough, the next day after Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang were buried, Lu Zhengfei gave Chen Qianqing compensation.

800,000 lives, two lives, not even the pocket money Lu Zhengfei gave him, Chen Qianqing's irony with the money.

This 800,000 is nothing to Chen Qianqing at all, but it is very attractive to ordinary families.

When Chen Qianqing packed his luggage and was going to school in city A, Chen Qingyu found him.

Chen Qingyu carried some fruits and came to Chen Qianqing's house alone.

Chen Qianqing looked at Chen Qianqing with a cold eye, and her expression was full of irony.

Chen Qingyu was stunned by Chen Qianqing, but she glanced at Lu Zhengfei, and she seemed to have the courage. She said, "Qian Qing, your father had already told me before leaving, and he wanted to sell the house ... Give us home. "

Then, she took out an agreement from her pocket with Chen Qingyang's signature on it.

Chen Qianqing glanced at the agreement and raised his eyes: "Which house do you want?"

Chen Qingyu said: "It's not that your aunt wants to take advantage of you, Qian Qing, I can't help a woman with Xiaohui ... you see your father is gone, so you can fulfill his last wish."

Chen Qianqing looked at Chen Qingyu and suddenly felt that Chen Qianqing was really locked up by him in his last life. It might be a good thing to not see Chen Qingyu's face. Because until his death, the original Chen Qianqing felt that he had a family that loved his loved ones.

Chen Qianqing said: "What if I disagree."

Chen Qingyu sighed and glanced at Lu Zhengfei, who was sitting beside Chen Qianqing, said, "You didn't know about you and Xiaolu before your parents died?"

Chen Qianqing said: "You know?"

Chen Qingyu said: "Men like things like men, aunt I don't want to say you, but if others know, how will they look at you? How do you look at your father and your mother?"

However, Chen Qianqing's next move was to slowly tear up the agreement that Chen Qingyu showed him. He tore while saying: "Chen Qingyu, you can try it, but I promise you will regret it."

Chen Qingyu was paled by Chen Qianqing's action spirit, and she said, "Tear it, it was an attachment!"

Chen Qianqing didn't want to spend effort on it, he said: "Lu Zhengfei, you take care of it."

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qingyu's eyes almost like looking at a dead person.

Chen Qingyu carried the bag and scolded her as she walked away. She was not stupid.

Chen Qianqing said, "Go back to school."

Lu Zhengfei reached out and hugged Chen Qianqing.

Because of this, Chen Qianqing went to school for more than ten days. However, after asking about his absence, the class guide gave the holiday very generously and told him that he would greet the school office.

Chen Qianqing arrived at the school, put his luggage at Lu Zhengfei's house, and then went to the rental house first.

Zhu Mao has been in school for more than ten days, and he also called Chen Qianqing during this time, naturally he knew what happened to Chen Qianqing's home.

When Chen Qianqing walked in, he was changing wood chips for his little hamster. As soon as he looked up, he saw Chen Qianqing, who was expressionless, and said, "Qian Qing, you are back."

Chen Qianqing gave a hum, and reached out and touched the fat, and soon became a stall.

Zhu Mao opened his mouth and wanted to say something to comfort Chen Qianqing, but he couldn't say anything when he spoke. After a long time, he said, "Qian Qing, don't be too sad."

Chen Qianqing nodded.

Compared with before the holiday, Chen Qianqing was thin again. His face was pale, with slightly longer hair, and delicate eyebrows, just like an unpopular doll.

Zhu Mao felt uncomfortable looking at Chen Qianqing like this, he gave Chen Qianqing a heavy hug.

Chen Qianqing slowly said, "I may not go to school."

Zhu Mao Yiyi: "Why not go to school?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Because I am sick."

Zhu Mao was surprised: "Qing Qing, what are you sick of?"

Chen Qianqing said: "The disease cannot be cured." He felt that he was going crazy.

Countless memories and sounds entangled him, making him restless and sleepless. The calmness he showed was almost an illusion, and he didn't even know when he would completely collapse.

Zhu Mao heard Chen Qianqing say that the first reaction was cancer. He said, "Qian Qing, don't give up! My grandpa also got cancer, but he lived for many years."

Chen Qianqing laughed, he said, "Fool, I lied to you."

Zhu Mao looked at Chen Qianqing suspiciously, and didn't seem to believe his words.

Chen Qianqing said: "I'll come back and see you ... I'll leave in a while. I paid the rent. You can rest assured that maybe I will come back later."

Zhu Mao said: "Don't! You're gone, I'll go back to the bedroom! Xiaohua is not there anymore ... Qian Qing, are you really coming back?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Who knows." He didn't know if he could return to the life of a normal person.

Lu Zhengfei has been waiting for Chen Qianqing outside the door, he said: "Qian Qing, you really don't want to go to school?"

Previously, he was holding Chen Qianqing to prevent Chen Qianqing from going to school, but now he has begged Chen Qianqing to go to school.

Chen Qianqing said: "No longer." There is nothing good about him. He has never been Chen Qianqing, nor can he become Chen Qianqing. He was a lame imitator from start to finish.

Lu Zhengfei said: "I asked someone to go through the formalities for you to leave school ... when do you want to ..." He didn't say too clearly, but both Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei knew the meaning.

Chen Qianqing said: "As soon as possible." According to his plan, he should have agreed to Han Huaiyun's proposal, but after Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang died, he decided to let it go.

Whether it is Lu Zhengfei, the death of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang, or his destiny to follow the established trajectory in the future, he will suffer one by one.

Because he deserves it.

Rebirth may not mean change, but it just means that you will swallow these sufferings again.

After returning to Lu Zhengfei's residence, Xiaohua, who didn't know where to go, suddenly appeared. Chen Qianqing looked at the little flower that was meowing at his feet, and there was an indifferent heart in her eyes.

It was as if the cute little life in front of him could not arouse his interest, no matter how cute it was, it had nothing to do with him.

It's a feeling of separation from the whole world.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Little flowers grow really fast."

Chen Qianqing gave Lu Zhengfei a calm look, and that look cooled Lu Zhengfei's back—until then, he finally found that Chen Qianqing's condition was so serious that he could not wait.

Because the eyes that should be full of life are a dead silence that can't be ignored. He is looking at you clearly, but you will feel that his eyes have swam away and scattered to an unknown direction.

Lu Zhengfei knew he couldn't drag anymore, he said, "Qian Qing, we'll see a doctor right away."

Chen Qianqing turned her head and said nothing, slowly closing her eyes. 2k novel reading network