Turns Out I’m Crazy

It rained all night.

The big raindrops crackled, as if smashing everything, the roaring thunder continued, as if it were close at hand.

Lu Zhengfei did not call Chen Qianqing anymore. He stood alone in the rain, like a clay figure. Some precious things flow into the soil with the rain, and can never be returned.

After the rain stopped, Chen Qianqing received a text message from Han Huaiyun, with only two words "thank you" on it.

Chen Qianqing got up again and walked to the window. There was no one under the window sill. The lonely figure yesterday seemed to be an illusion.

The ridiculous fate finally embarked on its own trajectory.

Lu Zhengfei's visit to Chen Qianqing seems to be just an episode.

Since then, Lu Zhengfei has no news.

Chen Qianqing asked Wang Wulin about Lu Zhengfei. Wang Wulin bluntly said that after Lu Zhengfei returned, he was miserable by his father. It is said that he went directly to the emergency room. If it wasn't for Lu Zhengfei's mother, it would be dead.

After Chen Qianqing heard the words, he said nothing, and didn't even reveal his extra expression, as if this matter had nothing to do with him.

Wang Wulin was a little surprised when he saw this. He said, "Chen Qianqing, I think you have feelings for Lu Zhengfei." If you don't care, if he knows Chen Qianqing, he won't even ask.

Chen Qianqing said: "There are feelings, but not the feelings he wants."

Wang Wulin was a smart man, so he didn't ask much, and he just switched the subject.

Does Chen Qianqing have feelings for Lu Zhengfei? What kind of feeling is it? Even Chen Qianqing himself cannot answer such questions clearly.

When Lu Zhengfei stood in the rain and humbled downstairs, only the real Chen Qianqing was qualified to go down and give him an understanding-like hug. He is not Chen Qianqing, so he can only hang up the phone, lie on the bed, and whisper in his ears the weak and sad voice of landing Zhengfei, Lu Zhengfei said, "Qianqing, can you come down and see me?"

Not good, Chen Qianqing thought, Lu Zhengfei ... I want to be good to you, but no, so ... sorry.

The time spent alone is leisurely. Chen Qianqing has almost never had such experience. He cooks and goes to work by himself, and occasionally goes to the bar to sit. More often, he spends time watching various things. Books.

After living like this, Chen Qianqing waited quietly, waiting for the day of landing Nirvana.

Three years is not long or short, but it is enough to change a person.

After three years of changes, Lu Zhengfei imprisoned Chen Qianqing when he met him again, and he finally realized that there are certain things that can't be mentioned on the bright side-at least he is strong enough Not before.

In this life, because of the existence of Chen Qianqing's butterfly, Lu Zhengfei fled once. What are the consequences of this? Chen Qianqing didn't know that all he could do now was wait.

On the day of Chen Qianqing's 27th birthday, it was time to come.

On November 27, Chen Qianqing bought vegetables and went home on a bicycle. He parked his bike downstairs, walking upstairs with small cakes and vegetables bought from the market.

Chen Qianqing lives on the third floor. When he walked over the second floor and looked up at the door of the house rented on the third floor, he saw a familiar and unfamiliar face.

The man was wearing a black v-neck sweater and the coat was gray. He was smiling at him at the moment and said, "Baby, it's been a long time."

Chen Qianqing's body was stiff for a moment, but he eased over quickly, he said, "Well, it's been a long time."

The meeting that I haven't seen for a long time seems to be harmonious.

Unfortunately, the expressionless bodyguard standing next to Lu Zhengfei was telling Chen Qianqing the true answer. No one knew better than him. What Lu Zhengfei was thinking at the moment.

Lu Zhengfei is thinner and darker than three years ago. People look very mental, but those naive things are missing from his eyes. He said, "Don't you invite me to sit?"

Chen Qianqing put the dish on the ground, took out the key and opened the door: "Come in."

Lu Zhengfei went straight in.

The bodyguards outside the door were still standing, Chen Qianqing glanced at them, and brought the door in hand.

The house rented by Chen Qianqing is small, two bedrooms and one living room, very simple. Judging from food and clothing, although it is not linked to poverty, it is definitely not rich.

Lu Zhengfei made a round in the room, turning to look at Chen Qianqing who was still pouring tea for him, and said, "I thought you would tremble in fear."

Chen Qianqing poured hot water into the quilt, and said lightly, "Sorry, I'm disappointed."

Lu Zhengfei said: "Baby, how many millions of you can't bear to spend it?"

In Lu Zhengfei's view, the millions of Han Huaiyun gave to Chen Qianqing were derived from Chen Qianqing's betrayal-Lu Zhengfei also thought so.

Chen Qianqing didn't answer: "The vegetables I bought may not be enough for two people." He bought a few ribs and a handful of cabbage.

Lu Zhengfei came over, bent down, pinched Chen Qianqing's chin, and then raised it little by little. His eyes were indifferent. There was no such passionate friendship as he had four years ago. He said, "It doesn't matter, I eat you Enough."

Chen Qianqing suddenly felt that something was out of his control.

Lu Zhengfei lowered his head and bite Chen Qianqing's lips. Different from that strong feeling at the beginning, Chen Qianqing could feel that Lu Zhengfei's kiss was malicious. He bit his lower lip, and then bite it with his teeth a little bit until the epidermis broke and the blood was flowing red.

At this point, Chen Qianqing was motionless.

Lu Zhengfei suddenly felt that Chen Qianqing's response was extremely boring. He let go of Chen Qianqing, and then rubbed Chen Qianqing's cheek: "Aren't you going to cook?"

Chen Qianqing pulled out a napkin with no expression, wiped the blood on her lips, got up and walked to the kitchen, and she didn't forget to put on an apron.

Lu Zhengfei watched Chen Qianqing walk in, with the same expression on his face-at this moment, the two of them looked extraordinarily identical, almost like the same person.

The ribs are cleaned, put in the pot and stewed with tomatoes, the cabbage is fried, Chen Qianqing took two more eggs, stir well and put them in the pot and steamed.

The rice was left yesterday. There was n’t much left. Chen Qianqing was enough to eat by himself. He hesitated for a while, then re-poured the rice and steamed it in the rice cooker.

With everything ready, there seems to be nothing to do. Chen Qianqing thought about it, took a few onions from the vegetable basket, peeled them, chopped them, and put them in a small bowl for later use.

When Chen Qianqing was doing all this, Lu Zhengfei was watching behind Chen Qianqing, he said nothing, and Chen Qianqing regarded him as non-existent.

Until all the dishes were served on the table, Lu Zhengfei said, "You have lived alone for four years?"

Chen Qianqing's lips were hurting fiercely. He was serving rice and heard Lu Zhengfei's words with a slight hum.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Don't you dream of marrying a wife and having a child? It's been four years, and children can make soy sauce."

Chen Qianqing breathed a sigh of relief. He and Lu Zhengfei were indeed the same person, because he was exactly the same as Lu Zhengfei's concerns ... He was also afraid that Chen Qianqing would marry his wife and have children, and forgot him neatly, so he didn't even go to look for Chen Qianqing, but now ... it seems to be different.

When a person's growth trajectory changes, does his character become different? Chen Qianqing didn't know, he could only observe to find the answer.

Chen Qianqing handed the good meal to Lu Zhengfei, and started to eat by taking a pair of chopsticks.

Lu Zhengfei also sat down. He clamped a rib and chewed it carefully.

Quite quiet. There is no explosion that Chen Qianqing thinks about. Lu Zhengfei, who is eating food opposite, is a little disturbing. Chen Qianqing would not be so stupid that Lu Zhengfei was not angry with him. He thought he would face Lu Zhengfei's stormy anger, but found that ... he was wrong.

This is a rare mistake since his rebirth.

How powerful the butterfly wings are, Chen Qianqing doesn't know yet, but his intuition is faintly suggesting something bad.

Lu Zhengfei was very calm during the meal. He cleaned a bowl of rice and drank a bowl of steaming soup. After Chen Qianqing also put down the bowl, he said, "Baby, are you ready? ? "

The sweat on Chen Qianqing's back suddenly stood up.

Lu Zhengfei nodded: "Then I'll start." The next moment, he stood up, grabbed Chen Qianqing, and then dragged Chen Qianqing to the sofa in the living room instantly.

Chen Qianqing's physical quality can never compare with Lu Zhengfei. Insomnia brings him mental weakness and physical weakness. Although he is an adult, Chen Qianqing has no strength to compete with Lu Zhengfei.

Lu Zhengfei tied Chen Qianqing's hands firmly with his scarf. He looked down at Chen Qianqing with no expression on his face. He said, "Baby, do you know, I really want to die for you."

Chen Qianqing gasped heavily, his head couldn't even turn his head because of dizziness, and he could only let Lu Zhengfei peel off his clothes piece by piece until his body was naked.

In November, when the weather became cold, Chen Qianqing quickly felt chill, and he kept his lips silent.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Baby, don't you consider asking for mercy?"

Chen Qianqing said coldly, "I beg you for your mercy?"

Lu Zhengfei laughed lightly, he said: "Of course not ... I beg you that year, and you did not come down to see me."

Come out and mix, and surely everything has to be returned.

Lu Zhengfei kissed Chen Qianqing's fair skin and said with satisfaction: "I'm glad you haven't looked for others in the past few years ... otherwise ..."

Chen Qianqing chuckled.

Lu Zhengfei pressed Chen Qianqing's lips with his thumb and continued: "Otherwise ... I'm afraid I will, completely ... ruin you." 2k novel reading network