Unbridled

9

The way home was not far, but Lin Wuyu still swept a shared bicycle.

"Your dad came to school today to find me and asked... what the rooftop shouts about."

The wind blew through Lin Wuyu's ears, with a smell of dry dust.

"Why didn't he find me directly?"

"Maybe... I am afraid that it will affect your review. I also have this worry, but with your character, you still feel that you should be told..."

Lin Wuyu looked up when the car came downstairs, and the lights in the house were on.

"I'm afraid that my review will end with the college entrance examination. If you don't tell me, he will still look for Chen Mang and my other classmates... I know them too well and I must let me know, but I can't They said it personally."

"Let me talk to them first, let them talk after the college entrance examination?"

Lin Wuyu walked into the corridor and pressed the elevator button.

"No, I don't have the habit of avoiding it. I can solve it immediately."

And it's not something that needs to be dealt with as a matter.

"Why did you come back today?" The mother saw him enter the door and stood up from the couch. "Don't review it? Didn't bring the information back..."

"Let's talk." Lin Wuyu entered the room and sat on the sofa.

"It seems that your teacher Lin still told you?" Dad did not pretend to be stupid again.

"Fortunately, he told me," Lin Wuyu leaned his elbows on his knees and looked at him. "If you look for someone in our dormitory, everyone will be embarrassed."

"Then this is true?" Mom looked at him.

"What's the matter?" Lin Wuyu also looked at her.

"You know it yourself!" The mother frowned.

Lin Wuyu actually never thought about what it would be like if one day his parents knew what happened, but his mother's unwillingness to mention it even made him surprised.

He always thought that in addition to insisting on the attitude of "you can't, you are not as good as your brother", they will be more open than other parents. After all, in his memory, "your brother" has a flamboyant personality.

"Am I gay?" Lin Wuyu asked, looking at the momentary stiff expression on their faces. He ticked his mouth. "Is it true, is there any problem?"

"Why are you so..." Dad didn't finish the words, probably swallowing the word metamorphosis.

Everyone of his peers used the word for him, and it's not surprising that his parents would use it.

The mother said without disappointment: "This is abnormal, you know? This is abnormal!"

Lin Wuyu sighed slightly at the beginning.

"We don't want to say too much, you still have to take the college entrance examination, don't affect the review," the dad said, "you haven't reviewed it..."

"I can't influence it," Lin Wuyu said, "There is nothing important, just say whatever you want."

"Why the **** are you?" The mother asked, "Why? Because of your brother? Do you think we are partial, so you have to retaliate us this way?"

"If I remember correctly," Lin Wuyu looked at her, "I have lived for more than ten years, and I have never said that you are partial, why do you have such an idea?"

Mom didn't speak.

"Why?" Lin Wuyu asked her after learning.

"Why!" The mother suddenly dropped the cup in the hand, "I want to ask you! Why do you want to retaliate us like this! Revenge us in such a disgusting way!"

There was a few seconds of solidification in the room.

This is the first time Lin Wuyu sees such a mother who has lost her gaze without warning.

It has been ten years since I lost my beloved son, and the son has not left a word or a word, nor has he heard any news.

He couldn’t hear, and his memory became blurred day by day, and he began to remember something. He cried, he laughed, he was angry, whether it happened or not.

What a panic.

And the rest of this, the extra child, she needs to face this every day. She doesn’t need to be optimistic... No, she doesn’t even want to take a look at the child, pretending to be calm, and maintaining the surface in the entanglement and anxiety calm.

Finally one day.

Boom!

Lin Wuyu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

The mother pointed at him: "What's the reason! Don't you think if you don't say it!"

"You calm down." Dad stood up and took her by the arm.

"Don't pull me!" The mother shook him away and continued to point at Lin Wuyu, almost shouting, "Yes, I'm partial! I'm partial! You are not as good as your brother! You are nothing like him! You will always be It’s impossible to be as good as him! You still think you are right! Who gives you self-confidence? Why do you think you deserve to be called a school god! Why are you!"

Lin Wuyu looked at her.

I didn't know why I suddenly ran away.

Such college entrance examination composition can not get points...

but.

Suddenly there was a very comfortable feeling.

Each cell seems to have its arms open, floating in the cool, fresh air.

Breathe--

He stood up and took a step in front of his mother.

"Wuyu." Dad reached out and stopped him.

"You do it yourself," Lin Wuyu said.

The self-evaluation voice is calm and the breath is steady like a python.

Mom and Dad were stunned.

"You guys," Lin Wuyu suddenly raised his voice and shouted, "Be yourself!"

"What did you say?" Mom looked at him in shock.

"No one was born with the permission of the person concerned," Lin Wuyu also looked at her, "Why do you give me yourselves! You have to bear the life of another person by what made you born! Why am I born because of Lin Zhan? Why do you decide that my life will be meaningless except Lin Zhan! Why are you!"

"Lin Wuyu!" Dad roared.

"Yes! I'm Lin Wuyu! I'm not Lin Zhan's brother!" Lin Wuyu said, "I'm not alive to prepare to take care of who, you should understand the day Lin Zhan disappears! You have no right to decide anyone Life! You have no right to obliterate me! You have no right to deny me!"

"Shut up!" Mom pointed at him, shaking her hands terribly.

"Am I smart, am I excellent, am I a **** of learning, should I be confident, who I am in love with, who I am, and how I live," Lin Wuyu said, "It’s all me. It's the final word."

"Go!" Dad stared at him, "You go--"

The playground is very quiet, it's two o'clock, and even the students who are reviewing on the playground have already returned to the dormitory, and the flashlights of the school police patrol are swept a bit perfunctory.

Lin Wuyu somewhat expects the light from the flashlight to pass through him.

But not once.

When the grass on the ground next to the stand began to see the outline, the light of the flashlight disappeared.

In the distance, high school students who got up early appeared. Before the dining hall opened, they would go to the playground to recite books.

"You didn't go back to the dormitory?" Xu Tianbo stood in front of him, asking with some surprise.

It's not hard to guess. He never got up before the canteen opened in the morning. The only possibility to sit on the playground at this time is since last night.

"Well." Lin Wuyu smiled.

"What's the matter?" Xu Tianbo bent over and looked at him. "The look is okay, but the emotions don't seem to work."

"I'll sort out my emotions and tell you again," Lin Wuyu stood up and kicked some sour legs back and forth. "You, I ran a few laps."

"Don't run away," Xu Tianbo said, "If you sit here all night, it will be uncomfortable to run suddenly at this moment, you walk two laps."

"Come on." Lin Wuyu jumped down the steps and walked slowly along the runway, looking up at the sky.

The sky is very clear and it should be a good day today.

"It's going to rain," Shi Xiangyang said, "I bet you, it will rain within two hours."

"What bet?" Ding Ji raised his head from a pile of books.

"Bet you can't finish this set of questions before it rains." Shi Xiangyang said firmly.

Ding Ji opened his mouth, looked at him, and after a while asked: "What the **** are you gambled on?"

"It will rain within two hours." Shi Xiangyang said.

"Then, what's the bet?" Ding Wu said after the reaction, snatched before Shi Xiangyang said, "What is the bet?"

"Bet?" Shi Xiangyang looked at the paper in front of him.

"Bet me this set of questions?" Ding Ji asked, "do you lose or do you win?"

Shi Xiangyang didn't speak, leaned on the back of the chair, and looked out of the window, his eyes loosened.

Ding Ji took advantage of his eyes before he came back, and quickly pushed the knife in his table bucket to the innermost. This person was probably under review pressure recently, and the whole person was a little trance.

"Sometimes I suddenly feel that way," Shi Xiangyang said. "Just give up and forget it."

"It's all here now," Ding Ji said, "Is it a little late to say that you gave up?"

"Huh?" Shi Xiangyang turned to look at him.

"Give up early," Ding Ji said. "It's more cost-effective to give up at the beginning. You'll take the exam now. It's not enough to play a game with enough time left. It's not cost-effective."

Shi Xiangyang continued to look at him thoughtfully.

"Look at me," Ding Ji pointed to himself. "If you don't learn, you don't know how to do it every day, the exams are all copied. I'm far behind you. I haven't given up. Haven't you given up to panic?"

"Have you copied it?" Shi Xiangyang asked.

"Well," Ding Ji nodded very sincerely, "but dare not copy the college entrance examination, I will have to review, I have reviewed, you gave up?"

"Can't give up." Shi Xiangyang said.

"Hey! That's right," Ding Ji patted him. "Come on, learn tyrants, tell me a question."

When Shi Xiangyang started to speak, Ding Ji was relieved.

To be honest, Shi Xiangyang was stupid, but he worked very hard, and the most stressful thing was to call people. There was a **** like Lin Wuyu in the class, and there was an alcohol lamp for cooking instant noodles with spicy strips in the back row. They didn’t. This kind of pressure, or their pressure is also quite big, but the pressure mainly comes from how parents will clean up your survival challenges after the exam.

As for myself...

The pressure is also quite large, young and strong do not work hard, the boss is sad.

Ding Ji listened carefully to Shi Xiangyang telling him this process, which he could do with his eyes closed, using a process several times more complicated than his.

Feeling relieved a lot.

Today is the day when Lin Wuyu wants to return the book to him. Just at the weekend, Ding Ji left the school early, so that he could just take the book and get home at the usual time, which is conducive to family unity.

When I ran downstairs, I met Shi Xiangyang who came back from the toilet holding this problem set.

"Where are you going?" Shi Xiangyang looked justice.

"...Go home." Ding Ji said.

"Do you want to review with some learning materials?" Shi Xiangyang was very sad.

"There is at home." Ding Ji continued to want to run downstairs.

"Here," Shi Xiangyang stuffed him with the problem set in his hand. "I haven't read this book these two days. You hold it. I have done the above questions. You can..."

"Thank you." Ding Ji took the problem set and ran downstairs.

When Lin Wuyu walked out of the school gate hurriedly, Ding Jizheng took the mobile phone to call him. When he saw him coming out, he quickly blocked it: "Hey learn God."

"Why are you here?" Lin Wuyu was a little surprised to see him.

"How fresh," Ding Ji said, "three days, I'll take my baby book."

Lin Wuyu still looked at him, and after a while he said embarrassedly: "I forgot about this, or else..."

"Huh?" Ding Ji looked at him.

Lin Wuyu glanced back at the school gate, and turned around as if determined: "Wait for me, I will get it back to the dormitory for you."

"No, wait," Ding Ji grabbed his clothes. "Are you in a hurry?"

"...Well." Lin Wuyu responded.

"Then you go first, you have free time for the book," Ding Ji said, "It's okay."

Lin Wuyu should be a man who speaks and counts in a single word, which is obviously very entangled.

"I'm not in a hurry to use the book, saying that three days is funny to you." Ding Ji said.

"Yes," Lin Wuyu walked over to the sidewalk. "I'll show you at night... lean."

Ding Ji glanced, and the last shared bicycle on the roadside was pushed away.

Lin Wuyu was really anxious. He didn't know the time limit of his mom's ultimatum or what would happen to the things in his room after this time limit.

I didn't care that Ding Ji was still nearby, and he ran to the house with his legs stretched out.

"Hey!" Ding Ji followed him, "Hey!"

"Don't talk about it for you at night?" Lin Wuyu looked back at him in shock, "Can I still eat your book?"

"I have a car!" Ding Ji shouted.

Lin Wuyu stopped: "What car?"

"What else can a battery car do," Ding Ji said as he ran to the parking spot next to him, "Are you still expecting a Lamborghini at this time..."

Lin Wuyu laughed, and Ding Ji's casual words made him relax a lot.

Ding Ji's battery car is quite big. At first glance, it is the kind that violates the rules and is quite out of shape. It looks like a transformer.

"Isn't the car arrested by the police?" Lin Wuyu stepped into the back seat. "Recently the traffic police have checked."

"Are you in a hurry?" Ding Ji glanced at him sideways. "Where are you going?"

"Turn right in front." Lin Wuyu said.

Ding Ji twisted the handlebar, the battery car rushed down the sidewalk and merged into the traffic: "Then what?"

"It's the end," Lin Wuyu said.

"And then?" Ding Ji asked again.

"Here it is." Lin Wuyu cleared his throat.

"...Is it too late for you to run?" Ding Ji was speechless.

"Thank you." Lin Wuyu said.

"You're welcome, you haven't reached the starting price." Ding Ji said.

The car soon reached the place, it was a nice community with a quiet environment.

"What happened to your family?" Ding Ji got out of the car. "Do you want to help?"

No thanks.

In theory, this should be the answer.

"If you have time," Lin Wuyu didn't know why he said this, "Can you help me carry my luggage?"

It seemed that there was a thrill of tearing a wound that did not grow well.

"Family ugliness" is about the excitement of showing off.

Mom said, are you retaliating?

do not know.

There have always been such thoughts.

I used to be a kid too.

"Is there too much stuff?" Ding Ji stood in the elevator and looked at him. "You looked at someone with a plan. Why didn't you prepare a little luggage?"

"You can guess." Lin Wuyu smiled.

"You still have to guess," Ding Ji said, "this is a quarrel with the family, and then plan to move the luggage away from home, or ... it may be driven out of the house."

Lin Wuyu looked at him.

"Although it's a bit naive, it can be understood." Ding Ji said.

"You don't have a good relationship with your parents, do you?" Lin Wuyu asked.

"At this moment, let's not fight wisely." Ding Ji turned away.

Ding Ji felt that he was a very polite person. When Lin Wuyu opened the door, he put a smile on his face first. Lin Wuyu quarreled with his parents. He still had to ask.

Uncle and aunt are good.

But after the door opened, there was no one in the house.

At this time, he found that Lin Wuyu was also a very polite person. When there was no one at home and he was eager to move things, he had not forgotten to say a series of words: "No need to change shoes. Come in, this It’s my living room, over there is the kitchen, bedroom, this is another bedroom, this is my bedroom... I won’t take you to visit and hurry over..."

Ding Ji followed him into the bedroom.

"This box contains books," Lin Wuyu pulled a huge suitcase from under the bed and threw it to him, "Thank you."

"...Don't you take it so comprehensively when you run away from home?" Ding Ji looked at his books full of bookshelves and books piled up on the bedside desk. I don't know if I should be shocked. I was still shocked that Lin Wuyu started with the step of packing up. "This box can't fit anymore."

Lin Wuyu looked at him and seemed to be thinking.

"Do you still remember?" Ding Ji persuaded.

"Then install those, just put the ones that can be put in," Lin Wuyu pointed to another cabinet. "I have a list of books, so I can buy them again."

"Drone?" Ding Ji opened the cabinet and froze.

"Well." Lin Wuyu began to hug clothes from the closet.

"Can't this size drone play casually?" Ding Ji said.

"I have a driver's license." Lin Wuyu said.

"...Oh." Ding Ji nodded, and carefully took out a remote control, "I think you can get some clothes, these things... Bring it to escape."

"I'm afraid my mom who didn't take away will burn." Lin Wuyu said.

Ding Ji froze for a while: "As for? What hatred."

"No hatred," Lin Wuyu randomly tucked his clothes into the box.