Unlimited Cycles of Death

After severing the relationship with the farmer family, I started working actively in my remaining years. Although he was young, did not go to school, and was not educated, at that time, there were many people who went out to work at a young age like him. There are also many types of "child labor". Although government departments have repeatedly emphasized that child labor is not allowed to be recruited, few people take the regulations seriously.

Yu Sui entered a factory, his job is very simple, stay on the assembly line to sort the goods. He also has many colleagues, including young ones, and more of them are uncles who are thirty or forty years old.

He has done this job for many years. He has been working here since he was fifteen, and continued to work until he was twenty. He worked for five years. He originally lived in an employee dormitory. After saving a lot of money, he moved out to rent. He lived in the house and he missed school when he was rich. He had the culture and knowledge as the most important thing, so he signed up for an adult night school nearby.

I work during the day and go to class at night. I go to bed at 1 or 2 in the morning. I learn about junior high school and high school. I occasionally go to the nearby book city to buy a set of papers.

Although he was very hard during this time, he could only sleep for four or five hours a day, often with a dull face and a dull appearance, but the exhausted remaining years were just as embarrassed. And he is very clever, maybe he is really talented. After studying in the night school for two years, he felt that he was almost there. Then he signed up for the adult college entrance examination and reached the key undergraduate score line after the college entrance examination.

The bachelor's degree in 1992 was very valuable. At that time, college students were also very valuable. Whoever gave birth to a college student had to play for a year. Unlike college students all over the land, college students have become a cheap labor force.

Although Yu Sui was a bit older when he was admitted to this education, he was 23 years old at the time, but there were still some universities who wanted to accept him. Yu Sui gave up his job and wanted to go to college.

At that time, he was so decisive and actionable, and he was not afraid of the difficulties and dangers that might appear in front of him. I was wondering if I still had a deposit, and then I could try a scholarship or part-time job, so I immediately quit my job, left the city with an admission notice from a university, and went to the capital to study economics and trade.

It was also in that university that Yu Su met Mu Qingyun, who later became his wife. They were classmates.

I don't remember what caused it. Anyway, their relationship was not good at the time, and it could even be said that they hated each other's hostility. He felt that this woman was brutal and arbitrary, and Mu Qingyun thought he was superficial and did not understand politeness.

Coupled with the older age in the class, the freshmen are usually young adults around 18 years old, and the oldest is 20 years old. There are also minors who are younger than 16 and 7 years old, and 23-year-olds like Yu Sui who have basically read a junior or senior year.

I was born in Hanmen when I was young. I used to go to work to make money to support myself. I did n’t have any hobbies or knowledge of actual news. I had nothing in common with these young people, and naturally I did n’t have any topics for in-depth communication.

The classmates can't fit into the rest of his life, but he didn't have much interest. He came to college mainly to study, for his education and future. Otherwise, he didn't care.

As soon as I was in school, I started studying madly. I spent a lot of time in the school library and borrowed various learning materials and textbooks from my senior junior and senior juniors. His goal was to take a postgraduate entrance examination. At that time, graduate students still had public-funded programs. You can get national education funds, and you will have more choices in employment. If you have the ability, maybe you can apply for a foreign school, so you can go abroad and see.

For the remaining years at that time, university graduate studies was a way for him to change his life. He could get rid of poverty and poverty, get rid of his established life trajectory, get rid of the embarrassing situation struggling at the bottom of society, and jump to the top. person.

However, at that time, he was not the only one who wanted to enter the postgraduate entrance examination and was competing for a limited number of graduate students. Mu Qingyun was also one of them.

Yu Sui's family is very different from Mu Qingyun. Yu Sui is a poor orphan from a rural village, while Mu Qingyun is the young lady of the famous family in the capital.

The Mu family is rich, has been in business for generations, and has a strong family background. Mu Qingyun also has an older brother, two years older than her, called Mu Qingzhuo.

Based on the traditional cultural ideology of preference for boys and girls, the Mu family industry is basically determined to be inherited by her brother Mu Qingzhuo, so everyone in the family makes every effort to cultivate Mu Qingzhuo. From childhood to eating and wearing, everything is good. The first to his brother, everyone in the family circled around Mu Qingzhuo.

As for the younger sister Mu Qingyun, besides her mother, she cares more about her. Others, including her father, are not very concerned about Mu Qingyun. Even if Mu Qingyun did much better than her brother at school, she performed very well in all aspects. But even if she got a perfect score on the exam, she couldn't beat her brother's ninety.

The lonely Mu Qingyun has been working harder since then. She may be dissatisfied with her self-esteem. She wants to achieve better and higher results and make herself better. In the future, she can start her own company. The brother who had acquired the Mu family property did not hesitate to let everyone look at her.

Therefore, Mu Qingyun worked very hard and did not become arrogant or arrogant because of her excellent family.

She and the remaining years at the time were disgusted with each other due to differences in opinions and cognition, and they were rivals in academic resources. They met in the school library every day because of learning. Quarrel with each other for the same study materials.

The library requires absolute silence, and they can't yell at each other in the fight, so they grab the same book and ruffle it. Mu Qingyun's strength is relatively small, and she can't fight for the rest of her life. After each book is snatched, she is angry. Eye circles have turned red, red is very cute, like a little rabbit.

In this case, Yu Sui had some other feelings for her.

He invited Mu Qingyun to read the same book with him. Mu Qingyun thought about the materials in the book and had to agree. Then the two of them were soaked in the library every day to study writing papers and communicated from time to time. Learning experience.

The closer they were sitting in the library, the longer they could not read books, and stared at Mu Qingyun in a daze.

Staring at a person for a long time, he couldn't help but secretly kissed the girl secretly. When Mu Qingyun fell asleep on the library table due to lack of sleep, she was shameless when she saw nobody around in her old age. Picked up and kissed the girl's face.

I am afraid to confess to Mu Qingyun because I am clear about the gap between each other, not to mention appearance or connotation. The background alone is very different. Even if Mu Qingyun has agreed to his confession, he is willing to associate with him, I am afraid Mu Qingyun is behind him. The Mu family would not agree.

Yu Sui was unable to extricate herself from this sudden vortex, but Mu Qingyun seemed to know nothing about his admiration, and she stared intently at her information book and study book. At the age of seven, he thought frustratedly, "Here it is." His love was strangled in the cradle at the beginning.

But he couldn't help it.

When you fall in love with someone, no one can resist the feelings that keep coming out of your heart, like a flowing stream that will eventually converge into rivers and seas. I can't resist in his remaining years. He may have been stunned by his emotions. He started to manipulate Mu Qingyun manually, just like many hooligans.

He took Mu Qingyun's hand by crowding and crowding, and covered her head with an umbrella on a rainy day, wrapped her shoulders and let her snuggle in her arms, and brought her meals during the break Bring a drink with whatever she likes, and kiss her face and even her lips while she is asleep.

Then their relationship became more and more intimate, no confession or confirmed relationship, but they began a process that seemed to be in love. During the rest of the year, from the beginning, he secretly kissed to his blatant kiss. He always grabbed the girl's hand and trapped him in his arms, and then he could "put his hands up and down" with impunity.

In the process, I felt compulsive when I was reviewing, because he never asked Mu Qingyun from head to toe. Would he like to associate with him, and he would kiss and hug him directly. Very, without any resistance.

Then logically, the wolf-like tiger-year-old dragged people to bed. On one day of the semester, Mu Qingyun, who was like a sheep, was taken to the house he rented, and then he was eaten No bone residue was left.

Their "love" also went into raging heat. Every day in the rest of the year, they would run to Mu Qingyun when they were free, and seize the opportunity to secretly hold people in their arms. They didn't want to give up for a moment, and they wished to tie her in On your belt.

He felt that Mu Qingyun also liked him, otherwise he would not be so obedient, she would not be as good as the original one. You must know that Mu Qingyun was very strong at the time, bold and strong, decisive, and lived together for a long time. Then she felt very gentle again. However, she has always been obsessed with learning and not interacting with people. Over time, she has given people around her a feeling of "proud lady".

Such a good person, but Yu Yusui to get what they want, always obediently nestled in Yusui's arms, looking at him with wet eyes.

I really like her in my old age, and I feel like I am going crazy.

It's just that this like cannot be said.

The gap between them is so big that once this relationship is made public, they will never be separated from each other.

Therefore, Yu Sui was extremely afraid that she would leave herself, and asked her a bit for nothing. At that time, they were all inexperienced, and the social atmosphere was not very open at that time. There was almost no universal knowledge of sexuality in childhood education. Later in my old age, I remembered contraception but it was not timely. As a result, it took less than three months. "I may be pregnant," said pale.

Counting time, I'm afraid I won the first time.

Miss Qian Jin of the Mu family got pregnant before she got married. If this was known, especially by the family of the Mu family, she might be poked at the spine and scolded by dogs.

Mu Qingyun said well that what happened to the Mu family would not affect her own daughter-in-law, but I was afraid that I would suffer in my old age.

I still know that the situation is bad now. Although he really wants to marry Mu Qingyun as his wife, but seeing that he has no long objects and is so destitute that he cannot give Mu Qingyun a stable life, he can only give up. Neither of them was willing to accept the child, but they collected the money and prepared to go to the hospital to have a baby the next day.

But I don't know what's going on. The secret measures of Yu Sui and Mu Qingyun are very good. They never talk in the class, but only in a few people's library or other unmanned places. Only get along and be intimate, so far no one knows their "love" relationship, but the news of Mu family's unpregnancy and first pregnancy still flew across the capital like wings in one night.

The Mu family took it for granted.

So the next day, the Mu family aggressively went to school to pick up Mu Qingyun, locked her at home, and banned her from communicating externally. (Of course, there was no communication method at that time. Mobile phones only gradually appeared on the market in 1993.)

Mu Qingyun was taken away without saying. The Mu family felt uncomfortable, so they found out that he dragged Yu Sui out and beat him up. Then he also brought Yu Sui to court to sue him for rape.

At that time, what was the power and status of the Mu family, where the little-known person in Yu Sui ’s name could compare with resistance, Yu Sui was beaten to a fracture and admitted to the hospital. The Mu family did not let her attend because of Mu Qingyun's mental injuries and recuperating at home. In her remaining years, she couldn't afford a lawyer and couldn't say anything. She was unilaterally convicted.

At that time, Yu Sui was also pulled into this inexplicable lawsuit, and was forced to withdraw from the school because of moral problems. Facing the high compensations proposed by the Mu family and the prison sentence of up to six years, his life was completely ruined. Hard work and hard work came to this point, but those who wanted to destroy him did not waste their efforts.

I was undoubtedly angry and hated.

He couldn't figure out how his relationship with Mu Qingyun was passed on, plus Mu Qingyun never showed up after being picked up by Mu's family. Yu Sui was very worried and worried about her belly. The children here, in addition to worrying, he felt that ... it was a coincidence.

It was as if someone was intentionally framing him.

Yu Sui didn't doubt Mu Qingyun, if the girl wanted to frame him, there was no need to give him all.

So who will it be? I have n’t offended anyone in my life, and I have no enemies. If it ’s possible that he will be dissatisfied with his family, he has raised his family, but the family ’s son is far away in a remote village. He was admitted to the university with his grades at that time. In his remaining years, he knew that he would definitely not be able to study in Beijing.

It cannot be the family of the peasant households, it may be the one who has a relationship with Mu Qingyun.

Mu Qingyun is good at Mu family. People look beautiful and have backgrounds. There are a few admirers who are normal. Perhaps these people have discovered the relationship between Mu Qingyun and Yu Sui. Off.

Although he thinks this is likely to be the truth, it is a pity that even if he guessed who framed him in his old age, I am afraid it would be difficult for him to have revenge in his life.

When he was rushed to the prison by a police van and saw the prison's high power grid fence far from the narrow iron windows, Yu Sui couldn't help but sadly thought: He was finished.

Life in prison is much harder than Yu Sui had imagined. Although Yu Sui said he was wronged, prisoners do not wait to see rapists. They will intentionally isolate Yu Sui and deliberately eat when Yu Sui eats. Overturned his dinner plate and reported him to prison guards for unwarranted charges, allowing the rest of his life to be punished with more confinement and labor.

And I am afraid there are Mu family forces in this prison.

Occasionally a large-scale melee broke out in the prison. For unknown reasons, several prisoners fought on their own. As soon as they fought, other criminals also got up and started fighting somehow. In the process, many people suddenly rushed to Yu Sui to start beating him.

At first Yu Sui didn't understand why. Later, a kind-hearted prison guard vaguely reminded him that Mu's family might have bought the criminals in the prison, so that Yu Sui could suffer more crimes in it.

I was in jail for just over a month, and was physically and mentally exhausted.

However, his fighting level has risen in a short period of time. Maybe his learning talent is also reflected in this aspect. In short, after being beaten for various months, he can start to fight back.

At this time, the guard told him he had friends to visit the prison.

Yu Sui had no relatives or friends. The one who came to visit the prison could only think of Mu Qingyun. He was very happy and hurriedly followed the prison guard, but it was not Mu Qingyun who saw him.

The woman who came to visit was a woman I did n’t know. I was about forty years old. She was dressed gracefully and luxuriously, and her face was similar to that of Mu Qingyun. At the first glance of this woman, I realized that she was very likely. It's Mu Qingyun's mother.

Sure enough, the woman soon confessed that she was Mu Qingyun's mother Xue Lian.

"Qing Yun likes you very much." Xue Lian said so across the glass, "She has been eating and drinking in the bedroom since she was taken home. She has been so weak that she was hospitalized and had to make a living by infusion."

Yu Sui was anxious: "Let me see her, please!"

"My husband won't let her come out." Xue Lian sighed slightly. "The Mu family is not my master ... I'm here to tell you some news."

"The children in Qing Yun's stomach are gone ... and my husband intends to marry Qing Yun as a business marriage."

"You can't treat her this way." Yu Sui felt uncomfortable, and he was shaking all over. He stood up, put his hands on the glass of the prison cell, and looked at Xue Lian opposite. "She is your biological daughter, isn't she?" You know what she doesn't want! She still wants to go to graduate school, want to go abroad, and want to do something big! She still has a lot to do! Can't you help her? "

Xue Lian looked calm and numb. She stared at the rest of her age for a while before slowly speaking, "Born in Mu's family is a misfortune."

Xue Lian no longer cares about Yu Sui when she finishes speaking. She gets up and hands over something to the prison guard who supervises it. After whispering a few words to the prison guard, she leaves the prison cell and sees her leave. Yu Su can't help lowering herself Head, covered her eyes and cried.

If he wasn't with Mu Qingyun, maybe all this would not happen. From beginning to end, their "love" was a terrible mistake.

When returning, the prison guard handed something to Yu Sui, saying that it was Xue Lian who asked him to transfer it to Yu Sui. Yu Su glanced at it and found that it was a letter with Juan Xiu's handwriting clearly on it.

Such a simple letter made Yu Sui excited. He hid it carefully in his pocket and returned to his dormitory. When the night was quiet, he dared to read it by the faint moonlight outside the window.

The content of the letter was not much, and the handwriting was a little hasty. Mu Qingyun only gave a rough description of the situation she is in now.

She said that she had been locked up by her father, and I was afraid that she would not be able to meet Yu Sui for a long time, but told Yu Sui not to worry, she would soon find a way to meet him.

She also told Yusui not to be afraid in prison. She said that she knew a prisoner in prison and that Yusui could get help by looking for that prisoner.

"Don't worry, we can always be together in the future. I also want to have a baby with you again. I will not lose him again this time."

He cried again in his old age, and he burst into tears. He never felt how incompetent he was. He couldn't even protect important things. In the end, he had to rely on her help.

Yu Sui later went to the prisoner Mu Qingyun mentioned on the envelope, and a prisoner named Yu Mu in the same prison as Yu Sui.

This is a strange name. Yu Sui learned from other inmates that Amu ’s name was a “Mu” without a surname, so everyone called him Amu.

It seems that Amu was sentenced to life imprisonment for coming in for murder. She is very young and looks like she is in her twenties. She looks handsome and her eyes look a little familiar to the remaining years. Amu also seems to have a good status in prison. Others dare not provoke, and even dare not mention it.

When I was looking for him in my old age, he bluntly asked what is the relationship between A Mu and Mu Qingyun? Because I don't understand how many years old, why did Mu Qingyun know a life sentencer in prison?

Amu answered simply and directly, "I'm her brother."

"Isn't Qing Yun her brother Mu Qingzhuo?" Yu Sui was surprised.

A Mu sneered: "How clean do you think her father is? There were five or six mistresses who raised bread in those days."

The remaining years understand, no wonder he always thinks that Amu looks a little familiar, maybe he is a bit similar to Mu Qingyun. Yu Sui said, "So you're an illegitimate child ... sorry, I didn't mean to downplay you."

"It doesn't matter, I still know my identity very well." Amu looked up and down the Yu Sui, "Qing Yun asked you to come to me, I understand, I will cover you next, and perform well here After commuting, after going out ... you still have a chance. "

Amu's words had a deep meaning, and Yu Sui quickly understood. He was very happy and felt that he could one day get out of prison and go to Mu Qingyun as soon as possible.

But he did find Mu Qingyun in the end, but not in the real world.

...

In my old age, I stared at the faceless man beside Mu Qin for a long time, this man did indeed face the face of "A Mu".

But how could it happen? Amu is dead.

Wait, is he really dead?

I thought about it for a long time, looking at the faceless people's eyes and grains, but in the end, he chose to honor the promise and plan of the previous He Jin. Then, he approached Mu Qin's side and carefully managed the child's hair before his forehead.

Not anxious to kill Muqin directly, he looked at Muqin for a while, then took out the harmonica found in the copy of the park just now. He sat next to Muqin and began to play the harmonica in Muqin's ears. The song he played was the "fate".

Muqin told Jin that he has a strange perception of music. When he first entered the marginal world and played the first game, he could hear the real world. His psychiatrist He Qiu opened the music box beside him. The sound of music.

Therefore, Mu Qin specifically told Jin that if Jin asked Echo to help with "foreign aid", please let Echo bring some simple instruments, and then try to play in Mu Qin's ear. If Mu Qin can perceive this in the game The sound of music can prepare in advance.