Unlimited Cycles of Death

"Actually, my name is not Amu." After questioning by Yu Sui, Amu suddenly said something that seemed irrelevant to the topic at hand.

"You know, I am the illegitimate son of Mu Family's parents, and my wife Mu Qingyun's half-brother."

"My mom didn't actually think of being Mu Feng's mistress. She was a foreigner. She just came to Beijing and didn't know Mu family. She thought Mu Feng was a little rich boss. Chasing her, she thought Mu Feng was very reliable, so she went out with him, and was still thinking about marrying him. "

"But Mu Feng repeatedly resigned to my mother's willingness to get married. After I was born, my mother knew that Mu Feng had a family and there were several mistresses like her outside. My mom hated Mu Feng hated to die and felt that Mu Feng had ruined her life, but she still gave me the name of Mu Feng, named Mu Chen. "

Amu said abruptly about her own life: "My mother took me away from Mufeng and tried to earn money to support me when I was about seven or eight years old. After she died, Mufeng took the initiative to find me, of course ... He couldn't pick me into Mu's house, so he found a nanny, rented a house, and raised me in that house. "

"Thinking now, he was kind of conscience and didn't send me directly to the orphanage."

Yu Sui didn't understand the meaning of A Mu, Yu Sui asked, "What do you mean to me now?"

"I'm telling you the origin of the name 'Amu'." Amu replied to Yu Sui. "Before I got the name 'Amu', I always called 'Muchen'. My mother still has some Close friends always like to call me Xiaochen. "

"Then why did you finally change your name to Amu?" Yu Sui followed his words.

"It's a long story, and it has something to do with why I was murdered and jailed." Amu considered it, then looked up at Yu Sui, his face was exactly the same as when Yu Sui first met him in prison. Nothing has changed, just as before.

"Yu Sui, do you believe that someone in this world can dream come true?" Amu suddenly asked such a sentence.

Amu ’s question is very interesting. After hearing about it, Yu Shou sneered: “Although some people can actually realize their dreams, in fact, more people lose to reality?”

Amu followed with a smile. He said, "The" dreams I say "do not mean ordinary dreams. They are not the kind of" I want to be rich and rich ", I want to be an artist or a scientist, etc. These dreams are ordinary "Dream" is a dream that human beings can achieve if they work hard. "Dream" I mean is an unrealistic "dream" that cannot be realized by those who have spent their lives. "

Yu Sui seems to understand Amu ’s meaning: "Do you mean that some people's 'dreams' are unrealistic? For example, some people dream of becoming a bird and can spread their wings and fly in the sky, but this is impossible. At this stage, human science and technology can never make people a bird, so this cannot be called a 'dream', it can only be called a 'fantasy'. "

"It's similar to 'fantasy'," said Amu. "The difference between fantasy and dreams is that people know that fantasy is impossible to achieve, so they just imagine it in their heads and enjoy the addiction of imagination. Dreams are Differently, dreams are a wish, something that people have a correct attitude and are determined to really want to achieve, even if this dream is as impractical as fantasy, but still want to achieve it. "

Amu squinted and looked at Yu Sui, laughing: "Before 1903, people never dared to imagine what it would be like to fly in the sky. No one thought that humans could one day soar in the sky like birds, but in 1903 The Wright brothers built the world's first aircraft and realized this 'unrealistic' dream. "

"I see what you mean," Yu Sui said, "but what does it have to do with the origin of your name 'Amu'?"

"The marginal world is the world of people's dreams." Amu ignored the question of Yu Sui and made it clear, and then he began to refute his words. He shook his head and said, "In fact, the marginal world is a" dream. " A little tarnished with the word 'dream'. But to be precise, the marginal world is a world formed by the strong 'cravings and aspirations' of countless people, a world they cannot achieve but have a strong will to try to achieve ... . "

"Of course I know what kind of world the fringe world is." At the moment, Yu Sui only thought of the cruel games of infinite reincarnation in the fringe world, and the endless fighting between players, so he didn't dare to channel: "You say this is a The world of desire? I don't agree. "

Amu asked Yu Sui, "The moment you enter the marginal world, when you are dying, what do you think?"

"I am dying ..." Yu Sui frowned and recalled the experience of his death in this life. He could not bear to look back, but still patiently replied: "Of course I was thinking about how to let myself live . "

"What about you now?" Amu asked again.

"Now? Of course I am in the marginal world ..." Yu Yu is unknown, but he reacted quickly, and he seemed to be a little shocked to himself: "I survive, in the marginal world."

"Yeah, your wish has come true." Amu said, "Although you live in a different world, you are undoubtedly alive here, and part of your strong desire is fulfilled, and your Desire has become a small part of the force that sustains the existence of the 'marginal world'. "

I heard a little confused: "I don't understand."

Amu said: "Simply say. You think that any object movement requires energy and power. In a world as large as the fringe world, its existence and operation also require energy. Without energy, The fringe world will soon collapse and disappear. At this time the question comes, what is the energy that supports the fringe world? "

"Wish?" Without waiting for Amu to tell the truth, Yusui answered subconsciously, "Our wish makes this world exist?"

Amu nodded: "Yes, that's it, because you players in the marginal world want to live, you want to live on, so the marginal world will always exist."

Amu ’s words let Yusui realize a horrible conclusion. Yusui horrified: "That means, as long as we players are dead, the fringe world will no longer exist?"

"Although this conclusion is very sad, it is true." Amu laughed and affirmed the conjecture of the remaining years. "As long as you players, including the king on the butterfly throne, you are all dead, this world will be natural. Perish. "

Yu Sui was shocked by Amu's words for a moment. He reached out and rubbed his temple subconsciously, and said to Amu: "But it doesn't make sense."

"If our desire is to support the power of the marginal world, why should the marginal world let us participate in this non-stop reincarnation killing game? The number of internal players is constantly consumed. Isn't it that the more our players, the greater the desire, Is it more powerful? "

"Man's wishes are uncertain." Amu said, "Just as human thoughts are ever-changing, especially as time goes by, some people's wishes will change. Maybe you just want to live today, and tomorrow you will Want to get more. "

"The marginal world was born from the beautiful wish of someone 'want to live with you', so this world also only needs a desire to 'live', and other redundant desires are for the marginal world. It's a bit of a gain, but it has more negative effects. "

"Because of this, the world has gradually developed into a theme of killing games. Players experience cruel killings in the game. This killing will make you feel fear. The more you fear, the greater your desire to survive. And your desire to 'live' is growing stronger. "

"Especially those players who died in the cruel competition of the game, they have played the last value in their lives, they died with the hope of survival, the desire before death is extremely fierce, their power will be unreserved and fully contributed To this world. "

"It's ridiculous!" Yu Sui listened to A Mu's words, shocked the whole person tightened his body, squeezed his fists, and stepped closer to A Mu, staring at him with a cracked eye, "It is nonsense How can you be sure that what you say must be true? Come up with evidence! "

"The name Amu is the best evidence," Amu said.

"What do you mean !?"

Amu was silent for a moment, and continued: "Did I just say that? The fringe world was first born from the beautiful wish of someone 'want to live with you', this 'want to live with you' "You" means "Amu", and the person who makes this wish is Amu's brother Axin. "

"Amu and Axin are a pair of brothers who lived in the Nordic country Estonia three hundred years ago. They had an accident at the time. Both brothers were seriously injured and were dying. So Axin gave this to Amu before his death. Desire. Although unintentional, this pair of brothers is indeed the culprit that led to the birth of the marginal world. "

Yu Sui understands, "You say that the 'founder' of the fringe world is a pair of brothers who lived three hundred years ago, and you claim to be your brother's elder brother 'Amu'."

Saying Yu Sui, sneer: "Will you succeed next time to say ... you are the reincarnation of 'Amu', or you did not die at all 300 years ago and have been living for more than 300 years, Live to this day? "

Ah Mu shook her head slightly and sighed: "Maybe what I said makes you hard to accept and makes you incomprehensible, but please listen to me, I'm older ..."

"I'm not 'Amu'. The real Amu died long ago. And the real Amu and his brother Axin, they, like you and me, entered the marginal world after death."

"They are here." Amu reached out and folded a thorn wrapped around the edge of the throne. A magical thing happened. After he folded the thorn, the thorn quickly grew into a bud in his hand. It blooms within seconds and blooms bright red.

Although his fingers were pierced by thorns, blood and red flowers mixed together.

But Amu still whispered softly: "They have been here."

Chapter 132 Silent Echo 02┃ Do you know the origin of the name 'Amu' now?

"Three hundred years ago, Amu and Axin died in the real world, and their souls followed the lead of an unknown crystal core and entered a marginal dream."

Amu began to tell a long story. His tone was unshakable, and his eyes looked beyond the years before him, looking into the distance, wondering what he was watching.

"At that time, the fringe world was still a mini-world. The area may be about one thousand square meters. The area of ​​about twelve or three rooms combined can be said to be a very, very small world ... Amuhe Ashin survived in that world. "

"The fringe world at that time was not as complicated as it is now, it was a pure dream space, in which all your imaginations will come true."

I can't help thinking about Amu ’s saying: "Every imagination will come true?"

"Simply put, it is what you want to appear." Amu explained, while operating in his hands to show Yu Yu, he said, "For example, you want a beautiful dress."

As soon as Amu raised his hand, the other year old felt that the clothes on his body were twisted and twisted, his skin was a little tight, he looked down, and was shocked to find that his clothes had been changed. He was originally wearing that kind Players "uniform" is a loose gray prison-like clothes. But now when Amu raises his hand, he puts on a bright blue, more fashionable t-shirt and jeans-even the scattered hair on his head is cut and neatly arranged in a flash.

"For another example, you want a table full of food." Amu continued to operate, and he waved as he spoke. A table with white embroidered tablecloth appeared in front of Yu Sui. You can find everything from fruits and vegetables to chicken, duck, fish, cakes and wine.

"Even a delicate and warm room ..." Amu didn't wave his hand this time, but slammed his finger, so there was a villa or villa with a small courtyard behind the throne he was sitting on.

Amu himself also looked back and looked at what appeared behind him ... and the bungalow that was not in the style of the throne map painting, and then turned back and smiled at Yu Sui: "As long as you can imagine, the dream space will take your Imagination is materialized, turning all illusions into facts. "

"And the modernized objects can be used, and the modernized food can satisfy the hunger. In the world of dreams, you want to be successful, immortal and immortal."

Yu Sui seemed to be shocked by all of Amu's sudden display. He stared at Amu with his eyes widened, but couldn't say a word for a long time.

"But the more flawless it seems, the greater the hidden disadvantages behind it." Amu regretted, "the same is true of this dream world."

"Things in the marginal world cannot be taken out, neither the brothers Amu and Axin can go out, because they are dead in this world, and they have only one way out. This magical world has indeed fulfilled their wishes and made them 'Living together', on the other hand, has restricted their freedom and trapped them in this square inch. "

"In the beginning, they had no complaints. They were lucky enough to survive, and in the marginal world, everything was done. There is no shortage of things. Eat, drink, play and sleep every day. What a wonderful life, just like heaven same."

"But over time, they found that this is not heaven."

Amu looked at Yu Sui, "You can imagine being trapped in a small, small space for a long time. Although there are many things to play with, you cannot communicate with the outside world. Although there is a dear and dear brother To be with you, but after you have finished all the topics you can talk to, you have nothing to say, you can only look at each other in relative silence. "

"What is it like?"

The rest of the year didn't need to imagine. He lowered his head and instinctively reached out to hold something, but then he reacted. He was not in his own map of the throne, and he didn't have the familiar corpse beside him.

"They are left alone." Amu continued, "Two lonely people hugged each other tightly to warm each other, but as time passed, the feeling of loneliness became more and more serious, even when they embraced each other. There can be no relief. "

"Although the marginal world pattern was small at the time, it also needed to be supported by energy. The desire of the brothers Amu and Axin alone was not enough to make this mini-marginal world last. Apart from being lonely, the two brothers were able Feeling that this small world is gradually collapsing, and the crisis is over their heads, they have to make some efforts to survive. "

"They thought of a way to keep the marginal world alive, but also to ease the loneliness and expand the narrow little world little by little."

Amu said here that Yu Sui suddenly understood. Even if Amu did not speak next, Yu Sui could speculate the next story, but this speculation made Yu Su creeping: "The reason why the fringe world is so small is Because there was only this pair of brothers in it at the time, their desire provided too little energy to support a small world. So to make this world bigger and to make this world always exist, you just need to constantly accept new people Just come in. "

"Yes, that's it," Amu said.

"Actually, even if the brothers Amu and Axin don't do this, the fringe world will still absorb new people on their own, the crystal core of the fringe world, I don't know if you have seen or heard of it."

Yu Sui remembered that in his map of the throne before, Jin shared the information he knew to Yu Sui in detail, so Yu Sui nodded at Amu. "Although I haven't seen it before, someone told me that the edge The world has a crystal-like core. This core exists in the real world. It has the power to continuously seduce others to degenerate into 'dreamers'. Once the dreamers die, those dreamers will enter the edge of the dream before they die. world."

"The most frightening thing is that people who have fallen into 'dreamers' have become a medium in themselves. As long as they describe, write or paint works related to the marginal world, their works will entice more people to become 'dreamers.' ', And thus continue to spread, making the edge world more and more powerful. "

Amu was surprised: "You know a lot."

"Absolutely not more than you know." Yu Sui looked at Amu with his arms folded in his hands, "I have roughly figured out what's going on from your mouth, I'm afraid it was more than 300 years ago. The brothers Amu and Axin accidentally touched the crystal core. The wish before death caused the core to start, forming a mini-world for their souls, and the crystal core would be like The virus is contagious, attracting more people into this mini-world. "

"Absorbing the 'wishes' of many people, this mini-world has grown up, and the bigger and bigger it becomes, the marginal world we see now, right?"

"Yes, that's it." Amu nodded, "But there is a long development process in the middle of it ... you think, the fringe world didn't become a killer game mode like it does now, and the fringe world at that time was a The space is not small and small, and then as the marginal world continues to absorb new souls, this space is full of all kinds of people. You say that what happens when so many people are crowded inside? "

"What else can I do?" Yu Sui only felt sad, "So many people are crowded together and trapped inside, and once conflicts and differences arise, fighting is impossible to avoid, especially as you describe it. The fringe world is a 'wish-to-do' model, and I am afraid these people have staged an incredible war inside? "

"Bingo! You got it right." Amu clapped her hands with a smile. "And it was a battle with extremely heavy casualties. At the time Amu and Axin were also dead inside ... well, to be precise, they were not dead. . "

"Not dead?" Yu Sui didn't understand what he meant.

"Because the marginal world at that time was in the mode of" Thinking of Things, "despite the outbreak of the war, but no one wanted to die, so they would make themselves" immortal "during the war." Amu explained, "but there was no death. , Contradictions and conflicts cannot be effectively resolved, and fighting will continue endlessly. "

"So, someone made a new wish to end this battle."

Amu said that he paused for a moment, his eyes darkened: "A desire to end the war, resolve contradictions, and save anyone from death."

"What's the wish?" Yu Sui was inexplicably nervous.

"Assimilation," Amu whispered.

"Everyone merges and assimilate into one person, and they don't have to fight anymore and they don't have to die."

Muqin's throne map is not very cold, the temperature here is very balanced, and it can even be said to be very warm, but Yu Sui suddenly felt cold after listening to Amu's words, he stared at Amu After looking at it for a long time, a terrible suspicion popped up in my heart.

"Who are you?" Although the conjecture was gradually taking shape in my mind, I was afraid to say it in my old age. I could only silently ask Amu, "Who are you?"

"Me? Me ..." Amu groaned slightly. "I am Muchen ... and Amu."

After speaking, Amu also smiled at Yu Sui, "How about, now do you know the origin of the name" Amu "?"