Unlimited Cycles of Death

Before his son left, Xie Zhu hoped that his son's wish could be realized.

Xie Zhu said; "Zhou Yue has n’t had much freedom since he was a child. Since elementary school, we have given him tutoring, enrolled in various tutoring classes, interest classes, and even behavior etiquette classes. We set him up for access control, whether it is He has a special person to pick up and drop off from school. He eats food from a nutritionist three times a day. There is basically no entertainment time. We are not allowed to play with other children. He is so old that he has not even visited an amusement park. once."

"At that time, I was convinced that this approach was good for him. As long as he is willing to study hard and advance according to our plan, he will become better than others. When he grows up, he will find him The starting line is far ahead of anyone, and he will be able to reach the peak easily, and then he will know that his parents are doing the right thing. "

Speaking of it, Xie Zhu seemed unable to regret it, choking and said, "Maybe we put too much pressure on him. When Zhou Yue went to junior high school, he started to have some mental problems. He tutored his tutor to say that he was silent and depressed for a long time. And the results are violently retreating. To this end, we called him a psychiatrist, the doctor confirmed that he had depression, prescribed a lot of medicines, and asked us not to put further pressure on him, otherwise the problem would become more serious . "

"But we didn't take depression seriously." Jie Zhu lowered his head and unconsciously fiddled with a cup of coffee from the cafe waiter on the table. "I didn't understand the disease at the time, I thought it was the child studying The pressure is too great, I ca n’t stand it, so I ’m in a bad mood, so I just removed those tutoring classes, removed two tutors, and everything else. ”

"At that time, the effect was still very good. After taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, his spirit improved, his grades recovered, and there was no recurrence after stopping the medicine, and he became faster and faster than ever."

"My husband thinks that the child is really big enough to make some friends, so he started to bring Zhou Yue into and out of the high society to banquet, let him associate with those masters who are noble officials, he did a good job, do not live in the world, behavior style Wherever it is worth criticizing, in front of many people, he is an excellent, mature, and temperamental person. Although he was not very old at the time, he has been praised by many people, which makes our couple very proud. "

"After going to high school, we didn't discipline him too severely, the access time was removed, and we didn't ask him for tutoring or remedial classes because his grades were too good at the time. But we still didn't allow him to be casual. For other people, we think that his friend should be a talented person with the same status as him. He is the only son of the Zhou family. He was born with a golden spoon. Children without the power and civilian potential are not eligible to be his friends. "

The explanation of Xie Zhu made Mu Qin clenched his fists, and his nails were trapped in the palm of his palm. In fact, he already knew this. When he was with high school and Zhou Yue, Zhou Yue said a lot about his family. Zhou Yue briefly described that Mu Qin felt that Zhou Yue's parents were too strict in his control, which was a little too strict. I did not expect to hear Jie Zhu's statement today, which was far beyond the imagination of Mu Qin.

Because before, Zhou Yueke never said that he had suffered from depression because of too much stress.

Mu Qin didn't say a word, it seemed to make the opposite Jie Zhu understand Mu Qin's mind, Jie Zhu said with a bitter smile; "Do you think ... we are doing a very bad job to our parents?"

"No, you just want to be a child and a daughter to be a phoenix, every parent is like this ... but your educational methods are too urgent, so many questions have arisen." Mu Qin calmly answered the woman in front of her,

Xie Zhu covered his face and said dumbly, "You don't have to be so euphemistic, I know we did really badly."

Xie Zhu continued: "After Zhou Yue went to high school, we didn't control him as before, but we still strictly controlled his friends. His friends were selected by us one by one. I think you should Most clearly, you are his classmate in high school, and he ... he always likes him. "

"After high school, he joined the army. At first I didn't agree, but my husband also has an old friend in the military, saying that the army can exercise physical and mental, so that the child becomes stronger. We think he used to have The problem of depression, and it was just two years away, and exercise came back, and it was no problem to return to college again. Our couple discussed for a while and thought it was good, let Zhou Yue go. "

"I didn't expect him to go. He never returned in five or six years. No matter how we urged him or even threatened to sever the relationship, he didn't look back. He stayed in the army wholeheartedly, and even ran as a special soldier. I didn't have the courage to dig people out of the government, and it was only him who could come, but when we finally saw him, he lay in the hospital and became a vegetative ... lying there motionless ... "

Xie Zhu said and cried again: "In the beginning, he shouldn't have been sent to the army ... it shouldn't have been sent to him ... I know, he just wanted to get rid of our control, he just wanted to break with the Zhou family, and he kept I hate us very much ... "

Mu Qin did not comfort the woman, watching her crying quietly. Fortunately, Xie Zhu did not cry for a long time. She quickly controlled her emotions: "I searched out of his room after Zhou Yue's accident. After reading this diary, I realized that he actually fell in love with the same sex. "

Xie Zhu opened the diary lying on the table: "I didn't understand it at first, but it doesn't matter if I don't understand now. His time is running out, and I realize ... I'm a mother, He never gave the love of his mother. His school days were spent in continuous learning, false friends, and indifferent families. He has no real friends, and the only person he loves is you. "

Xie Zhu hoped that Mu Qin would look at the diary, and she told Mu Qin:

Zhou Yue is in the hospital right now. I ’m here to ask for your help. I hope you can take care of him for a while. The doctor said that the chance of a vegetable awakening is very small. By giving him some external stimuli, he still has the possibility to wake up. "

Xie Zhu said, shaking his head: "Although I am his mother, in fact ... my husband and Zhou Yue are not very close to each other. My husband has too many things to do, and he has no time to control the children. I also Because of some selfish reasons, he always showed a proud attitude and was not easy to get close to the children. Later, Zhou Yue did n’t even call our parents so much. He had rarely seen us back in those years.

"So do you think that Zhou Yue is the only person close to me?" Mu Qin raised this question to her after listening to a series of remarks by Xie Zhu.

Xie Zhu was full of guilt, and said, "Yeah ... I still read his diary to know that he had a relationship with you ... uh, good."

"I have convinced my husband to let him wait another half year." Xie Zhu raised his head and looked at Mu Qin. "In this half year, I want you to get along with Zhou Yue and try to wake him up, no matter what you ask, I can agree, It's OK to ask for money or anything else, please make sure ... promise me. "

"Do you really think this is possible?" Mu Qin unknowingly addressed the woman in front of him, looking a little indifferent. "Since graduating from high school, Zhou Yue and I have almost never been in contact. As of today, we have been separated for nearly ten years. If it was ten years ago, I might still have a little confidence, but now ten years later, let alone closeness, Zhou Yue and I are like strangers, awakening him Just like the heavens and the night, you might as well go to the closer comrades in his army to try it. "

"I tried it!" Jie Zhu lowered his head, painfully stretched his arms around his chest, "He found all the people he knew, who might be closer, but it was useless, he still slept there, and he refused to wake up Come!"

"So I can only come to you." Jie Zhu looked at Mu Qin expectantly. "Please, please ... no, I beg you!"

Muqin knew that he had no reason to refuse her.

Because the moment Muqin heard the woman say "Zhou Yue has now become a vegetative", Mu Qin couldn't wait to fly to Zhou Yue's side, even though they hadn't seen each other for many years. The relationship between them was ambiguous and embarrassing, but Mu Qin wanted to see him. If he didn't know it, he wanted to see Zhou Yue.

Therefore, Mu Qin agreed to understand Zhu's request, and promised to take care of Zhou Yue with all his heart and soul within six months. As for Xie Zhu's proposal to give Mu Qin some compensation, Mu Qin did not accept it. When Xie Zhu saw his strong attitude, he re-exported, "You always use some money to take care of Zhou Yue, and in order to take care of him, your own work may be delayed. I hope you can ask for leave from the company you work for. Half a year, this half a year, I hope you take Zhou Yue out of the hospital to go somewhere else, and these all require money. "

When Xie Zhu said this, Mu Qin couldn't help but think about it. He felt that Xie Zhu was right, and finally accepted the compensation he needed to understand.

After they left the cafe, Jie Zhu drove Mu Qin to the hospital to see Zhou Yue.

Seeing Zhou Yue in the ward, Zhou Yue looked simply terrible.

Because of the busy work of the Zhou family, they did not have time to take care of the vegetative Zhou Yue. They could only leave him in the hospital, and spent tens of thousands of monthly nursing fees on the medical staff to take care of them. Zhou Yue is still stupid, vegetative, he doesn't chew, and eats all liquid food. Prolonged inactivity and bedridden make him look as thin as a bamboo pole, and his skinny muscles atrophy. Seeing Zhou Yue like this, Mu Qin's heart was tingling like a needle.

Mu Qin never thought that Zhou Yue would turn into this picture when he reunited after the other one! This pair ...

This situation made Mu Qin's heart uncomfortable and regretful. The inner grains and clutter didn't know what to do. His heart hurt as if he was caught by something, making him unable to breathe. When he saw the appearance of Zhou Yue in bed He even felt that his thinking had disappeared.

Immediately after, Xie Zhu began to explain to Mu Qin why Zhou Yue became a vegetative.

Xie Zhu said: "Zhou Yue was reported to have been on duty with the army and had a firefight with a group of terrorists. A stray bullet hit his head. He was unconscious on the spot. After being taken to the hospital for emergency treatment, the doctor said that the fragments of the bullet were stuck in his brain. The central position of the ministry could not be taken out at all, and he never woke up again. "

Listening to the words of bamboo, Mu Qin was unable to endure the inner agitation. He walked to Zhou Yue's bed and looked down at Zhou Yue's sleeping look. He reached out and touched Zhou Yue's hand, his hand was thin. Such as firewood, and some cold.

Mu Qin was able to recall the time when Zhou Yue stood in front of him and smiled at Mu Qin. At that time, Zhou Yue was lively and cheerful and liked to laugh at Mu Qin very much. Mu Qin can also remember Zhou Yue's touch when she touched her with her hands. Zhou Yue's hands were warm, her fingers were slender and her skin was exquisite, just like those of the hand molds in magazines.

But now ... Zhou Yue's hands were not only skinny, but also full of scars.

Mu Qin was not upset that he couldn't control himself. He was silent for a moment, then turned to Jie Zhu and said, "Can you let me call your aunt?"

Xie Zhu heard the words for a moment, and replied, "Yes ... OK."

"Well, aunt, can you go out? I want to spend time with him alone." Mu Qin has rarely shown his intense emotions on his face, but when his emotions fluctuate greatly, he will lower his voice. The tone was slow and very gentle.

Xie Zhu hesitated for a moment, but Banyu nodded and went out, leaving Muqin alone in the ward.

Mu Qin continued to lower his head, holding Zhou Yue's hand, and continued to gently say to Zhou Yue, "I'm sorry ... Zhou Yue, I'm late."

...

Three months after that, according to his agreement to reconcile the bamboo, Mu Qin invited the company for a half-year vacation, and rented a small house near the hospital to sleep, and began to take care of Zhou Yue every day. He and Zhou Yue talks, reads, cleans Zhou Yue's body, massages her hair, cuts her nails, and so on. She also takes him to a wheelchair and pushes Zhou Yue out for a walk.

In fact, Zhou Yue ’s mother helped Zhu Yue to take care of her, and did not need Mu Qin to do it herself, but Mu Qin wanted to do so, so he gave the caregiver more money and let him teach Mu Qin the method of massaging the patient Muqin learned quite fast, and after two months, he was already quite different.

In the past three months, except for the first month, Xie Zhu frequently visited Zhou Yue, and in the following two months, she hadn't been here much. As for Xie Zhu's husband, Zhou Yue's father, and the current parents of the Zhou family, never appeared. But if it doesn't show up, Mu Qin doesn't really want to see Zhou Yue's father.

During the three months, although Mu Qin worked very hard to take care of Zhou Yue, Zhou Yue was still thin and she did not want to wake up.

There were no miracles, and there was no miracle that Mu Qin called him, and Zhou Yue would move his fingers or eyelids to respond. He was lying in his bed as usual, sleeping like a fairy in a fairy tale However, despite his skinny figure and making him look like he has nothing to do with "beauty".

But in Mu Qin's mind, Zhou Yue is a beauty, very beautiful.

Today, Mu Qin also took care of Zhou Yue as usual, first stripped Zhou Yue, gave him a simple massage of his limbs, then wiped his whole body with a towel, and then massaged Zhou Yue's whole body again. Muqin rubbed his pale skin like paper with his fingers until some pink marks appeared on it.

After the massage, Mu Qin began to dress him. Mu Qin pulled out Zhou Yue's clothes from the cabinet next to him. After putting on his clothes and pants, Mu Qin began to look for his socks. As he turned the drawer, Muqin saw a card in the drawer.

This card has been in the drawer of Zhou Yue's bedside table. Muqin found it before and took it for a closer look.

This is a white card. The front is completely blank, and the back is a more ornate dark blue starry pattern. There seems to be a faint five-star magic array under the starry sky background.

This card was stained with a small amount of blood, the kind of blood that had solidified into black. Mu Qin did not know what kind of card it was. He asked Mu Qin's mother to untie the bamboo. Xie Zhu said this was when Zhou Yue had an accident. After being taken to the hospital, the doctor found it in his clothes pocket and did not throw it away. He kept it in the bedside drawer of his ward.

I do n’t know where this strange card attracted Muqin. Muqin once held it carefully, but it is just an ordinary card no matter how he looks. Muqin ca n’t think of anything, so he can only hold it. It doesn't matter.

However, it is strange to think about it. This kind of blood stains, there are strange cards like magic circles, there is a ominous omen in his thinking, Mu Qin thinks it is better to throw away, so he put the cards I got it in my pocket and planned to go out and throw the trash can later.

He put Zhou Yue on socks and shoes, hugged him in a wheelchair, combed Zhou Yue's hair, and looked at Zhou Yue's peaceful sleep.

Zhou Yue's lips were also pale. Mu Qin stared at him for a while, and couldn't help but approached, and kissed Zhou Yue's lips a little.

After the kiss, Mu Qin continued to talk to him: "You will kiss me like this before, as long as no one sees you, you must kiss me, I still hate you because you stick to others It's really amazing. "

With that said, Mu Qin squatted in front of Zhou Yue, reached out and held Zhou Yue's hand, "Now you can stick to me like before, I will never mind again."

Zhou Yue didn't say anything. He was sitting quietly in his wheelchair. He lowered his head, his hands were held by Mu Qin, looking very peaceful.

Mu Qin is also not discouraged. For the past three months, at the initial stage, when watching Zhou Yue's motionless and half-dead look, Mu Qin's heart would be very uncomfortable, but he felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and seemed to be used to Zhou Yue Picture looks. The heart is a little numb, Mu Qin will not think about whether Zhou Yue can finally wake up. He just wants to take good care of Zhou Yue in this half year and be able to spend time with Zhou Yue.

"Let's go for a walk." Mu Qin stood up, pushed the wheelchair around behind the wheelchair, pushed Zhou Yue out of the ward, and continued talking as he walked: "I plan to take you out to play in two days, not too far, just In the city next door, there is a small spot where I can take you by car. Your mother also hopes that I can take you for a ride, and lying in bed will definitely make you uncomfortable. After all, you used to be an idle person. . "

Talking, Mu Qin pushed Zhou Yue out of the ward, pushed him to the elevator door, pressed the elevator button and waited for the elevator. He planned to take Zhou Yue to take a walk in the nearby park.

While waiting for the elevator, Mu Qin crouched down to adjust the height of the wheelchair for Zhou Yue and adjust the sitting posture of Zhou Yue. Just when he was doing this, the elevator came, and the elevator door opened after a small jingle, and there was only one person inside.

Mu Qin raised his head subconsciously and glanced at the man in the elevator. He found a man wearing a gray-black trench coat, black trousers, shoes, a hood, and a head that looked a little eerie.

This man is a little tall, about one meter eighth, and the wide windbreaker on his body cannot completely cover his strong body. But what attracted Mu Qin's attention was that the man was almost dressed in black ... The black clothes in the hospital had a bad meaning. Most of the family members visiting the hospital would not wear such clothes as long as they had a little IQ. Doctor The nurses will not even wear black clothes. The angels in white are not called casually, and the patients also have special medical clothes.

It's not that there are no black clothes in the hospital. Most of them are family members or patients who hurried over with the ambulance, and some of them were too late to change.

But the hospital's ambulance room is on the first floor. Muqin is now on the fifth floor of the hospital, which is the inpatient area.

Maybe it was because he was trained as a soldier. Mu Qin has a keen sense of "abnormal conditions" and "dangerous people." He can instantly discern a person's good or bad. He can even look at someone's eyes. To identify if someone has killed someone.

The man in the elevator gave Mu Qin a feeling of "uncomfortableness" at first glance.

But the other party didn't seem to be directed at Mu Qin. The man bypassed Mu Qin and Zhou Yue in the wheelchair, passed them by, and walked deep into the corridor behind Mu Qin. Mu Qin glanced at the other without a trace, thinking about his own business, so he pushed Zhou Yue into the elevator, went down the stairs, left the hospital, and went to the nearby park for a walk.

After Mu Qin took a walk around Zhouyue Park, it was close to noon. Zhou Yue's pale complexion, which had been basked by the sun, looked much normal. Mu Qin was very satisfied, took him back to the hospital, but pushed When Zhou Yue returned to Zhou Yue's ward, she found a group of doctors and nurses outside the door of Zhou Yue's ward, including two policemen in police uniforms.

A group of people around the door of the ward seemed to be discussing something. Muqin was vaguely aware of it, and he was vaguely aware that something bad had happened. He first pushed Zhou Yue past. Upon seeing Mu Qin and Zhou Yue, one of the doctors and nurses rushed over and was Zhou Yue's attending doctor. He rushed over and said to Mu Qin, "Where have you been?"

"Where did I go ... I took Zhou Yue for a walk." Mu Qin answered the doctor's words, then looked at the police behind the doctor and asked, "What happened?"

The doctor replied, "It looks like a thief was in your ward."

"The thief?" Mu Qin was surprised, "Is something stolen?"

The doctor replied, "No, it was just a mess. The nurse who came in for a checkup looked at the ward and thought that something had happened to you, so he called the police."

After listening to Mu Qin's ward, he found that Zhou Yue's ward was a mess. Zhou Yue lived in a single ward. The Zhou family had money and was willing to give him a good place. The medical equipment was very complete, but Now they are all turned upside down, the cabinets are pulled apart, the contents are scattered on the ground, and the quilt sheets are torn off.