Unrequited Love

The Oolong incident raged for quite a while.

In fact, the cause was that someone Chen Mohan fell in love with deeply hurt her self-esteem. She said in front of the person: "You misunderstood, I don't like you, but I actually have a boyfriend."

Chen Mohan does have the ability to concoct a desperate boyfriend in ten minutes.

She has read a lot of Ben Yishu, but in essence it is very Taiwanese.

Perhaps it is forgivable, but Belle will never know if the story is so touching that she can forgive Chen Mohan.

The Gobi did not go to school for a week, and the seats of Chen Mohan and Jiang Baili were changed.

Later Gobi returned.

He looked straight at Chen Mohan and looked at other girls contemptuously. He was only enthusiastic when he looked at Belle.

It is passion, not love.

That kind of look translates to: Thank you, it's really good buddy.

Belle has been inseparable from him for a period of time since that day. We went to the cafeteria to eat together and met many of his buddies. She was isolated by the girl, and she also knew that everyone was laughing at her and Chen Mohan behind her back. For a frivolous man who Chen Mohan didn't know if she wanted it, a pair of close friends turned against each other. Some people laughed that Chen Mohan deserved to have no friends, and some laughed that Jiang Belle and Gobi were born one-on-one.

Although Belle was upset that her life was no longer peaceful and she didn't like being pointed, her heart was clear and smooth. Chen Mohan shattered the perfect mask in her heart, she didn't have to suffer any more, and she didn't have to struggle with inferiority.

It turns out we are all the same. She finally faced Chen Mohan and herself.

Although facing Chen Mohan, Belle still insisted that she was just out of a sense of justice and was not coveting someone's exclusive suitor as the rumors said. At least she didn't lie completely, Belle did not pursue the Gobi, and was very self-knowingly fulfilling her duty as a good buddy, never intervening in the peach blossom luck in the Gobi.

But she did not say that it was love that made her sense of justice burn.

On Christmas, she also wrote on the greeting card she gave him: "I wish you the same flowers every year, and every year you are different."

Life in the Gobi Even though the garden is full of peach blossoms, even if Chen Mohan never forgave him, he still loves her.

Perhaps because he loves her, he cannot forgive him.

But after all, Belle is young and loves him, how can she be calm forever? Before the college entrance examination, everyone was irritable, and Belle was the same. When she did not know his first peach blossom came to her to persuade her to be more interesting not to pester the Gobi, she finally stopped shrugging and said the phrase "I'm just his ordinary friend" and "that no one believed." He loves someone else," but he raised his face and looked at the other person and said, "What is interesting? If he doesn't like me, what is the use of pestering him? I think you should know this better than me."

When she spoke, God actually made her the focus with a lot of face. On the stairs, Chen Mohan went downstairs, and Gobi went upstairs. At the corner, a group of classmates came over with a smile, as if they were the positions arranged by the director.

Seeing the Gobi, the girl asked him fiercely: "Did you hear that? Do you like her? That's how the three of you turned against each other?"

As soon as this sentence was spoken, the scene remained still for ten seconds quite cooperatively.

Gobi glanced at the girl and said coldly: "Get out."

Chen Mohan glanced at Belle, the contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth seemed to disappear.

Belle stood on the periphery, watching one of them continue to go upstairs and the other to continue downstairs, passing by as if they were carefully edited by the film. Even if the relationship is so rigid, they still have the same pride and free and easy, set off including her. The people around inside are disgusting and disgusting.

Although Gobi didn't answer that question, the phrase "get off" threw the hot mystery to the opposite girl. No one paid attention to Belle's sentimental boasting just now. Instead, they all looked at the self-deprecating peach girl amused.

She might thank Gobi, but she knew that the whole thing was not the point for her.

Later, Gobi did not allow her to pester him.

She could have appeared beside him carelessly and said to him: "No, you really think I like you. I am just a stopgap measure and don't want her to bother me. After all, my existence is a shield to help you solve it. Many questions, don’t you allow me to anger them to protect my rights? Hey hey, Gobi, can you be less narcissistic?"

She didn't.

The college entrance examination was approaching, and she was too tired to hide it.

However, that scene was too turbulent, and she was not reconciled, so she sent a text message and solemnly said: "I like you."

Her confession must be more formal.

A text message every day, only one sentence: "I like you."

If it is morning, add "good morning", if it is evening, add "good night".

Jiang Baili never knew what Gobi would look like when he received a text message "Good luck, come on, I like you" before entering the examination room.

He never responded. She returned to the small county town of her home, without telling him anything, nor did she hear from him.

Jiang Baili has always been a lucky person. She actually got a score higher than Gobi in the college entrance examination and successfully entered the P major.

Everyone has a good destination. For example, she and Gobi entered the P major, and Chen Mohan also passed the W major minor language admission line.

Belle has taken texting as a pleasure and has developed a habit, so that she can't remember now, whether there are any strange signs that she hasn't noticed before August 3—she finishes sending the message in the morning and goes out with her junior high school classmates After playing for a day, I remembered that my phone was at home at night, and there was a text message:

"it is good."

What good? She stared at Gobi's golden text messages, and it took a long time to react, unbelievable. The sweetness slowly overflowed from the bottom of her heart, and she had missed the best time to scream.

And they have been together for more than a year, so ordinary and profound.

Gobi may not love her wholeheartedly. But not loving at all? It seems not. She actually didn't know. The only thing she knew was that Jiang Baili was the only person in the world who burned sufficiently fiercely and had a clear conscience.

She asked him many times: "Do you love me?" He never answered directly. This avoidance was unpleasant, but it didn't make her sad enough to leave him.

He has always been able to avoid using strange answers. The most emotional time was when he successfully ran for minister of the association at the end of his freshman year. Many people at the celebration party were pouring him. He finally got a little drunk and kept holding Belle and said "thank you". Everyone said he should thank her. After she saddled the horse, she almost put all her efforts on his campaign, canvassing votes, making posters, scouting relationships with the enemy, polishing the speech, accompany him in choosing suits, helping him rehearse timing...

Everyone was gone. He hugged her from behind and put his chin on her shoulder. She felt itchy shoulders and heart. Don’t people speak truth after drinking? She immediately asked gently: "Gobi, do you love me?"

Gobi smiled vaguely, she smelled beer. Gobi pointed to the huge "M" sign that could be seen outside the window of the hall and said: "We are like McDonald's and KFC, together forever."

She laughed, but tears rolled and dripped. Yes, as long as there is KFC, there must be McDonald's nearby. They are always together.

But at that time she forgot that people not only speak truth, but also speak nonsense after drinking.

Gobi is KFC, so Chen Mohan is just sucking the original chicken, and she just introduces some decorative dishes like seasonal vegetables or cod sticks every season—she will be replaced someday or later, and even customers will not find out. But without the original flavor chicken, KFC is no longer KFC.

Belle continues to persevere, and they may be together forever.

If it weren't for yesterday, I saw an email in Gobi's mailbox.

I once said that it is worse than we are together. You said that the word "inferior" hurt you more than the first time my remorse. I finally understand now, I confess, I apologize, I let go of those unnecessary self-esteem, but, will you look back? I know I am despicable, but without me, without your anger, would her happiness be today?

Jiang Baili only knew at this moment that Gobi promised her 10086-style harassment confession, only because Chen Mohan's sentence "Since you don't give up, it's better to be together" that completely angered him. Her love is just a anger between them.

Gobi's reply to Chen Mohan's email only had one sentence:

I can't sorry her.

"You said, is he betraying me like this?" Belle tapped her finger on the tabletop, as if to recall Luo Zhi's soul.

"I'm listening." Luo Zhi glanced lightly at her restless fingers.

"But, he said so, why do I still feel so unwilling?" Belle asked.

"Because what you want to hear is not a sentence of "I can't be sorry for her" that is cheap and behaved and wanting to get caught. What you want to hear is that he said: "Once I was young and ignorant, now those are all gone, I love now It's Jiang Baili, please want to start a little bit and wish you happiness.'" Luo Zhi smiled bitterly.

Belle listened quietly, without speaking for a long time, as if she had talked too much just now and wanted to rest now.

They can already see the sunset outside the window.

It gets darker and earlier.

Belle's worthless tears fell again.

"It is said that when the sharks' tears fall, they become precious gems, which can be sold for a lot of money. I really hate you for not entrusting this species."

"Can't you say something else? Soothing and warm?" Belle smiled reluctantly.

"All the words that can be called comfort are mostly nonsense."

"What about the suggestion?"

"You can't listen, and you can't do it."

"Even if I can't do it, it's fine to talk."

Luo Zhi looked up at her tiredly, seeming to be haunted by her.

After a long while, he said softly: "Break up."

In the evening, Luo Zhi, who was sitting in the Tiffany study watching the child recite ancient poems, remembered what she and Belle had asked her after they walked out of KFC.

"If you were me, would you break up?"

"I don't love him, how can it be you? How can I be considerate of you? I say everything is fart. If I were you, others would only reply to me with a'good' word instead of'I like you too', I I would never start with him at all!"

Belle blew her nose, "I'm really bored when I've been entangled to this day. You're all laughing when you watch it by the side."

"I forgive you," Luo Zhi shrugged, "Who makes you love to read Taiwanese Xiaoyan?" After a pause, he said, "The heroine Xiaobai is stupid, but her life is very good. I also hope that you are well. "

Belle looked at her gratefully: "But what if I am Xiaobai, but not the heroine?"

Belle choked and rolled his eyes for the first time.

"Right." When the two were about to separate, Luo Zhi suddenly stopped Belle.

"how?"

"Next time you tell a story to others, you should not improve, and talk more about the beautiful things you have done this year. At least be a protagonist in your own world, even if it is a bitter drama, it is better than being an audience ."

It's better than being an audience. Luo Zhi remembered his senior year diary.

Her pride is vividly reflected in the small details. For example, in any case, her diary only contains the name of Sheng Huainan. As for the people around him, she seems to have not written a single stroke.