Very Secretary

  Very Secretary-Chapter 186 Let Me Love You Again

  Lu Jianhong didn't call An Ran. She wanted to surprise her, but when she returned to her new home, she found that the house was empty. What was hateful was that because she came back in a hurry, she forgot the key to the house in the office. After wandering around the door for a while, Lu Jianhong still didn't call An Ran, but called Liang Yuelan. Liang Yuelan said that she was not used to it in Zhun'an. The children were on vacation for two days, so they took the children to Hongshan. He asked where Lu Jianhong was, and Lu Jianhong said he was in Lishan, and asked how his mother was doing and how the baby was, and then hung up the phone.

  Lu Jianhong's house was bought in the urban area. Although the price was a bit high, he didn't care about money, as long as the family lived comfortably and conveniently. Although the night is a bit dark, it is like daytime. This is the urban area. Although it is not as good as the developed areas, it is not comparable to the counties.

Standing downstairs, Lu Jianhong suddenly felt a little lonely in her heart. The feeling of wanting to surprise An Ran disappeared at some point, and was replaced by an inexplicable sadness, as if she didn't belong here and didn't Does not belong to Zhun'an. Perhaps only home can make him feel safe. Thinking of home, he started calling An Ran's phone, which rang for a long time before An Ran answered it. He heard many people talking inside, and it was very noisy. It seemed that An Ran was eating at a restaurant. An Ran's voice didn't sound very clear, she asked vaguely: "Jianhong, where are you?"

  Lu Jianhong was about to say that he was downstairs when suddenly he heard another person's voice clearly in his ears. This voice had been haunting his mind, but he didn't want to admit it. After hearing this voice, he suddenly changed his mind and said, "I'm in Mount Li. I just happen to be free tonight, so I'll call you."

  An Ran smiled and said, "I'm eating, I'll call you later."

  Lu Jianhong panicked, and said quickly, "No, it's already late, you should go back to bed early."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Jianhong's heart was beating wildly. He didn't know why he was lying, but he knew one thing. After hearing Gao Lan's voice on the phone, his mood suddenly became very depressed. This emotion can never be brought home, so he lied.

   Lu Jianhong got into the car in a daze and started the car. He was wondering if he wanted to go back to Mount Li. The car drove forward in a daze, and the street lights gradually dimmed. The darkness made Lu Jianhong feel very depressed, so he stopped the car, turned off the lights, and sat in the car alone. Only at this time, Lu Jianhong could quietly think about the past between him and Gao Lan. There was a hint of bitterness in the sweetness, and the aftertaste was endless.

I don't know how long it took before Lu Jianhong woke up from his memories. At this moment, he unexpectedly found that he was driving aimlessly and arrived at his former rented place, the place where Zeng Hong belonged to his love. small nest.

  Looking at everything familiar, Lu Jianhong's eyes were a little moist, but all of this was gone.

  Sit quietly for a while, and people pass by from time to time, some are single, some are in pairs, some are walking alone, and some are hugging and loving. Lu Jianhong quietly looked at the people who were near and far away. At this time, another person came slowly from a distance, and the steps under his skirt swayed slightly. Lu Jianhong's heart suddenly jumped. This person turned out to be Gao Lan.

Gao Lan gradually approached, and Lu Jianhong saw her clearer face, and her heart beat faster. In fact, her face had never been blurred, but Lu Jianhong had been forcing herself to make her blurry. When it appeared in front of his eyes, he knew that everything he had done was in vain.

  When Gao Lan was only a few meters away from the car, Lu Jianhong couldn't help but turn on the lights. Gao Lan's eyes were a little dazzled, and she stretched out her hand to half-cover her eyes and looked towards the car. Suddenly, she froze.

   This car is so familiar, and the license plate is even more engraved in my heart, so what about the person in the car, is it also the person I engraved in my heart?

  Lu Jianhong rolled down the car window, stuck her head out, put on a smile and said, "Gao Lan."

  Gao Lan burst into tears, but her footsteps were so heavy that she couldn't move.

  "Why are you the only one? What about...one person?" Lu Jianhong suddenly realized that he was extremely hypocritical.

  Gao Lan finally took a step forward and walked towards the car step by step. Lu Jianhong saw that her face was still so pretty, but she had lost a lot of weight and haggard.

   "Gao Lan..." Lu Jianhong only called out the name, but couldn't say the following words anymore, and didn't know what to say.

  Gao Lan approached, looked at Lu Jianhong in a daze, and said in a whisper, "Jianhong, is it really you?"

Seeing Gao Lan's distraught look, Lu Jianhong's heart was broken, and she no longer tried to hide her feelings, rushed out of the car, hugged Gao Lan in her arms, and repeated in a low voice: "It's me, it's me."

  Gao Lan's tears welled up even more, and wet Lu Jianhong's shoulders. Lu Jianhong stroked her soft silk and said, "Gao Lan is good, Gao Lan doesn't cry."

  Gao Lan's tears finally ran out, and Lu Jianhong asked softly, "Shall we go up?"

"No, I don't want to go up, I want to sit in your car." Gao Lan shook her head, she really didn't want to go up again, there were too many memories left for her, so many that she couldn't understand any small details. forget.

  In order to avoid being seen by others, they sat in the back row. Lu Jianhong smelled the slight smell of alcohol on Gao Lan's body and said, "Are you drinking?"

  Gao Lan didn't answer, but said, "Tomorrow, I'm leaving."

  Lu Jianhong suppressed the disappointment in his heart and said, "I heard."

  Gao Lan suddenly raised her head: "You don't want to ask me why I left?"

  Lu Jianhong's eyes became blurred: "I know."

Gao Lan's tears flowed down again, and she couldn't forget what Zhao Xuepeng said to her: "Gao Lan, you are an adult, you should know what you are doing and what you should do. Heaven and earth, moreover, he does not belong to you."

  Zhao Xuepeng's words were like a sharp sword, piercing her heart fiercely. She knew that if it wasn't because Zhao Xuepeng admired Lu Jianhong very much, if it wasn't because she was the daughter of the deputy governor, Zhao Xuepeng would not have said that. She also knew that they had no results, let alone a future. She doesn't want to think about it, she just wants to cherish every moment and every second they have together, but this is a dream, no matter how beautiful the dream is, there will be a time to wake up.

Suddenly, Gao Lan hugged Lu Jianhong tightly, pushed him down on the seat, and bit Lu Jianhong's shoulder hard. Lu Jianhong understood the meaning of this bite, and it hurt her heart, just like their love .

Lu Jianhong remained silent, but Gao Lan finally let go, but pressed her lips on Lu Jianhong's lips. She was breathing heavily, sucking on Lu Jianhong's tongue, and yanked Lu Jianhong away with one hand. The tip of her tongue slid down to Lu Jianhong's chest and then to her lower abdomen in the gradually red shirt. Gao Lan had never been so active and enthusiastic before, and Lu Jianhong's heart suddenly became chaotic and scattered. He didn't want to think about anything, he just wanted to enjoy tonight.

  Gao Lan's head was buried in his crotch, and Lu Jianhong was about to explode. He picked up Gao Lan and sat on his lap.

   "Let me love you again!" Gao Lan hummed softly in her throat.

  The car is shaking, shouting, roaring, passionate, and colliding.

  When the car came to a standstill, only the two of them were breathing heavily.

  Lu Jianhong said in a low voice, "Gao Lan..."

   "Don't talk." Gao Lan blocked Lu Jianhong with her lips. After a long time, when their breathing calmed down, Gao Lan said, "I will always remember this time."

  Lu Jianhong still didn't go back to that hut after all, and left after all, and Gao Lan didn't ask him to stay because it was no longer necessary.

  Gao Lan suddenly hoped that the seeds that Lu Jianhong left in his body would germinate, but she knew this was unrealistic.

Early the next morning, Gao Lan left Zhun'an with a suitcase alone. As she was leaving, she sent a text message to Lu Jianhong: "I'm leaving." Then she threw the phone on the side of the road. In the sewer. There are many things in this world that are not based on our wishes. Gu Long said that the most terrifying thing in the world is helplessness, helpless lovesickness, and helpless parting.

  Gao Lan threw away her phone, thinking she had thrown away everything, but did she really throw it away? Why was she still looking back while sitting in the car bound for Yanhua, for a long time until she could no longer see her?

  Lu Jianhong didn't reply to the text message either. He knew that everything about them ended with this night. He suddenly remembered a sentence, a sentence he once said: I will go quietly, just as I came quietly, waving my sleeves, and I will not take a cloud.

  But, what did he give Gao Lan, and what did Gao Lan take away?