Villain actor: Smoking in reverse at the beginning scares the top star to tears

Chapter 14: Healing from the drama, farewell to Li Toyota! (Please give me flowers and votes)

After the sudden sound, the vision was blurred.

In the foggy space, there was a steady and heavy sound of footsteps.

When the sound finally stopped at a certain position in front of Lu Chen, the fog in the space completely dissipated.

Lu Chen raised his head and looked forward.

Only then did he realize that the place he was in was a shabby bungalow with only a table and a few common furniture. There was a mop hanging behind the door, a washbasin on the iron rack, and a white and green towel……..

Familiar things also let him know where he is in an instant.

This is the shabby house where Li Toyota has lived for a long time since he turned 30.

Looking to the right

, he saw a person sitting in front of a wooden table with several holes in it in the room with dim lights. He was wearing a tattered jacket, had a sharp face, and was smoking a cigarette…….

He just stared at Lu Chen standing opposite him in silence.

After a long while, he finally looked towards the empty stool in front of him.

“”Here?”

Lu Chen nodded, and at the same time cast his eyes towards the other party.

To the character he had played in the past few decades – Li Toyota.

Or in other words,……Himself!

“Since you are here, let’s chat for a while…….”

“After the chat, you should leave.”

“What? Go out…….where?”

“Go out and walk your sunny road, live your peaceful life”

“You can play me, but……You are not me!”

Li Toyota’s voice was very calm, although still as cold as ever.

“I am not you?”

Lu Chen curled his lips when he heard this.

“When he was eight, his mother jumped off a cliff. When he was twelve, he was almost beaten to death by his father. When he was seventeen, he killed someone for the first time. When he was twenty-two, he killed someone for the second time. When he was twenty-five, his wife ran away with someone else. When he was forty, his son went to jail, and not long after that, his son was killed.”

“this……Is it your life? Li Toyota!”

The man sitting opposite Lu Chen did not choose to respond to his question immediately.

He just took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and threw one to Lu Chen.

Then……The two did the same thing.

They took out the cotton strip from the filter tip, held it in their mouths and lit it with the biggest fire.

After taking a deep breath at the same time, Li Toyota looked up at Lu Chen.

“it’s my Life……”

“But, this is also my life!”

Lu Chen said in a somewhat dry voice.

His eyes were filled with nostalgia and memories.

Li Toyota, who was sitting opposite him, suddenly laughed when he heard this.

“No, this is not your life!”

After taking a long drag on his cigarette, he tapped the table with his knuckles.

“You have both parents and a harmonious family. When you were seven years old, you were slightly injured and your mother cried all night long. When you were twelve years old, you ranked first in the grade and your family celebrated for you. At sixteen, you did not continue to study and went to Hengdian alone. You have been struggling all the way to where you are today…….”

“You go home every Chinese New Year and call your parents every week…….This is your life!”

“The decades you have experienced are nothing more than a real simulation of the system space. Real simulation, the important thing is not the reality at all…….”

“It’s a simulation!”

After the heavy voice, Lu Chen seemed to understand something, but he couldn’t clearly grasp it for a moment.

“The simulation process is just to improve your acting skills. It is not to make you completely fall into someone else’s life and be unable to extricate yourself…….”

“Now…….Do you know the difference?”

Lu Chen was silent.

He knew that the life experience that Li Toyota just described was indeed his own life……How could forty years of memories and experiences be erased and completely forgotten so quickly?

“Listen carefully to what I’m going to say next!”

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After putting out the cigarette with his hand,

Li Toyota slowly stood up from the stool, took two steps forward, picked up the loose wine in the white glass bottle on the table, raised his head and took a sip.

After smacking his lips, he spoke in a deep voice.

“My life has always been dark, and I can’t see any hope in it.”

“In my opinion, all of them deserve to die!”

“But you are different. You have gone from being a small extra to now being able to appear in a TV series for more than ten or twenty minutes, or even one or two episodes.”

“this……This is already a distance that many people find difficult to cross!”

“Now……You still have the system space to help you continuously improve your acting skills. How far can you go in the entire Kyushu film and television industry? Time will give you the answer!”

“But if you are trapped in my life and can’t get out”

“After that, you will become like me. You will regard all the beauty in the world as worthless. When everyone passes by you, you will think, is it faster to chop their neck or……The blood flow to the heart will be higher.”

“That way, you’re done……..”

After taking another sip of wine, Li Toyota paused and then said three words:

“Thank you!”

When he said this, his usually expressionless face suddenly twitched and gave Lu Chen a smile that looked a little unnatural.

“Thank me?”

Lu Chen muttered.

“Yes, thank you! Thank you for helping me fulfill my last wish through acting and helping me finish my life……..”

“After this time, I will disappear from your life completely”

“I hope to leave you……Is it a performance that will help you in the future, or a novel experience?”

“Rather than…….”

As Li Toyota spoke, he reached into the broken door, took out something, and played with it casually in his hand, his tone still calm.

“Not like me, in a muddled, dark, broken world…….”

“Go out, be yourself, Lu Chen, and act in the next play.!”

“Go out and move forward, instead of looking back. Remember, Li Toyota is Li Toyota, and Lu Chen is Lu Chen! I am just a character, and you are a living person!”

“Go out and let the life of interpreting other people become the sword you can rely on to gain a foothold in the entire Kyushu film and television industry……..A cocoon that traps you in place!”

“Bang!”

Accompanying the last sentence, there was a clear and crisp sound.

Lu Chen looked up.

In his suddenly dilated pupils, he saw the gun in Li Toyota’s hand and the smile he had never shown before before his death.

Two indifferent eyes.

One called liberation, the other called…….Say goodbye.

This shot, while killing Li Toyota, also woke up Lu Chen.

He finally understood a truth…….

He was an actor from the beginning to the end.

Even if he had truly simulated someone’s life, it was only based on being an actor.

As an actor, he had to be able to get in and out.

He was Lu Chen, not Li Toyota.

He played Li Toyota not to become Li Toyota.

But……The most perfect interpretation, explanation and performance of his experiences, personality and events!

This is the best explanation of Li Toyota both in and out of the play. It is also the best embodiment of one’s own value!

Lu Chen smiled.

After looking at Li Toyota’s”corpse” for a few seconds, he stamped out the cigarette he had just smoked on the ground, and then quietly closed his eyes.

The next second, the space he was originally in began to slowly fade away.

After waking up again, he looked up at the ceiling above his head for a while, raised his hand and touched his torn jacket.

He took the fruit knife out of his pocket and threw it back onto the sofa.

He also took the box of cigarettes out of his pocket and threw it into the trash can.

As he turned around and slowly walked back to the bathroom.

While raising his hand to take off his cotton jacket, he whispered two words.

“goodbye…….” ps: I’m begging for flowers, comments, votes and monthly tickets. If you have them, I’ll update more! I’m begging!