Another decade passed.
People's loneliness is difficult to express in words, and countless times when he walks in a familiar place, Su He will turn back frequently without giving up.
As the years passed, he was burdened with heavier memories and despair, Su He's relatives or friends, no matter who died, the light in his eyes dimmed, and it was foreseeable that it would eventually be dark.
In the past ten years, his mother died of illness, Ma Mingzhe and Dong Yong did not live a good life because of wealth, Ma Mingzhe swaggered through the market after becoming rich, aroused people's jealousy, and was finally killed; Dong Yong indulged in wine, died in the flowers, and was also romantic.
And Pan Zhigang sent a message to Su He and committed suicide.
Su He, when you received this message, it means that I have passed away, and I have received the news of the deaths of Brother Ma and Brother Yong one after another, recalling that night, the life we wanted, and finally buried us.
Handsome looks did not let me have true love, wealth can not tie a woman's heart, when I went to the neon country to look for Maria, the process of finding is apprehensive and beautiful, in the custom shop, the people there said: she is like a toy being played with, she doesn't care what the guests are... I found her in the garbage heap, she lost her daughter, her body was covered with scars, she saw my face after plastic surgery, and said that she still liked the ugly Gang Zijun before.
Mary didn't want to live, I lost the faith to live, the world was so bad, thankfully, we were able to hug each other and die.
In the end, I am very lucky and unfortunate to know you in this life, but when I think that you have to go through a long time, there is only sympathy left, after all, there is nothing in this world worth remembering me, except for you, of course.
Farewell, Su He, you have to live.
......
All relatives and friends who are familiar with Su He's story, they are encouraging him: to live.
It seems contradictory to say to an immortal person that he wants to live, but Su He understands what they mean, it is a struggle against the system, in the endless years.
Walking to the top of the mountain, Su He came to the cemetery again.
There is an osmanthus tree in front of the stele, when Shen Yue was buried, Su He planted it with his own hands, and now it has been scattered with flowers, refreshing people's hearts.
Every year this evening, Su Can will come and watch from a distance, until Su He leaves, he will not get close, the father and son seem to have formed a tacit understanding, or that estrangement will always exist.
Su He later went to investigate Fang Shiyu, she was married and had a daughter, the pain of the past had been buried in her heart, but Su Can couldn't get out.
As in previous years, Su He walked down the mountain, and Su Can came out of the darkness, came to the tombstone, and whispered.
Halfway up the mountain, Su He stopped and walked up the mountain, close to the top of the mountain, he heard Su Can's singing.
"If you think about her again, if there is a smile
on her lips, those funny stories always come
to mind, and time goes back to the past, when we happened to meet
the cramped hands hidden behind
the school bag, and we were also innocent
and hiding in the house, secretly writing love letters
But she is sentimental and plans for
the future, but she has nothing to do with me
in the future, she is just a petite girl
, and
even the way she speaks is very strange
, her watery eyes are as embarrassed as
if she had just cried, and she looks like the summer sky is just beginning to bloom
The cicadas chirped merrily
, her hat had a wide brim
, and I walked with my head held high
, and she followed me
, and then she said that I was like declaring sovereignty
that day, and feelings always began
in a hurry, whose youth did not have much, and there were not many romantic stories
in the pouring rain, in the scorching sun
Engrave our names
in the corner of the café..."
Su Can leaned on the tombstone and sang his thoughts to his mother, he looked up at the sky, showed a faint smile, and said: "Mom, I sometimes think that if it weren't for Uncle Huzi, I would have ended up with Fang Shiyu, right?
It's not that Su Can can't accept Fang Shiyu, it's that Fang Shiyu doesn't have the courage to face Su Can again, the two hearts that should be close, because the tiger is in the middle, and they can't get close after all.
But is Huzi wrong? He is not wrong, maybe this is the biggest regret! Turning
his head, Su Can looked at his father, stood up, and said after a long time: "Dad, eternal life is more terrible than death, it will be a torture... It may be only a moment for Him, and you will have to suffer every second of it for a long time, and there is no chance of victory.
Su He smiled and said, "Then do you think that
"he" is suffering, or feeling pain?" Su Can understood what his father meant,
when life has no end, pain and sorrow are short-lived, and then it is to lose humanity, or to deify, and he begins to feel "bored", and begins to have fun like "him".
"He" regards himself as a god, and human beings are ants, so naturally he does not have a view of good and evil, but "He" happiness is based on the suffering of others.
However, this is just a theory, human emotions are complex, or the human heart is terrible, in the long years, Su He may be able to do everything, including math problems and physics problems...
"Boredom" is the root of all evil, it is difficult for people to maintain a state of loneliness, always feel what to do, how to resist this boredom, how to live a fulfilling life, in the endless life, it is difficult to do.
And in Su Can's view, the victory that his father insisted on and hoped for cannot be said to be slim, at least it is impossible, human beings are like a little ant in front of "him", and even the process of this struggle is a part of "his" game, but the rules are changed at will.
Just imagine, a little ant trapped in a box designed by a human, this little ant wants to climb out
of the box, and finally it succeeds, is the "success" its effort, or is it the design of a human being? Looking at his son's expression, Su He patted him on the shoulder and comforted: "Don't worry, it's not a big problem, isn't it all played like this in TV dramas?
Human beings will eventually achieve the final victory, I am a human being, so, I will win... So, what's wrong
with that, right?"
Su Can was stunned for a few seconds, and said suspiciously: "Dad
, the TV series you watched can't be Ultraman, right?"
"Well, there are many TV series that are played like this, son, the system has all this thing, think about it, don't monsters really don't exist? What, are you interested in fighting monsters with Dad, first throw a few nuclear bombs to the neon country to test the water, see if you can blow it up..."
Su Can's face froze: "Dad, you're not kidding, are you?"
Su He put his arm around Su Can's shoulders, walked down the mountain, and said with a smile: "Nonsense, of course it's a joke, but you, don't run away from home again, just mess with me in the future, that Q organization was made a miasma by Li Rundong,
and I'll leave it to you... By the way, you haven't killed anyone, have you?"
"Coincidentally, so did I. "
Dad
, can I stab you?" "What's wrong
?" "I want to see if you can't die..."
"Why are you so curious! What if
you die?"
"If you die,
bury you and your mother together."
"Then you feel sorry for your mother... Uh, you made Dad feel distressed too.
Su Can pulled out the dagger inserted into his father's heart, and said lightly: "I really can't die." "
Not really..."
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