Time goes by.

Consciousness gradually returns.

A familiar voice of pouting came from my ears.

"Gu Yan? Gu Yan, I'm getting angry, can you answer me?"

The familiar voice lingered in my ears.

Gu Yan slowly opened his eyes and raised his head.

He looked around confusedly at first.

When he found himself in an empty classroom, he was slightly stunned.

Hmm?

Why is this memory in school?

"Gu Yan!"

Following the voice, Gu Yan slowly looked over.

Only to see.

A woman with her hands on her hips stood in front of him, who was extremely beautiful in both temperament and appearance.

"Qingqiu?"

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment and said the other person's name without thinking.

Leng Qingqiu seemed to be the first time that Gu Yan called her like this. Her face turned red for a moment. She raised her head with her hands around her chest and said: "Qingqiu..."

"You are so good, where did you learn this?"

"I tell you, even if you call me like this, I will not forgive you for pretending to sleep and ignoring me just now!"

Gu Yan blinked his eyes, and in order to clarify the situation, he asked: "No, no, no, my head was dizzy just now."

"What did you say?"

Leng Qingqiu glared at Gu Yan, then took a deep breath and said: "It's... We are about to graduate."

"Have you ever thought about doing something after graduation?"

"What to do... Of course..."

Gu Yan was just about to say [I want to marry you]

But the words turned out to be: "Of course, we'll take it one step at a time."

"You, you still have no plan."

Leng Qingqiu sighed, then stretched out his thumb and put it on his chest, with a confident look in his eyes: "Come and create a group with me, Gu Yan!"

"Let's be stars together!"

Gu Yan looked a little unbelievable after hearing this, huh?

Group? Star?

Although Gu Yan wanted to ask more, his body couldn't help but lie on the table again, and said tiredly: "Ah... It sounds so troublesome..."

"No trouble!"

Leng Qingqiu grabbed Gu Yan's collar with dissatisfaction: "Give me your consent, you bastard!"

"Okay, okay... What's the name of the group?"

"Hehe, how about Leng Yan Leng Yu?"

"....... You still don't know how to name it."

The voice fell.

Gu Yan found that the things in front of him began to fast forward at a very fast speed.

Everything around him flashed by like a PPT.

But...

For some reason, Gu Yan could deeply feel everything that flashed across the screen.

[Gu Yan, this is the venue for our group ‘Leng Yan Leng Yu’! ]

...

[Gu Yan, can you cheer up? Our first performance will start soon! ]

..

[Gu Yan, we are famous! Our songs are all over the Internet! ]

...

[Gu Yan, get up and practice! ]

.....

[Gu Yan, there are so many stars tonight...]

[Thank you for playing with me]

....

[Gu Yan, that's the one... there is a sentence... oh forget it, I won't say it! ]

....

[Gu Yan... Gu Yan... Gu Yan...]

The name that was called the most in his ears was his own name.

Gu Yan seemed to have experienced a century.

He seemed to have personally experienced this memory of life.

The setbacks in the early days of the group, the joy of singing successfully, the feeling of being popular, and the desire to become a top star.

Then....all these positive emotions disappeared with the gradually dark and gloomy picture

What followed was the depression that filled the chest.

Darkness invaded, and Gu Yan's surroundings became dim.

The only sound in his ears was the ticking of the hospital instruments.

Hmm? What's wrong? Why is my heart so sad?

I don't know how long it has been.

Hiss...hiss...hiss!!

It was an afternoon with heavy rain.

In the hospital.

Swish!

The door of the ward was pushed open: "Gu Yan!!"

Leng Qingqiu looked at the thinner figure in the ward in panic.

The originally black hair had dried and fallen, and the sunny and healthy body was also wrapped in the hospital gown.

I...what happened?

Gu Yan came back to his senses, he leaned on the backrest of the bed, and when he heard the call.

He subconsciously turned his head and looked at the door.

I saw...

.

Leng Qingqiu's eyes were red, she covered her mouth, as if she couldn't accept the current reality: "You haven't come to training for a long time, I thought something happened."

"How could it be like this..."

Leng Qingqiu's voice was choked, she put down her hand and walked over tremblingly.

Gu Yan then realized that he seemed to be...sick.

It was still a very serious kind.

At this point, Gu Yan could no longer control his body, and he acted according to his memory.

"Ah... Sorry..."

The voice of Gu Yan in the memory was hoarse, as if his vocal cords were peeled off.

But he still tried to keep a warm smile on his face: "I...something happened..."

"You...found it..."

"It's a bit ugly...Qingqiu, you should leave..."

Leng Qingqiu pursed her lips after hearing this, and she looked at Gu Yan with a broken look in her eyes.

The other party had been tortured by the disease and looked unrecognizable.

A breathing tube was inserted into her neck, and a large hole was dug in her abdomen with a tool to help with purification and breathing.

She clenched her fists: "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Why didn't you tell me that you were so serious?"

At this point, Leng Qingqiu's tears fell, and she wiped her tears with a sob: "It must be because I always forced you to train until late."

"It's all my fault... What should I do... Gu Yan... What should I do now..."

Gu Yan stretched out his hand, which seemed to be only bones, and wanted to comfort Leng Qingqiu, but as if he knew his current state, he withdrew his hand with a dim look in his eyes.

He explained hoarsely: "No... No one can think of such a thing."

"Qingqiu... Don't feel sad... Don't feel heartbroken."

"Just think of me as a passer-by in your life."

As Leng Qingqiu listened, she felt even more devastated. She shook her head and choked up: "No!"

"You will get better! Didn't we agree to become top stars?"

"No, I don't want you to die, I don't want it!"

The memory scene stopped here, and then fast-forwarded again.

During this period, Leng Qingqiu came to take care of Gu Yan every day.

Because Gu Yan in this memory world is an orphan, his relatives have not been in contact for a long time.

So the only person who came to visit him was Leng Qingqiu.

The work on the group stopped, and fans speculated online whether Gu Yan and Leng Qingqiu had disbanded the group.

Day after day, week after week.

The doctors said that it was amazing that Gu Yan could hold on until now.

But... the bad news came too fast.

This day.

Leng Qingqiu came to the ward to visit Gu Yan as usual: "Gu Yan! I have a good idea for a new song. When you get better, we........."

Before she finished speaking.

Leng Qingqiu saw only an empty ward, a nurse making the bed, and a couple she had never seen before.

Gu Yan left quietly, and the police station found a relative that Gu Yan had not contacted much.

The body was cremated quickly.

When packing up his belongings, they found that there was nothing left.

Only a videotape.

"You are his friend, right? Gu Yan didn't leave anything valuable."

"If you want it, I'll give it to you."

After leaving these two sentences, Gu Yan's relatives left.

It was too sudden.

Until Leng Qingqiu returned home, sat on the bed, holding Gu Yan's urn and videotape in her hands, she didn't come back to her senses.

Until....

When Leng Qingqiu saw the photo of herself and Gu Yan on the table.

"Ah..."

Endless regret and sadness filled Leng Qingqiu's heart.

"Why... why is it like this!"

"Uh ah ah ah!!"

Leng Qingqiu hugged the urn, buried her face in it and cried bitterly.

Like a needle piercing pain, Leng Qingqiu's heart kept aching.

Every bit of being with Gu Yan kept echoing in her mind.

From meeting, getting to know each other, to creating a group, training, and success.

The happiness and sadness in it, every thing has Gu Yan's figure.

But.....

"Why did you leave like this!"

"Leave me alone!"

Leng Qingqiu cried hoarsely, she regretted not revealing her feelings to Gu Yan earlier.

Until now, Gu Yan has completely left her.

Time passes.

Leng Qingqiu seemed to be tired of crying, she remembered that she still had a videotape of Gu Yan in her hand.

She took a deep breath and inserted the tape into the TV.

Tick-tick-tick.

As the videotape turned.

The scene in the video appeared.

Dong Dong~~

It seemed that someone knocked on the screen.

"Hello, hello, can you see it?"

A familiar voice made Leng Qingqiu perk up.

She looked at the screen.

Her eyes flickered: "Gu...Gu Yan?"

See.

Gu Yan was sitting on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube inserted in his nose.

He didn't feel haggard at this time, as if he had just come to the hospital.

He greeted the video and smiled: "Hello Qingqiu, when you see this video, I should be dead."

"Forgive me for not going to training recently, my body really doesn't allow it."

Gu Yan put his hands together and made an apology gesture.

Leng Qingqiu covered his mouth, and his eyes became red again.

"Well, I'm sorry too. It happened so suddenly that my body collapsed all of a sudden."

"But... Qingqiu, don't be sad. This is not your problem, but my destiny."

"Maybe..."

Gu Yan said this with an embarrassed smile on his face. He looked at the screen: "Meeting you, Qingqiu, has used up all my luck."

"So even God is jealous of me and wants to pull me away from you."

"Although I really want to continue the [Lengyan Lengyu] group with you, Qingqiu, but... I'm sorry, please forgive me for not being able to do it."

"Although we haven't been together for too long..."

Gu Yan said this and quickly emphasized: "But Qingqiu and I have been together for a long time..." It's not too short!"

His tone became very gentle, as if he was chatting about family matters: "The moment I met you, my life changed."

"You know, at that moment, everything I saw, heard, felt, and saw became colorful, and the whole world began to shine!"

"Everything you said and did was shining, too dazzling, so I closed my eyes, but I couldn't stop admiring you in my heart."

"Qingqiu...you are a genius in music."

"And I'm just a fake genius."

Gu Yan kept telling the scene of meeting Leng Qingqiu with the behavior of memory, and kept telling his admiration for each other and the inferiority hidden in his heart.

.....

....

Leng Qingqiu became more and more fascinated as he listened, and the more he listened, the more tears flowed from his eyes.

The video tape seemed to have come to the end.

Gu Yan in the video kept coughing during this period.

"Well, sorry for making you listen to my complaints intermittently."

"Sometimes you are really too much, always forcing me to do things."

"But... I still like you like this."

Gu Yan covered his mouth and coughed out a trace of blood.

His face began to look weak.

Finally, he looked at the screen, as if he had penetrated the screen: "What..."

"Qingqiu, what do you think?"

"Have I moved into someone's heart?"

"What do you think of me? Will you miss me?"

"Qingqiu... I'm sorry I couldn't finish the lunch box you gave me last time..."

"I'm sorry... because it was too bad."

"Haha... I'm kidding, it's just because my body doesn't allow me to eat anything other than liquid food."

"I'm sorry, I always look listless."

"I'm sorry, I always make mistakes during training."

"I'm sorry for everything..."

"Finally... what I want to say is..."

Gu Yan took a deep breath and smiled: "Qingqiu, I like you."

"Please, don't forget me."

As the voice fell.

Click.

The screen ended and paused on Gu Yan's smiling face.

And Leng Qingqiu.

She had covered her mouth, and lay on the bed, biting her lips and crying silently.

The scene stopped here.

....

...

Consciousness returned.

"!!"

Gu Yan woke up with his chest covered. He opened his eyes, and a line of tears slowly passed through the corners of his eyes.

He couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Which life is this memory from...

How did these memories happen with Qingqiu...

Do I...really have a past life? ?

Then what about the memories of the past few times?

What is the truth...

.....

.....

The other side.

Leng's family.

Xiao Leng stood by the window, staring out of the window with a trance.

She also covered her chest, but this time, her heart

The frequency of the beating seemed to be faster than before.

"........"

"New memory...?"

Xiao Leng murmured to herself, and something strange and uncomfortable seemed to surge in her cold heart.

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