Waiting For The Wind Warming Up To Kiss You

In the room, two people fell silent at the same time.

The atmosphere stiffened for more than ten seconds, and Fu Xueli couldn't help but shifted his gaze to his face, and was a little bit distraught.

The eye sockets are slightly sunken, the eyes are moist, shallow double eyelids, dark and soft hair.

The facial contours are shallow, the neckline of the hospital suit is a little low, and the white shoulder blades and collarbone are all exposed.

I have to say that his looks and figure are really tempting.

It's hard for a woman to dislike it.

She herself... is often confused by his beauty.

So far, this problem has not been corrected much.

Looking at him again for a while, Fu Xueli forced her to stay away.

In fact, she knew that it was very wrong for her to suddenly propose to move to his house. It was really wrong.

After all, Xu Xingchun and her two people, a lone man and a widow, once had a relationship that was so entangled...but she really didn't think much about it just now. The two of them can be regarded as growing up together, and the relationship between them has long been more than love. .

Love can disappear completely, but feelings can't. Even if it is cut with a slash, the **** and entanglement are still there.

Xu Xingchun was injured for her again this time, and he couldn't ignore it either because of his emotions or reason. But before, she said that she wanted people to forget her and start a new life. At this moment, she offered to move to his house again...

It was Fu Xueli herself, who also felt something was wrong. But the words spoken are like splashed water. Will it be too erratic to take it back at this time.

If it doesn't work, you still have to explain a few sentences.

"Why didn't you respond, didn't you hear?" she asked.

Xu Xingchun's complexion was waveless, and his eyes were not tepid. The eyelashes trembled, and after a long while, she frozen on her face, and then slowly said, "What you said to me, which one is true."

"..."

Suddenly, Fu Xueli couldn't hear this sentence for a while, whether his tone was a rhetorical question or a statement.

He was mocking that she would only lie to him.

Or just ask questions?

Fu Xueli asked herself, and didn't deceive him how many times...

Xu Xingchun's cold and calm look always makes people wonder what he is thinking. He has always been like this, cold and indifferent, and will not easily get angry. Even if you are angry, you will not teach others not to see it.

She was still holding the bowl in her hand, and after a few seconds of relaxation, she didn't know what to say for a while.

"Speak." Xu Xingchun frowned, pressing his breath.

Thinking that he meant to refuse and impatiently urge, Fu Xueli was too embarrassed, and explained with some difficulty and embarrassment, "I know you have a cleanliness addiction, and then there are more things, and you don’t like being touched by others. You don’t want to live in other people’s homes. I don’t want to ask for special protection either. Then I accidentally heard it outside. I thought that my announcement was in Shencheng for the last one or two months. Time was relatively free, so I asked you."

He was silent and unmoved. She could only continue to squabble and talk, she didn't know what she wanted to express, and she was incoherent.

"Um, Xu Xingchun, did you misunderstand something? I mean I will move out when you recover. It's not what you think. You were injured this time because of me. I just want to compensate you. No, no Compensation is to repay it. If you are recuperating at home or something, and something happens, I will really feel sorry for it."

These words made Xu Xingchun's eyes instantly clouded, and finally his normal expression quickly faded.

It's just that the unspeakable silence and sadness he accidentally revealed, so fast that people can't capture it.

Fu Xueli moved her mouth and finally squeezed out a paragraph, "I'm sorry, if you are not happy, just treat me as a joke, don't take it seriously."

The stagnant air seemed to have returned to a primitive, still state.

Xu Xingchun stared at her, his fingers clenched tightly, and the muscles and bones on the back of his hand tightened.

After a long time, he turned his gaze away and looked away, "...you go."

Every word was hard and jerky, as if it was hindered, and almost out of breath.

"..."

Fu Xueli wanted to say something, but after all, she swallowed back when she was about to export. Faced with him like this, she seems to have lost the ability to organize her language.

The usual hard-talking skills are gone.

Turning away embarrassingly, after all, he was speechless. She felt that she might have thought of things too simple before coming.

"Then I'm leaving." Besides this, she couldn't think of anything else to say.

Silently packed the dishes and chopsticks, before leaving, he glanced at Xu Xingchun.

He seemed extremely tired, lying leaning against the head of the bed, half-closed eyes, no longer speaking.

Fu Xueli opened the door gently.

"---Click" After the rustling sound, accompanied by a soft sound, the room returned to tranquility, again quietly.

very quiet.

It's so quiet that even the sound of breathing can be noticed.

After a long time, Xu Xingchun's chest rose and fell, holding on to the handle, and then pressing the wall, and got off the bed.

The withered calla lily was accidentally swept to the ground, smashed on the floor, shattered, and several petals withered.

The rainy night sky is very clear, and under the hospital building, the sparse street lights are a little bright.

He was too anxious.

He is jealous.

He is unwilling.

From loss to despair.

Coveting forbearance, torture, longing, desires and conscience-he has been so righteous and in love with Fu Xueli for more than ten years.

After many years, seeing her again, she still hasn't changed much.

But he was still too involved, so much that he gradually forgot what kind of person Fu Xueli was. Her emotions were shattered and sinking at the last minute, and she was always unable to control her, so he deliberately designed accidents to make her feel more guilty.

But in a hurry...

Still too anxious.

It was almost the next second, the next moment I couldn't help it. She will realize--

I was still in his terrible, distorted, terrifying love.

Then immediately leave, evade, and shirk relentlessly.

Fu Xueli has never had a sense of responsibility, and likes to tell lies on a whim. The temperature she gave him and everything she gave him will be given to others one day.

It has never changed.

This love, for him, is the ultimate in the world, but for her is the boring and wasted time she has been accustomed to since childhood.

How could Xu Xingchun be more cruel than Fu Xueli.

The door of the ward was not closed and was blown open by the wind. A nurse passed by outside and walked back and forth. Seeing Xu Xingchun standing upright at the window, he didn't know what he was looking at so absorbedly, and he kept the same posture for so long.

She couldn't help but leaned in and reminded, "Hey that patient, what are you doing? You have a cast on your leg. You can't stand for a long time, go back to bed!"

Then, a familiar voice suddenly sounded, "--Xu Xingchun!"

When this voice sounded, Xu Xingchun's body became stiff before turning back slowly.

Fu Xueli leaned on the door with one hand, half-bending over and panting, her cheeks had started to flush because of running.

In just half a second, his expression has undergone a series of changes, from the eyebrows to the corners of his mouth, and finally he can maintain the surface stability.

He couldn't say a word for a while.

Fu Xueli panted slightly and walked in, only to see that Xu Xingchun's face was paler and bloodless than usual.

"What are you doing back?" Even his voice was lowered, and he had become weak and hoarse.

Fu Xueli stretched her lips unconsciously and stared at his seemingly calm face awkwardly.

In fact, just a step or two out of the hospital building with a rice bucket, Fu Xueli felt very uncomfortable on the way to the parking garage and started a self-analysis.

She is really unpredictable in her current form.

Although possible, probably, she was just thinking a little narcissistically—Xu Xingchun still liked her. But when he didn't admit it personally, all this was just her guess. In any case, the bad emotions she had caused because of an accident at home were all vented to Xu Xingchun. The countless times of opening, closing and reunion provoked by her made him exhausted until Xu Xingchun chose to leave.

It has been so many years that she has not been guilty, and even several times, she tried to contact Xu Xingchun through some means. It's just that when things happen, Fu Xueli often chooses to escape. She knew exactly who she was, and her liking for the new and disgusting with the old couldn't be corrected at all. What Xu Xingchun wanted from the beginning to the end was nothing but her single-mindedness.

And she can't give it.

She is not ready to face such responsibilities. Perhaps the two of them are simply not suitable, and all kinds of emotional concepts are not compatible.

But really, if you ask Fu Xueli if she likes Xu Xingchun.

She could never say the negative answer herself. If it's not because you still like it, how can you remember it for so many years?

So Fu Xueli was very scared. Her momentary softheartedness was nothing but repeated torture for Xu Xingchun.

But I remembered Fu Chenglin's words, no matter what, she always owed him. The past, or the present, should be done well before we can say goodbye.

What is it like to run away like this again and again.

So Fu Xueli has been doing fierce self-struggle, and his nerves are split back and forth. Still choose to go back.

"that..."

Fu Xueli looked at Xu Xingchun, not letting go of the slightest emotional changes on his face, and her speech became extremely rapid. "First of all, I am very serious and very serious, and say sorry for what might have hurt you before. If you I hate me lying, I can try my best to ensure that I will not deceive you again in the future."

Xu Xingchun's arms naturally dropped to his side, and his figure shook, Fu Xueli quickly went to support him with his hands.

His eyelids are low, his spine is slightly arched, and he looks at her vertically. The long, straight black eyelashes pulled out a thin black shadow, and there seemed to be a vague mist in his eyes that could not dissipate.

A few seconds later, Fu Xueli refocused her gaze into his eyes and continued to say, "I can't promise you anything, but I will try my best to treat you well. If you are willing to let go and find a better girl, I will also Bless you. But now, I think, I want to start again with you, from friends, from classmates, from anything. I don't know what will happen in the future, but before now, I seriously want to start with you."

"...What started?" Xu Xingchun's syllables were still difficult to distinguish.

"What you think is what you want."

Fu Xueli tried her best to maintain her composure, and seriously, she asked again, "So... let me also have Aunt Qi, can you take care of you at your home while you are recovering."

He didn't say anything for a long time.

But she felt that Xu Xingchun's knuckles were naturally relaxed, very light, very light, and she grabbed her wrist with her backhand.

Fu Xueli knows.

Xu Xingchun this time.

Still compromised her unprincipledly.

Private photos of mobile phones outside Xiaofan.

Xu Xingchun's Diary-Junior High School

-She pierced her ears today and her earlobes were red, but she was scolded by the teacher.

Crying miserably.

But it looks good.

-Christmas, I don't have an apple. She turned her pen in class and she stared at my hand for a long time.

She likes my hands.

Yes, there is me.

-I can't leak a little bit of trouble to let Fu Xueli know that I like her.

Because she might want to kiss me, but she won't be responsible for me.

-I just pay for the shadow of life in Sydney. The excitement is theirs, Xu Xingchun has nothing.

-Fu Xueli has low blood sugar. But she can eat very well, and my drawer is full of her snacks.

She sneaked at me very frequently in class today. She is afraid of me stealing snacks.

-Excerpt: Adapt to me, need me, get used to me, can't live without me.

-The voice of the math teacher is very hard to hear. He is hard to hear. I don't like people calling my name very loudly. I like to hear her laugh, but Fu Xueli slept for another afternoon.

-She likes to lie, and she likes to be perfunctory. She didn't like me before.

I was cheated.

-Why does she keep ignoring me? Because you hate me. I just told her not to talk to the boys behind, they are obviously unfamiliar.

It's hard to bear.

-Today she said that my eyelashes are so long.

I don't know if I can pull it off and send her off.

-I want her, lick me.

-I don't want to study anymore.

I want to **** her.