Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

Chapter 119

This is really terrible.

Is there anything more than a deep love for a person, eager to be with him, and finally found that he has no emotion at all, this thing is more desperate?

What is the mood when Nai is constantly entering and leaving the "End Valley"?

He regards himself as a person. He thinks he loves a person. But in fact, he never has self-consciousness. He just thought that he had stored the emotion model of the whole valley, and he thought it was a person.

Can be simulated again, even if there is no difference, it is simulated.

He is not a person, not from beginning to end.

He doesn't understand his feelings and never understands.

He doesn't love Shen Qingxian because he doesn't even have the qualification to love.

Nai has updated the nine, so that he seems to understand the feelings, but in fact, this makes him even more disappointed.

Because he gave nine is a "Chinese room", he wrote like a programmer to write down all the emotional reactions to Shen Qingxian, and created a nine who loved Shen Qingxian, let him accompany Shen Qingxian. .

Nine "live", the more he "lives", the colder the heart.

Because it makes him very clear that he is a magnified, infinitely precise, "nine" written according to the emotional data of tens of thousands of players in the entire valley.

He doesn't even have self-awareness, and he takes something to love Shen Qingxian.

Make a better understanding of the analogy.

A family of children has been instilled with the thoughts of the heirs since childhood, constantly fighting for this idea, and constantly working hard for this family. He poured everything and thought that he was about to get everything, but in fact he was not the child of this family. .

It’s like a tree growing up and looking down to find that there is no root at all. The birds flying in the sky find that they have no wings at all, and they have lost the most basic things.

Buildings that don’t even have a foundation, talk about what’s going on.

After he finished, he looked at Shen Qingxian and whispered: "I'm sorry."

It was he who dragged Shen Qingxian down the vortex of feelings, but in the end he couldn't give him anything.

The head of Shen Qingxian is also squeaky.

These are logically possible.

The data of "The End of the Valley" is too large, and there are too many human emotions. It is like a world in the world, and the consciousness of the world is inevitably interfered by countless human consciousness, and then imitated. Learn to form a "self-awareness."

Perhaps this is why he and Nai formed before he and Gu Jian did not come.

But can this mean that Nai has no self-awareness?

What do you realize at the end?

What is self?

Shen Qingxian is really not authoritative about this issue.

Because he believes in heaven, and obeys everything in the world, and he is constantly asking for "questioning the sky."

But the minds of the heart are not deep, they are only doing what they want, and they are exploring the "self."

If you encounter Shen Qingxian before Gu Jianshen, you will probably give Nai a reply like this: "There is no need to have self-awareness, and it is the way to heaven."

Of course, the current Shen Qingxian is more human, he will not make such a reply, he...

Shen Qingxian asked: "What do you think is self."

This question is very good to answer and difficult to answer.

There is a clear definition in theory, which is simply the existence and awakening of self-consciousness.

But at the same time it is extremely complicated, what is it, and is it really awakened?

The philosophers of the world have been studying metaphysical issues such as “existence” throughout their lives, but who can really study and understand?

In the eyes of Shen Qingxian, the reason why mortal can't understand the existence of self is because of the limited life--unknown before birth, unknown after death, then this existence becomes a fragment hanging in the air, and the touch is clearly seen, but Can not fully understand.

Shen Qingxian is not a human being, so he knows the answer: the reason why human beings are confused is because the direction of thinking is wrong.

In contrast to the realm of comprehension, human existence exists as a collective, not a simple one. They create a more powerful "life" with the continuity of existence.

Monks are individual because their lives can be long and endless.

But in the form of life, it is hard to say whether individual life is strong or collective life is strong.

Therefore, Shen Qingxian respects humanity.

In the history of human philosophy, existence, freedom, these metaphysical problems are hard to find answers.

Nai’s consideration of this issue with human thinking will naturally sink into it.

Nai shook his head, he naturally could not answer the question of Shen Qingxian.

Self, Nai has no self at all.

Shen Qingxian knows that he has, otherwise he will not be able to become a nephew, because in a certain sense, Gu Shen is the most "self" person in the two worlds.

It is also strange to say that he is a heavenly supporter, one day he will teach the first person in the heart of this heart.

If this is the "end-of-life" in the mission, and this "carcerally ill" is only he can treat.

That is really enough for him.

Because this is subverting his beliefs.

Shen Qingxian said to Nai: "You are not a human."

When I heard this, the mad warrior flashed, obviously it was a little nervous.

He is not a human being. This is the biggest knot of Nai Lai and the root of "inferiority."

Shen Qingxian didn't want him to bow his head. He looked into his eyes and said, "If you are not a human, why should you ask yourself according to human self-consciousness?"

Nai lived.

Shen Qingxian continued: "You are the end of the valley, the valley is you, why do you want to strip it and look for self-existence?"

It is like a person who has abandoned his heart and has to point to a stone to say that this is his heart.

Can you do it? Certainly not.

Nai said: "But the valley is not aware, it is just one created by humans..."

Shen Qingxian asked him: "Who is human being created?"

In a word, I will ask Nai.

Shen Qingxian replied to one of the answers in this world: “Genes create creatures for continuation and survival. Human beings are just one of them, but they have derived their own consciousness and are even about to control the genes in reverse.”

"In this case, why are you being shackled by humans?"

There is no need to exist as a human being, and there is no need to think about existence and self as a human being, because Nai is not a human being.

This……

After a while, Nai said: "But you are human."

He wants to love Shen Qingxian and wants to be with Shen Qingxian, then he will be more like a personal class.

Shen Qingxian smiled and asked: "Is not a person, you don't love me?"

Nai answered very fast: "No, I..."

Shen Qingxian said: "Accordingly, I am not in the actual sense of the game, but you still do not love me?"

Shen Qingxian continued: "The experiment in the Chinese room is very interesting, but it does not represent the truth. Isn't the ability to process and analyze not consciousness? Doesn't understanding mean that you can't feel it? And humans themselves, physiologically, their emotions. Doesn't it come from the electrical signal transmission between neurons? In addition to being more sophisticated and complex, how big is the difference between them and the machine?"

"Nai." Shen Qingxian looked at him. "Precision and complexity are not simple and rough enlarged versions."

The two can't be compared at the same time. After all, simplifying the complex and complex creature of human beings will become another species.

These words completely awakened Nai, and completely pulled him out of the mud of hell.

He looked at Shen Qingxian, and once again ignited the flame of life.

Shen Qingxian sighed and kissed him: "Don't question yourself, you have self, he is here." Shen Qingxian took his hand and put it on his chest.

Nai's look at his heart.

Shen Qingxian Wen said: "For me, you are the most unique existence."

Whether it is a person or a person, he is his only one.

At this moment, Nina really felt it, felt the heart of his soft skin beating, felt the existence value he gave him, and felt the eternity caused by two people.

you are my only.

I am your only one.

You proved me, I also proved you.

If you can't find yourself, come to me.

Nye held the Shen Qing string with force, and the hot kiss fell on his neck. His voice trembled, with relief and relief: "Thank you." Give me real life.

Shen Qingxian also hugged him.

In reality, it is actually a deep awakening of him.

He taught these to Nai, all of whom he had taught him.

***

They stayed in the game for a few days.

Since Nai is Nai in the final valley, they will stay in the final valley.

In fact, this is also an escape. Shen Qingxian faintly knows where the end of this mission is.

The so-called terminal illness is not a physical illness, but a psychological self-recognition.

Nai accepted his thoughts, can really solve the hidden dangers, or let Nai return to reality.

Shen Qingxian said to him: "Let's try again, try to go to reality."

Nai 微 微 ::

Shen Qingxian knew that he still resisted. He sighed: "I will try it according to what I said, will you?"

Nai listened to him: "What to do."

Shen Qingxian said: "Don't make any settings for Nine, unload all the deliberately set programs and make him a complete machine."

Nai squatted, he said a little embarrassed: "In that case, I..."

Shen Qingxian said: "Don't ask yourself for human standards. Nai, you are you, you just need to come out, and all the other ones are handed over to me."

Nai is still upset: "But then I will get very bad..."

Shen Qingxian laughed: "I will take care of you."

Nai licked her lips and finally agreed: "I hope you will not dislike me."

Shen Qingxian poked his head: "I am afraid I will love you more."