Warrior in Turbulent Han Dynasty

(Apology letter: Two days ago, because of my own entanglement with Calvin, I stopped updating for two days and revised a few chapters, which made everyone very upset. I feel the same way. I was also very anxious, but I could only sulk for a while. If I can’t write it, I can’t write it... I would like to express my guilt and apology from the bottom of my heart to readers and friends.

Finally, today's status has gradually recovered, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief when I resumed the update; I hope that readers and friends have not alienated me, I know you have never been far away!

A total of 4 chapters have been updated in three days, and I owe you 8 chapters, and I will fill them up. Seems to be right?

In addition, there are four chapters from 252 to 255, all of which have been overthrown and rewritten. The plot is very different, so I have to ask you to read it again from 252. The original version is on the Zongheng Chinese website. )

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"Stupid..." Fu Jinzhan murmured.

Leaving aside all the national funerals, military and political affairs outside, and a large backlog of memorials to be processed since the late emperor's serious illness, she returned to the apse.

A while ago, she was nervous and exhausted, so she didn't pay much attention. Today, Guo Shao suddenly didn't come to attend the extremely important "support" court meeting, and Fu Jinzhan finally came to his senses: A few days ago, she went to see the seriously ill Chai Rong with Guo Shao, and she said angry words...maybe it didn't anger Chai Rong, but Guo Shao instead. How can I compare him with the despicable groom who took advantage of others?

She was a very thoughtful person, but she suddenly thought of that problem, after thinking about it, she soon understood the reason.

"Dong dong dong..." The sound of the wooden fish in the mourning hall of the main hall came, as well as the scriptures chanted by the monks. From time to time, there were bursts of crying. It was the concubines and ministers who took turns keeping watch. They were crying. It sounded very sad. But the embarrassing thing is that you have to be very disciplined when you are sad. If you can't cry, you must not make a sound; you can only cry when you should cry, and it is not good not to cry.

Listening to that annoying voice, she became more and more impatient, and guilt slowly brewed in her heart.

"How much difference is there between the late emperor and Li Chongxun (ex-husband)? Why did I tolerate him when he treated me like that? But..." Fu Jinzhan whispered to himself, "But why didn't I say thank you to brother Shao?"

For a certain moment, Fu Jinzhan had an illusion that Guo Shao seemed to be her family member. Because only the selfless devotion of relatives will make people take it for granted and forget to be grateful... Get used to it.

Maybe it's not an illusion. Doting and cherishing, only people like father and brother can do it, maybe father and brother can't do it either. Fu Jinzhan feels that he is the closest relationship with Guo Shao's sister, sister, daughter and so on. This feeling is very strong and real! If Guo Shao said now that he was Fu Yanqing's lost son, maybe she would still believe him a little bit... Unfortunately, his appearance is obviously not the same.

She raised her head and sighed, she seemed to see a person standing in the hall in a trance, and said: Those who violate the destiny, Guo Shao, God wants to punish me, and it is for me!

The figure flashed to another corner and said: At that time, I knew you were sick, and I was afraid that something would happen. If you hadn't come back to life, my heart would have died for it, and this world would have become bleak and meaningless...

I want to thank you, without your existence, I would be so desperate and terrified at this moment, and I am also afraid of death. But now I am not afraid, because there is an emotion that is stronger...

Maybe I will turn into ashes and meet you again in a corner of the universe. Maybe I will become a soul. In the next life, when you meet by chance, will you still look back and smile?

How much I want to die with your name at the last moment, instead of a surname... There will be an emperor to protect you and love you...

... Fu Jinzhan suddenly heard the noise of the soldiers and the sound of the sword being unsheathed, "Let me serve my wife for the last time"! Erlang, who was lying on the ground, finally looked at his receding back.

"Brother Shao!" Fu Jinzhan stood up abruptly, and the chair fell back with a "bang", and she accidentally hit her knee to the bottom of the table next to her. There was a sharp pain, and she almost burst into tears.

She knocked over the desk case with state events written on it, and it fell in a mess on the floor tiles.

Immediately, he saw Mu Shanggong rushing in from far away, and asked, "The Empress Dowager..."

Fu Jinzhan turned pale, lowered his face and said, "I want to see General Guo right away!"

She said silently in her heart: I want to explain clearly to him immediately and apologize to him, it was my negligence... There is absolutely no intention of hurting him at all! Not to mention being indifferent to him.

I didn't dare to see him before, and I was cautious about every word, with great fear in my heart; now I have the opportunity, what did I do and what did I say!

No! Apart from him, no one in this world can protect me and love me anymore! That "emperor" will only show off his supreme power complacently at every turn, threatening to destroy the whole family of Fu's family; if I am not the concubine who raised the little prince, I can die of illness once, and I can "die of illness" a second time... And those strong people, once they turn me into a "former empress dowager", they will never be merciful!

Mu Shanggong bowed and said: "Empress Dowager, Eunuch Cao has already gone to look for it. Do you want to send another horse to look for it immediately?" After hearing this, Fu Jinzhan let out a breath, waved his hands and said, "Go down, General Guo has entered the palace, tell him to come here to see me immediately."

"Here." Mu Shanggong hurriedly bent down and exited the palace gate cautiously.

Fu Jinzhan glanced back at the chair, lifted it up with his own hands, and sat on it feeling lost for a while.

Finally Cao Tai came in and said, "I report to the Queen Mother, General Guo has been summoned to see you."

"Tell him to come in. No one should disturb me. I have something important to discuss with General Guo." Fu Jinzhan said.

After a while, Guo Shao came in. He first looked back at the closed palace gate, then knelt down on one knee from a distance, and clasped his fists in military etiquette: "The last general will see the queen mother."

Fu Jinzhan was startled, and said, "Come here."

"Follow the order." Guo Shao's voice was polite, and he strode over. Fu Jinzhan's gaze never left him. For some reason, Fu Jinzhan felt very good when he saw him. His appearance is actually a bit ordinary, but Fu Jinzhan just likes to see him like this. His face, his demeanor, his voice, every movement and every tone of his words... As long as Fu Jinzhan feels it, he feels that it is the most wonderful thing in the world.

Guo Shao walked up to Fu Jinzhan and asked in a deep voice, "What happened?"

"It's nothing, I just suddenly... want to see you very, very much." Fu Jinzhan said tremblingly.

Guo Shao was stunned for a moment, Fu Jinzhan liked to see his somewhat dumbfounded reaction. She looked up at Guo Shao who was standing bowed, and asked, "Why have you become alienated?"

Guo Shaodao: "The minister has never been alienated. As I said before, no matter what kind of person you are, you are always the most important person in my heart; you have never changed, and you will never change. I can't change even if I want to. It's just..."

"Just what?" Fu Jinzhan asked hastily.

Guo Shao pondered endlessly. Fu Jinzhan clearly felt that he had a thousand words to say to him just now, but he was swayed by various thoughts after we really met.

...Guo Shao hurriedly said: "In this situation, if the monarch and ministers can trust each other, they can work together to tide over the difficulties; otherwise, we will all face great danger, which is a result we don't want to see... Don't need to say more, the Queen Mother should know that the country still has many hidden dangers and crises."

Fu Jinzhan said thoughtfully, "You are right."

The two fell into silence and silence. Fu Jinzhan lowered his head and thought about something, but Guo Shao couldn't guess what she was thinking.

Guo Shao had already figured it out before. He felt that some relationships could not be sanded, and it was easier to have conflicts because of some inexplicable things if he wanted to get too close; if he took the next best thing, he could maintain the trust and friendship for many years, which is good for everyone.

However, no matter how many reasons and rational considerations are in vain!

Guo Shao came in and saw Fu Jinzhan again for the first time, and then he was so disturbed by her one word; he left behind all the things he had thought about before! Her demeanor and tone of voice made Guo Shao's heart pounding.

I don't know if it's because of his admiration that he thinks she is good at everything, or because Fu Jinzhan is indeed particularly favored by the Creator, and she is indeed too tempting.

Can you still restrain yourself? Guo Shao kept reminding himself to be considerate and rational, and he was trying to restrain himself.

At this moment, Fu Jinzhan finally said, "I just want to tell you one thing, and maybe I don't need to explain anything else."

Her voice is soothing and quiet, very nice, especially when she has a certain emotion in her tone, it is tactful and lovely. Guo Shao hurriedly asked: "What's the matter, please tell the Queen Mother."

Fu Jinzhan blushed, pursed her red lips, and whispered, "I'm actually still a virgin."

Guo Shao was stunned for a moment, he was stunned for a long time before he understood what Fu Jinzhan said, and his depressed mood suddenly ignited again! He blurted out in surprise: "How... how?"

"You don't believe it?" Fu Jinzhan asked hastily.

Guo Shao really wants to believe it, but Fu Jinzhan has been married twice. How many years has he been married to Chai Rong, at least five or six years! Even if she can endure loneliness, can Chai Rong endure her beauty? If Chai Rong was an eunuch, how did he have several children?

He touched the back of his head and muttered, "This is not scientific!"

Fu Jinzhan tremblingly said: "How can I make you believe it?" She said urgently: "There is a Wen woman in the palace, why don't I ask a Wen woman to come and examine me... But this is so embarrassing. What should I do?"

Guo Shao observed her expression calmly, no matter how wise a woman is, she will sometimes write her mood on her face. He already believed it... Just as he was about to say something like I believe everything you said, he moved her temporarily.

But Guo Shao's mood has reached the extreme at this time, and he is no longer as cautious as before, so he immediately changed his words: "I don't need a stable woman, I can also have a body test."

"How do you test it?" Fu Jinzhan's face was already flushed, and suddenly he was a little angry, "You don't believe what I say, forget it if you don't believe it!"

Guo Shao looked at her in a white filial piety dress tied around the waist with a hemp rope, which made her look even more graceful and graceful. Her gorgeous face was flushed with shyness and anger, making her even more lovely and beautiful. At this moment, she doesn't look like a twenty-seven-year-old woman, but she looks ten years younger.

His heart darkened, and he said in a deep voice: "I want to believe it too, but if a woman who has been married twice and has been with her husband for five or six years the second time comes to tell the Queen Mother that she is not a human being, would you believe it? This is completely unreasonable."

Fu Jinzhan frowned, and stretched her upper body. Following her movements, her swollen breasts stretched even tighter the filial piety clothes that had just fitted. She looked over with her penetrating gaze that gave people a lot of pressure, and asked, "How do you check?"

Guo Shao said that he was afraid of everything, but he was very courageous when he had an opportunity like this, and resisted her sharp gaze (the feeling was very strong, and he felt that what he thought could not escape her eyes at all, as if his mind was exposed to the sun). His voice changed a bit: "I will check as Wen Po does."