Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine

Chapter 75:

Song Jiao couldn't hear such disappointing words.

Instead of talking about these sour things, Omega wanted to do something meaningful.

She stopped Xu Jinchao's follow-up dejected words with a kiss.

No matter what the future is, Song Jiao just wants to stay in the present forever, stop the river flowing eastward, freeze the evening wind blowing the scarf, so that the moon will never fall and the sun will never rise again.

Every moment spent together in these two months can actually be used as the end point of eternity, drawing a happy ending for them.

But the reality is cruel. Time goes by bit by bit, and the fine sand is rustling down. The strings in Song Jiao's heart have been pulled tighter and tighter, and they are on the verge of breaking.

Song Jiao once had a nightmare, dreaming that one day after she had lost Xu Jinchao, she was walking around the city like a corpse.

The bright gray sunlight made her dizzy, the sound of the car horn made her stomach churn, and she saw so many laughing pedestrians all over the street, none of which belonged to her.

In the dream, her head was swollen, her throat was sore, and she walked through it indifferently, thinking, another bad day.

After waking up, Song Jiao grabbed the sheet tightly, stopped the urge to speak in the dark, and turned her head to look at the person beside the pillow.

Although she can only compare the light and dark relationship, she also vaguely sees the other person's frown in his sleep.

Xu Jinchao's sleeping face was dyed with melancholy. He didn't know what he was dreaming about. Does he also have no future of his own?

Song Jiao didn't close her eyes and fell asleep again, nor did she get up, but lay on her side and looked at Xu Jinchao.

If the other party woke up, it would obviously be a very scary scene, but she didn't want to close her eyes, and she didn't dare to fall asleep again, she was afraid to go back to the black and white city and continue that kind of life alone.

Jiang Feng scratched on the outside of the scarf, Song Jiao tiptoed to kiss Alpha like crazy, she wanted to hold her lover in her mouth and swallow it in her stomach, so that no one could take it away.

This is the painful kiss that Xu Jinchao wanted to do just now, but tried his best to restrain his emotions.

The kitten bit the skin of her lips, but Xu Jinchao didn't even increase the force of her palms and fingers on the back of her head, and she didn't respond with a fierce bite back. .

reluctant, reluctant.

Xu Jinchao was obsessed with this painful and warm kiss by Omega, thinking blankly in his heart, not willing to let her hurt, not willing to part with her.

The connivance and tenderness from her lover made Song Jiao sink into the deep sea of sweetness and bitterness.

Her eyes were sore and sore, and she was about to cry, but she tried her best to hold back the tears.

She finally stopped going mad, and in the interweaving breath, she lightly kissed her deeply bitten lip, swallowed her sadness and regret, and then trembled to stick to Alpha's cheek, the fingertips hooked on the other's neck were also in lambskin gloves trembling.

She heard Xu Jinchao say, "Jiaojiao, don't be afraid."

This is the woman who knows her best and is most tolerant of her.

Song Jiao didn't want to be separated from Xu Jinchao. They still had a month left, but she already felt that life was going to end.

The two stood in the night wind for a long time, Xu Jinchao pulled Song Jiao's scarf up again and carefully covered it under the tip of his nose, before he took off the scarf that was used to block the wind and took it back, allowing the floating river surface and the distant road to reconnect. appeared in the field of vision.

Xu Jinchao wrapped his scarf, and as soon as he put down his hands, he was held by Song Jiao, and they continued to walk along the dam.

The Cangjiang River seemed to never end, Xu Jinchao vaguely felt that his cheeks were cold from the outside, and said softly to Song Jiao, "Let's go back."

The way back always felt longer and took more time than when I came, but when I saw the car parked by the dam in the distance, it seemed that it immediately started shrinking, and it didn't take long to get to the side of the car.

The two got into the car and isolated the night wind that was blowing harder and harder. A crescent moon hung in the velvety dark night sky. The moon was so bright that no stars could be seen tonight.

Xu Jinchao took off his hat, warmed up in the car for a while, and took off his scarf and gloves.

She heard Song Jiao say, "I want you to mark me permanently."

This made Xu Jinchao startled, and immediately turned to look at her.

Omega hadn't taken off the scarf around her neck. She seemed to be in a daze since she got into the car. She took the beanie cap in her hand and moved it around unconsciously through the gloves.

Song Jiao also looked at her: "Xu Jinchao, I—"

Halfway through the words, Song Jiao stopped, she saw resolute disapproval on Xu Jinchao's face.

Of course, permanent markers are difficult to wash off with current medical technology.

Once the Omega is permanently marked, the inhibitor will no longer work on her, which means that if the Alpha is not able to give the Omega pheromone comfort in time during the conjunctive fever attack, the latter will have to endure the pain on her own.

Xu Jinchao knew this, and Song Jiao knew it even more.

But just now she inexplicably wanted an eternal trace that belonged to Xu Jinchao, and let the other party leave something for her. She wanted to be a permanent partner with Xu Jinchao, even if they were separated from each other in the future, they would never see each other again.

Song Jiao lowered her eyelashes in Xu Jinchao's line of sight, and laughed at herself: "I'm probably going crazy."

After saying this, she shook her head again: "Don't mention these."

After a moment of silence, Song Jiao took off her scarf, leaned over and put it on the back of Alpha's neck, and made a new request: "Kiss me."

This is undoubtedly a request that can be easily satisfied. She has already put her arms around her girlfriend's shoulders and neck, and she only needs Xu Jinzao to get a little closer.

Xu Jinchao didn't let her down, she leaned down and put a warm kiss on Song Jiao's lips.

Outside the window was the dark night and the cold wind. They warmed up under the dim yellow induction lights and hid in a quiet little world, ignoring all the wind and frost outside, and pretending that the peace had no end.

Xu Jinchao whispered, "Let's go home."

Song Jiao had come out of her previous sadness, she felt that Yu Lan was right, the huge amount of hormones produced by kissing can overwhelm bad emotions and forget everything.

She held Xu Jinchao's cheek: "I want you to propose to me, I want red roses and a ring."

Her marriage with [Xu Jinchao] was only formal and had no feelings. The diamond ring from [Xu Jinchao] was like an iron ring around Song Jiao's neck, freezing her freedom.

Song Jiao only used this marriage to bind Xu Jinchao to ensure that she stayed by her side.

Now she wants a marriage proposal from Xu Jinchao, although Omega proposed it, but the rose ring is indispensable.

Xu Jinchao kissed her palm and promised, "Yes, I will order it tomorrow, okay?"

"You have to hurry." Song Jiao said.

Returning to Biwan from the Cangjiang River, the car parked in the garage.

Xu Jinchao wanted to open the door and get out of the car, but Song Jiao grabbed her wrist. She turned to look and heard the other person say, "We're not going upstairs."

Xu Jinchao suddenly realized something from the scorching eyes of the other party.

Song Jiao was one step ahead of her. Before Xu Jinchao asked the question, he opened the storage box to display the necessary supplies: "I have it in the car."

And now it's 10 o'clock in the evening, and there is no light in the small villa. Auntie should be sleeping and won't come out to check.

Seeing Alpha's long eyebrows raised, a warm light and a mocking smile were reflected in the pale gray-amber pupils.

The benefits of lacking a sense of shame were evident at this moment, and Song Jiao could even lean over to tell her what she thought without changing her face.

"You made me like leather..."

Two years ago, on the night of early autumn in Juzhou.

Xu Jinzao sat in the cab, she folded her windbreaker, she was wearing a gray-green shoulder-length taffeta dress, and her skin glowed a beautiful snow color in the dark light inside the car.

Alpha leaned over to get the shoe box under the co-pilot. Song Jiao remembered that she put her snow-white palm on the seat, and the fingers and the leather made a slight friction sound, deeply digging into the leather surface.

Song Jiao thought at that time, Xu Jinchao looks really good with black leather, and she would like to watch it again if she has a chance.

She usually gets her wish.

It was almost midnight when the two went upstairs.

It wasn't until he was lying on the soft bed after taking a shower that Xu Jinchao said, "You scared me to death just now."

Song Jiaoyi was in her arms, playing with each other's palms. The soft kitten was lazy and laughed at her girlfriend: "You are too timid."

Xu Jinchao: "I thought it was Auntie."

Song Jiao pulled the back of her finger to her lips and kissed her. She had a reason: "Auntie will just pretend she didn't see it when she comes out."

Xu Jinchao was speechless, she pinched Omega's face with her backhand: "Your cheeks are so thick, it's terrible."

She didn't exert any force, she just squeezed intimately.

Song Jiao accepted this as a compliment, and grabbed her girlfriend's finger again, held it in her palm, and raised her eyes to look at Xu Jinchao.

The kitten has innocent and beautiful drooping eyes, and the skin at the end of the eyes is extremely thin, which usually seems to have been smeared with a light blush.

She pressed Alpha's fingertips into her lips again and kissed her, without blinking her eyelashes, she raised her boldly and stared brightly at it.

Xu Jinchao was blushing at the sight of his little girlfriend. He wanted to withdraw his hand, but he couldn't pull it, and muttered criticism: "Oh, why are you so shameless..."

Song Jiao: "You clearly like it very much."

She felt that Xu Jinchao definitely liked all this. She had no strength now. If she really didn't like being fingered by herself, Alpha would have escaped long ago.

Xu Jinchao: "No."

She said this, but she still did not forcibly withdraw her hand. Even when the kitten bit her finger, she only turned her pupils to avoid Song Jiao's gaze.

Song Jiao thought the shy and upright appearance of the beautiful girl's girlfriend was cute, so she kissed her on the ear and praised her in a low voice.

Xu Jinchao asked, "...Really?"

Song Jiao nodded to her, and Xu Jinchao also leaned into her ear and spoke, which was much longer than Song Jiao's.

The two whispered intimately, snuggling under the warm light.

Xu Jinzhao slept for a long time during the day, but she has been getting worse and worse recently.

After a while, Song Jiao emphasized to her, "Don't forget what you promised me. I want roses, your proposal, and a ring."

Xu Jinchao said gently: "There will be."

It is also bizarre. In the eyes of others, they have been married for two years. Only Xu Jinchao and Song Jiao know that the normal love process only started two months ago.

Thinking of this, it is inevitable to think about the only month left, and beyond...

Song Jiao forced herself to stop her thoughts, she couldn't think any more, she had to keep her happy mood.

She deliberately asked in a relaxed tone, "I wanted to ask for a long time, what letters did you write to your friends?"

This was something Xu Jinzao had mentioned to her earlier. Alpha was going to write an email to each friend and send it regularly as a final farewell.

Song Jiao asked casually without any sadness, so Xu Jinchao said, "I can't tell you about my personal email."

Omega asked again, "You also wrote to me."

This time Xu Jinchao paused for two seconds before saying, "I wrote it. The letter I wrote to you is the longest, longer than the others combined."

Song Jiao said, "I'll check it when the time comes."

This pretentious look is both funny and a little sad for Xu Jinzao. She said, "I have revised and supplemented it many times."

Song Jiao asked, "Did you say you love me in your letter?"

Xu Jinchao told her, "I said a lot."

Song Jiao laughed and whispered, "I want you to tell me now, hurry up."

Xu Jinchao told her:

"I love you, I love you... Jiaojiao, I love you so much."

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