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Chapter 38:
The life of an ordinary person is only a hundred years or so, sixteen years, which is very long.
"This is the emotion I have been suppressing for so many years."
I can't tell how much emotion I have suppressed in the sixteen years of muddle-headedness.
"This is the truth that I have possessed for so many years."
Real memories and emotions will bring real experiences, and real experiences will become the nourishment for change. This is growth. Whether the result is good or bad, it is undeniable truth.
"So, you are my girlfriend, don't ‘deny’, okay?"
Xia Ming knows very well that even if the memories and emotions of his previous life dominate, all the things he has experienced in this life will still have a huge impact on him, will make him change, make him'grow', and let him He became less and less like himself before.
For example, he accepted the sudden sister of Sakayanagi Yusu, and even took a laissez-faire attitude towards her taboo emotions. This is very abnormal. Imagine seriously with your eyes, when the one you kiss is your relative, that feeling...
Well, it's hard for Xia Ming now to imagine how awkward it would be, because he knows deeply that his current emotions are distorted, and there is no reference value anymore.
It was precisely because he realized that he had no reference value, that he suddenly realized that he was no longer a ‘normal person’ anymore.
In other words, I have become the "normal person" that my sister Sakayanagi Yusu said.
There are twenty-four hours in a day and three hundred and sixty-five days in a year, that is three hundred and sixty-five twenty-four hours.
For more than 20 years, more than 20 three hundred and sixty-five days, how many twenty-four hours are there? Xia Ming didn't want to count it, but the "self" that was piled up in this huge amount of time was crushed silently into dregs in less than ten days, and then picked up and reorganized if nothing happened. shape.
Feeling this huge gap first-hand, Xia Ming had to feel a little scared, afraid that he would become an ‘other’.
However, he soon realized that he was just ‘growth’, turning everything he had accumulated over the past sixteen years into nourishment, and changing rapidly in a short period of time.
So he began to accept, and even took the initiative to promote his own change.
And in those sixteen years, the sister who accompanied Xia Ming for the longest time and used her own thoughts to try to guide him to'grow up' was naturally his first target of'imitation', so he would More and more like Sakayanagi Yusu.
Of course, Xiang Guixiang, he will always be Xia Ming, and will not become Sakayanagi Yusu.
Therefore, in his memory, Ichinose Hounami, who also occupies an important position, will naturally become one of the people he cares most about now.
In Xia Ming's current subconscious mind, Ichinose Houba is his girlfriend. He will not hide, nor does he want to hide, because he feels that this is unnecessary.
What's more, he knows what he is becoming now from the perspective of ‘bystanders’, and the roots of male inferiority make him happy too.
He was thinking at the same time, should he be a liar who likes to lie? Or should I become a big liar who loves "tell the truth"?
However, Ichinose Hounami had already helped him make a choice just now, so he should be a good boy who loves to tell the truth.
Perhaps it was the only conscience in his heart that made him a little worried. He began to think that he could no longer give equal feelings to the people he likes. Is it necessary to ‘deny’ their status in front of them?
Xia Ming was a little annoyed.
He felt very strange that he could say ‘friends’ quietly, but in front of him, even if he talked about a more intimate ‘childhood friend’ relationship, he felt that it was a little unacceptable.
As for what you want, am I afraid of this? Could it be that I can't figure it out after exposing the relationship?
Bah, it's a big deal. Like my sister said, I don't believe that I can't even be a scumbag if I hold it in my hands and then slowly raise it.
Coming back to the subject, Ichinose Houba snickered a bit when hearing Xia Ming's distressed words. It seems that this enemy still has a little bit of conscience.
However, he has his persistence, he also has his own ideas, and...
Ichinose Hounami raised his head with a smile on his face: "Idiot, you misunderstood."
"How do you say..."
She nodded her chin, and said with some distress, "I don't care about this."
"It's just that, like I just said, I want to see you happy."
"Moreover, where you can't see, I also have a ugly side, but I don't want to show it to you."
Jealousy is one of the most ugly faces of a woman, Ichinose Houba doesn't want to put it on her face, especially in front of Xia Ming.
Otherwise, who would want to ‘get on happily’ with a disobedient woman like Sakayanagi Yusu.
Ichinose Hounami secretly slandered in his heart.
Xia Ming had a headache. Although this kind of girlfriend was dreaming of, when her thoughts conflicted with her, she really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
"So, you still stick to your approach?"
"Yes."
"Even if it makes me unhappy?"
Xia Ming said dullly.
"I know, Xia Ming will accept this so-called unhappiness soon, you just can't figure it out now."
"Besides, you forgot a little bit."
"Your way of thinking is indeed more and more like Youqi, but your way of speaking is like me~"
Ichinose Hounami said with a smile.
That's right, the style of speaking like leaving something, using the truth to guide people, and using the truth to deceive people, is too similar to yourself.
This was quickly noticed by Ichinose Hounami.
‘I haven’t lost yet, there is a habitat’
Azure eyes glowed with water, she looked at Xia Ming's face as she thought.
"..."
Xia Ming has nothing to say. Indeed, the root of a man's inferiority will sooner or later make him accept this, and it can even be said that he can accept it now.
When people stand on the edge of a cliff, they will be attracted by the bottomless abyss. There is no need to push, just a light touch from behind, and they will naturally fall into it.
Just as Ichinose Hounami is doing now.
Xia Ming knew exactly what the girl was doing, so he was puzzled: "Why? What's the use for you to do this?"
"Of course I will be happy. When you are happy, I will naturally be happy."
"No, this kind of thing, no matter how you think, it won't make you happy."
"Then, let me put it another way."
Ichinose Houno tilted her head, she smiled idiotically, and stretched out her hand to caress Xia Ming's face: "I'm giving it to you..."
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