When You’re Gone

On the streets of a foreign country, Liang Shu walked quickly holding Liang Jiujiu.

Behind him, there was a man unhurriedly following him, his facial features were three-dimensional and his eyes were deep, but his whole expression looked a little strange, with pain in his tragic and vigor, and in his pain, he was mixed with the rest of his life.

Liang Shu only looked at him for just a second when he picked up Liang Jiujiu, and then turned and left.

Liang Jiujiu lay on her shoulder and kept looking at the somewhat poor uncle. Behind him was the place where he had been taking piano lessons for three months.

Jiujiu asked Liang Shu, "Don’t A Shu still have to go to the teacher to pay the extra tuition? And my schoolbag—"

"No more."

Liang Shu's car parked on a relatively quiet street here. It took ten minutes to walk through two blocks, and then it was just a turn.

When Jiujiu looked up, he found that he was still following them.

She clasped Liang Shu's neck tightly with a puzzled expression, "A Shu, that uncle is still following us."

The rear door opened, Liang Shu put her in the safety chair, and while sending her a seat belt, he said, "We can stop talking to strangers in the future, let alone let strangers touch you, okay?"

Jiujiu wrinkled her nose. She was a little aggrieved, and said, "I... just think he is very pitiful."

"Then I'll add one more, don't be sympathetic, okay?" Liang Shu's posture was similar to that in the morning. She held the door frame with one hand and the car door, bent over, her eyes slightly tilted, and glanced a few meters away Standing man.

Liang Jiujiu followed her gaze and looked at her. Of course, her sight was blocked by more than half, and he could only see his creased shirt a little.

Liang Shu said, "Do you think he is pathetic?"

Jiujiu nodded.

"The shirt on his body is 750,000 HUF, which is equal to your mother's salary for two months... and that watch, converted into RMB is—"

Liang Jiujiu flattened her mouth and looked like she was about to cry. She quietly interrupted Liang Shu's words, "A Shu, don't say it."

"Do you still think he is pathetic now?"

Jiujiu glanced outwards, still wanting to nod subconsciously, but shook his head halfway through nodding, "I don't think anymore."

Liang Shu touched her head, curled her lips, "Okay, let's go home."

She closed the rear door, without looking at the person standing in front, opened the cab and sat in.

When the car started, she looked up and saw the man standing in front of the front of the car.

He just stared at her in the car.

Liang Shu blew his whistle twice, but the other party did not respond.

She narrowed her eyes and stepped on the accelerator slowly, but Gu Hansheng, who was standing a few meters away, didn't mean to go away.

Liang Jiujiu saw the person standing in front of him, and was puzzled, but saw the car swiftly driving towards the uncle. She stretched out her hand to cover her lips in surprise, and reminded Liang Shu in surprise, "Mom——"

Gu Hansheng looked at the car coming towards him, but he didn't react.

Only her was in his eyes.

He didn't believe that she would just drive him to death like this.

Finally, he looked down at the bumper that was only a few centimeters from his knee, his eyes flashed, and the corners of his lips bloomed slightly.

Soon, the sound of the car door being heavily closed came.

He watched her walking towards him.

Behind is the fragmentary light and shadow cast by the sunlight through the leaves, and every spot of light falling on her is just right, a bit like a scene in a movie.

And the expression on her face, even if it was indifferent or angry, it was vivid.

He once imagined meeting her again after death.

None is so good at this moment.

This is really great, Gu Hansheng thought.

Gu Hansheng couldn't hear what she said. He only stared at her with wet eyes, like a fish that was about to run out of water and finally got his water.

He called her name hoarsely: A Shu.

Liang Shu frowned and repeated what he said just now, "Can you open it? Mr. Gu."

This thought pulled him back.

His Adam's apple rolled, reaching for her hand, and being avoided by her, his eyes flashed, his expression was a little hurt, but he still looked at her, "Mrs. Gu..."

Liang Shu smiled, her face calm, she interrupted him, "We are divorced."

She saw something like a mist in his eyes, and added faintly: "As early as five years ago."

He stood silently, looking at her in a daze.

Are you divorced?

He opened his lips, his voice was hoarse, "Mrs. Gu..."

Liang Shu was a little helpless. She curled her eyebrows and closed her eyes. When she opened her eyebrows, the feeling of anger was gone. Now there is only peace. She said, "If you communicate with you now, you have to repeat everything. Understand, that's fine, listen well, Mr. Gu, I and you, we divorced five years ago."

She leaned slightly to the side, leaning against the front of the car, "If you feel guilty because you thought I died in the fire, you don’t have to. I took the initiative to go there that night, and it has nothing to do with you. You don’t need to have any burden."

These words were gentle, with almost no ups and downs.

But it was just this kind of her, which made Gu Hansheng gradually rise in powerlessness from the bottom of his heart.

Hate and resent a person, it is still a kind of feeling.

It's really a stranger to be like this now.

But it doesn't matter, it has already surpassed Gu Hansheng's imagination. She is now alive and healthy. They also have a lovely daughter, which is a gift from heaven.

Gu Hansheng moved his fingers on his side, his eyes touched the little head trying to get his head from the back seat to the front seat, his eyes softened a lot, "How did you go so fast just now? Jiujiu..."

"Yes, Jiujiu has nothing to do with you. She is not your daughter. Don't get me wrong, Mr. Gu," Liang Shu said.

But for Gu Hansheng, it doesn't really matter whether or not she is talking about it.

According to the information, Liang Jiujiu is four years old. In addition, she is not in good health. Although she looks strange and strange, she is actually thinner than children of the same age.

When Liang Jiujiu was just born, he was very healthy and very standard.

Shen Lu had a very good pregnancy, and Jiujiu was also fed very well during the two or three months after his birth. If there were no subsequent changes, Jiujiu's body would be better than it is now.

But in the first year they came to Budapest, the three-month-old child was weaned from breast milk and could only drink milk powder. She didn't adapt to it at first, and she didn't drink it, and she cried all day.

Later, it took a long time to get some food reluctantly.

Liang Shu was not in good shape at that time, and taking care of the children every day took almost all of his mind.

Those two years were extremely difficult.

If it weren't for Mo Xiangsi, Liang Shu thought, she might not be able to survive it.

Why is she so calm when she sees Gu Hansheng now?

Ayun rescued her from the fire, and she survived a catastrophe.

During the two years spent in Budapest, she was a survivor.

After the rest of his life, everything in the past, whether people or things, seems less important.

Gu Hansheng met the twinkling eyes in the car, and then turned his gaze on the woman's face, his eyelids moved, and his tone choked, "She is... very cute."

"Thank you." The corners of Liang Shu's lips stretched slightly.

She looked at the blue-gray of the man's eyes and the red blood in the eye sockets. The eye sockets were deep. Those eyes had traces of water light, but they were still dark and deep, but the outline of the face was very clear and thin.

Liang Shu said, "Mr. Gu, no matter what purpose you came here, my attitude is clear enough. Let’s go back to the bridge, go back to the road, I’m not dead, and you’re right. At most, we were just inappropriate. , I want to drive, I hope you also want to drive some, in the future you can still live your life like an angry horse."

For Gu Hansheng, her words were poison that pierced the intestines, entering the lungs from the ears, eroding his bone marrow.

It was like every word and every word seemed like a sharp arrow, and every time he heard one, he would pierce his heart.

Does it hurt?

It hurts.

But the pain was accompanied by joy. Such a real and vivid A Shu made him so touched.

But... Gu Hansheng stared at her persistently and said, "A Shu, I'm thirty-five years old."

By the beginning of November, it was thirty-six.

Without her, how could he live a life in anger?

unable.

But Liang Shu raised his eyebrows and smiled, "So what?"

The sun was dazzling in the afternoon, but Gu Hansheng only felt cold in this quiet street shaded by trees.

He set up a psychological contribution to himself in his heart, it doesn't matter, she is still alive is God's greatest forgiveness to him, he does not care about other things.

...

The car restarted, Liang Jiujiu rolled down the window, and she pulled her little hand on the window and looked at Gu Hansheng standing on the side of the road. Gu Hansheng seemed to notice something, and Gu Hansheng also looked at her with the look of--

Jiujiu quickly retracted her head, she looked straight ahead, how did she feel that uncle seemed to be crying again?

Is such a big person still a crying ghost?

However, she still thought he was so pitiful.

Liang Jiujiu tilted his head and tried to reach out and patted the back of the driver's seat, "A Shu, do you know that uncle, right?"

Liang Shu glanced at her in the rearview mirror and found that she was writhing in her seat, not knowing what she was doing, she raised her tone a little, "Jiu Jiu, you can sit in your own position and don’t move. Is it? I'll answer you when I'm seated."

The little man who was still moving around immediately sat upright, Chong Liangshu blinked, "Sit down."

Jiujiu sighed, "That uncle is so handsome."

Just waiting for the red light, Liang Shu glanced back at her, "Little nympho."

Liang Jiujiu grinned and leaned on the car window to watch the scenery. She suddenly said to Liang Shu, "If it is this uncle, then I hope Ah Shu will not refuse him."

"Close your chin," Liang Shu reminded her in the front seat, and Jiujiu immediately retracted her face.

Liang Shu said, "What do children know, we are so poor, and people look down on it."

"But godmother is very rich..." She frowned.

"Is the godmother's money ours?" Liang Shu asked her back.

Jiujiu shook his head, "No."

Soon, she sighed like an adult: "I just feel that that uncle should like me very much, so I won't be A Shu's oil bottle."

These words suddenly wetted Liang Shu's eyes. In the past few years, she has always felt that she owes Jiujiu. This little angel-like person is not her oil bottle. To a certain extent, she is her spiritual sustenance.

It was the little angel who accompanied her through the long dark days.

On the contrary, she owes Jiujiu too much.

Liang Shu raised his hand and pressed the corner of his eye to force his tears back. Then he said to Liang Jiujiu, "Don't worry, I will find you a stepdad who likes you very much, and won't let you be wronged."

Jiujiu snorted, she fell into her child safety seat in a melancholy manner, clutching her fingers, "But you have been on a blind date a lot, and it is still unsuccessful."

"Don't be afraid, there will be one tomorrow, and you will always find it."

Although Jiujiu has grown up safely to this day, her father is always missing in her life, which is not good for the growth of children.

In the long years, if the role of father is missing, it is always imperfect.

And Liang Shu has become more and more transparent over the years.

The reason why she was able to start with Gu Hansheng in the first place was because of various factors that were too complicated.

It is enough to experience such feelings once in a lifetime.

She had passed the age of dreaming a long time ago, and the journey was not smooth. People around her left one after another. It was good enough for her to live as peacefully as she is now.

Her biggest wish now is to work hard to give Jiujiu a healthy family and find someone who loves Jiujiu and can spend the rest of her life.

It's just that her blind date in the past two years is a bit weird.

This makes Liang Shu very distressed.

...

Gu Hansheng watched the car go away, his whole figure looked like a stone for his wife.

Ji Shen drove the car and slowly parked beside him.

He got out of the car and opened the rear door. Gu Hansheng looked down at his hands, then pressed the pockets of his trousers, and finally raised his head to look at Ji Shen, "Is there any smoke?"

Ji Shen shook one out of the cigarette case and handed it to Gu Hansheng.

Gu Hansheng looked at the intersection where there was nothing, and waved his hand suddenly, "Forget it."

Before leaving for the airport last night, he specially shaved the newly grown stubble, took a good shower, and used the shower gel and men's perfume that Liang Shu once liked, but in fact, he has not slept peacefully for many days and nights. , The mental state seems to be bad at all.

At this time, he should find a hotel to sleep well, and then make plans.

He is still Gu Hansheng, not the one who is completely unprepared.

On the plane, he did not sleep for ten hours of flying time.

He wanted to see her so much.

During those five years, he switched back and forth between dreams, hallucinations and reality, and he was "crazy" for a long time.

Just the year Liang Shu left.

That year, there were no servants in Mansion Zero, only him and "she", and he did everything by himself.

He has been living with the person in his fantasy.

He wakes up early and goes to work. He will match the clothes "she" is going to wear today. He will remind her to go out and go to less crowded places when brushing her teeth in the bathroom. He will also prepare two tableware during the meal.

He always sees "her" appearing in the kitchen all the time, and he always reminds "her" not to appear in places with a lot of oily smoke.

In the evening, he will take out the original book and read the book he likes to "her".

He is even more

Departing from this state is Qingming in the second year.

He remembered that "she" said the night before that he would go to pay homage to Jiang Pingsheng the next day, and at that time "she" was already in the third trimester of pregnancy, and he promised "she" to accompany her.

On that day, Gu Hansheng pushed forward all the itineraries. He planned to accompany "her" to the cemetery in the morning to pay homage to Jiang Pingsheng. If "her"'s physical condition permits, he wants to take "her" to Hanshan Temple in the afternoon and give them both The child who is about to be born asks for a peace sign.

On this day, he took "her" to the suburban cemetery.

It was there. Gu Hansheng felt that the fingers he held in his palm were so soft and real, but the next second he saw the name "her" on the tombstone.

Then "she" who had been standing quietly beside him also disappeared.

At that moment, the world collapsed.

Even with his memory, there was a confusion. There was no one around him all the time, he was the only one from beginning to end.

After the "crazy", there was a period of silence.

Gu Hansheng took the initiative to accept psychotherapy.

Although the effect is minimal, it is better than nothing.

So the days went on day by day. He thought about the day when his end came, he thought, he was calm and looking forward to it, because he wanted to meet A Shu so much.

He occupies five of the eight major sufferings in the world, and life and death ranks first in the five.

And in the fifth year of life ushered in a turning point.

If he did not see the living Liang Shu, Gu Hansheng felt that he would not be able to survive this year.

...

Ji Shen had already booked a hotel for him. At this moment, Gu Hansheng was taking a nap in the car.

He knew that this front would be long, but it didn't matter.

On the plane, he thought about many situations.

If she is married and has a new family, will he smile and bless?

There is hardly any hesitation on this question, and he will not bless.

Not only won't blessings, but he will use means to **** her over and destroy her family. Although Budapest is farther away, he will always have a way.

The male junior, if it were her, he would be willing to be her.

Gu Hansheng rarely rested better.

When I woke up, night had fallen.

Outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows are the prosperous city lights. As long as he thinks that there is a cool light among the thousands of lights, he will be calm for no reason.

The huge boulder in my heart also fell to the ground.

He went downstairs to have some dinner, and then went to find Mo Xiangsi first, and then went to Liangshu there tomorrow.

In the dining room, Ji Shen sat opposite him and said, "Miss Mo injured Jing Shao, and the knife was inserted into Jing Shao's shoulder. At this moment, others are still lying in the hospital." After a pause, he said Gu Hansheng. I wanted to ask, "Miss Mo is probably dissatisfied with Jing Shao's leak of his wife's trace, so..."

Jing Yu was injured and was hospitalized without anyone to accompany him.

Gu Hansheng took the fruit basket to see him, but this time he was unlucky and didn't meet Mo Xiangsi.

...

Early the next morning, Liang Shu sent Liang Jiujiu to the kindergarten here and asked her not to bully the children.

Liang Jiujiu agreed well.

Before leaving, Liang Jiujiu kissed Liang Shu on the cheek, blinked at her, and gave her another gesture to cheer her up, "I hope Ah Shu can have a successful blind date today. Come on!"