When You’re Gone

She sat in a chair, stepped on the carpet under her feet, and said nothing.

Lu Jinsheng used breakfast with her, but after a meal, he seemed to have not eaten as much as hers.

I watched her almost all the time.

After breakfast, Liang Shu turned around and got up from the chair, turning around to go outside, but was stopped by Lu Jinsheng, "Where to go?"

"Go back to the room."

Lu Jinsheng put down his chopsticks, probably because he didn't want to eat it. He picked up the napkin on the side and wiped his mouth, and said, "Someone is cleaning that room, don't go up for now."

Then Liang Shu followed his words and said, "I want to go out and stroll, can I?"

He got up and followed her, "Okay, I'll be with you."

It's nice to be able to go out to Liangshu.

When she walked to the door, Lu Jinsheng walked all the way behind her. When she reached the door, the two bodyguards were still guarding at the door. Seeing her coming out, they frowned and they were about to speak, but suddenly they saw Lu Jinsheng who appeared behind them. They all bowed their heads in salute.

Liang Shu gritted his teeth, raised his head and walked forward blankly, not forgetting to step on the shoes of one of the bodyguards.

Maybe everyone hadn't expected her to be like this, the bodyguard's painful expression changed, wrinkling his face and staring at Liang Shu's back, but he could only endure it abruptly.

Another person raised his eyes to Lu Jinsheng, only to find that he was pulling his lips, and he seemed to be in a good mood.

Out of this area is the empty roundabout road.

Standing by the railing, Liang Shu looked at the endless ocean in the distance. His sight could be extended wirelessly, as if he could not see the edge.

Lu Jinsheng walked to her, she looked at the scene, and he looked at the people.

The morning wind was very comfortable. She turned her head and looked at the man on the side, "Where is this?"

He raised his eyebrows and said nothing.

Liang Shu sneered, "Don't tell me, what are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid of anything. There are thousands of islands in the world. It is undoubtedly a needle in a haystack to find this place. A Shu, you have almost no possibility of leaving here." Lu Jinsheng said lightly.

She pursed her lips, "Do you want to keep me here forever? Everything you have in Yucheng, your company...all, don't you want it anymore?"

Without any hesitation, Lu Jinsheng nodded and said, "Well, no more."

She clasped her fingers on the cold and hard railing, staring at the rock below, and said, "There are only two of us here. Do you really think about it? If a person does not socialize, he will get sick."

He tilted his head, his eyes faintly fell on her still pale face, and his deep eyes were narrowed, "I said I'm very sick, do you believe it? I don't need to socialize, but if you need it, I can satisfy you."

Liang Shu's eyes flashed, as if waiting for the following.

Lu Jinsheng leaned closer to her, still maintaining the tone he had just said, "Well, when Gu Hansheng re-marries, he has children, there will be no traces of you in his career and family..." He stopped suddenly and watched. He glanced at her, and continued to speak in a very natural tone: "Or when we get married and have children, then we will go back."

Hearing this, Liang Shu suddenly felt a little vomiting. She twisted her eyebrows, turned her face aside, and stopped talking.

But when Lu Jinsheng watched her reaction, the corners of her handsome eyebrows and eyebrows floated up and mocked, and said, "I will treat you well in the future. As long as you want, I can respect your wishes and follow your way. Why don't you try? ?"

The woman's thin white fingers clasped the concrete guardrail and lowered her head, "I can't try it."

After that, she added: "I hate you."

After speaking, Liang Shu wrapped his shawl tightly and continued to walk forward along the road around the island.

And Lu Jinsheng stood there and looked at her back, the expression on her face couldn't tell what it was, as if it wasn't unexpected at all, but also as disappointed and couldn't tell.

He took his hands out of his trouser pockets, opened his palms, and looked down.

After a while, he stepped forward to follow.

The island is very large. Liang Shu walked in the direction of the main entrance. It took nearly half an hour to reach the beach along the road around the island. The terrain here is flat and it is a very suitable place for fun and vacation.

She was a little tired, so she found a palm tree and sat down, and then stopped moving.

After resting for half an hour, she continued to walk forward. After a short walk, across the woods, she saw the observation deck on the first floor of the residence.

At this time, Lu Jinsheng also followed her and followed her. He was silent for a while and said, "If you like it, I can let someone open it up."

Liang Shu blinked, "Thank you then."

She walked along this road into the woods, passing through this low tropical vegetation, where they were in the villa.

Halfway through, she couldn't walk a little any longer, resting on a tree while Lu Jinsheng came forward and handed her water.

Liang Shu was stunned, but didn't notice when he brought water.

She didn't ask. Of course, Lu Jinsheng couldn't say that it was sent by a bodyguard on the way.

She took a few sips and held the bottle. Some thoughts tumbled from her heart for a long time, but she still couldn't help asking: "I want to know what's the date today?"

"November 20th."

It turns out that it has been so long.

She was in a trance for a while, and her heart was suddenly uncomfortable, especially when she thought that she didn't know how long she would stay here next, and whether she could survive it, Liang Shu's heart was filled with a kind of fear for the future.

Especially when I think that every day in the future will be like yesterday and today, there is no hope in life.

Especially when she thought that she might never see the people she wanted to see and hear their voices in her life.

Especially when she is struggling to live here, they may forget her completely one day in the future...

She will not go to seek death, but such a day will drive her into a madman after years and months.

Thinking of this, Liang Shu suddenly squatted down with uncomfortable feelings, his fingers clenched into fists and retched, and his face became paler.

Lu Jinsheng frowned when she saw this, and half-kneeled on the sand-filled ground and gently followed her back for her. Her thick black eyebrows kept tightening until her symptoms improved. Then he unscrewed the bottle cap and handed the water. Rinse her mouth.

"Where is it uncomfortable? Didn't everything go well during the morning meal?" He was still worried.

Liang Shu drank a few sips of water and didn't bother to care. Then he threw the water bottle to the ground, closed his eyes and sat on the ground, burying his face in his knees.

Her dull voice came, "When I left, it hasn't entered November. Is it going to snow soon in Yucheng?"

In the usual winter, when she was still in Budapest, she took Jiujiu to buy the clothes she needed to wear for the winter.

Will Gu Hansheng personally take her to the mall this year? What kind of clothes would he buy for her?

Jiujiu is a strange but very satisfying little girl. Liang Shu can even imagine the smile on her face when she receives the new clothes in her mind. It must be her eyes that turned into crescent crescents and her teeth are white. Yes, there are two looming dimples on the cheeks.

In a crowded shopping mall, Gu Hansheng and her will become the focus of everyone's attention.

Moist tears soaked her skirt, she sniffed her nose, and said dully, "Can you let me talk to Jiujiu on the phone?"

She really missed the girl's voice so much.

She even missed Gu Hansheng.

Lu Jinsheng looked at her, but didn't speak.

It took a long time for Liang Shu to wait for a reply. He buried his head and closed his eyes harder, more tears rushing from his eyes.

Later, it was Lu Jinsheng who carried her back.

He could feel salty tears soaking his clothes and falling on his skin, with warm tears flowing endlessly.

On his back, Liang Shu grabbed his clothes on his arm with his fingers, closed his eyes, and said in despair, "Lu Jinsheng, are you afraid of driving me to death like this? I really want to live hard, but occasionally I just have to think about it. , I’ve always been like this from now on, and if I have to stay with you, I think maybe death is a good choice."

Lu Jinsheng carried her on his back and walked steadily. After a while, he opened his lips and said to her, "If that day happens, I will go with you."

She shook her head on his back, and another tear came out.

Up to now, she has no way to make herself hoarse, and she doesn't even have the energy to make a fuss with him. She only closed her eyes and shook her head, her voice was very soft, "Please, don't come, I don't want to meet you in the next life." , Really desperate."

She added: "If there is such a day, I will curse you for a long, long life, and living alone."

He smiled, not caring at all, "Well, all right."

Liang Shu sniffed, his eyes opened slightly, and he didn't speak any more.

Lu Jinsheng said, "If I really didn't watch you, and you died, I will go down to find you, and drive you across Santuchuan and Naihe Bridge all the way, and finally watch you drink Mengpo Tang, and then at the boundary, you On the road of reincarnation, I go to my **** alone."

The man's long legs slowly stepped up a step. In a place where Liang Shu could not see, his eyes were foggy and his voice was soft, "I don't want to meet you anymore, A Shu."

"But where's the future?" Liang Shu murmured.

Lu Jinsheng walked back with her on his back, this scene is also a beautiful landscape in the eyes of outsiders.

Sister Lin was standing in the window of a room on the second floor and looking outside. Lu Jinsheng walked back with Liang Shu all the way back. She was stunned. When their figure disappeared under the heavy shade of the trees, she shook her head and turned to the villa. Another maid said, "Mr. Lu is really spoiling his own wife."

Another maid followed Lin’s eyes, but did not see the figure. She said, “But obviously people don’t seem to appreciate it.” The maid changed the conversation. “But it’s strange to say why the two of them don’t appreciate it. Two people are going to live in such a remote place? I think it's weird."

"I don't know, we just need to do our own thing, don't be too curious."

The maid replied: "Of course I know that if the salary here is really high, I wouldn't follow it. The conditions are really weird."

Before they set off, they handed in all their documents and the things they had brought, and only people could follow the boat.

Then when I got here, I couldn't use any electronic products, and I couldn't contact my family for a year. After one year, when it expires here, they can get the money and go home.

Because the commission was too high, they felt that it was nothing to just not contact their family members for a year.

...

Lu Jinsheng carried Liang Shu all the way back to the bedroom. She was calmer now, but the tears were dry on her face, sticky and tight. She went to the bathroom to wash.

After two steps, Liang Shu turned his head and stared at the man about one meter away from her, and said coldly, "Don't follow me."

Lu Jinsheng stared at her for two seconds without saying anything. He stood still and watched her walk into the bathroom.

She went to the bathroom to wash her face, and suddenly looked up. She suddenly found that the bathtub in the bathroom was missing. She obviously saw it yesterday.

After waiting for a while, she saw Lu Jinsheng sitting on the sofa. She walked towards the door. Before he could ask, she said, "I don't want to stay with you. I'll look for some books."

However, Lu Jinsheng would definitely not listen to her, and followed.

Without the Internet, there are no other entertainment projects, it seems that only reading is left.

Lu Jinsheng hasn't done anything extraordinary to her so far, at most it is holding her hard.

But Liang Shu didn't know how long this situation could last, just like, she didn't know how long she could stay here.

...

It is already the end of November in Yucheng.

The temperature changes every day, getting colder every day.

But this winter weather forecast says it should not snow.

Or maybe there will be a light snow suddenly on a certain day.

Gu Hansheng went to the school to pick up Liang Jiujiu, Xu Shanhai led her out from the school gate, the little girl was wrapped thickly, and Xu Shanhai cautiously led the car parked here.

The car that came to pick up Liang Jiujiu from school was the lowest-key car, because I was afraid that some people would use this to make a fuss.

Of course, there are not many people in the school who know Liang Jiujiu's background.

There were relatively few people on the road here. When they were about to approach, Gu Hansheng opened the car door and got down from inside. Liang Jiujiu saw him come down, ran towards him a few steps and threw himself in his arms, "Uncle Gu."

Gu Hansheng picked her up and kissed her on the cheek, "My little face is so cold."

Jiujiu hugged his neck and kissed him on the cheek again, "Then let's get into the car."

Looking back on the road to the house, the driver turned on the car radio, and the radio was mixed with Liang Jiujiu's voice from time to time, which was not abrupt, but it seemed a bit lively.

Until the weather forecast said that there might not be snow in Yucheng this winter, Liang Jiujiu asked Gu Hansheng on the car window, "Ah, it won't snow this year, I said I want to wait and see. "

Gu Hansheng told her, "Not necessarily."

Liang Jiujiu asked him, "Uncle Gu, when is the most snowy year in Yucheng?"

Yucheng's biggest year of snowfall... Gu Hansheng thought silently for a while, and answered her: "It was five years ago."

She was very surprised, her eyes lit up instantly, "Ah, it seems to be the year I was born."

"Ok."

In the car, there were basically only the voices of Liang Jiujiu and Gu Hansheng. Gu Hansheng asked her what she did in school today. Liang Jiujiu counted them one by one. When talking about extracurricular practice in the afternoon, Liang Jiujiu said, " The teacher asked the students to pick up the seedlings they had planted before. With so many people in the class, I broke the seedlings by myself."

Gu Hansheng touched the top of her hair and comforted her: "It doesn't sound like it's very important."

"But it's very embarrassing," Jiujiu stretched out her hands, rubbed her cheek twice like usual Gu Hansheng, and said with wide eyes: "If A Shu finds out, she must say I'm so stupid."

At the mention of A Shu, the car fell silent suddenly.

Liang Jiujiu subconsciously raised her head to look at Gu Hansheng's reaction. Her face was guilty, and she didn't know what to say next, so she stared intently at the front, pretending that nothing had happened.

Actually Liang Shu left, she was also very sad, but she knew that no matter where A Shu was, she would definitely love herself.

But it seems that in this case, the most hurt and sad is Uncle Gu.

Aunt Shi Qing told her that although Uncle Gu looked nothing, he was very sad. If Jiujiu listened carefully, he could even hear Uncle Gu's heart crying loudly.

Liang Jiujiu glanced sideways at Gu Hansheng again, and found that his expression didn't seem to change much, but it seemed to be a little different.

She blinked, leaped at him, and pressed her ear to his chest.

Gu Hansheng didn't understand what she was doing suddenly, so he looked down at her helplessly, "Jiu Jiu, what are you doing?"

The little girl made a shush gesture to him.

After a few seconds, her little brows frowned, and she turned back to the driver Xiao Chen and politely said: "Uncle Chen, can you turn off the radio temporarily for me?"

"Good." Xiao Chen replied.

The radio was turned off by him, and the carriage was very quiet. Liang Jiujiu grabbed Gu Hansheng’s shoulders and pressed her ears to Gu Hansheng’s heart again with her face sideways. Gu Hansheng silently watched her perform these series of actions without speaking. .

About a minute later, Gu Hansheng asked again, "What was Jiujiu doing just now?"

Liang Jiujiu replied, "I'm listening to whether Uncle Gu's heart is crying loudly."

Gu Hansheng laughed: "Have you heard that?"

"Um... I heard it." She nodded.

But soon, Liang Jiujiu looked at Gu Hansheng seriously and said solemnly, "Uncle Gu, I know that A Shu's departure has caused a great blow to us, but you must be strong."

Gu Hansheng raised his hand and squeezed her face, "Does Jiujiu think I am not strong enough?"

Liang Jiujiu nodded, but quickly shook his head again.

After a while, she said, "I just mentioned A Shu's name. I'm afraid you will cry if you can't stand it."

Speaking of this, Liang Jiujiu curiously stretched out his head to look at the two sitting in front of him, and then secretly moved his lips to Gu Hansheng’s ear, and covered it with her hand for fear of being heard by others, she whispered to Gu Hansheng. "Qu Yu told me that when A Shu left you, you cried secretly and loudly."

Gu Hansheng frowned and stared at her, "Such a big mouth?"

Liang Jiujiu covered her lips with a cry, and then realized afterwards that she had sold the eucalyptus, and she quickly changed her words: "No, I forced her to say it."