Why does she feel like she is reborn and I will confess my feelings?

Boom

! Dai Jingjing stood there, like a lightning strike, and she was stupid on the spot

! Her eyes widened in surprise! She looked at Song Zimo who was leaving in disbelief.

She never thought that Song Zimo would really break up.

Even, without any hesitation, without any retention!

Could it be that he didn't like himself in the first place, didn't love himself

? Why? Why did this happen

? Why, what he was worried about still happened

? Why, his own ending would be the same as Mo Bai and the green wolf?

Why?

Dai Jingjing burst into tears, stupid there, unable to come back to her senses for a long time.

It was as if, at the moment when Song Zimo turned to leave, something in her heart was broken and broken.

A moment later, she crouched down, hugged her knees, and was crying.

Walking to the elevator entrance, Song Zimo heard her crying.

At this time, Song Zimo's heart was also a little uncomfortable, panicked and irritable!

However, he did not look back after all.

"I don't want to take care of other people's emotions, and I don't want to be taken care of by others. "

In the evening, in the bar booth.

When Luo Xijun asked Song Zimo how to choose between Lin Daiyu and Xue Baochai, the words of the answer lingered in his ears again.

In my previous life, when I licked a dog, I was tired of licking.

Physically and mentally exhausted, covered in bruises.

It's cold

, and it's dead, isn't it?

In this life, it's simple and doesn't think about anything, it's good.

"Where is home......? There is no home......"

looked at Luo Xijun in her arms, and the whispers she had whispered in the bar before also echoed in her ears.

yes, emotionally...... I don't have a home anymore......

Now, Song Zimo seems to understand why Luo Xijun, who is serious and cold in front of people, rejects people thousands of miles away.

When night falls, I come to this kind of nightclub place for pastime...... Thrill-seeking living.

The elevator doors opened and I walked in.

Closed, closed ......

When she arrived in the room, Song Zimo put Luo Xijun in her arms on the bed and took off the shoes hanging on her neck for her.

As for the other one, he didn't want to look for it if he lost it.

Cover her with a thin quilt and turn on the air conditioner.

Subsequently, Song Zimo came to the bathroom.

In front of the sink, Song Zimo supported the table in front of him with both hands, looked at himself in the mirror, turned on the faucet, and turned it on to the maximum.

The water that comes out of the faucet pours into the washstand below.

Song Zimo picked up the water with both hands, threw himself on his cheek, and washed it vigorously a few times.

It seems that he wants to calm himself down and sober up a little bit in this way.

After a while, I waited until the emotions in my heart had calmed down a bit, and then I returned to my room.

Immediately, Song Zimo's eyes fell on the drunk and unconscious Luo Xijun, came to the bed again, helped her cover the quilt that had been kicked off, and turned to leave.

Come downstairs.

Originally, Song Zimo thought that Dai Jingjing had already left.

Unexpectedly, she was still standing at the door of the hotel.

Seeing herself come out, Dai Jingjing glared angrily, her eyes red and swollen.

Song Zimo's expression was slightly stunned, and he moved his mouth, wanting to say something, wanting to come forward to comfort, and wanting to apologize.

However, when the words came to his lips, he swallowed again.

Are you wrong?

Like, it's not wrong...... It's just that he is not Dai Jingjing, he has no rich living conditions, and he can squander his youth wantonly.

"Why? you tell me why?"

Song Zimo was about to leave, but Dai Jingjing stopped him.

She glared at him angrily, and the tears that had just been stopped fell again.

"I don't agree to the breakup you proposed, what can I do? Besides, have you ever liked me?"

Song Zimo smiled and looked at Dai Jingjing, looking indifferent.

Scumbag,

perhaps.

Tired, pretended to be tired.

Really tired...... Tiredness of body and mind.

"I ......"

Dai Jingjing's delicate body trembled, and in the face of Song Zimo's rhetorical question, she didn't know how to speak for a while.

Does she like

it? Or is it Xi

? Or is it because he no longer licks himself like before, and his heart can't swallow this breath?

Last night, what Jiang Xiaoru said also lingered in her ears!

"If you don't like him, you'd better go and make it clear to him, don't use your arrogant lady's tone, he will understand."

"If you like him, then don't go ahead and make fun of his feelings for you...... You can hurt him once, twice...... Or even ten, twenty times...... But there will come a time, he will let go and leave.

"At that time, it's too late for you to regret it...... Because he's not going to be coming back...... Never ......"

I don't know why, suddenly Dai Jingjing was a little panicked.

She didn't know why she panicked.

"No need to answer, I already know the answer, you...... You've never liked me, have ......you? Maybe it's Xi.

"That day, you were drunk, I sent you home, you said, you just can't swallow the breath in your heart, want to chase me to the hand, and then throw me hard, let me feel the heart-rending pain.

"And that day in the park, those social bastards, obviously you found them...... At that time, I found out that my care and protection were worthless, just a joke. "

Feelings are such a thing, you really can't force it, can't you? goodbye, maybe, never again......"

looked at Dai Jingjing and took a deep breath.

There are some things that have to be put down completely.

Gotta ...... in front of you Explain it.

Originally, Song Zimo thought that after he finished speaking, there would be no ripples in his heart.

And at this moment, he was wrong, very wrong......

One last glance and a smile.

The smile fell into Dai Jingjing's eyes in front of her, which was particularly piercing.

left, bypassed Dai Jingjing in front of him, and left with his feet raised.

Dai Jingjing stood there, stupid there!

Suddenly, she realized...... The things he did before, he ...... We all know and know ......

It's just that he didn't say it, buried it in his heart, and pretended not to know.

Make believe...... It doesn't matter?

Bits and pieces of the past pour into my heart.

"Song Zimo, don't you want

to confess to me?" "You bastard, why don't you confess to me?"

"I must chase you down, and then get rid of you viciously, so that you can also experience the

......" "Just run, run away, who seems to be rare...... "

Okay, you really ran away, broke up, and left."

There is no looking back, no souvenir ......

Dai Jingjing, now, are you satisfied

, are you happy,

are you happy,

why...... You can't be happy,

you can't be happy! Your heart is even more uncomfortable!

Is it Xi habit

? Is it because you can't swallow this breath?

Or is it ...... I like it......