Wildfire

Tang Suoyan is a gentle person.

The initial impression was a bit cold, there is always a distance between getting along, even after the two of them have clearly expressed "I am interested in you", there is not much enthusiasm in him. He is rational and strong, courageous and steady, and it may be inevitable for Tao Xiaodong to fall in love with him. Tang Suoyan seemed to be standing there forever, looking at you and waiting for you. Although the heartbeat process was very exciting, it sometimes made people feel cold.

His temperature must come out slowly after being together, and the more you spend with him for a day, you will feel a little more. No matter when you turn around, he is here, and he can always support you. He makes people feel warm-hearted and down-to-earth. I want to live a good life with him, and I feel that life is very energetic.

When he was shaving Tao Xiaodong, Tao Xiaodong kept looking at him without blinking a few times.

"Why do you look at me like that?" Tang Suoyan smiled at him, shaved clean, and put away the razor.

They were about the same height and body. Tao Xiaodong looked into Tang Suoyan's eyes and asked him in a low voice, "Why are you so gentle?"

"Is it gentle to shave you?" Tang Suoyan still asked him with a smile, and turned around to clean the razor by the sink.

"It seems that there is no time to eat. Is it too late for you to go to work?" Tao Xiaodong said.

"Then don't eat it." Tang Suoyan said indifferently, "I will eat it in the car later."

Tao Xiaodong asked jokingly: "What if I can't clean myself up in the future?"

Tang Suoyan also answered naturally: "Then get up half an hour earlier, clean up you first and then clean up me."

Tao Xiaodong looked at him: "You can't get up."

"I can't get up because you can coax me, it's like coaxing me for half an hour earlier." Tang Suoyan turned his head to look at him, "If you let me sleep for two more hours, I won't be able to get up either."

He always wears a shirt at work, straight and straight. Now he is cleaning the razor leisurely. It should be the hand that operates the equipment for surgery. Now he seems to enjoy doing these daily and trivial things. .

Tao Xiaodong looked at him fascinatedly, looked at him for a while, then turned sideways and went out behind him.

After he went out, Tang Suoyan stopped moving his hands, leaned on the edge of the sink, and kept his head down for a few seconds.

Tang Suoyan got off the car in the hospital parking lot, just in time to meet Corey's intern, and the two cars parked next to each other. The other party also saw Tao Xiaodong and nodded towards the car. Tao Xiaodong smiled and waved his hands.

"If you're busy, send me a message in advance. I'll go to your place after get off work. You don't have to come pick me up." Tang Suoyan turned around and said something to Tao Xiaodong.

Tao Xiaodong put his hands on the steering wheel, nodded and said "OK".

Tang Suoyan walked into the building with the intern doctor. He did not have an outpatient clinic today and was scheduled for surgery.

When he arrived at the office, he called his acquaintance at the medical examination center of the hospital before changing clothes and preparing for ward rounds. Tao Xiaodong had just had a physical examination after the year. Tang Suoyan took Tao Xiaodong with him and asked him to follow him for a half-yearly physical examination.

None of the indicators in the electronic medical examination report was abnormal, and both of them were in a state of health. Tang Suoyan probably glanced at it at that time.

He called the medical examination center to transfer a detailed paper report.

Originally, Tang Suoyan could get off work on time that day, but he still had to get off work overtime before leaving get off work.

In the operating room, Tang Suoyan's last operation was finishing up. A doctor from the emergency department and another surgeon came in at the door. Seeing Tang Suoyan suturing the conjunctival incision, he stood by and observed for a while.

Tang Suoyan's movements were steady and meticulous. After stepping off the stage, he turned around and asked the two, "What's the matter?"

The emergency doctor whispered to him about a suspicious patient.

The patient is a 53-year-old middle-aged man. His right eye was traumatized in his early years, causing only light perception in his vision. Now he has an acute attack of acute angle-closure glaucoma in his left eye. There have been many attacks in the past few years. They were all treated with drugs to reduce blood pressure in the local hospital. Laser circumcision of the iris. This time the reaction was severe, and the intraocular pressure could not be lowered by medication. The patient’s attitude is relatively negative now, and he is afraid of the operation. He is also worried that if the operation is unsuccessful, he will be hospitalized to observe the postoperative reaction and complications. The family conditions are not supportive, so he finally chose eyelashes Stereophotocoagulation wanted to be treated conservatively, hoping to save the eyeball. Iridotomy, which had certain risks but was more likely to improve the eye condition, was not chosen.

In his case, cyclophotocoagulation can only temporarily lower the intraocular pressure, but cannot solve the pupillary block and cannot restore the anterior chamber. This eye must eventually be blind.

Tang Suoyan went to the operating room next door, and the two doctors had been introducing him to the patient's indicators, medication and reaction status. The patient was already on the operating table, because the two doctors still had doubts, so they met Tang Suoyan in the operating room and checked with him again. The patient looked at them a little nervously.

Tang Suoyan was wearing a mask, his eyes were bent, and he said in a warm voice: "Relax, don't be nervous, let me look at your eyes."

Using the operating microscope to check the condition of the patient's eyes, he said to the doctor next to him, "I'll do it."

After the injection, I was anesthetized. After a while, the intraocular pressure dropped a little, and the cornea became clearer than before.

An anterior chamber puncture was performed when there was no anterior chamber at all. The knife touched the iris almost as soon as it entered the anterior chamber. A small amount of aqueous humor flowed out to fill the anterior chamber. Afterwards, the needle drainage lowered the intraocular pressure and continued to fill the anterior chamber. No one said anything in the operating room, and everyone watched Tang Suoyan's operation quietly. What he was doing was iris circumcision.

The limbal incision was a little more than three millimeters, and the iris was resected by the outflow of the peripheral iris with the aqueous humor. After that, the iris was restored, the incision was sutured, and the anterior chamber was injected with air.

The operation was very difficult, the anterior chamber was too shallow, but Tang Suoyan's hands were too steady, the whole operation was meticulous and smooth, everything was just right, and the completion was beautiful.

Surgical awareness and action selection during operation rely on clinical experience, and at the same time, a firm and decisive doctor should have.

The doctors in the operating room observed the whole process, and they were relieved when they stepped off the stage.

It's good if this kind of operation is done well, but Tang Suoyan is responsible for the failure. The patient will not consider that the doctor wants to preserve his vision. Once the operation fails, the patient will probably hold on to it.

Watching Tang Suoyan's operation is a kind of enjoyment. After leaving the operating room, the emergency doctor just now sighed: "The patient is lucky to meet Director Tang, so lucky."

Performing this operation at your own risk is thankless and likely to take a lot of responsibility. There are too few doctors who can spare themselves and ignore these things.

Tang Suoyan smiled and said nothing.

One eye has lost sight, and one must be left for him. Tang Suoyan has a lot of confidence in this kind of operation. The patient chooses to give up his eyesight to protect his eyeballs out of fear, and the doctor who can roughly predict can't give up under many fears.

It is still up to the ophthalmologist to leave as much and as long as possible light on the patient.

Tang Suoyan got off work half an hour late because he was not in charge of this temporary operation.

When I got my phone back to the operating room, I saw the message Tao Xiaodong sent fifty minutes ago: Brother Yan, I'm downstairs.

Tang Suo said back to him: I'll be right away, wait a minute.

Tao Xiaodong: Don't worry.

Tang Suoyan changed his clothes and went downstairs, and saw Tao Xiaodong's car.

He walked over, got into the car, and before he could say anything, he just settled there.

He looked at Tao Xiaodong, so surprised that he couldn't find anything to say for nearly half a minute.

"Is it cool?" Tao Xiaodong laughed first, took off his hat, and patted his head.

Tang Suoyan raised his hand after a while, and touched Tao Xiaodong's head lightly.

"Where's the hair?" he asked.

Tao Xiaodong put his hat back on, and pointed to the area behind his ear: "I shaved it bald in the morning, and I'll shave it all when I get upset."

Tang Suoyan still looked at him, and Tao Xiaodong said, "I've had enough washing too, it's still troublesome, I have to get it done."

"I can wash it for you."

Tao Xiaodong shook his head: "It takes time."

Tang Suoyan didn't say anything else, just said "um".

This matter may still make Tang Suoyan angry.

Tang Suoyan was seldom angry, especially with Tao Xiaodong. After they got together, the number of times they got into trouble was limited. Tang Suoyan didn't get angry, he wasn't very good at arguing violently, and usually just kept a cold face when he was angry.

Tao Xiaodong is the one who protects him the most. If others provoke Tang Suoyan, maybe he is not angry yet, but Tao Xiaodong is already angry. So now that Tang Suoyan had a cold face, Tao Xiaodong was naturally uncomfortable.

He called "Brother Yan" in a low voice.

Tang Suoyan still only said "um".

He called out "Brother Yan", what could he say, but he couldn't say anything. I want to say too much, nothing is right, nothing will work.

Tao Xiaodong had been going straight for so many years, and this was the first time he was about to die, his throat seemed to be constricted, and he couldn't speak or breathe.

There was a rot on the corner of his mouth, which was not there in the morning, but now he has a big blister.

During the off-duty rush hour, the road is very congested, and I took a route without traffic jams. However, today there may be an accident ahead, and the traffic jam is severe. I got agitated.

"I really don't like this kind of incomprehensible situation." Tang Suoyan opened his mouth and said something.

Tao Xiaodong opened the window to let some air in the cab.

"I can't imagine what's wrong with you." Tang Suoyan said, "You don't want to say that I can wait for you, and when I'm in a bad mood, I can tell me what's wrong after your mood subsides."

"But don't make me panic, I really don't like it." Tang Suoyan frowned, and opened the window on his side a little.

The whistle began to sound endlessly outside again, Tang Suoyan frowned even deeper, and Tao Xiaodong closed the windows on both sides.

He said "sorry".

The last thing lovers need is "sorry", these two words themselves reveal the politeness on the surface.

Tang Suoyan turned his head and looked out the window: "If you can only say this, don't say it."

Tao Xiaodong opened his mouth, but closed it again, frowning and took a deep breath. The car in front went another way, and when it stopped again, Tao Xiaodong looked at Tang Suoyan, cleared his throat and said, "Brother Yan, you... leave me alone."

"What do you mean?" Tang Suoyan asked him.

Tao Xiaodong said softly, "Just...literally."

The impatience and irritability on Tang Suoyan's face just now have been put away, but now he is very calm. He looked at Tao Xiaodong, and his voice sank: "Don't worry about it?"

Tao Xiaodong looked at him deeply, speechless.

"I told you what kind of person I am on the first day we were together, but now you don't care about this sentence, I don't understand it."

Tao Xiaodong was stunned for a while, hoarse, and only said: "...why let you control me."

Tang Suoyan frowned and relaxed, looked at the broken corner of Tao Xiaodong's mouth, nodded in silence for a few seconds, opened the door and got out of the car.