Wildfire

These few words of Tang Suoyan made Tao Xiaodong believe without even the slightest hesitation.

——Knowing what kind of disease it is and knowing that it cannot be cured, but he just believed it.

Just like a terminally ill patient, if the doctor says I will not let you die, he really feels that he is still saved.

At that moment, Tao Xiaodong really felt that he was saved.

Fundamentally speaking, this "saving" is not a deep expectation of the result, but more like being conquered by the attitude of the person in front of me, being rescued by a powerful soul, and the burden and anxiety in my heart are suddenly let go at this moment. It seems that everything is not so hopeless and bad.

He smiled at Tang Suo, the first time in so many days that he smiled so sincerely, even the corners of his eyes curved downward with joy, and said softly: "Yes... I should be yours."

The people in the store were also quite surprised. Their brother Dong had been under low pressure for so many days, and it suddenly cleared up a little since he went to work on Monday.

The scab on the corner of the mouth is still there, but I don't see him saying that his mouth hurts, and he talks too much.

"My Dong brother's hysteria has passed?" Huan Ge asked Da Huang in a low voice, "What's the matter?"

Rhubarb knew the inside story, and he was so worried these days that he couldn't sleep and couldn't eat. Thinking about Tao Xiaodong, he felt a pain in his chest. No one can know about this, so it must be rotten in their hearts. Da Huang just said: "Just treat him as menopausal."

"I was scared to death the first few days," Huan Ge said, blinking, "I don't know what's wrong with him."

Rhubarb tore off a long thread from Huan Ge's clothes, unconsciously wrapped it around his hands twice, lowered his head and said it was fine.

Huan Ge rolled his eyes back and forth, carefully guessing a few times, Da Huang smiled and flicked him on the forehead, and said, "Your Brother Dong is fine, don't worry about it."

"No, Brother Dong, this is the only leg you need?" The customer pointed at his unfinished calf, dumbfounding, "Isn't it just a matter of time?"

"I have to rest." Tao Xiaodong waved his hands and said, "I'm tired."

"Look, I have to come tomorrow for the leftover piece, so you can finish it for me." The customer is familiar with Tao Xiaodong, and they are all friends of friends. They used to come to the store to sit and chat with them when they were in school. They came back after two years abroad. Now that I have started my own business, there are fewer comers.

"I'm really tired, my neck hurts." Tao Xiaodong took off his gloves and raised his head, "The cervical spine is not good."

"I'm really convinced of you." What the young man made today was a cover-up. The leg rings on both calves were tattooed before. He was a couple with his girlfriend at that time. After so many years, his girlfriend has changed so many times. He came here for one day last month, and he didn't finish it, and he didn't finish it today.

Tao Xiaodong said: "Anyway, you are not busy these days, so come tomorrow."

"Why am I not busy? I have a lot of things to do." The young man muttered as he put on his pants, "If you say that you are too big now, you still have time to do some work. Stop when the clock is up. My brother has changed."

Tao Xiaodong smiled and didn't say much.

"I have already estimated the time. I have an appointment in the afternoon. You have disrupted my plan by not making it ahead of time." The customer stood up after putting on his pants and said.

"I can't do my work anymore. It's okay to sit and chat with you." Tao Xiaodong raised his chin towards the rest area, "Have a cup of coffee."

"You're really good at drinking coffee with people when you don't work or earn money." The customer stood up and went to the rest area, "We don't know what's going on with you."

"A combination of work and rest." Tao Xiaodong asked him: "Drink freshly ground or instant?"

"My god, instant is enough, it's not so delicate, you still have to grind it." The young man made him suffocate with anger, and laughed angrily. He would rather sit here and grind coffee beans if he didn't plan to do it.

Tao Xiaodong's rules have already been established, and he has also told the management in charge of making reservations in the store. Tang Suoyan set him no more than five hours a day, and Tao Xiaodong set himself even less.

When anyone asked the reason, Tao Xiaodong said that his neck hurts and he couldn't bear it after sitting for a long time.

No one can break this rule, and no one will lose face. No matter how much he tried to persuade Tao Xiaodong, he just laughed, and when the time came, he took off his gloves, no matter how many pictures were left, we would talk about it tomorrow. If the customer really insisted on finishing it in one day, Tao Xiaodong said that you can wait for me to rest for two hours. In the past two hours, he went upstairs to close his eyes for a while, and massaged the acupuncture points around his eyes.

The doctor at home is very strict, and Tao Xiaodong listens to everything he says, and he is very self-disciplined.

Tang Suoyan was not at the hospital in the afternoon, and went to school to give a lecture. When he returned home in the evening, he happened to pass by Tao Xiaodong's store. The two made an appointment to go home together.

Tao Xiaodong has nothing to do since three o'clock in the afternoon. He dare not get tired eyes, and dare not draw any more pictures after work is over. He sits on the sofa on the first floor and looks out through the glass door. The workers walked back and forth by his side, bringing him some fruit and water from time to time, and he ate as soon as someone offered him. Tao Xiaodong sat there and ate fruit for two hours.

When Tang Suoyan came to pick him up, he didn't come in and saw Tao Xiaodong lying on the sofa, waiting boredly. He pushed open the door, and Tao Xiaodong sat up straight and smiled at him.

The people in the store greeted Tang Suoyan, Tang Suoyan responded with a smile, walked over and sat next to Tao Xiaodong, and gave him a glass of vegetable juice.

Tao Xiaodong took a sip, then smiled: "I've eaten fruit all afternoon, and I'm full."

"Then don't drink it." Tang Suoyan looked at the empty fruit plate on the coffee table, guessing it was a lot to eat.

Tao Xiaodong touched his stomach and whispered, "It's cold in my stomach."

Tang Suoyan looked at him, and there were people around him who couldn't do much, so he just said, "You don't need to eat so much."

He ate too much fruit during the day, but Tao Xiaodong didn't eat much for dinner.

At night, Tang Suoyan put his hands on his stomach to warm his stomach. Tao Xiaodong squinted his eyes comfortably and said, "Recently, I feel a lot more hydrated after eating vegetables and fruits every day."

This word is too juicy, Tang Suoyan couldn't help laughing: "How juicy?"

Tao Xiaodong thought for a while: "You are young, so tender."

Tang Suoyan glanced at him.

Tao Xiaodong rolled his eyes and licked his lips.

During this period of time, the two of them had things in their hearts, and they didn't have the heart to do anything. At this moment, Tao Xiaodong said "tender", and suddenly hooked up the atmosphere, listening to the sound of the other party's breathing, there was a little tick in his heart.

"Brother Yan," Tao Xiaodong patted his head, and now there is a layer of green stubble, which feels prickly, "Actually, I have been a little worried."

As soon as he said he was worried, Tang Suoyan thought he was worried about his eyes, and said seriously, "What are you worried about?"

Tao Xiaodong scratched the back of his head, and smiled embarrassedly: "I have no hair... Do you have no feelings for me?"

Tang Suoyan laughed, and raised his hand to touch his head, back and forth.

Before Tao Xiaodong's hair was shaved, Tang Suoyan would often put his hands in his hair during sex, and when he became fierce and pressed his neck from behind, his hair would be pressed together with his palm, and he would push his sweaty hair away after passion. Hair, a kiss on the neck, warm and touching.

Now that I'm bald, I have nothing to play with.

Tao Xiaodong suddenly felt a little regretful. In the past, he was afraid that he would not be able to see clearly in the future and would not be able to take care of it anymore, so he shaved it off, but the two of them haven't done it since then, and for a while he couldn't figure out whether Tang Suoyan had lost interest in looking at him.

Tang Suoyan didn't speak, just patted his head.

Tao Xiaodong's heart is half cold, it's over, he has no charm.

Tang Suoyan looked at his shy brows and drooping eyes, smiled and brought him over, and kissed him on the forehead: "I really don't want to do it today, it's too late, you have to have a good rest, come with me to the hospital tomorrow and we'll do it again." a current diagram."

Tao Xiaodong said oh.

Tang Suoyan smiled again: "Come to work with me tomorrow morning."

Tao Xiaodong said.

They all agreed with one word, without saying a word. Tang Suoyan made him tease and rubbed the back of his head vigorously, saying: "I still know how to worry? What were you thinking when you shaved?" , At that time, why didn’t you think about whether it would affect harmony.”

Tao Xiaodong raised his eyes to look at him, his heart was so ashamed at that time, how could he still think about these things.

Tang Suoyan said this just to tease him. Tao Xiaodong looks good when his hair is long, stylish and energetic. Now the small bald head is more prominent in the shape of the face, and the bald head also has an indescribable vigor, which looks a bit wild and wild. And he looks small, sometimes he looks like a pretty kid when he touches his head and smiles.

As long as it wasn't for the haggard and sad look of those few days when he just had his head shaved, Tang Suoyan liked it no matter what he looked at.

I turned off the lights in the room and kept the night light at the door. The brightness was not adjusted too high, which would affect my rest.

Tang Suoyan asked him, "Can you see me clearly?"

"I can't see clearly." Tao Xiaodong held the corner of his mouth, touched Tang Suoyan's face and said, "I can only know that you are here, but I can't see you clearly."

"Just know you have it." Tang Suoyan said, "If you know you have it, go to sleep."

Tao Xiaodong said "hmm": "Reassuring."

A night without dreams. The moon is not stingy with its own light in the sky, and evenly sprinkles the world. Soft, healing light white light, Mingyao is also firm.

Tao Xiaodong's genetic results should have been released. He didn't ask Tang Suoyan. It doesn't make sense to ask. The result has already been determined. The test is just to confirm a genetic type.

He couldn't understand the details too much. There are dozens of gene types that cause retinal degeneration. For Tao Xiaodong, this test is of no use.

On the way to work the next morning, Tang Suoyan only told him that the gene type pointed to cone and rod dystrophy, so he did another electroretinogram to see the status of the cone and rod cells. In fact, the current diagram has already been done. Tang Suoyan said last time that it is okay now, and everything is in the early state.

"Confirm again, if the cell is in good condition, we will keep it in this stage as long as possible." Tang Suoyan smiled calmly, "Let's see if we get old first or it gets bad first."

"Okay." Tao Xiaodong also nodded with a smile.

All of Tao Xiaodong's tests were directly handled by Tang Suoyan, and the tests and test results of each subject were directly passed on to him, eliminating the need for several transfer procedures in the middle. In the drawer of Tang Suoyan's office, there is now a large stack of various test results and paper reports, which are a bit old.

Tao Xiaodong has been to the hospital frequently recently, and after so many examinations, it is impossible for no one to know his condition at all. Many doctors and nurses in the hospital knew about it, but no one mentioned it to him. Every time they saw him, they greeted him as usual, smiling and saying hello, and no one asked much about the eyes.

There was only one intern doctor, a girl with a round face and big eyes, who blinked and suddenly wanted to cry when she greeted him. Tao Xiaodong was waiting for Tang Suoyan at the door of his office, and he was about to get off work soon, and the little doctor also had to change clothes to get off work.

"What's the matter?" Tao Xiaodong was stunned.

The little doctor shook his head, blinked back the tears with all his strength, and whispered: "A good man will live a safe life!"

After Tao Xiaodong reacted, he realized that he was probably feeling sad for himself. He smiled slightly, nodded and said, "Yes, a good person will live a safe life."