Zuo Qinghuan pushed the door into the ward.

When Zuo Yan saw Zuo Qinghuan, she was not sure that the woman who came in was her daughter.

"Are you Xiaohuan?" Zuo Yan asked uncertainly. She had hardly seen Zuo Qinghuan's face without makeup. After her daughter grew up, she became just like herself. She likes to make up, and the makeup is so thick that she can hardly recognize her. She didn’t see her original face. She rarely saw her pure face, and she didn’t even recognize it. However, this face was somewhat similar to the face of a man in her memory. The child really did everything by herself, but But it is surprisingly like a child of a serious person, if that person marries himself.

In fact, one thing that is very ironic is that Zuo Yan has a good background, but she is willing to fall. Zuo Qinghuan wants to have a good background, so she has a mother like this.

Zuo Qinghuan didn’t want to answer. Her mother couldn’t recognize her face. It was ironic. Zuo Qinghuan was just sitting next to the hospital bed. She looked at Zuo Yan, who was so gray, and her heart twitched. I never expected to meet again in a few years, but it was the last time.

"You have changed a lot, and you are good like this." Zuo Yan looked at Zuo Qinghuan and suddenly remembered her daughter's childhood. In fact, when Xiao Huan was very young, Xiao Huan would take care of people. There was a bad mother. There will be a good daughter who does not know how to cook. Xiaohuan can cook for herself at the age of ten. When she is eleven or twelve, she will persuade herself not to lead such a life. She matures much earlier than ordinary children. I have an idea.

"You have also changed a lot." Zuo Qinghuan looked at Zuo Yan's lifeless face, not at all as gorgeous and kitsch as usual, like a rose that had bloomed so hard that it began to wither, bleak and decayed to make people sad.

Zuo Yan and Li Xin look like the same type, but not the same type. Zuo Yan is charming and charming, Li Xin is charming and demon, Zuo Yan's eyebrows are frivolous and unable to settle, and Li Xin's. There is no frivolity between the eyebrows and eyes, and it is relatively righteous.

The current Zuo Yan is as haggard as a withered flower, but she can still faintly see how gorgeous and charming she once was. It can be expected how amazing Zuo Yan will be back then, not inferior to Li Xin now.

"I'm sorry." Zuo Yan looked at Zuo Qinghuan who was silent and said suddenly, in this life, many people are sorry for themselves, and the only person who is sorry for herself is her daughter. If you change mother, your daughter's life must be different.

Zuo Qinghuan had always known that this woman was always self-willed and naive, and that she was so self-willed to make herself want to hate her, but when she said she was sorry, Zuo Qinghuan found that she didn't want to hear her apology at all.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, I was born to you, so for everything you do, I have no right to blame you. The person you are sorry for is yourself." Zuo Qinghuan looked at Zuo Yan and suddenly felt a little sad, maybe Aunt Xiao was right. How could this woman who can't be responsible for her own life be responsible for other people's lives?

"Yes, I have asked myself all my life." A wrong step, a wrong step, and I can't look back.

"When you looked at my eyes, I knew you were hating me. At that time, I regretted it. I wanted to find you back, but I couldn't find you..." Zuo Yan mentioned that Zuo Qinghuan left home. fuse.

"The past is the past, don't mention it again, you will recover well and you will get better..." Zuo Qinghuan listened to Zuo Yan's words, her eyes finally turned red, she didn't want to see Zuo Yan so lifeless Lying here, even if she does those shameless old businesses, she will not blame her anymore, as long as she is alive, after all, this is her only relative.

"I don’t say something now, I’m afraid I won’t have a chance to say it in the future..." Zuo Yan felt very tired. She had never been so tired before. She was so tired that she wanted to close her eyes. Past.

"Looking at what you look like now, I think of a man, maybe that man will be your father. He said that he would marry me. He married someone else in a blink of an eye. You have been afraid of being lonely since you were young. Maybe you can go to him..." Zuo Yan Feeling more and more tired, speaking becomes more and more difficult.

Zuo Qinghuan asked when he was a child, who was his father, Zuo Yan always had only one answer, so many men, no one knows who you are. Over time, Zuo Qinghuan also believes that he is a wild species.

"He... called Xie..." Before Zuo Yan finally finished speaking, her voice cut off, and she fell asleep completely, never waking up.

Zuo Qinghuan ran out of the hospital. She didn't want to go through any procedures. She felt very bored. Even if there were thousands of women who were not, she was always the one who gave birth to herself, the only relative in the world. Zuo Qinghuan hopes She could live well, and she didn't want her to die, but she died irresponsibly, just as irresponsibly as before.

Qin Wanshu thought that Zuo Qinghuan would call himself as soon as he left, but after a whole day passed, Zuo Qinghuan's call did not come. This made Qin Wanshu feel a little worried, so he called Zuo Qinghuan.

When Zuo Qinghuan saw the three words Qin Wanshu, she suddenly wanted to see Qin Wanshu.

"What are you doing?" Qin Wanshu asked.

"My mother is dead..." Zuo Qinghuan's voice was full of sorrow.

Qin Wanshu's heart twitched when he heard it, and he wanted to come to Zuo Qinghuan right away.

"Where are you now?" Qin Wanshu asked, and she will pass now.

When Qin Wanshu saw Zuo Qinghuan, he found that Zuo Qinghuan was squatting in the corner of the square, hugging his knees, buried his head in it, and curled up into a ball. That looked very distressing.

Qin Wanshu walked over, squatted down, and took Zuo Qinghuan into her arms. When Zuo Qinghuan saw Qin Wanshu, she threw herself into Qin Wanshu's arms, her emotions finally exploded.

"I used to think I hated her very much, and I wish I would never see her again for the rest of my life, but she was really dead, and I felt so uncomfortable..." Zuo Qinghuan said, tears fell again.

"She would always bring different men back for the night, or go out with different men. Once she disappeared, it would last for several days. She left me alone in that dilapidated and messy home. She was lonely and scared. Every time she was abandoned, she would When I drink, I will hit me when I get drunk. Once I even burned the back of my hand with a cigarette butt. I still remember the burning feeling, but I don’t hate her. I just think she is pitiful. She will always be cheated by some bad men. She is deceiving, but she always learns badly, so stupid, but it is my mother, how I persuade her, she would not listen, I was extremely disappointed in her.

Later, a man really married her back. That man was Wang Qi’s father. Although that man didn’t seem to be a good thing, but I was really happy for her, but one night, that man wanted to **** me, she actually Seeing that there was no stopping, I watched, although at the last moment, she knelt down and begged the man not to move me, but I would never forgive her for the idea of ​​using her daughter to keep her man, the first time I felt She is very dirty, I hate her, if it weren't for her, I would never have had such a bad life. That man scared me. Fortunately, that man's only advantage is to love his daughter, so I started to please Wang Qi. With Wang Qi's blessing, I escaped the fate of being raped by that man. I know that I have to change this state. I don’t want to live a life of being under the fence and worrying about fear. I went to Aunt Xiao. That woman was my mother’s boss. Although I only met a few times, I The most powerful woman ever. I want a lot of money, as long as I have money, I can leave there and start again. So, Aunt Xiao asked me to dance pole dancing with her. Thanks to Aunt Xiao's shelter, it didn't have a bad time. I learned a lot from her in those two years. After I saved enough money, I told her, I want to leave there and don’t want to live like that anymore. She told me that your birth is destined that you will not be able to spread your wings in your whole life. If you stay, she can take I became the second one. Although I admired her, I didn't want to become her, so I left. Starting over is not as simple as I thought. I don’t have a good degree or a good background, and I’m even afraid that someone will recognize me suddenly and expose my old bottom. Fortunately, I always use heavy makeup before and wash off heavy makeup. After that, few really recognized me. I played a lot of decent jobs until I met Han Shibin at the coffee shop. This man looks handsome and golden, and he has a good impression of me. I think what I have done so hard, since I can’t change my birth, Whatever pretending to be noble, he decided to hook up on this man and make a sum of money. People always have to think about themselves. This is all Zuo Qinghuan's life in the past. But the woman who brought me such a life died, just like that. We quarreled before, and I said she would get sick and die sooner or later, but I didn’t expect it to come true..." Zuo Qinghuan said, tears flowed more fiercely. Up.

"It's all over, and your mother's life is also very difficult, maybe it can be regarded as a kind of relief." Qin Wanshu gently touched Zuo Qinghuan's back and comforted him. There are many things about Zuo Qinghuan, she has investigated long ago. , But he didn't expect that there are still many things he didn't know. Qin Wanshu understood why Zuo Qinghuan would say that if I met you earlier, it would be better for Zuo Qinghuan to live a life that was beyond his imagination.

"Qin Wanshu, do you dislike me who was once so unbearable?" Zuo Qinghuan looked at Qin Wanshu and asked uneasily. Qin Wanshu never took the initiative to ask about his past, but Zuo Qinghuan knew that his past had been shrouded like a shadow. She herself, such a past, she was not sure whether Qin Wanshu could accept it.

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