With Love and Time

After Luo Xiangdong left, I knelt alone in the slaughter full of cold water. I knelt on my two legs without feeling, and the whole body was cold. I didn't cry because I felt that my whole heart was poached by Luo Xiangdong.

I reached out and pressed the button on the front of Jae, wanting to call the special guard in, but even though I pressed dozens of times, no one came outside.

I guess Te Hu must think that Luo Xiangdong is still there, and they dare not offend him.

There are always people around who say that the world is going downhill and people's hearts are not old, but I always think that there are still many people in this world. But when I was forced to press in the bathroom by Luo Xiangdong, someone was clearly separated from me. I didn’t ask that person to come in directly to rescue me, but for at least an hour after she left, I knelt alone. Zaizhong did not see a half figure coming over, even if it was the last sentence.

I don't remember how I crawled out of Zai, or how I got out of the bathroom. My whole mind was blank, and I was looking for a mobile phone in the ward with soap.

When I held the phone in the palm of my hand, my fingers were really shaking. It's not scary, it's not anger, or an indescribable feeling.

Since I was young, no matter what unpleasant things happen, I will never tell my family, because I am afraid they will worry. Now I want to leave the hospital. After all, I don’t even have a set of clothes here. When I opened the phone book, I looked at hundreds of names from top to bottom. There were colleagues, classmates, and friends who grew up playing with them, but my fingers flicked their names one by one, none of them could help me. people.

Xu Lu, I suddenly saw Xu Lu's name. Since I came back from the United States, she has not called me in the past few days. I was so busy before that I didn't care about it.

Apart from Xu Lu at this time, I couldn't think of anyone else who could help me.

I dialed Xu Lu's mobile phone, there was always a beep that was connecting, a total of more than ten or twenty beeps, until the manual service was transferred to the mobile phone, Xu Lu did not answer.

I spared no effort to continue the fight, but after sitting on the side of the gun for five minutes, she did not answer.

Looking at the time, it is half past one in the morning at night.

Xu Lu has always been dead when she sleeps, and she can't hear ordinary voices. I was afraid that she mute the phone, so I sent her a text message asking her to come to the hospital to pick me up.

Unexpectedly, it was only a few minutes after my short message. Xu Lu called. I quickly connected: "Hey, Luzi"

Xu Lu asked: "You are in the hospital." Because I was so upset and sad at the time, I didn't realize that there was no sleepiness in Xu Lu's voice.

I held back my tears and said aloud: "Luzi, you bring a suit to the hospital to pick me up, I want to go home."

Xu Lu asked me what happened on the phone, but I didn't want to say, just told her the address and urged her to come quickly.

While waiting for Xu Lu, I was covered with a blanket because of my cold, and I adjusted the indoor temperature to 30 degrees.

Xu Lu arrived after forty-two minutes. When she opened the door of the ward to face me, I saw a clear look of astonishment on her face.

When I was alone, I didn't want to cry, but the moment I saw Xu Lu, my vision suddenly blurred.

Xu Lu came to me with a bag and stood by the side of the sick woman. She stared at me. After a few seconds, she asked, "Why are you hospitalized?"

I didn't say anything, just from opening my eyes and pursing my lips, to closing my eyes and choking.

Xu Lu must have been taken aback too, put the bag on the end of her mouth and sat beside her to coax me. My heart felt uncomfortable as if it were not my own, clutching the quilt tightly, gritting my teeth in pain.

Weeping presumptuously, until the tears were dry, I came out of the quilt, took the bag Xu Lu had brought, and took out the clothes inside.

During this period, Xu Lu asked me more than three times what happened.

But after I got dressed, I replied: "Luzi, I'm not staying in Night City anymore."

Xu Lu's obvious eyes widened, very surprised. A few seconds later, she said: "You want to go home"

I whispered back: "If you don't go home, go to my friend's place and stay for a while."

Xu Lu was silent for a long time and asked again: "You are leaving, does Yiyang know?"

Speaking of Kuang Yiyang, the corner of my broken heart felt a little painful. Luo Xiangdong said, if there is no Yiyang between us, I think I will love you.

He loves me. But now I hate Wujiwu for Kuang Yiyang because of Luo Xiangdong.

After all, I am not a saint benevolence. I can't do it. If he tells me that Luo Xiangdong is his uncle from the very beginning, then I won't fall in love with Luo Xiangdong, let alone everything after that.

I am angry with Kuang Yiyang, but I don't hate him. I can tell the difference, and I know the results today are not the fault of Kuang Yiyang alone.

So a thousand words can only say that until now, no one owes anyone anymore.

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Under Xu Lu's gaze, I spoke back to her a few seconds later: "I am going to leave, only you know, don't tell others."

Xu Lu is not stupid, she heard it all at once.

I had no luggage. After I changed my clothes, I followed Xu Lu to the outside of the ward. In the corridor of the hospital, I saw two special nurses in pale pink nurse uniforms not far away. They were whispering to each other, but when they saw me appear, they straightened their backs and put their hands in front of them with a nervous expression. He wanted to talk but stopped.

I beat them and walked past them without squinting. I thought it would be forgotten, but when there were five steps in the past, I suddenly turned around and faced them.

The two special guards looked at me tightly again, and one of them dodged obvious eyes.

I looked at her intently, and said blankly: "It is said that good people are rewarded. If I help people in difficulties, one day when I have difficulties, others will help me. Our family members will always That’s how you educate me. I’ll still do this from now on, but when you’re in trouble, don’t cry because you didn’t help others either."

After the special nurse heard what I said, her face looked ugly, she lowered her head, I didn't see her crying or not, because I turned my head and continued to walk outside.

For a long time, I have tried to think of others for the good, even when others have done something wrong, I have made excuses for them in my heart. For example, the special nurse didn't help me because she wanted the job to support her family; Kuang Yiyang lied to me because he was worried that I would refuse to join the Luo family; but Luo Xiangdong said to me that he valued family affection more than love.

Okay, that's right, I understand but I will never forgive.

At one or two in the morning, Xu Lu and I left the hospital. My body is still very weak, Xu Lu can also see it. She asked me: "Where are you going now, or go to me first"

I said: "I'm going back to the hotel to get my luggage, I booked a ticket, and I will leave immediately."

Xu Lu didn't ask me where I was going, but just stopped the taxi with me and got in. On the way, both of us were speechless. After that, everything was covered up in paper. When the Dongchuang incident happened, I suddenly realized that Xu Lu, who has always had a strong relationship with me, could not ask a word because I was in a bad mood.

She could not ask me what happened, but why even I didn’t let her tell Kuang Yiyang, she didn’t doubt it at all

Back to the hotel where the incident occurred again, the front desk and the security guard saw me, not to mention how surprised the expressions on their faces were.

I walked to the front desk and asked with a faint expression: "The room I opened before, haven't you called anyone in?"

The front desk looked back at me intently, and shook his head two seconds later, and replied loudly: "No one went in. You paid a deposit for three days before. You were not there, and even the housekeeping staff did not come in."

I said: "Give me another room card, I don't remember where I put it before."

The front desk obediently took me a room card from below, and Xu Lu and I went upstairs to drag the suitcase down. When I went to the front desk to return the room card, she carefully looked at my face, and then tentatively asked: "Your head is fine, right? Our store manager came to ask today. If you have any needs, our hotel will Try to cooperate."

I faintly replied: "It's okay."

The front desk said: "You really scared us that day when the accident happened. Then the gentleman held you and left. We also called the police and called 120. Two of them were beaten into a coma and rescued."

Luo Xiangdong could not help but see in my mind the appearance of beating people. It was really cruel, so cruel that I mistakenly thought that I occupies an extremely important position in his heart.

But now listening to this, I just feel like a joke.

Nothing else, I returned the room card and left the hotel with Xu Lu dragging a suitcase. Take a taxi directly to the night city station.

Night City is the largest municipality directly under the Central Government in China. The station here is non-stop 24 hours a day, and there will always be cars coming and leaving.

When I came to Night City, I didn't want to have any career development here, but just followed in the footsteps of Chen Wenhang.

But now I want to leave, but I am forced, like a bereavement dog, wherever I come when I go, it seems that in the past five years, not only did I take away nothing, but lost a lot of things.

There were 20 or 30 people in the automatic ticket machine, and Xu Lu and I stood at the end of the line. During this period, Xu Lu couldn't help but say to me: "Zijin, you leave this time, when will you come back?"

I lowered my gaze slightly, and replied in a trance: "I don't know, maybe I will never come back again."

Xu Lu don't open her face, I caught a glimpse of her reaching out to wipe her tears. When I was about to leave, my mood was also very sour, holding back tears, and I said to Xu Lu: "Don't be uncomfortable, I am not here originally, and it will be a matter of coming home sooner or later."

Xu Lu didn't say anything, but quietly accompanied me to collect the tickets.

I went to Panzhou on the 3:40 high-speed train. I had already called my friends there before.

Xu Lu stayed with me until I got the ticket and entered the security checkpoint.

She waved to me while shedding tears, and we called after an appointment.

Goodbye, Xu Lu. Goodbye, night city.