With Love and Time

The three of us just went up, one down, and one stood at the door. There was a stalemate for ten seconds. The people at the door suddenly turned around and left. Luo Xiangdong called Yiyang and hurried out.

I only heard someone’s angry and irritable voice coming from, he said: "Don't touch me, I think you are disgusting"

Luo Xiangdong said: "Yiyang, listen to me"

"Listen to you, why don't you just tell me to die"

"Yiyang"

"How can you treat me this way? I asked you to help me take care of her, but you took care of her to your own sex. I will never forgive you."

"Yiyang"

"east"

My whole body seemed to be on fire, and my whole body was light and fluttering, and I didn't even feel any pain when I rolled down from my body. A few seconds later, Luo Xiangdong came in from outside the door. Seeing me lying on the ground, he pulled the blanket around me, then hugged me and walked out quickly.

When I went down the stairs, I squinted my eyes and looked at the familiar face of Luo Xiangdong that was close at hand. I groaned impatiently: "East to East"

Why doesn't he kiss me why

Luo Xiangdong's handsome face was stretched, and he directly hugged me from the sixth floor to the first floor. During that time, I was tossing around in the blanket like a snake, but I couldn't move my hands or feet, so I could only hum.

Luo Xiangdong took a taxi and took me into the back seat of the taxi. The driver looked at us in the rearview mirror, especially me. Don't mention how weird the eyes are.

Luo Xiangdong said coldly: "Drive your car and go to the nearest hospital"

Hearing this, the driver hurriedly kept his sight off, and never dared to look at me in the rearview mirror secretly.

During this period, I couldn't tell whether it was painful or itchy. I was tortured and wept bitterly, humming and calling Luo Xiangdong's name.

Luo Xiangdong stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat from my face, but he kept silent.

I swear I hate him, and I watched me so uncomfortable, but he didn't help me.

Fortunately, there was a hospital near where I lived. After the taxi stopped, Luo Xiangdong hugged me and ran into the hospital.

I was already uncomfortable and confused, and saw a few nurses running towards me pushing the sick car.

I was poisoned by beans when I was in junior high school. I vomited while hanging a bottle in my hands. For so many years, I always thought that the extreme vomiting was that time.

But I did not expect that gastric lavage was so uncomfortable.

I was seated on the patient by several nurses, with my head tilted slightly, a doctor inserted a tube along my throat. My eyes turned red just because of this action, and I started to retching instantly. But the doctor did more than just induce vomiting. He was taking a certain liquid down the tube and injecting it into my stomach. The feeling that I was going to spit out all my internal organs was really worse than death.

Several times, I really felt that I would die. I want to struggle, but I don't have any strength. My vision is blurred, and there are tears in my eyes. I called many people's names from the bottom of my heart, my mom, my dad, my milk, Luo Xiangdong, Ji Guanxin, Kuang Yiyang, Xu Lu, I begged them to save me. I was really uncomfortable.

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I don't know when I fainted, I only know that when I woke up in a daze, there was a person standing upright on the side.

I squinted slightly, and it took a long while to see the man's face clearly.

My brows frowned slightly, and I murmured unsurely: "Yiyang"

That's right, the person standing on my right is really Kuang Yiyang. He was wearing light-colored casual clothes and jeans, as sunny as when I first met him four years ago.

It's just that his handsome face is only pale now, and his eyes are blood-red and blood-red, as if they would drip at any time.

I was lying on the ** with a needle in one hand and my head: "I heard him call you Zijin. Actually, I really want to call you by your name, but I dare not. I'm afraid you think I'm rude, afraid You think I’m too casual, and I’m even more afraid that I’ll put you under pressure, and make me lose my brother’s identity for four years. I like you cautiously, and I wish I could give it to you. Refused to give me a chance"

Tears fell from Kuang Yiyang's eyes. He looked at me with that innocent look and asked why I refused to give him a chance.

It's hard for me to wait to die right away. Close my eyes, I still have those three words: "I'm sorry"

Kuang Yiyang said, "Senior sister, this is the last time I call you that. I don't know why, even if I see you and my uncle roll on a porn, I still can't hate you. I only hate myself. , I didn’t take good care of you and let my uncle take the lead; I also hate him, there are so many women in the world, but he knows that I like you, but he still wants to grab him."

"I told you that you don’t need to be with me, but I will also selfishly hope that you will not be taken away by others. Now I no longer have any illusions about you, and after a farewell today, I will never again Will appear in front of you, but I still have one last word to tell you"

With that, Kuang Yiyang leaned down, his lips almost touching my ears. The warm breath came down, and I heard his very soft voice, saying word by word: "Zi Jin, I don’t need to hate you, but as long as I still love you, it’s impossible for you and my uncle. Yes. I'm very selfish, so I won't allow you two to be together. I'm sorry"

He reached out to wipe the tears from my face, stood up, turned and walked out.

I am completely stupefied, lying stiffly on the patient, watching Kuang Yiyang's back disappear into my sight.

The heart hurts so much that I dare not breathe, and the pain moved my whole body. I finally know why so many people commit suicide for love in this world.

It's not that they are not afraid of death, but they are more afraid of heartache than physical pain.

Close my eyes, I want to endure the cry as much as possible, but I can endure trembling all over, I still end up in a howling cry.

This is the retribution I suddenly thought of what Du Ting had said to me.

She said she was waiting to see what happened between me and Luo Xiangdong.

At that time, I obviously fell in love with Luo Xiangdong, but I insisted on lying to Du Ting saying no. Du Ting asked me to swear, but I didn't send it either. Now I just want to deceive myself.

Me, Luo Xiangdong, Kuang Yiyang. No one can say that one of us is wrong, but what we did is wrong. Maybe God is boring and boring one day. He just pulled the red line and wanted to see what the end of the misaligned relationship between the three of us will be when the window paper is pierced.

I don't believe that Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang will have less pain than me. I even think from their perspective. If I were any of them, I might not be able to bear it.

In the ward alone, I cried until my throat became hoarse, but no one came in. There are not even doctors and nurses.

Suddenly I missed my home, my dad and my mother. They told me a long time ago that the night city is too big, and I will live very tired by myself.

I was full of confidence before and never believed it. Now I know I'm tired, I just want to go home.