With Love and Time

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When I was losing weight in college, I tried eleven or seven days off, lying in bed every day, eating an apple a day, and losing seven catties a week.

It was really uncomfortable at the time, but it wasn't like I am now, I haven't eaten for three days, so I can't even get out of bed?

I thought that after taking the medicine, the illness would be relieved for a few days, but I took no less than 30 pills in the past three days. Not only did the illness not heal, but it was getting worse.

It is human instinct to survive. Even if you are emotionally hurt and want to die, you always say you can die, but no one really wants to die, at least I don't want to.

It was really uncomfortable to feel that I would die at any time. I struggled to pick up the phone and call Xu Yifan.

Later when Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke rushed over, he said that listening to my voice on the phone, he thought I was a lonely ghost.

Li Zhuke changed my clothes for me, I don't lie, I really can't even lift my arm. Xu Yifan went downstairs with me on his back, and then took a taxi to the hospital for an injection.

The doctor took my temperature, it was 39 degrees Celsius and almost burned into pneumonia. Apart from drinking water and taking medicine for three days, I did not drip in rice, so the doctor did not dare to give me stomach-stimulating medicine and sent me to hospital for treatment.

I slept drowsy, and when I woke up again, with the transfusion in my right hand, Li Zhuke was sitting on the sofa not far away, looking at the phone.

Squinting my eyes slightly, I opened my mouth, and after moving a little, this very low voice called: "Zhu Ke..."

My voice sounded like it was made by a duck stepped on its neck, flat and low. Li Zhuke looked up to my side, and when I opened my eyes, she quickly got up and walked over.

"Zi Jin, you are awake."

My mouth is very dry and I want to swallow, but I don’t find it easy to swallow.

Li Zhuke was careful, and immediately after she saw it, she handed me a sucker with a straw. I sucked in with a straw, and my throat was so painful that I frowned when I swallowed.

Li Zhuke looked at me with worry, and said, "Zijin, why did you make yourself like this?"

I don't know, it's just a nap.

I was thirsty, but my throat was so painful. It felt like my tonsils were inflamed when I was a child, although I haven't had this pain for at least seven or eight years when I grew up.

After moisturizing my mouth, I whispered, "Where is your husband?"

Li Zhuke said: "The doctor asked you to drink some porridge after you woke up. You can't rely on glucose alone. He went out to buy you food."

I blinked my eyelashes lightly, because I was sick and even the eyeballs were swollen and hurt.

Li Zhuke pulled a chair and sat next to me. She looked at me and said: "Zijin, is it the business with your boyfriend?"

She asked carefully and tentatively.

I said: "Nothing..."

In fact, it is hard to say. I lay at home like a corpse for three days. Ji Guanxin didn't have a phone call or a text message. I don't know where he went, I only know that he is angry.

Li Zhuke said, "Don’t blame Yifan for telling me. He said he saw pictures of your boyfriend with other women. Zijin, you have to think about it. It’s good to be rich and handsome, but you Are you happy with him? Don’t worry? And if you are sick and hospitalized, does he not know or just ask?"

I replied to her in a very low voice: "I believe he will not do the photos."

I was just angry that Ji Guanxin lied to me. As for the relationship between him and Zhou Mengyi, let alone I really didn't believe it.

Li Zhuke didn't understand why I was so sure. She just frowned and said anxiously: "A woman in love is always blind. You can believe what he says. This thing is naked deception in the eyes of our bystanders. Only you believe him foolishly."

I lowered my gaze slightly, because every word I said is bound to use my throat, and my throat is too painful, so I cherish every word of my own, and sometimes I don’t want to explain it.

Li Zhuke thought I was in a bad mood when she said that, she bluntly said: "Zijin, seeing you are usually very hearty, I don't want to see you suffer."

I tried to curl my lips and smiled back to her: "I know."

Li Zhuke said: "You can call your boyfriend, you are like this, how can he not come to see you?"

I have been sick and uncomfortable for the past two days, and I have been groggy every day, but my poor health has made my mind more balanced and figured out some things.

auzw.com Don’t take it for granted. I think I’m okay. Everyone must believe that I’m okay. Where is there such a tough rule?

Perhaps I am too demanding of Ji Guanxin, and I always hope that he will trust me unconditionally.

I should stand on the side of Ji Guanxin and think about it. He hates Luo Xiangdong, and I have to get involved with Luo Xiangdong and the people around him. If I were Ji Guanxin, I would be unhappy.

Thinking about this, I decided to apologize to Ji Guanxin, so I asked Li Zhuke to help me get the phone.

Li Zhuke said: "With a voice over, I want to hear your boyfriend's voice. Whenever you say your boyfriend is diamond-level, rich and handsome, even his voice is super nice."

I smiled, and after dialing Ji Guan’s new number, I spoke.

The connection sound of toot toot sounded, I was a little nervous and a little anticipating, waiting for Ji Guanxin's deep and nice voice to come.

But what surprised me was that when the phone was connected, it was not a male voice but a female voice.

"Hello?" It was not the usual tone when answering the phone, but a tone that was obviously choking.

I froze for a moment, and then said: "Where is Ji Guanxin?"

In fact, I should turn off the external voice and replace it with a receiver, but I have a good face, and I always feel that this is a guilty conscience. I want to prove to Li Zhuke that Ji Guanxin will not cheat.

"You still have the face to look for Ji Guanxin? If you do such a shameless thing, if I were you, how far would I go, and have the face to call?!"

The woman’s voice rose suddenly, and I could hear it almost instantly, so regardless of how loud my throat is still inflamed, I just instinctively refused to be outdone, and said loudly, “Zhou Mengyi, I’ll give you a nod. Really? Don't force me to scold you, just call Ji Guanxin!"

At this moment, the expression on Li Zhuke's face was completely surprised, and I also switched off the external voice and switched to the handset mode.

Zhou Mengyi yelled to me on the phone: "Liang Zijin, you are really shameless! People in the middle of the night city know that you are the remaining woman of Luo Xiangdong's play, but in the end you still cling to Ji Guanxin with a sullen face. You are really not afraid of Ji Guanxin. Shame on being with you?"

I was so angry that I almost bounced off the bed, clutching the phone tightly, and replied in a hoarse and cracked voice: "How far are you **** away from me. I don't need you to intervene in my affairs with Ji Guanxin, you are old. What? After following Ji Guanxin's **** for so many years, has he seen you right away? You shouldn't be jealous and hate here! I tell you Zhou Mengyi, don't mess with me, be careful. I will report back to Ji Guanxin and make you cry when he scolds you I can't find a tune!"

It's easy to poke a woman, especially when you know who the man she likes likes.

When my voice fell, Zhou Mengyi went crazy on the phone, and I could clearly feel her exploding. She yelled at me: "Liang Zijin, you are a bitch|bitch! Luo Xiangdong plays with the remaining bitch|bitch! Ji Guanxin I'm blind to be with you..."

The more she exploded, the calmer I became. I said mockingly: "Even if I am a bitch, Ji Guanxin loves me but not you, what are you? Are you not as good as a bitch?"

Zhou Mengyi gritted her teeth and scolded me: "Liang Zijin, you **** asked for it!"

After all, she just hung up the phone, and I didn't even think about the meaning of what a madman said.

I was angry too. I wanted to call Ji Guanxin and apologize, but...

Li Zhuke was sitting by the hospital bed, she looked at me timidly, her expression full of embarrassment and hesitant to talk.

My heart was abrupt with anger, but it was not easy to show Li Zhuke's face, so I worked hard and calmly said to her: "Let you see a joke."

Li Zhuke was also embarrassed. She didn't laugh or laugh, and finally hesitated for a while before telling me: "Don't be angry, get well, and wait until your health is better before you go to fight Xiaosan."

After speaking, she added another sentence: "I will accompany you."

I can't even make a fake smile on my face. I just thought in my heart, Ji Guanxin was with Zhou Mengyi again, even if the two of them were really fine, but Zhou Mengyi troubled me twice and three times, didn't he care about my mood?

I don't want to get into the horns, but secretly persuade myself, forget it. When I recover from my illness, I personally go to Ji Guanxin and tell him clearly.

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This illness was not without any warning. Since I came back to Night City and saw Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang again, my life has never stopped. I feel like I’m doing a combination of roller coaster and roller coaster. The thrilling level can also be called the level of domestic second-line film production. The main character in every turn is the "nemesis" in my life. I can do nothing with them. They treat me. It is full of tricks.

It is only now that I know that no matter what I do, it is impossible to satisfy everyone. Especially between Luo Xiangdong and Ji Guanxin, they are destined to be opposites, but I actually had a fantasy, hoping to find a balance between them.

But after more than a month, I completely surrendered. I no longer want to force others to think that what I am doing is right or not. I just want to live a little more comfortably by myself, and do whatever I want.

I stayed in the hospital for four days. When the fever subsided, I received anti-inflammatory injections, and when I got better, I treated my throat. This is a three-point poison, Xu Yifan joked: "You are now a poison pot."

People really want someone to be with them when they are sick. Fortunately, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke are very interesting, and they didn't leave me depressed in the hospital alone.

I'm a bit of a new life, because he hasn't contacted me again after a week. But I comforted myself in my heart. He didn't know that I was sick. Maybe he was still sulking. When I looked back and found him, I would just have a long conversation with him.