With Love and Time

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I never gave Luo Xiangdong an answer, and Luo Xiangdong kept holding me. I was so sleepy that I couldn't open my eyes, so I had to say, "I'm going to sleep, you can go first."

Luo Xiangdong said: "I will sleep here tonight."

I was excited immediately, and most of my sleepiness disappeared.

"Luo Xiangdong, do you think I must be with you if I separate from Ji Guanxin?"

I didn't have a loud voice, and I didn't carry anger. This was not only for him, but also for myself.

Ask yourself, my journey has been bumpy, and every time I take it seriously and try my best. Even if there is no good ending in the end, I have worked hard after all.

I admit that I love Luo Xiangdong, but this love is too hard, I no longer have the courage to desperate.

Luo Xiangdong said: "You are single now, this time I will chase you."

I was so sleepy that my head reacted slowly, and it took a few seconds before I returned to him: "Then wait for you to catch up with me before talking about living in my house."

After finishing speaking, I struggled in his arms. Luo Xiangdong slowly let go of me. I stood in one position for too long, only to feel that my body was numb.

He stared at me slightly, I was so uncomfortable with his stare that I couldn't help but urge him: "Go away."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Women are always telling the truth, you let me go, do you actually want me to stay?"

He was serious, not joking. It’s the one who asks me.

I asked myself, do you want him to stay?

If I really want him to stay, the biggest reason is that I don't want to stay alone in an empty room.

But the person in front of him is Luo Xiangdong, so even if I am afraid of loneliness, I will not keep him.

Looking down slightly, I said, "I want to be alone."

Luo Xiangdong looked at me for a long while before he said: "Okay, you go to bed early tonight, I will see you tomorrow."

I stood still and didn't make a sound. Luo Xiangdong walked towards the door after a long time. Yu Guang glanced at his back, further and further away, and I suddenly said, "Luo Xiangdong..."

He quickly stopped, then turned his head, looked at me and asked, "What's the matter?"

I also looked up, my swollen eyes met his four, and said in a low voice, "Can you not go to Ji Guanxin?"

Luo Xiangdong was silent for a few seconds, and then asked me: "Do you want to hear the truth or lies?"

As soon as he said this, I understood what he meant, so I said: "We are divided, good or bad before, it is a thing of the past. I don't want to care about who is right and who is wrong, I just want to live quietly. "

Luo Xiangdong looked at me, neither angry nor fierce on his face. Some of them were just cold to the bones, but this way I would be more afraid.

He said: "The matter between you and him is over, but my account with him is still not clear."

I am really tired, as if this relationship has used up all my energy and overdrawn all my physical strength.

Thousands of words, when the words came to my lips, I just said: "Luo Xiangdong, I am really tired."

I don't want to have a vigorous love anymore, and I don't want to find a boyfriend who doesn't cheat anymore. Now I don't want to be a monk because I can't find a suitable nun.

If you ask me what I want, now I just want to open my eyes and close my eyes without any accidents. I work seriously, treat everyone around me seriously, and then I can sleep well every night.

The same slumped me was reflected in the mirror. Maybe after ten seconds, I finally waited for Luo Xiangdong's reply. He said: "Okay, I promise you not to take the initiative to trouble Ji Guanxin."

After speaking, he added another sentence after a few seconds: "But if he provokes you again, don't blame me for not greeting you in advance."

I didn't nod or shook my head. It was a default.

Luo Xiangdong stood two meters away in front of me. He looked at me and said, "I'm leaving."

"Ok."

I was still standing by the dining table. Luo Xiangdong turned and walked towards the door. When he opened the door and stood at the door, he turned his head and said to me: "Call me if you have something to do. I will come and find you tomorrow."

I made a very low ‘um’, and I don’t know if Luo Xiangdong heard it.

He finally stepped out and closed the door. At home, there was only the breath of me alone. I looked at the place where Luo Xiangdong had stood in a daze, and couldn't tell what it was like.

After standing still for a long time, I still moved. Change clothes, take a shower, blow your hair. I'm as usual, but the haggard and familiar face in the mirror reminds me of what happened today.

When I got out of the bathroom, it was at least an hour. The phone in my jacket was ringing. I don't know who called me at this evening. I walked over and took it out to see that it was Luo Xiangdong.

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After hesitating for a while, I still connected.

"Hey?"

"Hey... are you asleep?" Luo Xiangdong's low voice came.

I honestly said: "Not yet."

Luo Xiangdong said: "Don't think about the past, and don't think about people who don't need to remember, sleep well..."

He was only halfway through when the woman screamed. This cry came from outside the apartment door and inside the mobile phone simultaneously. I was shocked and didn't react for a while. I could only hear a woman's trembling voice from the mobile phone: "Scare me to death, I didn't expect it to be here. There are people..."

I took the phone and walked to the door. I looked through the cat's eyes and saw a man and a woman standing not far from the door. The man is Luo Xiangdong with a mobile phone, and the woman is my neighbor next door. I have seen her once.

Open|Open the door, I looked at Luo Xiangdong and asked: "Why haven't you left?"

Luo Xiangdong took the phone and did not answer the call immediately. The scared woman who was still holding her chest looked at me and said, "It turned out to be your friend. I was scared to death just now. When I got out of the elevator, the sound control lights didn't turn on. I didn't expect there were people here."

I had to smile: "I'm sorry."

The woman rummaged for the keys and said, "It's okay, you can let him in, it's so cold outside."

I didn't tell Luo Xiangdong to come in, but Luo Xiangdong stepped towards me by himself, and I instinctively took a step back. Luo Xiangdong walked through the door, and then closed the door again.

We were stuck in the porch that was not very spacious. I raised my eyes and asked him, "Why haven't you left?"

Luo Xiangdong looked back at me, his thin lips opened, and he said, "I don't want to go."

"..."

What does not want to leave? I didn't ask him aloud, and he didn't answer. After standing like this for a while, Luo Xiangdong took the initiative: "I don't want you to live here alone."

I said, "It's not the first time I broke up and got dumped. I have the ability to bear it. You don't have to be afraid that I won't get through this hurdle."

Luo Xiangdong said, "You sleep when you are sleepy. I am watching TV in the living room."

It is said that women love to lie, but men really say one thing and do another. He said he was watching TV at my house, and he believed it.

I raised my eyes to Luo Xiangdong, and said firmly: "Luo Xiangdong, I said that everything in the past is forgotten, but if you think I can accept you again at any time, then you are wrong."

I will never trust a person easily in the future.

I thought Luo Xiangdong would justify himself, but he just looked at me and replied calmly: "I didn't expect you to forgive me right away, I just don't want to leave you alone."

I said: "I am used to it."

After all, without giving Luo Xiangdong a chance to say anything, I just unlocked the door and pushed the door halfway open.

It was really cold outside, at least incomparable to a heated indoor. I was wearing a thin cotton pajama, and I just felt goose bumps on my body.

Luo Xiangdong was more obedient than I thought. He turned his head and crossed the threshold, then he held the door frame and said to me, "See you tomorrow."

Without returning to him, I pulled the doorknob, closed the door and deliberately put on a few anti-theft locks. Luo Xiangdong was standing outside the door, and he could not have heard the locking sound of ‘kaka’.

I am afraid that I will feel distressed and feel soft. I quickly turned back to the master bedroom, turned off the light and lay on the bed.

The mobile phone was placed next to the pillow, and deep down in my heart, I didn't think that Luo Xiangdong would call me again. The room is dark. If it were the usual, I would definitely feel that I was alone and lonely. But with the incident of Luo Xiangdong guarding the door before, I really feel that I am not alone, someone is with me, even if we are not under the same roof, I know he is always there.

always there……

Could Luo Xiangdong not leave this time?

Once I have this idea in my heart, it will never go away. He said to keep a distance from him, and told myself not to forgive him easily. But most of the night, I lay down and walked towards the door lightly. I don't think anyone but me would be so boring.

I comfort myself, I don't feel sorry for Luo Xiangdong, I just... wonder, wonder if he is still there.

Without turning on the light, I took the phone to illuminate and came to the door, and looked out from the cat’s eye. Because no one made a sound, the voice-activated light was off and it was pitch black.

I was about to turn the light in the dark, and I was not sure if Luo Xiangdong was there or not, but in the darkness, there was a dark red bright spot, which was bright and dark.

I blinked a few times and took a closer look. The height of the red bright spot is exactly my height. And the red dot was in the last and then down...I quickly realized that it was smoke.

Someone stood smoking in the dark.

Except for Luo Xiangdong, I don't think about it. It's just that Luo Xiangdong has been standing outside the door for more than half an hour, and he didn't even call me to suggest that if I didn't come out to see, wouldn't he stand for nothing?

At the bottom of my heart, I was still a little worried for Luo Xiangdong. I was separated from him by one door, one inside and the other outside. Looking out from the cat’s eyes, I can’t see it, especially after he finishes smoking a cigarette, I always wonder if he will leave.

But before long, the red dot will continue to light up. When Luo Xiangdong took a lighter to light a cigarette, the light of the lighter would instantly let me see most of his face. He was leaning against the wall opposite my apartment, and his eyes were fixed on me when the fire went out.