With Love and Time

I was staggered by Luo Xiangdong, and he recovered and quickly reached out to support me. The sight in front of my eyes was blurred by tears, and my brain was blank. Just instinctively choked and said: "Uncle. I'm not good, don't fight east, I'm sorry..."

I know I failed Kuang Yiyang. I also know to be with Luo Xiangdong. It will definitely hurt Kuang Yiyang. But we all selfishly chose to avoid and deceive ourselves.

Now Luo Zhenye's words are like a resounding slap. Slapped my face in public. Encountered such things in the past, I would only feel ashamed. But now I really feel distressed.

I finally know that being loved is also a mistake.

The relationship between us. The order of encounter is crucial. From the first day when Kuang Yiyang met me. It was doomed that no matter what I did between Luo Xiangdong and I was wrong.

Luo Xiangdong said that Luo Zhenye is an antique, but for some reason, Luo Zhenye's reaction was in my expectation.

Maybe deep in my heart. I also feel that I owe Kuang Yiyang.

Guan Lin hurriedly stepped forward to round the field. She held Luo Zhenye's arm lightly. Say aloud: "It's alright, don't be angry. Say something well."

Luo Zhenye was getting angry, and he said solemnly: "Look at the good son you taught! I can't even take care of so many years of family affection for a woman. I really don't know who he looks like!"

The words were clearly hitting Guan Lin's face, Guan Lin couldn't hold back her face, and she pressed her lips for a while without making a sound.

Luo Xiangdong frowned and said: "Dad, are you going to end? What is your temper with mom about my affairs?"

Luo Zhenye raised his eyes and glared at Luo Xiangdong, with an angry and disappointed expression: "Thank you and your mother saying that you are good to Yiyang. What are you doing to him? Once there is something that cannot be weighed, it is not your own choice. Yang gave it up?"

Guan Lin's face changed a few times, but Luo Zhenye said that after she was so calm, she still stood beside him, just whispering: "Don't get angry."

Luo Zhenye let out a hum, ignorantly.

Luo Xiangdong’s anger has obviously risen much better than before, and his voice has also increased a bit. He looked at Luo Zhenye and said, "Dad, I know you are angry, but you must always touch your conscience when you speak. Don’t wait until you’re angry. I My mother's heart is broken."

Luo Zhenye looked at Luo Xiangdong and said, "What is so sad about you? Isn't I telling the truth?"

The pain and entanglement in Luo Xiangdong's eyes are so obvious. He gritted his teeth. I know he has a lot of words that he would rather bury in his heart than explain. But at this moment, he looked at Luo Zhenye and had to say aloud: "Yiyang played with me since childhood, why should I let him come? There is no shortage of things in our family, but he has everything I have. The whole family coaxed him. My mother has made a bowl of water for so many years. Even if it is tilted, it is towards Yiyang."

"A cute person does not depend on coming first. Zijin is a human being. She is not a thing. It is not what I said to give her to Yiyang. Yiyang himself said let go, why are you forcing us?"

It is not the first time that I have seen tears in Luo Xiangdong's eyes, but it is the first time I have seen him struggle and depress. It was like the scar in the bottom of his heart. He had been reluctant to uncover it, but some people insisted on forcing him to touch it.

Luo Zhenye was not moved by the tears in Luo Xiangdong's eyes. He just looked at Luo Xiangdong intently, and what he said in his mouth seemed to kill Luo Xiangdong and me.

He said, "Don't you remember how Yi Yang was when he mentioned Liang Zijin when he went home? He was so happy, so happy, like he had picked up some baby..."

Luo Xiangdong stayed on the spot, his body tight. I stood beside him, not much better than him. The past is pouring in like a tide, and my memory is like a high-speed swirling vortex that drags me to the first day of sophomore year.

It was also the first time I saw Kuang Yiyang, he stood out among the crowd in light casual clothes. The people around me are all whispering, let me watch him. As soon as I looked up, I met his gaze toward me.

He curled his lips, and the sun shone on his handsome face, his smile seemed dreamy.

No one would dislike such a sunny and cheerful boy.

But I don't know what he likes me.

And this love is four to five years.

"Yiyang told us at the dinner table that he talked to Liang Zijin for the first time, and he called her senior sister, Liang Zijin said that he could take care of him in the future..."

"do not talk……"

"He brought back the picture of Liang Zijin and showed it to me and your mother. You were there at the time. What did you say?"

"do not talk……"

"You said that this girl is pretty good, she has something like Yiyang..."

"dad!"

Luo Xiangdong finally couldn't help it, and shouted aloud.

Luo Zhenye fixed his eyes on Luo Xiangdong, who was almost completely overwhelmed by moral shackles. At this time, I felt that he was not like an elder, but more like an officer sitting high in the court. And Luo Xiangdong and I are prisoners waiting to be sentenced.

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There is no distress in his eyes, even if it does, it must be Kuang Yiyang.

He looked at Luo Xiangdong and said lightly: "Yi Yang has liked a woman for so many years. You know it, but you would rather drive Yi Yang away and stay with her. I will ask you a word, is she important? , Or is family important?"

Is it important to me or to Kuang Yiyang?

Not long ago, I asked exactly the same words in front of Luo Xiangdong.

How did Luo Xiangdong get back to me at that time?

He said he loves me, but he doesn't love Kuangyondo.

At that time, I really hated him. I always felt that my blood was exchanged for a basin of cold water. But it didn't take long for me to go back to Liangcheng and then I figured it out. Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang's uncle and nephew for more than 20 years, how long have I known him? Why should I think that Luo Xiangdong must love me more than Kuang Yiyang?

In fact, I understood very early that it was not that Luo Xiangdong made the wrong choice, but that I was too self-righteous, and I took it for granted.

Now the same question, but the protagonist of the question has changed, and I have also changed from the questioner to the candidate for change.

The whole blood was frozen and solidified. I lowered my gaze slightly, like a sinner who made a big mistake, and didn't even have the courage to raise my head.

Time has become so slow in my world that I don’t know how long it took before I heard Luo Xiangdong next to him speak. His voice was very low, but he said firmly: "I have tried letting go. , But the result is that all three of us are in pain. You say I'm sorry Yiyang, or I have no conscience, anyway, I won't let Zijin's hand go anymore. You have the right to take the initiative to let Yiyang take the initiative to complete us."

When Luo Xiangdong's voice fell, I could only hear a crisp sound. The whole person trembled instinctively. When I raised my head, Luo Zhenye's arms had already fallen. He glared at Luo Xiangdong, almost gritted his teeth and said: "How did I give birth to a **** like you!"

Luo Xiangdong’s face was stunned by Luo Zhenye and turned towards me. I looked at Luo Xiangdong with his teeth trembling. I wanted to raise my hand to touch his face and ask him if it hurts. It's just that my body seemed to be cursed and couldn't move.

Guan Lin loves Luo Xiangdong. Luo Zhenye is also annoyed at this moment. She said: "If you have something to say, why are you still addicted to fighting?"

After all, he came forward to touch Luo Xiangdong's face, eyes full of distress.

When Luo Zhenye saw this, he was gasping for anger, and said repeatedly: "You are facing him, and you can support what he wants to do. Sooner or later he will not recognize his stubborn relatives, and you will feel comfortable!"

Guan Lin glanced at Luo Zhenye, and she said aloud: "Yi Yang said clearly when he left, he went to Hong Kong to study and has nothing to do with anyone. The children have been put down, why do you keep pushing eastward? ?"

Luo Zhenye said coldly: "Don't give me this set. Why did Yiyang leave? You don't understand?"

Luo Xiangdong and Guan Lin were silent, and Luo Zhenye said again: "Okay, neither of you mother and child loves Yiyang, I love you! As long as I am in this family for one day, you don't want to bring her in!"

After all, Luo Zhenye turned away with anger.

Guan Lin stood in front of Luo Xiangdong, touched his face distressedly, and then looked at me again and said, "Zijin, take good care of Xiangdong."

After being scolded by Luo Zhenye, although he didn't say a word to me, what he said when he scolded Luo Xiangdong was a knife in the softest part of my heart.

I was already numb, just nodded mechanically.

Guan Lin walked out the door quickly, she must be chasing Luo Zhenye.

Soon, the ward became silent. I want to say something first, but I can't open my pursed lips. In the end, Luo Xiangdong took my hand, and he led me out.

"Wait……"

A voice suddenly came from the ward, and Luo Xiangdong and I subconsciously stopped. After Yu Guang glanced, Rong Xin stood by the hospital bed. Before, she was blocked by Luo Zhenye and Guan Lin, and I didn't have time to pay attention to other things. I forgot that she was still there.

Rong Xin looked at me and Luo Xiangdong and said, "So you still have such a relationship."

I didn't say anything. After Luo Zhenye's baptism, everything else became like a drizzle, and it didn't hurt me at all.

I thought Luo Xiangdong would not take care of Rongxin, but Luo Xiangdong let go of my hand and walked directly to Rongxin.

Rong Xin was scared by the expression on Luo Xiangdong's face, and she took a short step back, but behind her was the bed, she couldn't sit down all over, so she had to bite the bullet.

Luo Xiangdong raised his right hand to reach Rong Xin, who instinctively wanted to hide. I was also afraid that Luo Xiangdong would hit someone, but he just stretched out his index finger, tapped Rong Xin's forehead, and said, "You remember, I can ignore Liang Zijin's family, how old do you think you are? It’s not because of the face of your family, I will slap you with a big mouth."

Rong Xin's face was pale, she didn't dare to say a word, because Luo Xiangdong's eyes were so great that she dared to refute, so he would have to kill her.

"I'm telling you, this is endless. Tell your parents to come to Night City. I'll talk to them in person."

After speaking, Luo Xiangdong turned to me, took my hand and walked out.