With Only Three Months Left To Live, They Came To Beg Me For Forgiveness!

Hospital.

The white walls give people an inexplicably tense atmosphere.

The old doctor looked at the medical records and sighed.

"Advanced gastric cancer, if you are optimistic, there are still three months to go. You can eat whatever you like..."

The doctor's words were like a hammer hitting Chen Shu's heart, which made Chen Shu feel dizzy.

"You should still be a student, right? Didn't your parents come with you today?"

The old doctor asked worriedly. Chen Shu couldn't hear clearly anymore and only felt a buzzing in his head.

…

"Parents?"

On the rooftop of the hospital, a cold wind blew, and Chen Shu leaned against the wall alone, showing a lonely smile.

Chen Shu, 19 years old, is studying at Xichuan College. He has excellent grades, good moral character and academic performance, is filial to his parents, and friendly to his classmates...

only……

Chen Shu raised his head quietly and looked at the blue sky and white clouds in the sky, as if he had seen such a blue sky and such white clouds for the first time.

No, he just never noticed it before.

For nineteen years, he has been demanding himself according to the strictest standards. In the end, although he has parents, it seems as if he has no parents, and although he has friends, it seems as if he has no friends.

For example, today.

It turned out that he fainted, and he went for a checkup before, and now he came to get the report.

Very important thing, right?

However, his parents told Chen Shu that it was no big deal. Today was his sister's parent-teacher meeting. As an older brother, he should know how to be polite to his sister.

So they went to their sister's school, and they told Chen Shu that they would just tell them the results when the time came. It was not a big deal, so don't call them.

"What's a big deal to them?" Chen Shu said with a self-deprecating look.

In Chen Shu's nineteen years of memory, it seems that he has never done anything that made his parents think it was a big deal.

Except that when he was eight years old, he had a high fever and his father ordered his mother to stay with him at home for two days, and there was almost nothing else.

His parents always told him: You are the eldest son in the family, you must be sensible and obedient.

Then, of course, they gave all their love to their sister.

They buy whatever their sister likes to eat.

They don't seem to know that Chen Shu also likes to eat sometimes.

But every time, he could only watch his sister eating what he liked, while his parents happily pretended to complain about his sister.

As for him, what his parents say the most is, you are the elder brother, so you should be sensible.

How else can he be sensible?

In order to make his parents pay attention to him, he studied hard and got the best grades in the school. He worked hard to help his classmates and became the best student in the eyes of his parents. He respected his teachers and even the teachers gave him a thumbs up.

But in the end, everything he did, his parents felt that it was natural.

When he often gets 100 points in the test, but once he fails to get 100 points, he will be scolded by his parents.

I remember that he was very happy at that time.

"It turns out that my nineteen years have been so pitiful." Chen Shu inadvertently found that he had started to shed tears at some point.

"What’s wrong with you?"

The girl with snow-white hair stared at Chen Shu.

Her pupils were as deep as the stars in the sky, as if they were magical and moving.

"nothing."

Chen Shu wiped her tears and insisted not to express her feelings.

The girl was about the same age as Chen Shu and very beautiful. This was the first time Chen Shu had seen such a beautiful person.

She is pure, at least, her eyes are pure.

The girl looked into Chen Shu's eyes: "Do you believe there is magic in this world?"

Magic is actually something like an urban legend. In an age of science, almost no one would believe it.

Chen Shu stared at the girl blankly. The sudden question made it difficult for him to answer for a while. Chen Shu suddenly thought about how great it would be if there was magic.

"Believe it!" Chen Shu looked at the girl and nodded.

The white-haired girl looked at Chen Shu blankly, then smiled brightly.

…

“Being true to yourself?”

Coming down from the rooftop of the hospital, the girl's words seemed to be imprinted on Chen Shu's mind.

She told Chen Shu that now Chen Shu has a special aura. Chen Shu has never done what she wants to do. She hopes that Chen Shu can become his true self.

There is a lot of traffic on the side of the road.

The sound of car horns came from time to time.

Chen Shu let out a long sigh of relief.

Yes.

He has lived almost all his life for others, fighting and working hard for the best version of himself in the eyes of others, and working hard to make his classmates and friends better.

In the end, I never did what I wanted to do.

Don’t be a good student who works hard, don’t be a good boy in the eyes of others, don’t be a good brother in an ideal state...

"It's time to be yourself."

Chen Shu murmured to remind himself.

He is also a living person, he has things he likes, things he wants to do, and he also has dreams...

Snapped!

At this time, the person in front suddenly bumped into him, and the things in his hands fell to the ground.

"Excuse me!"

Chen Shu apologized almost subconsciously.

After several similar incidents where his parents forced him to apologize, he already knew what to do so as not to cause more trouble.

The other person is a middle-aged man, about forty-five or six years old.

Upon closer inspection, he saw that he was still an acquaintance of his, his former neighbor's Uncle Liu.

"Chen Shu? Why don't you walk without eyes? It's really unlucky for me to meet you. All these things were broken." When Uncle Liu saw Chen Shu, he accused him indiscriminately.

Chen Shu almost subconsciously wanted to help him pick up things.

However, Chen Shu quickly stopped.

Since you want to change, why should you still act according to your previous personality of pleasing others?

He did nothing wrong. He was standing here because the other party bumped into him on purpose. It was not his fault at all.

"Chen Shu, why are you standing still? Hurry and help me pick it up. You knocked down my things and kept banging on them. Do you think I have moved away? I can't say anything to you."

Uncle Liu chirped, Chen Shu felt very bored.

But Chen Shu didn't move, standing aside and watching him pick it up.

Uncle Liu was so angry that he kept mumbling: "It's true, I am really unlucky when I meet you. You are still such a troublemaker, and now you don't even have any courtesy. "

"This is how your parents educated you. You used to have some tutoring, but now you don't have any tutoring at all. Did you become a bad student when you went to college?"

The chirping words reminded Chen Shu of the past.

Uncle Liu in front of him is very reckless, but there is a tigress in the family.

Every time he met Chen Shu and did something wrong, he deliberately framed it on Chen Shu's head.

His parents didn't believe him, they just felt that he deliberately lied in order to evade responsibility, and forced him to apologize. Over time, the current situation formed.

"I'll pay it to you." Chen Shu took out a few red bills.

Uncle Liu immediately beamed, took the red ticket and wanted to leave.

"etc."

Chen Shu came over, took what he was holding, and then threw it into the trash can nearby.

Uncle Liu was dumbfounded.

"What are you doing?"

Chen Shu said with a smile: "I paid you the compensation, then everything is mine, I can do whatever I want?"

Uncle Liu was stunned and didn't react for a long time.

When did Chen Shu change his temper?

Chen Shu changed his voice and continued: "One more thing, Uncle Liu, I was standing still just now, and you bumped into me yourself, but you accused me, are you blind?"

Uncle Liu opened his mouth wide.

Chen Shu ignored him and turned to leave.

…

Back home.

The sky has darkened.

My parents were eating at the dining table, and my sister was also there. After Chen Shu came in, they all stared at Chen Shu. It seemed that they had caught Chen Shu making another mistake.

Chen Shu closed the door, said I'm back, and went straight back to his room.

The family of three looked at me and I looked at you, and we all couldn't help but be confused.

Her mother suppressed her anger, chased after Chen Shu, opened the door to Chen Shu's room, and asked, "What is your attitude? Is this the attitude you have towards your parents now?"