Ya Nei of Rebirth

My working life and love (serial 10)

I say it's logical because I have been thinking about this matter since I met Huarui. Of course, I didn't just want to make love with her, but also thought about other things. For example, as I said before, I once wanted to take her from the river.

He snatched her from Hu and formally married her as his wife. He couldn't make up his mind at the time, and later he couldn't. But he never gave up the idea of ​​making love with her.

I don't know if I want to do this just because I am obsessed with her body or if I really like her. I thought about it over and over again, and I had a severe headache, but I couldn't think of a way to do it.

When Wei Wenxin came home and Jiang Shihu worked the night shift, I made up my mind to do something. If I miss this opportunity, I will regret it for the rest of my life. Of course, I did not miss this opportunity, but I may not regret it for the rest of my life.

.At least when I was writing this novel, I was not in a relaxed mood.

I didn't think so far back at that time. What I was thinking most about was the details of how to seduce her.

According to my mentality at that time, this matter can only succeed but not fail. If I do it but it doesn't succeed, I don't think I can face Huarui in the future - I'm sorry! As for whether I can face Jiang Shihu and Wei Wenxin if it is completed.

, I haven’t thought about it much. I deliberately avoided this question. It’s like a drug dealer who only sees colorful money. As for the death penalty, I think I have thought about it, but I don’t dare to think about it deeply. I have to avoid it. Otherwise, I will go crazy.

I first thought that I should buy something for her, but I quickly rejected it. I am not a prostitute, and she is not a chicken. I also thought that I should pretend to be drunk so that she would take care of me, so I

I can take the opportunity to strike. If she refuses, I can also resist it by getting drunk for a while. This approach is based on the fact that she has no good impression of me at all.

The facts are not consistent. I think she should have a good impression of me. If I do this, even if it succeeds, it will be boring to think about. I think I should explain my meaning to her clearly and show her love. If she accepts, that will be the happiest.

If she doesn't accept it, at least I still have the gentlemanly demeanor. But, what do I want to be a gentleman for? What I want is the stamen.

These thoughts were spinning around in my head, and even though I had done everything, I still didn't think about it. This proves that I don't have much brain power, and I will probably suffer from Alzheimer's disease in the future.

This is how Hua Rui and I went to bed for the first time. It was already late that night, around eleven o'clock. Jiang Shihu went to work the night shift. Hua Rui packed up everything and sat on the sofa watching TV with his arms around him.

Holding a pillow. The weather is a little cooler at this time, so I can hug the pillow. The book says that women like to hold something while watching TV, which makes them feel more secure. This shows that Hua Rui's heart is not as strong as she shows.

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At that time, I was sitting on the same sofa, reading books and watching TV, but I had no idea what was written in the books, what was on TV, and what was being performed. I had taken a shower and put on a top. This was because the weather was not so hot anymore.

, and I look like a bandit when I'm shirtless (Hua Ruiyu), which will hinder me from seducing her.

I took courage several times and wanted to say a few words to her, such as "Huarui, I have something to tell you", "I like you", etc. But I couldn't make a decision. I saw that the TV series was about to end.

What I wanted to say never came out. This is not like me. Why this happened, I don't know.

At this time, Huarui stood up, probably to get something. He glanced at me and found that my face was purple, my forehead was sweating, and my teeth were grimacing, as if I had a toothache. So I asked: What's the matter? Are you not feeling well? Then he came over.

Reach out to test the temperature of my forehead.

I grabbed her hand and pulled her into my arms. This was a completely subconscious action.

At that time, my mind was in chaos, and I intuitively thought that Hua Rui would resist, or even give me a slap. With her personality, she didn’t have to think twice about giving someone a slap. The slap itself wasn’t scary, I was afraid of it.

After the slap, this matter couldn't go on. So I used a lot of force and hugged her quite tightly.

After the initial panic period, I found Hua Rui lying quietly in my arms, not resisting at all, not struggling at all, and even had two arms wrapped around my waist.

This surprised me a little, and it seemed that she was waiting for me to do this. Later I asked her, and she admitted after hesitating for a while, and said with a smile: I thought you would pretend to be drunk, but I didn't expect you to pretend to be sick.

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I don't dare to admit that I am nervous. How shameless is that?

As you know, the most difficult step in an affair between a married man and a woman is the first step. As long as you get through this step, the rest will develop very quickly. Moreover, we have lived in the same house for almost a year, and we are very familiar with each other.

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I kissed her quite eagerly. If I wanted to describe it as greedy, I wouldn't object. She kissed me back passionately and hooked her arms around my neck. Her lips were dry and soft.

At this moment, my happiness is simply indescribable. If you miss someone for two years and she lives with you for one of them, you can understand how I felt at that time.

The next process was the same as any affair. We kissed for a while, touched each other for a while, our heartbeat and breathing speed doubled, and then we started to undress each other.

We didn't wear much, so it should be very easy to take off our clothes. But it was just the opposite, because we were always hugging each other and didn't want to separate for a moment. So not only did it take a long time to take off our clothes, but our clothes were also wrinkled.

But that's okay, we have all night. As for pajamas, they should be rumpled, that's their place.

Hua Rui's body is even more beautiful than I imagined. Of course, you also know that I have been secretly in love with her for two years, and I always speak exaggeratedly, so don't take my words too seriously.

We actually fell asleep hugging each other that night. We never expected that Jiang Shihu would come back from the night shift. Of course, you don’t have to worry. When Jiang Shihu came back, Huarui was already cooking noodles for us. Fortunately, he has developed a habit of eating breakfast.

Good habit.

Since then, the atmosphere in this house has become a little weird. At first, I almost didn't dare to look at Jiang Shihu. After all, I have a conscience. Later, I became doubly polite to him. But this man

His reaction has always been slow. He may not have noticed the change in my attitude at all, and he couldn't figure out the reason why I wanted to be polite to him. Besides, he works the night shift, so we don't have much time to meet each other every day.

This makes me feel very ashamed. Sometimes I think that I am just having sex with the woman I have always liked, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. If you do not consider the cultural traditions of our living environment, this idea is actually not too outrageous.

As for the situation between Hua Rui and Jiang Shihu, I don't know much. There are even fewer opportunities for the three of us to stay together at the same time. Hua Rui has never mentioned this aspect to me.

At the beginning, we enjoyed the happiness brought by that ancient thing every night. I was twenty-six years old, and Hua Rui was twenty-two years old. They were both young and full of energy. They did what they liked, a little bit.

I don’t feel tired at all. We are so unscrupulous that sometimes we would twist together like twists and turns while watching TV in the living room. I didn’t really like watching TV before, especially those romantic costume dramas.

I think the people there are wearing clothes that are neither modern nor ancient, talking in plain Cantonese-style flirting language, and pretending that they are not flying but not jumping. It is completely boring. But Hua Rui likes to see it.

I also like to watch it. This way we have something to talk about. We often laugh at the director as a jerk while watching TV, and discuss the anecdotal scandal of a certain star, and we get involved unknowingly...

Now that I think about it, the reason why we were so ignorant and needed each other so urgently over and over again was because we had a strong sense of fear deep in our hearts. We expected to lose everything sooner or later, but we didn’t know where.

One day is lost. This unpredictable fear of the future prompts us to exert our physical abilities to extraordinary extents.

This can also be seen from the content of our chats. We rarely or almost never talk about Wei Wenxin and Jiang Shihu. In addition to talking about TV series, we talk about each other’s family affairs, the experience of working, and our past lives.

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I don’t have much emotion about part-time work. I worked as a small cadre, and my salary was relatively good, and I also made some “black money” from time to time. Although I often scolded others, I also often scolded others, so I didn’t suffer a loss.

.Except for occasionally dreaming about being a writer and yearning for a high-end life, she doesn’t have many opinions on everything. However, Hua Rui is different. She thinks everything is unreasonable. For example, while others are in college, she only went to junior high school, which makes her

You can only pay a few hundred yuan a month for this kind of payment

She has to work with money. This is actually her fault. She is not very willing to study. She originally thought that with her beauty, she could work as a vase in some company (she said she was a clerk), but those bosses required that the vase should also have

Diploma, computer skills

, it’s really baffling. When she said this, her tone was indignant. I agreed, but I was secretly glad in my heart. If she really made the vase, I would have no chance. Of course, this idea is very serious, so I can’t say it out.

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I have a strong interest in everything about the stamens. I took the trouble to repeatedly ask about her family situation and what happened when she was a child. For example, when she was a child, she accidentally fell and hit her chin on the bowl, cutting a crack.

I asked her three times. I stroked the scar that still exists on her chin and asked for various details.

Huarui smiled and said: What are you doing? You have asked me three times.

I answered with a very warm and literary sentence. I said: I will engrave everything about you in my heart and never fade away.

Hua Rui was stunned for a moment, suddenly turned around, and did not turn around for a long time. I was a little panicked, thinking I had offended her, so I stretched out my hand to hug her, but I touched my hand full of tears.

At this moment, I felt as if I had been stabbed hard by something, and my heart was in severe cramping. I suddenly became impulsive, held her in my arms, and said loudly regardless: Huarui, I want to marry you, you marry me.

Bar!

Hua Rui's whole body trembled. She looked at me blankly for a while, then got up and ran into her room, closing the door. She seemed to be greatly frightened.

Then I knocked on the door several times, but she didn't open it. She just said: I'm fine, you can go and rest.

The last time, I heard her voice was calm, as if nothing would happen, so I reluctantly went back to my room. Naturally, I couldn't sleep well.