Yan Yan

For most people, going home is a very happy thing, but for Su Yan, it is not the case.

It's not that she doesn't want home or her parents, but that she doesn't dare to face them.

On the day of the wedding, Xie Yu ran away from the marriage. She didn't have the courage to face the strange eyes of the guests and the nightmare reality, so she chose to run away, but put her parents on the fire -- this is an extremely irresponsible behavior .

What's even more irresponsible is that she has been hiding with Bai Xingfan these past few days, and she has also cut off contact with the outside world. Although this is to avoid the rumors that affect her already precarious state of mind, she has also overlooked one thing. : Parents will worry about her.

She completely ignored her parents' feelings, and naively and unfilially avoided the responsibilities she should have assumed.

As the distance of the car shortened, her heart beat faster and faster, her breathing became faster and faster, and her palms were sweating.

Their family lives in a high-end community called "Golden Lanwan". The main entrance of the community is connected by six tall white Roman columns. Behind the Roman columns is a lush garden. On both sides of the garden are the entrance and exit of the community; Roman columns In front of it is a circular square with a fountain in the center of the square. Under the white Cupid sculpture is a black square cornerstone paved with marble, on which the four words "Golden Lanwan" are engraved with golden handwriting.

Having lived here for more than ten years, Su Yan is all too familiar with the scenery in front of her house.

The moment Cupid came into view, she held her breath and asked her brother nervously, "Are parents still angry?"

Su Zhan said the truth: "It's alright, I never thought they were angry, it was grandma who was angry."

Su Yan couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, and then snorted coldly: "That's too normal."

Su Zhan also heard the complaints and teasing in his sister's words, but he knew that he was the one favored by his grandmother, so he did not refute his sister's words.

The community does not allow foreign vehicles to enter at will, so the driver parked the car on the side of the road in front of the main entrance of the community. The Su Yan sister and brother thanked the driver first, and then got out of the car.

Five minutes later, the siblings stood in front of the house.

Su Zhan stood in front and put her right index finger on the fingerprint lock. Su Yan took out her phone and glanced at the time: 09:32

She thought: Dad should have gone to the company by now, right? There are only mother and grandmother at home.

My heart suddenly felt a little more relaxed. My father was not at home. If my grandmother scolds her, my mother can protect her.

But not necessarily if Dad is at home.

Her father Su Jianan is a reliable and good man, but he is only a reliable and good man in the traditional sense.

Fortunately, he is able to bear hardships and stand hard work, fortunately, he is positive and motivated, fortunately, he is practical and willing to work hard and has a sense of responsibility. Even though he has become a company boss from a poor boy, he has not abandoned his wife, and he still never abandons her. He has never disliked her. She has no knowledge or experience, and she has never done anything wrong to her.

But he is a very traditional good man. For example, he firmly adheres to the dross idea of ​​"unfilial piety has three and no descendants", and this "queen" must be a boy, not a girl—

After giving birth to her, Su Yan's mother had two pregnancies, but they were all girls, so they were all aborted. It was not until the third pregnancy that she finally conceived a son, so Su Zhan, a silly white sweet, could be born smoothly, otherwise Like the two sisters above him, his fate was strangled before he was born.

For another example, her father is still a little filial and filial. In his heart, the kindness of parenting is greater than heaven, so in his heart, parents are more important than his wife, his wife is more important than his son, his son is more important than his daughter, and his daughter is more important than outsiders.

Su Yan knew that her father also loved her, but her father's love was divided into three, six, nine, and nine, and she was the last, so if her father was at home, she would have to endure whatever grandma scolds, and no one could refute a word, otherwise In her father's eyes, she doesn't respect her grandmother.

With a sound of "click", the fingerprint lock was unlocked. Su Zhan opened the door and shouted at the top of his voice as he walked into the house, "Is there anyone? We're back!"

Su Yan followed behind her brother and entered the door. Before she had time to change her slippers, her parents both rushed over, fixed their eyes on her, and looked back and forth from head to toe several times, as if they were watching a piece of lost and found. 's baby.

"Yan Yan is back?" Her father was the one who spoke first, with distress and relief in his voice, and kept saying, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back..."

Her mother Liu Xiang also nodded: "That's right, it's good to come back with all the beards and tails." But before the words were finished, her eyes turned red.

Su Yan didn't expect that her parents didn't blame her at all. Instead, they still cared about her so much. She felt guilty, and her eyes were red. With tears in her eyes, she cried out, "Dad, Mom."

Liu Xiang's tears came out of his eyes at once, he rushed to his daughter and hugged her: "My Yanyan, I have suffered so much grievance..."

The mother's tone was full of distress for her daughter.

Su Yan was not so wronged at first, but after hearing her mother's words, she felt wronged again, and her tears couldn't stop flowing - it was like falling down when she was a child. If her mother ignored her, she would be fine. She seemed to get up by herself, but if her mother showed any distress or concern, she would start to cry, and she would be extremely aggrieved.

Su Jianan also touched his tears, and looked at his daughter with distressed eyes, but after all, he was a man and the head of the family. He quickly adjusted his emotions, waved his hands in indifferent pretence, and persuaded: "It's alright, don't cry, it's all over, I won't mention it in the future." He said to his wife again, "Xiaoxiang, don't cry, Yanyan is fine, see you She cried again when she cried."

Su Zhan also persuaded: "That's right, don't cry anymore, what's there to cry about? It's a good thing to get rid of that scumbag from Xie Yu! It's better than finding out that he's a scumbag after getting married!"

Su Jianan: "Yes, Xiao Zhan is right!"

Liu Xiang hurriedly wiped his tears, took a deep breath, and tried his best to smile at his daughter: "I don't want the past, there is still a long way to go, we are so beautiful, we will definitely meet better ones. people!"

Su Yan also smiled and nodded with tears in her eyes: "Yeah!"

After the siblings changed their slippers, the family of four went to the living room.

Old Mrs. Su was wearing a blue cloth gown and was sitting on the sofa peeling walnuts. Since Su Yan entered the door, she has not looked up. She is holding a walnut in her left hand and a walnut clip in her right hand. After breaking the walnut shell, be careful. Carefully peel the walnuts out of the shells and place them in a transparent airtight jar next to them.

It wasn't until Su Yan walked into the living room with her parents and younger brother that she lifted her drooping eyelids, glanced at her lightly, then continued to peel the walnuts, and said in a low voice: "Yo, isn't this a great hero of our family? Are you finally willing to go home?"

Although Su Yan was a little angry, she had long expected this old lady's attitude, and she had long been accustomed to her strange yin and yang, so she didn't speak, she didn't hear it.

Who knew that the younger brother and the mother opened their mouths at the same time—

"grandmother!"

"mom!"

There was dissatisfaction in his tone, and even condemnation.

The old lady was so enraged that she threw away the walnut clip in her hand. The iron clip hit the glass coffee table, making a dangerous muffled sound, but her anger was not directed at her precious grandson. She was also reluctant to get angry with her precious grandson, but she was willing to get angry with her daughter-in-law, and scolded with arrogance: "You can't win a man's heart with this little money-losing thing you gave birth to! Let our family lose such a big person! I Can't you say a word to her?"

Liu Xiang's eyes turned red again, and he looked at the old lady Su with grievance and anger: "How can you say that to Yan Yan? Isn't she wronged?"

The old lady Su snorted coldly: "She is wronged for nothing! Don't let a man run away if you have the ability! After living for so many years, even a man can't be trapped, useless waste!"

"Mom! Stop saying a few words!" This time, it was Su Jian'an who spoke up. Although he has always adhered to the principle of "the kindness of childbirth is greater than the sky", this time he really felt sorry for his daughter, so he didn't allow his mother to continue to scold him. She said, "Yan Yan is also feeling uncomfortable in her heart!"

Su Zhan was no longer so good-tempered, and said angrily to the old lady, "Why do you keep scolding my sister? Is it my sister's fault?!"

As soon as the baby grandson opened his mouth, Mrs. Su instantly closed her mouth.

Su Yan kept silent. In fact, she really wanted to have a big quarrel with this unreasonable old lady, but she felt tired and knew that arguing with this old lady was useless, it would only make herself more tired, so she chose Out of sight is pure.

"I'll go upstairs first." After that, she walked towards the stairs.

Their home is a duplex structure with two rooms downstairs and three rooms upstairs. Grandma lives with her parents on the first floor, she and her brother live on the second floor, and the rest is a guest room.

There is only one master bedroom with bathroom and cloakroom on the second floor, and the remaining two rooms need to share the public bathroom in the corridor.

For their parents, there is no need to think too much. The big room with bathroom and cloakroom must be given to the son, and the daughter's room does not need to be too big, just enough to live in. The reason for their distribution is also high-sounding: the son will bring his daughter-in-law home to live in the future, and he must live in a big room.

It's actually biased.

This eccentricity is also reflected in various aspects, such as buying a house.

Three years ago, her parents bought a single-story, 200-square-meter villa for her brother in a high-end community. Now it has been renovated, but they only bought her a single-story 120-square-meter duplex. I just bought it last year and haven't handed it in yet.

Although compared to most people, she is already lucky. After all, she has a house at a young age, and she bought it in full. It stands to reason that there is nothing unhappy about it, but, there is a difference when there is a comparison. The three-storey mansion, her duplex is a little unremarkable.

It's always sad to meet a pair of eccentric parents - if you don't buy it, don't buy it. If you buy it, buy the same thing. If you buy it, it's not the same, and it's easy to create a sense of contrast and gap.

Su Yan also often comforts herself in her heart: It's good enough for my parents to buy me a house, and there are many patriarchal families who don't treat their daughters as human beings. I'm happier than them.

The hi words in the room have long been removed.

After closing the door, Su Yan first changed into her pajamas, and then threw herself on the bed in a large font.

There was a familiar smell on the quilt, and she was suddenly relieved, but also very tired.

Home can always make people break the defense, and the exhaustion of the past few days burst out from the bones in an instant.

She closed her eyes and fell asleep.

After an unknown time, the door was suddenly knocked: "Yan Yan? What are you doing?"

It was my mother's voice, with some caution in her tone, for fear of irritating her.

"Nothing." Su Yan sat up from the bed at once, put on her slippers, and went to open the door for her mother, "What's wrong?"

Liu Xiang didn't speak immediately. After entering the room, she closed the door, locked it, and then pulled Su Yan's arm and dragged her a few steps into the room.

Su Yan couldn't understand why her mother suddenly became mysterious, and asked strangely, "What's the matter with you?"

Liu Xiang pursed his lips, then stared at her seriously, lowered his voice and asked, "Do you and Xie Yu have that?"

that?

what is that?

Su Yan was a little confused: "What?"

Liu Xiang was a little anxious, and his face was a little red: "Have you ever done that!"

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, and when she understood what her mother said, her face turned red: "No!"

After hearing his daughter's answer, Liu Xiang was not at ease, and asked again: "Really?!"

In fact, this question is not only something she wants to know, her husband also wants to know, but he is too embarrassed to ask his daughter directly, so he asks her to ask,

Both of them were born in a relatively backward rural area, and their thinking is more traditional and conservative.

Su Yan was helpless and decisive: "No!"

Although she also felt that her mother's thinking was backward, she was still affected invisibly. In addition, she had been staying in her hometown until she was fourteen, so her views on sexuality were somewhat conservative.

In fact, in the process of dating Xie Yu, he wanted to do it several times, but she firmly disagreed and insisted on keeping the first time after marriage. Fortunately, he didn't force her, so they never did that. thing.

After getting the definite answer, Liu Xiang breathed a sigh of relief, and said with lingering fears, "It's fine if you don't. Your dad and I have been worried about this all the time, for fear that you will be disliked when you marry in the future."

Su Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Our family's backward thinking does not mean that everyone is backward in thinking. It is normal to be unable to control oneself in the depths of love. Now few people will not accept it."

Liu Xiang retorted: "That's not necessarily, what if you encounter that kind of mind?"

Su Yan sighed and stopped talking, since she couldn't get through to her mother anyway.

Liu Xiang continued to exhort: "Anyway, if you do that kind of thing, you still have to stay after the marriage. Fortunately, you are obedient this time, otherwise Xie Yu will spoil it?"

Su Yan: "…"

Makes sense, and makes sense.

Liu Xiang reiterated: "You should also pay attention in the future. You know who you are, but you don't know your heart. Don't hand over yourself casually. Girls are easy to suffer."

"Okay, okay, I understand!" Su Yan asked, "Do you have anything else to do? Go out if you have nothing to do. I want to be alone."

Liu Xiang: "Something is wrong!"

Su Yan: "What's the matter?"

Liu Xiang: "Which friend's house have you been staying at these days? Men and women? What are you doing? You even gave your brother a bear? Do you run a zoo?"

Su Yan: "…"