Yan Yan

I don't know if the fireworks in the sky were too dazzling, or because Bai Xingfan's voice was too gentle, Su Yan felt an irresistible dizziness again, and the rein that controlled her emotions in her heart was tightened again. .

As soon as the wild horse got loose, she would hit the south wall.

Dangerous signals began to flicker, and reason did not allow her to be emotionally reined in, reminding her again and again in her heart: inappropriate, you are not suitable at all, he is too dazzling, and you are too ordinary, you are not worthy of it at all he.

A relationship that is not in the right household will eventually end in tragedy, and if it is not good, it will turn into a tragedy, just like her and Xie Yu.

The same mistake cannot be made a second time.

With rational alertness, Su Yan bit the tip of her tongue hard, using the pain to help herself keep her mind calm and sober.

She tried her best to hold down all the swaying heartbeats, she turned her eyes away cruelly, looked at the sky with a calm expression, and said politely and distantly, "Thank you, but I never have a birthday."

Bai Xingfan's expression froze slightly, his eyes dimmed, he stared at her silently for a few seconds, and said solemnly: "Sorry, I thought you would like it."

Su Yan's hands clenched into fists involuntarily, her fingernails were deeply embedded in the soft flesh of her palms, and the tingling sensation spread along her arms to her heart.

She really likes it very much. She likes it very much. No one has ever carefully prepared a fireworks for her in her life, and it's still her birthday. How could she not like it?

But she couldn't admit her liking, and she couldn't allow herself to like it.

She suddenly felt that Bai Xingfan was going too far. She obviously rejected him, so why did she prepare this fireworks? Difficult for the strong? Or to let her go to waste?

In the past month or so, she has calmed down almost. Maybe after a few more days, she will have no feelings for him at all. Now it's good, a sudden fireworks successfully mobilized the depths of her heart. The charm of her, which added a rich and colorful stroke to her emotional experience, or the writing style that penetrates the back of the paper, the pen marks are so deep that no matter how you turn it, it will not disappear.

Every sound at the moment when the fireworks took off was a shock to her soul.

She hoped that the fireworks would end as soon as possible, the sooner the better.

When everything is over, it will return to peace, and her heart will follow.

However, this firework lasted much longer than she imagined, it lasted for half an hour, and the firework that ended was not a flower, but a pattern, a huge three-layer cake. There are candles on it.

The moment she saw the cake, Su Yan suddenly felt a sense of grievance that was difficult to describe in words, and her eyes turned red instantly.

She didn't want this surprise at all, because she liked it so much that she couldn't control herself.

With the extinction of the last spark, the dark night returned to silence again.

The wind blows and the grass moves, and everything is silent.

Bai Xingfan pursed his lips, turned his head to look at Su Yan, his eyes were startled, and he was surprised to find that she was crying.

He quickly stood up from the stool and squatted in front of her on one knee: "What's wrong?"

Su Yan was tearful, with two tear stains hanging on her white and tender cheeks, and looked at him angrily and angrily: "I didn't ask you to prepare a birthday present for me!"

Bai Xingfan was overwhelmed and hurriedly explained: "I just want to make you happy."

However, Su Yan's emotions collapsed more and more, and she cried and shouted, "I didn't let you do this! I don't want you to be so nice to me!"

Bai Xingfan was silent and stared at her. After a long time, he asked, "Why?"

Su Yan cried and trembled all over: "Because I don't want to like you! We are not suitable!"

She shouted hysterically, but Bai Xingfan was unmoved and stared straight into her eyes: "What's not suitable?"

Su Yan simply shook out all the words in her heart: "I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough for you! You should find a lady and a woman who is the right match for you!"

Bai Xingfan said firmly: "But I don't like women like that."

If he wanted such a woman, he would have married according to his parents' arrangement.

Su Yan whimpered and said, "But you should find a woman like that, so that you will get better and better."

Only good people deserve to be with good people. She is very self-aware and understands that she is not good enough.

"Like what my parents wanted?" Bai Xingfan was expressionless and opened his lips coldly, "Marry a woman I don't like, but they like? Then follow their requirements and live this life involuntarily? "

Su Yan took a breath and was speechless.

Bai Xingfan got up, stood up from the ground, and looked down at Su Yan: "Whether it's suitable or not, it's not up to you alone, you have to try it before you know."

Su Yan was noncommittal.

She knew he was right, but she didn't dare to take that step.

The failed wedding brought her too much psychological shadow, which made her not dare to try relationships easily.

She lowered her eyes and avoided his gaze: "I don't want to try." After speaking, she got up from the stool, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep." Then she turned and walked towards the living room.

"Why not?"

Bai Xingfan's voice suddenly came from behind, Su Yan's footsteps stopped, she was silent for a moment, and reiterated: "I'm not worthy of you." After speaking, she walked into the bedroom without looking back and locked the room. Door.

The night was lonely, the stars receded and the moon was rising. Bai Xingfan stood alone in the garden. The cold white moonlight slanted on his face, illuminating half of his facial features. Unknown, hidden in the shadows of the night.

In his world, there has never been anything unworthy or unsuitable.

As long as he wants it, it must be suitable.

…

Su Yan was almost sleepless all night, because as long as she closed her eyes, the gorgeous fireworks would appear in her mind uncontrollably, and it was her birthday fireworks alone.

In this life, there will probably not be another man who will curfew a city and set off a fireworks for her alone.

She didn't fall asleep until the sky outside the window began to light up, but she hadn't slept for long. The mobile phone alarm clock sounded on time at eight o'clock. Although it was very painful, a worker must have the self-consciousness of being a worker. Sex, she still got up neatly.

After washing and changing her clothes, she opened the bedroom door. The living room was empty, and the suitcase at the door was gone. Obviously, Bai Xingfan had already left.

I don't know when it left.

But after leaving this time, she probably won't come again. After all, she has rejected him so cruelly.

The reality was as she expected. He didn't show up again for the next week, but just when she thought Bai Xingfan would definitely give up on herself this time, he suddenly appeared on the set and appeared in the show as a visiting class. in front of her, and once a week.

But it was only a short visit, sometimes in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon, and sometimes if the time was in a hurry, he would leave after staying for only two hours.

Every time he came, he would buy some small gifts for the whole crew, such as a mini air conditioner necessary for hot weather, a box of Haagen-Dazs for everyone, or a hotel with a lot of money, and invite the whole crew to eat one. meal.

Su Yan was very helpless. Seeing that the whole crew believed her to be his real girlfriend, she was anxious, angry and wronged, but she couldn't explain it, otherwise it would be even more embarrassing and she would lose the right to speak in the script , so it can only be matched with Bai Xingfan's performance. A typical mute eats Huanglian, and there is no bitterness.

Feeling aggrieved and angry, I feel that this person is doing the right thing with himself!

She had communicated with Bai Xingfan privately more than once, asking him not to come again, but every time the reason he gave was so high-sounding that she couldn't refute: "Since I promised that Miss Su will take good care of him within these three months. You will never break your word."

This is probably the price of fox fake tiger power.

Tigers are really not that easy to mess with!

Her persuasion was fruitless, he came every week, and the frequency was so fixed that she was almost used to it.

Time passed week after week, and in a blink of an eye it was the end of August.

On August 25th, the filming was finished. After the filming ceremony, the whole crew had a meal together, and then went back to their respective houses to find their mothers.

The night before it was finished, Su Yan received a WeChat message from Bai Xingfan: "I'll pick you up tomorrow afternoon."

At that time, she replied, "You don't need to pick me up."

He didn't reply to her news again, but she knew in her heart that he wouldn't listen to her that much and would definitely come.

But who knew that when the crew's break-up meal was about to end, she received another message from him: "Sorry, there are suddenly some things to deal with tonight, and I will arrange a driver to pick you up."

The implication: I can't go.

Su Yan knew that she shouldn't have any small emotions. After all, she had already rejected him, but when she saw the WeChat message, she couldn't help but feel unhappy.

Obviously said it would come...

She knew that this little emotion of hers was particularly wrong, and she acted and acted hypocritically, but she just couldn't control it.

Biting her lip and staring at the screen of her phone for a while, she replied, "No, I have an appointment with a friend."

"Who's on a date?"

"It's none of your business."

Su Yan exited the dialog with Bai Xingfan, and opened the dialog with Yao Anan: "Is there anything in the afternoon?"

When I'm in a bad mood, I just want to find a good sister to hang out with.

What is a man? Sisters are true love!

Yao Anan replied quickly: "Yes, I'm going to run errands for my master [crying.jpg]"

Su Yan: "But I really want to see you [crying.jpg]"

Yao An'an: "Are you still in the original Tang Dynasty? I remember you finished it today."

Su Yan: "I just ate lunch, but I haven't left yet."

Yao An'an: "I just happened to be passing by Yuan Tang, will I drive you to pick you up in the afternoon?"

Su Yan: "Aren't you going to do things for the master?"

Yao An'an: "Hey, find a cook for her and ask for recipes for weight loss and beauty."

Su Yan: "Why does the cook have to make a trip in person? Can't I post it online? [Little Rabbit shocked jpg]"

Yao Anan: "I heard that he is a very powerful celebrity chef. Now he works in a high-end club with an annual salary of millions. His recipes are very effective, and many people in the circle are chasing them, but he will not give them easily. , Because it's all secret recipes, my master still asks acquaintances to get it, paying a high price and signing a non-disclosure agreement, I will bring the agreement and money to exchange the secret recipe in the afternoon."

Su Yan: "..."

Su Yan: "Your master is definitely an extremely qualified female star!"

Yao An'an: "Although she is not very popular, she really works hard, otherwise I would have resigned."

Su Yan: "Didn't you want to find her after you got the secret recipe? Is it appropriate to take me with you?"

Yao An'an: "I'm out of town now, and she's in Dongfu. After I pick you up, let's go to get the secret recipe together, and then go back to Dongfu together. We can talk and talk on the way. My master will reimburse the oil."

Su Yan: "That's good! Where am I waiting for you?"

Yao An'an: "You send me a location and I'll pick you up!"

Su Yan: "OK OK! [Love.jpg]"

Su Yan: "Positioning"

About an hour later, Su Yan pulled her suitcase to the west gate of the film and television city. After waiting for ten minutes, a white Honda Civic slowly stopped in front of her, the black window gradually lowered, Yao sitting in the cab. An An waved to her: "Get in the car!"

Su Yan: "I still have a suitcase."

"Oh yes." Yao Anan hurriedly opened the trunk for her.

Su Yan stuffed all her suitcases and duffel bags into the trunk, then sat in the co-pilot. After closing the door, she fastened her seat belt and asked, "Where are we going to get the secret recipe?"

"A high-end club." Yao Anan adjusted the navigation while replying, "The name is very elegant, what is Shanyinxuan called."

Su Yan: "A good literary name."

Yao Anan glanced at the final location of the navigation and sighed: "The location is still far away, in an old forest in a deep mountain, very Tao Yuanming, leisurely see Nanshan."

Su Yan instantly made up a rough mountain road, and couldn't help but worry: "Is it your car dealer?"

Yao Anan got excited: "Joke! This is a Civic! How can I not? I'm too good! Do you know what a saying goes? There are no cars under 2 million, only Civics! Cars under 4 million , only Civic and Ferrari!"

Su Yan: "…"

This is so arrogant, the sun is ashamed to hide the clouds.

But she gave her sister face very much: "Yes, that's right! You are the best!"

"That's it!" Yao An raised the corners of his lips in satisfaction and stepped on the accelerator.

Shanyinxuan is located in a deep mountain 30 kilometers away from Dongfu. It takes about three and a half hours to drive there from the original Tang City.

Su Yan and Yao Anan set off at around 4 o'clock in the afternoon, talking and laughing all the way, time passed without knowing it, and arrived at their destination before the sky was about to get dark.

But the development of things was not as they had imagined.

The Shanyinxuan they imagined is an antique-style wooden building, located in the forest and bamboo, which is very elegant, but they didn't have a chance to see the true face of this high-end clubhouse, so they were stopped by strict security personnel. Outside the gate at the foot of the mountain.

A young male security guard in a black uniform stood outside the window of the driver's cab and said beyond doubt, "Please show the invitation."

Yao Anan replied blankly and forcefully: "We are here to find someone, and we don't have an invitation."

The security guard replied mercilessly: "Sorry, no entry is allowed without an invitation."

Yao Anan was at a loss, and looked at Su Yan who was sitting beside him: "What should I do? I don't think my master will have an invitation."

Su Yan thought about it and said, "Why don't we drive the car aside first, and then call your master to ask about the situation, or contact the chef directly."

Now this is the only way to do it. Yao Anan sighed, reversed the car, turned around, and parked the car on the side of the mountain road.

The two got out of the car, Yao Anan first called her master, but no one answered, and then called the chef again, but no one answered.

Neither of the two parties could be contacted, and the two of them running errands could only be in a hurry.

After making several calls in a row, no one answered, Yao Anan was a little angry: "What do you mean? Are you kidding me?"

Su Yan immediately comforted her sisters: "Anyway, we have nothing to do now, so we should come to travel and enjoy the beautiful mountains."

Yao Anan looked around and said honestly, "I really can't appreciate this dark mountain view."

Su Yan: "…"

Too.

Now the sky has completely dimmed, except for the street lamps on both sides of the mountain road, the rest of the place is completely dark.

In summer, the trees are densely shaded, and in the night, the shadows are heavy, and it looks a bit scary, and the climate itself in the mountains is relatively shady.

It's really not a good place to enjoy the view.

But they can't go up the mountain now. There are strict security guards in front of them, and there is a black door behind the strict security booth. Unless they show an invitation letter, the door will not be opened for them.

Looking at the texture of the door, 80% of them can't be hit by a car.

Just when Su Yan and Yao Anan were at a loss, a white Rolls-Royce suddenly passed in front of them, but less than five meters away, the car suddenly stopped, and then, the one behind the cab stopped. A car door was opened, and a teenager in a white suit jumped out of the car and shouted happily at Su Yan, "Sister Yanyan!"

When Su Yan heard the sound, she was surprised: "Xinglan?"

Bai Xinglan rushed in front of Su Yan like a little white rabbit, her eyes shining brightly: "Sister Yan Yan, are you waiting for my brother?"

Su Yan was startled, and became more and more surprised: "Your brother is here too?"

Bai Xinglan nodded and nodded: "Yes, today is a sister's birthday party. He and that sister are good friends, so he will definitely come."