Yishi Yijia

Frozen three feet, not a day's cold.

Although Lu Yining had the idea of ​​breaking up for the first time, the cause of this idea had been there from a long time ago. In Tang Mubai's eyes, it might not be a problem at all.

But this trivial reason, bit by bit, became more and more serious over time, and finally became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Lu Yining knew from the very beginning that Tang Mubai didn't really like her that much, otherwise, no matter how indifferent, it would be impossible for her girlfriend to take the initiative from beginning to end.

Anyone who takes the initiative for a long time will get tired, not to mention a person like Lu Yining who has been pampered and raised since childhood and has not suffered much grievances.

She was willing to take the initiative because she felt that he was worth it, that it was worth letting her back down step by step and change herself a little bit for him.

Just like when Lu Yining first started learning to cook, a little girl whose ten fingers did not touch the spring water, took a kitchen knife and set it on fire for the first time, and her index finger was scratched by the blade. There are countless small wounds on the body caused by oil splashes.

Another example is when Jiang Nai mentioned to her that a major in medical school is medical imaging, Lu Yining really moved her mind and changed her major because of the principle of getting the moon first. Well, after studying abroad, she even thought that if Tang Mubai didn't want her to go abroad, then she could give up this opportunity.

Favorite photography and boys, the scale in her heart was tilting towards Tang Mubai uncontrollably.

Lu Yining knows her change better than anyone else, and she doesn't like it either, but she still allows herself to become less and less like herself.

It was fine when she was still in B University, and no matter how tired she was, as long as she could see Tang Mubai smile at her, she would be instantly revived with full blood.

But it's different now.

Every time Lu Yining returned to the apartment, when he lay on the bed, he could only see the white and dazzling ceiling, and even Tang Mubai's face was hard to see.

Knowing that Tang Mubai was busy, Lu Yining kept his messages as brief as possible every time he sent him a phone call, not to mention the video.

The two people's majors are completely irrelevant, and there are few common topics. Except for eating, drinking and sleeping, there are very few words to talk about.

And the three questions of eating, drinking and sleeping are asked too much, which will always make people tired.

Lu Yining could insist on chatting with him a few times every day at first, but later on, she felt that she had no nutrition at all.

This highlights the difference between being together and being apart.

The former will not feel embarrassed just sitting together and not talking, but the latter, after the topic is gone, the frequency of chat between the two will only become lower and lower. Not to mention.

Tang Mubai's feelings for her were not that deep in the first place. After a long period of cooling down, maybe he didn't have to wait for her to return to China after completing her studies, and he was already tired of her.

As for Lu Yining, of course, he still likes Tang Mubai.

But what's the use of one-way liking?

Injuring yourself also makes it difficult for the other person.

Of course, Lu Yining didn't break up on a whim.

There is also a fuse, which was buried a week ago.

A week ago, an application suddenly appeared in Lu Yining's WeChat address book.

The other party should be a girl, with a cartoon character's avatar, pink and tender and very cute, Lu Yining started to ignore it, and it was not until she sent several messages in a row that she clicked the agreement.

The man quickly sent a message: [Are you Xiaobai's current girlfriend? 】

Lu Yining's heart suddenly froze.

[I'm Wen Jing, Xiao Bai's friend. 】

Of course she still remembered Wen Jing, to be exact, she remembered everything about Tang Mubai clearly.

Lu Yining didn't reply, waiting for her to continue.

Wen Jing: [Have you been together for almost a year? 】

She obviously knew Tang Mubai very well, and she could even give a rough idea of ​​how long they had been together.

Lu Yining was silent.

Wen Jing: [We've been together for so long. 】

Lu Yining: [What do you want to say? 】

[I want to kindly remind you, don't be too distracted. Xiaobai won't take you too seriously. 】

Lu Yining fell silent again.

【Don't believe me? 】

Wen Jing: [Your name is Lu Yining, right? Classmate Lu Yining, did you watch a lot of idol dramas when you were young, so you think you are different from other girls and can be the most special one around him? 】

[Then let me tell you, every one of her girlfriends thinks this way, but the result... If this is the case, do you think there will be anything to you? 】

In other words, in Tang Mubai's eyes, she was no different from his predecessors.

Wen Jing speaks to the point, every word is stabbing a knife in her heart.

Everything that Lu Yining wanted to deceive himself, was mercilessly uncovered by her.

Wen Jing continues to sprinkle salt on her wound: [You two have been together for so long, has he brought you to meet your parents? Do his friends know you exist? 】

She didn't seem to want to wait for Lu Yining's answer at all, and then asked again: [No... Since there is no, do you still think you are different from others? 】

This was a tug-of-war, and Lu Yining was already at a disadvantage in just a few minutes.

Wen Jing: [You must be an adult, even if you are 18 years old this year, it will take several years to come back from studying abroad. You will be 22 or 3 years old by then, even if Xiaobai doesn't break up with you, you can guarantee him Will your parents agree with you? 】

There is no doubt that these are issues that must be considered, but Lu Yining has been deliberately avoiding them before.

Soon, Wen Jing on the other end sent a few pictures. The above group of people were eating around the table, which looked warm and harmonious.

Lu Yining recognized three people: Wen Jing, Fu Yun, and Tang Mubai.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Wen Jing explained again: [I ate at Uncle Tang's house a few days ago. 】

As soon as she mentioned this, there was a sense of superiority in her tone: [I have known Xiaobai for almost 20 years, and both my parents knew each other. But after all, it's a childhood thing, and it's not too serious. 】

Wen Jing: [Lu Yining, I really kindly remind you, don't waste too long on Xiaobai, don't wait until the youth is gone, and people won't get it, thanks for that. 】

[Your family should be quite rich, right? If you don't find anything, why hang yourself on this tree. 】

After a while, Lu Yining asked: [What about you? 】

Wen Jing: [I am different. 】

Lu Yining: [I don't want to copy what you said earlier, you can go up and read it yourself. 】

After she finished speaking, she did not wait for Wen Jing to reply, and directly dragged the person into the blacklist.

The impact of this little episode is really not small.

Originally, Lu Yining didn't want to listen to Wen Jing's nonsense, but she didn't seem to have said anything wrong. Every word became a thorn and stuck firmly in her throat. Enough to annoy her.

Lu Yining was annoyed for a whole week.

After I got to G University, because I had to follow up the homework of the easy year, and there were many extracurricular activities, I didn't have much free time for myself.

It was only after she came here for half a year that she was able to adapt to the rhythm here.

During the week, she piled up her homework and tasks to do it, so as to force herself not to be distracted to think about other things. When she finally got some free time, she took out her mobile phone and saw on the screen that she had not been able to do it for a week. Pinned contacts who have messaged her.

She deliberately didn't take the initiative to chat with Tang Mubai this week, wondering if he would take the initiative to find her once.

The result was what she expected.

She didn't look for Tang Mubai, and Tang Mubai didn't look for her either.

This is not the first time this has happened.

If you look up the chat history, it is not that Lu Yining took the initiative eight times out of ten, but she took the initiative ten times.

Lu Yining has been spinning for so long, like a puppet has a thread pulled from her body, and her whole body is powerless.

It's not that she didn't hesitate, so the words "let's forget it" were repeated for half an hour.

After posting it, she was even afraid that she would regret it, so she deleted the person directly, and the contacts and chat records were all emptied.

It was sunny outside, but Lu Yining was not in the mood to go out, so he locked the door and covered the quilt, and kept himself in the room all day.

The next morning, she was still a little regretful.

It was like the aftermath of a hangover. She faced the contacts who disappeared from the WeChat list, and after a while, she accepted the fact that she broke up with Tang Mubai yesterday.

It was she who brought it up.

Lu Yining and Tang Mubai have been dating for so long, and this is the first time that they are so straightforward and face-saving. It is still a little relieved, but more of the emptiness and discomfort after calming down.

When he thought that his hand could no longer be held casually, that his embrace no longer belonged to her, and that he didn't even know when the next meeting would be, Lu Yining couldn't help his eyes heat up.

But if you say it, it's the water that is poured out.

Regret is regret, regret is regret, and she will do it again.

It's not that Lu Yining hasn't asked herself whether she can hold on for a few more years after paying more for her feelings.

The answer is of course.

Lu Yining has good endurance and can run five kilometers with relative ease. It is not difficult to persist in love for a few years, but now, she has no need to persevere.

It's not good for oneself or others, it delays the precious time and youth of both parties. When they are together for a long time, they will be unwilling and unwilling to break up because they have spent too much experience.

Why torture each other like this.

Breaking up early is also an early release.

Let go of Tang Mubai, and more importantly, let go of herself.

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Lu Yining broke up like this.

Tang Mubai and Pei Jue are different in the end. When she broke up with the latter, she could recover after only one sleep; but the former was much more troublesome, and Lu Yiningguang used it for a few months to restrain herself from thinking about him.

Forgetting a person is indeed much more difficult than falling in love with a person, but fortunately, studying hard makes her sleepless, and gradually allows her to bury the person she wants to forget in a certain corner of her heart.

Spring and autumn come and go, year after year.

Until she got a master's degree from G University, she started to keep silent about someone.

At that time, Lu Yining was twenty-five years old, and it was the sixth year after breaking up with Tang Mubai.