You Are My Rare Passion

By the time he discovered that he had feelings for a man and a woman, it was too late.

He had pushed Manman away from him.

After Manman left his side, a lot of things happened, many bad things and few good things.

Especially several messy emotional experiences, which made Manman suffer a lot of hurt.

He regretted it every time he remembered it.

He really slapped himself secretly, feeling that he was a huge fool, and he had to play something and lose it before he knew how to cherish it.

He knew this was unfair to Manman.

Why did he push Manman away if he didn't like him? Why should he chase Manman back when he found out that he liked Manman?

They are not his toys, subordinates, or accessories. He has no right to call them and leave them at the drop of a hat.

But he couldn't bear to give up on her.

He personally participated in the raising of a little girl. If he had feelings for a man and a woman, he would never bear to see her marry someone else.

She has such a soft temper, what should she do if she is bullied?

She was always afraid that her family would worry about her and that she would become a burden to her family. If she married into someone else's family and was bullied or wronged, she would definitely not tell her family about it given her character.

Just thinking about how she was unwilling to talk about being wronged outside and suffered it in silence alone, his heart felt like it was about to break.

There are not many people and things in this world that he is obsessed with protecting.

But they are all ones he would love and protect even if he risked his life.

With great difficulty, he discovered that he had feelings for both men and women. It was harder for him to give up Manman and not fight for it than to let him die.

He knew that this was unfair to Manman, but he couldn't give up.

All he could do was try to make up for it.

In order to recover Xie Hewu, Fu Cangwu was slapped twice by Xie Hewu without any complaints.

So can he.

Manman is not someone he can call and leave immediately, so he is willing to be like Fu Cangwu, no matter how humble he is, as long as Manman is willing to return to him, he can do anything!

He insisted on feeding Gu Yiman. Gu Yiman felt warm but a little embarrassed to be cared for and loved like this.

Ling Yue fed her a few mouthfuls, but seeing that she was really uncomfortable, he had to hand her the porridge and let her eat it by herself.

While she was eating, Ling Yue took care of her, gargling her mouth and wiping her hands, taking care of her in every possible way.

Gu Yiman watched him busy around her and suddenly said: "Brother Yue, I still remember that you took care of me like this when I was a child. I was naughty and spit the mouthwash on your face."

The corners of Ling Yue's lips raised unconsciously, "Yes, it's rare for you to be so naughty."

Gu Yiman was a little embarrassed, "I didn't mean to do it. I forgot what happened. It seemed like... I suddenly wanted to blow bubbles."

Of course, the mouthwash couldn't produce bubbles, so it blew in the face of Ling Yue, who was taking care of her.

Her brother Yue is not bad-tempered, but he is freezing cold, but he is always patient and meticulous when taking care of her.

She was naughty and got into trouble, and spit her mouthwash in his face. He didn't get angry, he just rubbed the top of her hair and went to wash his face.

To this day, she still remembers the way Ling Yue looked at her.

Pampering, warmth, and tolerance, mixed with some helplessness of "what can I do to you?"

She was suddenly moved and turned sideways to hug Ling Yue, "Brother Yue..."

Ling Yue's body suddenly froze.

"I know that Qu Yinyin wanted to harm me. You are very sad and blame yourself..." Gu Yiman hugged him and said softly: "Brother Yue, please stop being sad and blaming yourself, okay?"