You For Eternity

Combining the situation at the time and thinking about what she said now, Qian Churui really understood what she was feeling at the time.

"Later... I looked at each of you, my dad's worry and concern for me, and Xiao Yuanhang's love and consideration for me. I couldn't say a word. Maybe it was me selfish, or maybe it was me. Cowardly and cowardly, but under such circumstances, how should I tell them that the peach they were thinking of has already died on Dongshan and will never come back...

"Xiao Yuanhang thought it was his temper to me that made me like that, so no matter how I yelled at him or drove him away, he just refused to leave. He endured it and treated me with tenderness, hoping that I could get better. Get up... probably at that time, I felt your hostility and knew that you like him... It was also at that time, after some of his narration, I knew why my sister quarreled with him, and I went to Dongshan at night... You were only then. Do you hate me even more?"

"Yes..." The past is vivid, and the events of so many years ago, as if they were still yesterday, the memory is still so clear.

Qian Churui hates Qian Tao very much, so things about her will be very deep in her mind unconsciously.

"At that time I was thinking... why you can be so self-willed, why you drove him away in all possible ways, and refused him with iron heart, he just refused to leave you, take a look at me, why you can squander him so unscrupulously How are you? I hate you when I think of this. You and I have the same surname. Is it because of my identity that I deserve less than you?"

"You are wrong... No one can squander anyone who is good to him without restraint, and no one is really hard-hearted. I suffered too much at that time, and his appearance was just right, filling the void in my heart. He is too gentle and accustomed to me. In order to make me laugh, he can even make himself muddy. How can I not move? He told me that as long as I am happy, he can do anything. .

"But... after all, it wasn't for me. I knew that he was for my sister, and I had it all because of my sister, whether it was father’s love or Xiao Yuanhang’s love. Everything around me kept reminding me, If there is no sister, I would never have these. The more I think about it, the more I will evade... I can’t ask for anything from my sister. I won’t accept your hatred, and I don’t want their love. I always I'm at large, but I don't know where I can escape..."

After Chu Chu's identity was exposed, Qian Churui never seriously thought about these things.

So until this moment, she didn't understand why in a daze.

Why did she break up with Yuanhang back then? Why did he chase him, she refused to look back.

They all thought it was because she was stubborn about things in Linshui, her heart was too narrow, they didn't know... she was burdened too much, and her heart didn't allow herself to live too well, let alone rob her sister's feelings.

Thinking of this, Qian Churui was a little surprised.

She actually... analyzed Qian Chuchu's heart?

"Originally everything went well... We were separated, and we could have lived well without interfering with each other... As long as your heart is not so cruel, but if you put away your jealousy, everything afterwards will not occur."