You're already tearing Herrscher to pieces, and you still say you're a support?

April 10.

Actually, I'm not a particularly hardworking person, but now I'm kind of a new life.

Human children are happy and forgetful, they can't remember joy and sorrow, but I don't want that, I want to remember everything that I have now, and I can never forget it.

Hehe, that's why I decided to start keeping a diary, although it should be a stupid method in the eyes of others, and even video recording is much better.

But how can it be true thoughts that can be said in a video, so I think words are still amazing sometimes.

The meal ticket also supports me to do this, but I won't let him see it, and I'm going to throw the diary into the imaginary space, so he can't find it!

Okay, now it's time to record today's events.

I can't remember exactly when it started, but it seemed like many days had passed after being pulled into that lifeless space by the lawyer.

Singularities, traps, ...... of fire

In retrospect, the master tried to push me, and although I was really scared and desperate at the time, I was very satisfied with the result.

Yes, I survived, killed the lawyer with my own hands, and replaced her myself.

When I fell out of that world, I couldn't believe what had happened.

At the most critical moment, the complete power that should not have appeared in me reorganized the core of the lawyer, lost the carrier, and the consciousness of the lawyer's directly dissipated.

It gave me the illusion that he was always watching over me.

No, it must be true!

I fell from the sky in a terrible state, but fortunately, he waited for me and caught me in a princess position.

It turned out that he didn't need me to sacrifice for him, but I didn't feel sorry for it anymore.

It was great to be able to eat another meal he cook......ed!

April 11th.

Maybe I'm too tired and tired, but yesterday I was fine, but today I hurt all over.

He told

me a lot about the lawyer, because my core had been manipulated, and a completely different new lawyer had appeared.

Both consciousnesses that once existed dissipated, and in case anything could happen, the meal ticket didn't allow me to shift my consciousness away from the mimetic core.

This doesn't have any effect on my use, and if I encounter a necessary situation, I can always use the core protection awareness.

However, he said that this has great advantages in preventing me from being eroded by the collapse of my consciousness and losing myself.

I didn't leave my room for a day today, my waking time was short, and my meal ticket was always guarding me.

Dull, but not bad.

......

April 15th.

I feel like I'm depraved, it's great to have someone to eat and live in,

not to mention that person is still a meal ticket.

In the past few days, he has been with me without other things, and I think he must also regard me as very important, right?

However, I don't understand him because he has the power and identity of a lawyer, and he doesn't have the mind of a lawyer.

What kind of feelings did he have with me...... I don't know.

Is it guilt?

He didn't know, and both of us were a little evasive about the subject...... Well, it's all to blame for me being too cowardly, and I don't even dare to look at him directly after any thought comes to my mind.

Moore, are you sick!

......

April 16.

Finally, I started to try a few things, some ...... It's an attempt that is hard to talk about even if it's written in a diary.

I don't know anything about this, so I can only go through a lot of human information, and I won't say much about it, I just feel that this world is so strange and strange.

On a whim during the search, he found some serious information and told him about the meal ticket, hoping to help him.

The lawgiver I killed was designated by humans as the fourth law, the dream lawmaker, of course, this order is obviously incorrect, but the fifth lawgiver has no problem.

The Fifth Lawgiver, that is, the hateful woman named Su Qiqi, who was named the Soul Lawgiver

, was actually thinking about the meal ticket, the soul was weak! and Levins was also a weak soul, although it didn't prevent me from checking the information, but he actually told the meal ticket what I was looking for!!

so when I rushed to tell the news of the two lawyers,

"You still blush when you check this?"

...... Hot. "I feel like I'm very witty, and if I wasn't so scared, no one would have been able to see through it.

However, nasty photos float from the side, and nasty voices come out of them.

"Don't pretend, I've told him, I don't interfere with other things, but you'......re so greedy"

"Die......, die!"

Isn't it him?

cough...... It must be that I'm deluded into thinking of strange things.

Then again, I was so angry that I wanted to tear Levins' mouth across the Pacific Ocean.

"Hey, I'm helping you, how can you ...... "

Who believes!

It would be nice if the matter ended here, but the way the meal ticket wanted to talk and stopped giving me the illusion.

It's come to this, don't make a face

, pounce on it directly, although your heart has been retreating, ......

With my eyes closed, I pressed my head to it, but unfortunately at this point, I just touched it and twisted my head to the side, for fear that he would show some annoyance.

I didn't have the heart to care about anything else, but I didn't know until I remembered what he said afterwards...... At that time, I tightly clamped him like an octopus, and I showed a shy ...... when I was a strong man locked a man

......

April 18th.

It has been raining in Rongcheng for the past two days, although the water is noisy, but the world in the rain is very quiet, nested at home, very warm.

But I'm not in the mood to enjoy the warmth.

Maybe he wanted to save me some face, and the meal ticket didn't fluctuate at that time, but these days he was very cold and didn't say a few words.

Now I'm sitting on the bed writing in my diary, and he's lying on the balcony watching the rain, with his head down, not knowing what he's thinking.

"Do you hate me?"

I decided to ask.

......

The hand holding the pen always can't help but want to lift it up and pump itself.

When I asked, he immediately denied it

, "No, quite the opposite." "

“...... Huh?"

"Idiot, isn't my attitude towards you easy to see

?" "Well, it's that title again, and although I don't hate it, I always feel like I'm being criticized, what's going on?" "You're

obviously very cold! You must hate me!"

"Moore, I just don't know if I have this kind of feeling, in case...... What I respond to you is not what you expect, so even if it looks happy, it is only false!"

he said right, the affection he showed was nothing more than protection, to me...... is also a guardian, the lawyer's feelings do not need to be intimate, do not need to hug, do not need to meet.

Blind...... How is it possible to see the sea of flowers?

But he doesn't need to look at it, he also retains the memory of a human being, and he can always imagine if he can't see it, can he always feel the warmth of the sun, right?

I said the same thing to him, and after a moment of silence, he came to the bed, and by that time I had closed my diary and looked at him like this.

"I see...... I think that I, a blind man, standing in front of the sea of flowers, must be able to smell the fragrance everywhere and imagine a beautiful scenery that is not inferior to that in front of me.

When I heard this answer, I was stunned, and then I was nervous for a moment...... Crying out.

"Did I scare you?" Meal Ticket was also stunned by this sudden situation.

It turned out that I was the biggest stumbling block for myself.

Moore, you damn it!