You're forcing me to be reborn, right?

In Cheng Zhu's room, Chen Jieyu listened to his words and couldn't help but look up and look at him.

Her eyes first showed endless surprise, and then her eyes gradually became more and more complicated. Finally, she could only lower her head quickly and stare at the wine glass in her hand.

She didn't want Cheng Zhu to see that her eyes under her gold-rimmed glasses had turned slightly red.

Comfort is a very common word.

But the word coax is not.

For many girls who grew up surrounded by love, it may not be a big deal.

If Lin Lu was present, she might deliberately say, "~, you are a little oily!" while her heartbeat slightly accelerated.

But Chen Jieyu is different.

The word coax, the most common word that people think of, may be coaxing a child.

But looking back at her childhood, is it like this?

She is just an unwanted daughter in the family, a girl who was labeled as a money-loser at birth.

She lives cautiously at home and dares not make mistakes. She has to help with housework at home since she was a child. Children sometimes make some unintentional mistakes, but what awaits her will be rage, even beatings and scolding.

Moreover, the more you cry, the more fiercely the other party will scold and beat you.

The other party will only be more irritated.

She has never experienced being coaxed. Even her mother, who is her only spiritual sustenance, will only repeatedly mention the word "sensible" to her.

Of course, occasionally there will be "strong", "obedient", "admit mistakes", "sweet mouth", etc.

Later, when she went to college, she worked hard for scholarships and worked part-time to make money.

After half a foot stepped into the society early, she would naturally be beaten by the society.

People like her who came to the big city from a small place can clearly feel how incompatible they are with this place. She has had a hard time along the way, relying on her own eyes to hold on. She has also heard words of comfort. Some, but sometimes you can only get short-term comfort by tearing open your wounds to show them to your friends.

You think the other person is a closed tree hole, but he may use your suffering as a topic of conversation.

What you get in return will be greater pain. For Chen Jieyu, she needs emotional value too much.

But Cheng Zhu is too good at giving it to her.

Just a simple word of coaxing can have a great destructive power for her, and it will make her emotions surge again and throw away her armor.

Chen Jieyu has long been accustomed to self-consumption, but the strange thing is that the two times she met Cheng Zhu, she would collapse emotionally and burst out in front of him.

Didn’t you say that you are in a better mood, why are you crying? "Cheng Zhu got up and went to the bedside to get some paper, and then handed it to her.

Sometimes, crying is also quite magical.

You might have just been sobbing secretly, and you could hold it back after a while.

But when someone points out that you are crying and asks you why you are crying, suddenly your tears will flow out like incontinence, and you can't hold it back at all.

Cheng Zhu looked at Chen Jieyu, who was shedding pearls, and sat opposite her without saying a word.

It's not that he, a dog man, really doesn't want to comfort her, it's just that he thinks: "When a person is in this state, his ears may be no different from being deaf, and he can't hear what you are saying at all."

He thinks that Chen Jieyu is immersed in her own emotions at this moment.

Her perception of the outside world is weakening.

In fact, it is true.

Of course, the instigator must be Cheng Zhu, the dog.

He is poking people's hearts.

To be honest, Chen Jieyu must be younger than he was before his rebirth." But compared to him now, Chen Jieyu is much older.

What's more, he is a student and she is a counselor.

However, if you look closely at some men who get along with or fall in love with women older than themselves, some men will use a trick, that is, they will insist on calling the other party: sister.

There are tricks here, and you can taste it carefully.

Of course, if you want to be a little milk dog of the sister, that is another matter, and it is another route.

What Cheng Zhu just did was actually somewhat similar to this behavior. Chen Jieyu cried for several minutes, and Cheng Zhu kept handing her new banknotes.

Finally, when she took a tissue again, she whispered: "Thank you."

Cheng Zhu leaned down slightly, then looked at her face, and said in a teasing tone: "It's okay this time, the eye makeup didn't cry."

This immediately reminded her of the embarrassment of crying and ruining her eye makeup in front of him last time. "I didn't draw it today. She put the banknote down and said.

Chen Jieyu didn't draw eyeliner or mascara at all today.

Cheng Zhu smiled, sat on the sofa, lifted a corner of the window screen, and looked out through the French window.

Then, his eyes narrowed slightly.

Good guy, I just took a casual look and I actually ate the melon!

Look outside. "He began to invite Chen Jieyu to eat the melon together. The counselor looked at him with her slightly red eyes, and then looked out of the French window with a puzzled look. Soon, she also showed a little surprise on her face. They caught Liu Feng and Chen Tingting kissing!

"Among the three adopted sons, Liu Feng is the one who loves me the most."

"Based on respect for women."

Forget it, I won't take pictures! "Cheng Zhu thought to himself," If I take a picture and send it to Chuan'er, Chuan'er will probably die on the spot.

Cheng Zhu witnessed this scene purely with the mentality of watching the fun, but Chen Jieyu was completely different.

After she and another man drank a lot of wine, it was enough for her to be alone in the same room, and they actually watched other men and women making out downstairs.

This made her feel a little bit ashamed. Fortunately, after the alcohol touched her face, her cheeks were already slightly red.

It's late at night now, and many students have probably gone back to their rooms. There should be no one on the big lawn.

Liu Feng and Chen Tingting were now in a remote corner with no one around, and they thought they were living in a world of two.

But Cheng Sui's room was originally at the deepest part of the corridor, the innermost room, so he could see it.

The only thing to blame was the darkness in the surrounding area. Liu Feng did not dare to take Chen Tingting to places too far for fear of an accident.

From Cheng Zhu's point of view, it's normal for a young couple to have a little intimacy together just now. "Young people, that's understandable, that's understandable!"

However, Chen Jieyu couldn't help but get up, put down the window screen that Cheng Zhu had lifted up, and then simply closed all the curtains in the room.

"Stop looking," she said.

"Huh?" Cheng Zhu raised his eyes to look at her and nodded: "Okay.

In fact, he didn't have much desire to spy on them. At first, he just wanted to confirm whether they were the squad leader and the league secretary.

Then I'll go to the bathroom. Chen Jieyu said.

"Okay." Cheng Zhu nodded.

When Chen Jieyu walked into the bathroom, she didn't want to go to the bathroom, but stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself.

Fortunately, my cheeks were just red, and then my eyes were red.

She turned on the faucet, washed her hands first, then dipped some paper towels in water, and pressed lightly on the corners of her eyes." After the counselor put on the gold-rimmed glasses again, she placed her hands on the sink, He took a deep breath and then let out a long sigh of relief.

She could feel that she had fallen again tonight. Although she had drank, at least her brain could still stay awake at the moment.

This is the most terrible thing.

Another sober sinking.

He clearly felt that he was sinking. When Chen Jieyu walked out of the bathroom, Cheng Zhu happened to be pouring wine into his wine glass. He raised his head and glanced at the counselor who was walking towards him. He felt that she was wearing something like this. Straight-leg loose trousers are indeed not as good as professional skirts and have a slightly inferior taste.

The last time I went out to drink with her, she was wearing a skirt and stockings.

But at the back, the stockings were hooked and a slit was opened, adding a touch of charm. Cheng Zhu seriously suspected that Chen Jieyu always buys some workplace-style clothes for easy matching and to save money. .

Some people don't think too much when buying things.

For example, if you see a piece of clothing and you like it, you buy it. After I bought it home, I found that there were no pants or shoes that could match it.

In the end, I had to buy pants and shoes just for it.

As for the workplace style, in fact, the overall style is relatively unified, and they are all more formal. It will be more worry-free to match them, and in many cases it can also show more quality.

After Chen Jieyu sat down on the sofa, Cheng Zhu took the wine bottle and asked, "Are you still drinking? You didn't drink too much?

"Drink a little." Chen Jieyu saw that he had just poured wine into her wine glass, so she thought about drinking a little more with him.

The two of them drank and chatted like this.

The counselor was more open-minded and willing to talk more about her own affairs. She would occasionally ask Cheng Zhu about his family situation.

But the good news is that Cheng Zhu's family is known to favor girls over boys. Neighbors, relatives and friends all know that little Youzi was raised as a princess, and Cheng Zhu was a guard with a sword in front of him until he died. Compared with Chen Jieyu's family situation, this is in extremely sharp contrast.

Then your sister must be a very lively and cute little girl. She said softly, of course. Cheng Zhu turned on his phone and took out a photo of Little Youzi to show her. After reading it, he smiled and said, "Actually, one of the original intentions of opening a claw machine store was to open it for my sister." "

Of course, she is now eyeing the milk tea shop. "

Chen Jieyu smiled accordingly. Although she was envious in her heart, she was already a little used to it.

She was born in the Sichuan-Chongqing area. In fact, the Sichuan-Chongqing area is relatively weak in terms of favoring boys over girls.

But this phenomenon will definitely still exist everywhere.

It's just that she grew up in the Sichuan and Chongqing areas, and she met few female classmates in similar situations to her. On the contrary, she met more female classmates who were loved by their parents.

Cheng Zhu's cell phone rang at this time, and he picked it up and looked at it.

Unexpectedly, it was a WeChat message from Hu Yan.

It was a new self-portrait she drew. Ever since she sent the self-portrait to Cheng Zhu last night, the two of them seemed to have returned to their original state.

As soon as she has new paintings, she will still send them to Cheng Zhu and her junior sister as soon as possible.

I was quite taboo about this kind of thing last night, simply because the boss had just sent me back to the hotel, and I sent him this picture in a bathrobe. It was too tempting.

It doesn't matter today. After all, the boss went on an autumn trip and is staying in a B\u0026B outside. He won't be back today.

Drawing again? I've been drawing a lot lately. "Cheng Zhu typed a reply.

Inspiration exploded, and I felt like I was making progress again. "Hu Yan answered truthfully that my pen was uncontrollable, and inspiration was pouring out. She returned to the hotel after dinner, but today her junior sister Yue Lingjing slept with her in the hotel, so Yue Lingjing was also there.

She went to the bathroom to paint alone. After all, she would still feel ashamed if she put on some strange poses in front of her junior sister." By the way, Hu Yan also suggested that Yue Lingjing be a model for her, and she would be a model for Yue Ling. Jing also drew a picture.

As a result, she turned red and refused in a panic!

After Cheng Zhu briefly chatted with Hu Yan for a few words, he put down his cell phone. What he was feeling at the moment was actually very strange." Sitting in front of him was a counselor who had drunk a lot of wine. A man and a woman were alone in the same room. She had just returned I cried and was in a very emotionally fragile stage.

Then, I just sat in front of her, looking at the self-portraits that other girls sent me!

Squirting, it feels like playing with fire!

What's even more outrageous is that Hu Yan's outfit in today's comics is a very loose shirt.

Only one shirt.

It's roughly the feeling you get when you wake up early in the morning and find that the woman next to you has no change of clothes and is wearing a shirt from your wardrobe.

And Chen Jieyu, who was sitting opposite him, was also wearing a white silk shirt, wasn't she?

It can be said that each has its own merits.

"What's wrong?" Chen Jieyu asked when Cheng Zhu raised his eyes and glanced at her clothes.

nothing. Cheng Zhu drank the wine in the glass helplessly.

He was using this to suppress the flame that was rising slightly in his heart. You are such a fox. Yesterday, you were very good at choosing the right time to post pictures, which affected my sleep. Today, you are even better at choosing the right time to post pictures!

At this moment, the two heard some noise on the corridor outside the room.

Probably a few boys went back to the room.

Some of the boys didn't know whether it was because they were drunk or because they were born with loud voices, but they could be heard clearly through the door.

"Damn it, it's rare to go out for an autumn outing. I spent the whole day playing "Sheep Got a Sheep"!"

Cheng Zhu recognized this voice and it was Zhou Kang.

"Have you passed?"

Too much! Even Einstein can't pass this fucking game! !

I just told you to come over and have a drink, but you have to fight with it! What a fool! "

Chen Jieyu raised her head, looked at Cheng Zhu and smiled.

Cheng Zhuze said softly: "Believe it or not, Zhou Kang will continue to play when he lies in bed later.

I believe it. "Chen Jieyu nodded slightly, but did not refute this.

The two probably guessed that most of the students should have returned to their rooms by now.

It is already twelve o'clock in the evening, and it is getting colder and colder outside. Many people go upstairs because they are cold. Anyway, even if they want to continue playing and drinking, they can still do it in the room.

Cheng Zhu continued to pour himself wine, and then only poured half a glass for Chen Jieyu. We are talking here, so the neighbors can't hear us, right? "Chen Jieyu suddenly asked.

As everyone knows, when a man and a woman are alone in the same room, if you say something like this that sounds like a guilty conscience, it will actually further exaggerate the ambiguous atmosphere.

Cheng Zhu pointed to the wall in front of him: "This wall in the living room is connected to the next door."

"The room is far apart. If you're worried, can we go inside to drink?"

After saying that, he stood up directly.

Then, he lowered his head and looked at her.

Chen Jieyu had no choice but to stand up and pick up her wine glass.

Cheng Zhu's room was the largest room in the entire B\u0026B, and it was quite spacious inside.

He sat directly on the carpet beside the bed, then patted the place next to him and motioned for Chen Jieyu to sit down, "With the sound insulation of this room, as long as you don't yell in my room, no one will hear you. "He said.

Why am I yelling in your room? "Chen Jieyu muttered angrily, then sat down slowly.

She and Cheng Zhu were not sitting close to each other, but they were not too far apart either. There was a wine pot and two wine glasses between them.

There was a small Bluetooth speaker in the room, so he asked, "Can I play some songs?"

After he connected the Bluetooth of the stereo with his mobile phone, he opened his playlist and started random play.

The sound of music flowed in the room, it was Mayday's "Embrace".

Cheng Zhu ordered it casually, but he didn't expect that the lyrics of this song were quite suitable for the occasion!

"[Hide your tiredness, express your embarrassment, indulge your wildness, and find your own tomorrow.]"

The third sentence is not very suitable for the moment." Cheng Zhu sat cross-legged on the carpet and leaned against the wall. He did not look at her, but asked: "You haven't had any difficulties in your life recently, right? "

It's nothing, who doesn't have some difficulties in life? "Chen Jieyu asked back.

"I'm fine, I'm going smoothly. This piece of shit Cheng Zhu has started again.

Perhaps because of the effect of alcohol, Chen Jieyu, who was usually unsmiling and serious, rolled her eyes at him slightly angrily.

Not to mention, it is quite charming.

"Have you ever read "The Killer Isn't Too Cold"?" Chen Jieyu asked.

I've seen it, you want to say that line, let me think about it, how to say it. "

"[Is life always this painful, or is it only like this when you are a child?]" He remembered the line the little girl said to the killer Leon in the movie.

Chen Jieyu replied with Leon's reply in the movie: "[It's always like this]."

, as a counselor, your own psychology is a bit unsatisfactory. "Cheng Zhu looked at her and said, "Didn't you tell me what you said? You said: A person who says she can't see her future usually means she has seen her own future. "

What the hell! Can you blame me for this? It's you who has a pessimistic attitude towards life, I just pointed it out. Cheng Zhu's main selling point is a non-stick pan. When talking about this, he couldn't help but think of the ending of Chen Jieyu in the timeline of her previous life. She attempted suicide and then left the Polytechnic University.

Cheng Zhu felt that she shouldn't want to commit suicide at this stage!

She just lived a hard life and was tired, but she could still clearly feel that she was struggling.

So, according to her original life trajectory, what caused her to want to give up her life?

Cheng Zhu had no answer to this.

Because in his previous life, he only heard all kinds of messy versions and rumors, and couldn't tell which ones were true and which ones were rumors.

And in this life, he was a reborn person, and he would undoubtedly change the life trajectory of everyone around him invisibly, so he was afraid that he would not get an answer. Time passed and it was half past twelve.

Although the two of them were actually drinking very slowly, mainly chatting, he still realized that Chen Jieyu was probably drunk.

When she picked up the wine jug and prepared to pour the wine, he raised his hand and pressed the wine jug.

"Don't pour it, you've drunk too much." He said.

"I, I haven't." She actually didn't want to go back to the room.

For some reason, even if the two of them sat quietly and didn't talk, she would feel very at ease!

"You've drunk too much." Cheng Zhu repeated again: "I told you, don't mix wine. You really haven't drunk much now, but mixing wine makes you drunk easily."

"Where did you learn this weird and weird theory." The counselor turned her head and looked at him, with a hint of strangeness in her hazy eyes.

"Teacher, Baidu, see if you are right." She raised a finger and gestured to wait.

Cheng Zhu laughed dumbly, thinking that she was really a bit silly for drinking too much!

"Teacher, Baidu!"

So he slightly moved his head closer to her and watched her search. In fact, during the drinking process, the two of them sat closer and closer unconsciously. At this moment, it started to rain outside.

The rain was not heavy, but the sound of the rain could be heard!

Cheng Zhu really liked to listen to the sound of rain. People like him seemed to have a special name, called rain addicts.

Chen Jieyu saw him looking at her phone, raised her eyes and looked at him, but didn't care.

She opened Baidu on her phone and was about to type: "Will it be easier to get drunk if you mix alcohol?"

As a result, the phone was snatched away by Cheng Zhu because when Chen Jieyu's finger was on the input box, all the previous Baidu search records would pop up.

He saw the top one in the search record at a glance!

Teacher Chen. "Cheng Sui spoke in a deep voice, rarely calling her Teacher Chen, "What do you usually search on Baidu?" He looked at her and looked her up and down.

"Huh? What?" Chen Jieyu didn't react.

Cheng Zhu took her phone and read out his search record word by word: "Are there any teachers being kept by students? "

When this sentence came out, it was like a thunderbolt for Chen Jieyu. In an instant, she felt her heartbeat slowed down, her body was tense, and even the ten fingers on her feet curled up at this moment.

Her cheeks, which were already tinged with alcohol, became even redder, and even her neck was slightly flushed.

"No, it's not what you think. She hurriedly approached Cheng Zhu to grab the phone, and her whole body half-lying on him.

He could feel his arm being squeezed.

Chen Jieyu's palm directly pressed on his thigh to support her body.

It was only at this time that she realized that there was no point in grabbing the phone. What's the use?

Cheng Zhu looked at Chen Jieyu who was rushing towards him, a smile appeared on his face, and he said meaningfully: "What am I thinking?"

He looked down at Chen Jieyu who was almost rushing into his arms, and looked at the counselor who owed him a lot of debt, and once again rarely called her Teacher Chen "Teacher Chen, do you know what you have to do if you are kept?"

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