Zerg Swinger

Xi Tian walked around in the cleaned up room, he anxiously wanted to find out if he had left something.

Bookcases, sofas, beds, etc. are covered with dust-proof cloth. Ellis consulted Kennongxing's settlement issue on the Interstellar Travel Forum, and learned that not only had to buy a real estate, but also had to settle for at least one year, which meant that they had to leave this home.

As the date approaches, Xi Tian's physical condition has improved a lot, but he is obviously restless.

What does it feel like to be anxious?

It's like a little devil with a bare ass, buzzing in your ears, flying around, banging gongs and drums in your hands, shouting: "You forgot something!", "You forgot something!", "Go and see this!", "Go and see that!"

It's like a beehive in my heart, noisy wherever I go.

The dust cloth covered every corner and also covered his past in this home.

His home became gray, gloomy, and completely unfamiliar.

The fact that he had been trying to escape finally emerged: his home no longer wanted him.

He wants to leave his home, leave his home planet where he has lived for twenty-four years.

Over the years, he never left the ground under his feet every moment, every moment he never stopped breathing her air.

Now, she changed her face, waved a small whip at her child, glared, and drove the grown-up child out of her arms, his hometown.

He has no home.

Xi Tian leaned against the wall depressed and sat on the ground.

His mind is loaded with the whole incident, the cause and effect can be vividly remembered. But he still couldn't get rid of this feeling of being abandoned.

He seemed to have changed back to a cub who had just crawled out of the egg, looking around but could not find a male and female father to rely on, he could only face the hard and cold real world with his weak and soft body alone.

Put your shoulders on your knees and hug yourself tightly.

His parents don't want him, and now even his home doesn't want him.

He really wanted to lift this house from the ground, fold it into his pocket, and put it in his palm, so that no one can escape, no one can leave it.

But even if he can control inanimate objects, he cannot control animate people.

The human will is the most uncontrollable. He cannot control the abandonment of his fathers, the hatred of others towards him, and the decisions others make against him.

The fathers brought him into this world, and grew far away from him.

Teachers teach students from class to class. The teachers are still in their original positions, but the students never return to their original positions.

His friends and mentors each have a rich and colorful life, and they don't have to greet him when making any decisions.

The life trajectory is several intersecting lines, passing through that intersecting point, and then drifting away gradually.

Everyone will eventually leave, no matter what kind of ties they have in the past.

Don't put too much emotion, don't love, don't hate, watch them go away quietly.

That's it.

Don't worry, don't miss, don't expect. In this way, there will be no disappointment and no injury.

The surging heart tide gradually subsided.

Xi Tian opened his eyes, his gaze was flat and cold, but he was facing a gentle gaze.

"Master, what's the matter? Are you feeling well?"

Ellis knelt in front of him on one knee, with a thick coat over his arm, a little worried in his voice.

The heart tide that had just been calmed down by the ice began to surge again, gurgling sorrow and grievances came out, and then all was caught by Ellis, warm and powerful embraces greeted him.

"I don't know what happened, but I am here."

Ellis awkwardly followed the way Xiongzi had comforted him.

I don't know if it was a hug or the words comforted Xiongzi, Xi Tian said, "Sorry, I can't control my emotions."

Ellis answered "Yes", let go of his arms, and whispered: "Your legs are so awkward, you almost can't hold them."

It turned out that Ellis was eager to comfort, but Xiongzi was still in the position of wrapping his knees.

Xi Tian laughed, laughing louder and louder, almost out of breath. He tremblingly stood up with Alice's support, but was stunned to find that a dust-proof cloth on the originally good bookshelf had fallen to the ground, and there were more than a dozen books spread out on the ground.

"Why did the book fall on the ground?" Xi Tiandao.

Ellis handed the coat to the male son, picked up the book and put it back on the shelf. "They were like this when I came in to find you. Didn't the male master make it?"

Xi Tian shook his head and put on his clothes. "I never leave books on the ground."

Ellis is silent, Xiongzi loves to read, and he can read it anywhere. At the same time, Xi Tian read several books at the same time, and placed them as he pleased. He insisted that the books on the sofa, on the coffee table, and on the floor were just "placed" instead of "littered". The trivial things in life can be spit out at any time, but the dust cloth falls on the ground, which is not something Xiongzi will do.

"That's really strange, how can they move without anyone." Ellis sighed, walking over and holding Xi Tian's hand, still cold.

Xi Tian's body temperature was one degree lower than Ellis, and his hands were cold. In the past two days, the snow fell continuously and the temperature dropped sharply. They had to rush outside for a long time on the way to the interstellar airport, which made Ellis worried that the hero was not warm enough.

"Your hands are so cold, I will find gloves, scarves, masks and put them on!"

Ellis straightened the collar of the male son.

"Is it cold?" Xi Tian put his hand on his face, "It's just a bit cold, there is no need to cover it so tightly, right?"

Ellis pressed the back of his hand to Xiongzi's face, "This is the temperature of a normal person, you don't even feel cold."

Ellis has seen it for more than one day, and Xiongzi has abandoned the habit of drinking warm water at a fixed temperature. Sometimes he can't even notice that the food is hot and cold, and eat it regardless.

Probably because of the fact that he was about to leave Chongxing, Xiongzi was hit hard. Even though he was still laughing and making a lot of noise on his face, he could still see Xiongzi in a daze without focus.

"It's too ugly to wear it, my face is covered, and I have this beautiful face all over my body. You can't deprive others of the right to appreciate it."

When Xi Tian walks outside, he always attaches great importance to maintaining a charming demeanor.

"The weather is very cold, your body temperature is low, and it is easy to get frostbite. You must wear it." Ellis replied decisively.

"Can I just choose the same?"

"No, nothing less can be done."

"Why don't you choose the same thing, it's the same?"

"No discussion!"

Even with the post-growth height bonus, the male is still a line shorter than Ellis. In the morning, the lover who was still gentle and affectionate, now became a cub who bargained for matching clothes.

"You're twenty-four, not four." Ellis smiled like a male child just now, the difference is that he was trying to hold his breath, as he did before Xitian, holding his chin in his hand, and giving a soft kiss. Whispering in the ear: "Observe, good."

Xi Tian subconsciously said: "Okay." Then he realized that he was tricked by Ellis.

Ellis ran out of the study in a whirlwind, smiling and going to pick up the three pieces of cold protection he had prepared.

"Ellis really broke his studies, even I molested him."

Xi Tian shook his head and sighed, and saw the bookshelf beside him, "If I only used electronic boards and readers, I could not carry these things and leave, but now it is better. They are more leisurely than me and can stay in the house. ."

Xi Tian thought of something, and put his hand on his face again: "It's not cold."

The author has something to say:

Xi Tian's sensitive attributes are destined to be unable to take the protagonist-struggle-upgrade route. This route emphasizes struggle but not the heart, and his sensitivity is suitable for expressing delicate emotions.

Now Xi Tian can have smooth sailing in a stable life, but he is like a flower in a greenhouse, unbearable. He still can't let go of his father, nor dare to have children. Only by going out and experiencing some life can he move forward better.