Zhou Xiaoyun’s Happy Life

Chapter 104 Thinking before and after

Zhou Xiaoyun has always had a habit since he was a child. Whenever he encounters annoying or unsolvable problems, he always likes to stay in a quiet corner alone. At this time, she didn't want to say a word. She is even less willing to talk to others, which may also be related to her silent personality.

 She never likes to talk about any troubles everywhere, she is a typical boring gourd.

So when things happened to him and Li Tianyu in his previous life that were unsatisfactory and unhappy after their marriage, Zhou Xiaoyun's reaction was to keep it silently in his heart without speaking out.

Facts have proved that this way of dealing with troubles is extremely failed and wrong. Tolerance and silence only put the problem aside instead of solving it. It will only accumulate more and more until it is unbearable and one day it will explode.

 But, who should she tell her troubles to?

She had no particularly close friends in her previous life, and her relationship with her family was distant and indifferent. Li Tianyu also had a careless temper. She often sulked alone and slowly digested it without Li Tianyu noticing.

 It’s even more impossible to tell now. Do you want to tell your parents that you have relived your life from twenty-eight to six? I'm afraid my parents will just think that I'm crazy and talking nonsense.

 It's okay for friends to chat, but they can't say a word on their minds.

 Brothers and sisters are not the ones to talk to either.

Mr. Fang is a nice person and cares about her, but how can she tell him that she met her husband in her previous life?

Thinking about it, it seemed that she could only bury everything deep in her heart.

 From her past life to this life, she has always been so lonely.

 Zhou Xiaoyun, who rarely thinks about this, couldn't help but burst into tears.

Have you ever tasted the feeling of burying everything deep in your heart and no one can tell you?

Have you ever experienced the feeling of being the only one in the world who knows about this?

 Incomparably lonely, incomparably desolate, and incomparably painful!

Zhou Xiaoyun crawled onto his bed, hid in his own little world, curled up and cried silently. He didn't even dare to cry out for fear of attracting his parents' attention.

 A feeling of sadness swept through my body.

Why? Just when she was just beginning to experience happiness, Li Tianyu, who was least supposed to appear, appeared again?

She tried her best to forget her daughter Niuniu, whom she could never embrace, and suffered in the painful longing night after night. She tried her best to forget her deeply loved husband and decided to live a new life again.

 She used constant busyness to enrich her life, forcing herself not to think about all the things in her previous life, and forcing herself to readjust to the life of her childhood. Treat study and life with a serious and diligent attitude, and use a positive attitude to learn accordion calligraphy to add weight to your future. He always considers his parents at home and does everything he can to reduce the burden on his parents. He takes care of his elder brother Dabao and his younger brother Xiaobao and loves his younger sister Erya.

 Didn’t she work hard enough?

Li Tianyu's sudden appearance made Zhou Xiaoyun collapse. It seemed that all the efforts in the past few years were in vain and everything was back to the starting point.

How could she live in the same classroom as Li Tianyu as if nothing had happened! How could she pretend that nothing had happened and face Li Tianyu with a calm face! How could she pretend it was just an insignificant stranger!

Li Tianyu's appearance brought a huge impact to Zhou Xiaoyun, which made Zhou Xiaoyun unable to adapt. She really didn't know how to solve this matter.

shift? It's obviously unrealistic. Fang Wenchao was so loving and caring to her, so why did she tell Teacher Fang that she wanted to change classes?

Ask for leave? This is not a solution either. She escaped this afternoon, but she couldn't take leave every day and not go to school!

drop out? Don't even think about it. In this life, she has been a good student with both good character and academic performance through hard work and diligence. Even if she were killed, she would not give up studying.

 Changing schools? This road doesn't seem to work either. Not to mention being far away from home, how could she open her mouth to make such a request to her parents?

After much deliberation, it seems that there is only one way to go, and that is to go to school obediently carrying a schoolbag from tomorrow morning.

Zhou Xiaoyun was helpless when she realized this. She really wanted to curse the **** God loudly.

 Why did you have to send this **** Li Tianyu to her? Why should Li Tianyu disturb her peaceful and happy life? Why can't she avoid Li Tianyu even if she wants to?

In her previous life, she met and fell in love with Li Tianyu when she was just nineteen years old. In this life, she planned to forget about this person and start a new life.

 But God made such a bad joke on her that he actually made her encounter with Li Tianyu ten years earlier. Ten years...

 What on earth is she going to do?

During dinner, Dabao called Zhou Xiaoyun outside the door to have dinner. Zhou Xiaoyun's low and hoarse voice came: "I feel a little uncomfortable, so I won't eat."

Dabao immediately reported to Zhao Yuzhen. Zhao Yuzhen was shocked, immediately put down what she was doing and walked quickly to Zhou Xiaoyun's house. There were no lights on in the dark room. Zhao Yuzhen almost tripped over the bench on the ground. She fumbled to turn on the lights while complaining: "This child has been in the house all afternoon and he didn't come out. Why is there no light on it when it's dark?" Not even open?”

The sudden light was so dazzling that Zhou Xiaoyun's reaction was a little slow before he opened his eyes for a while.

Zhao Yuzhen was shocked when she saw her: "Da Ya, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are red from crying. Tell your mother if you feel uncomfortable."

With that said, he loudly called Zhou Guoqiang to come in: "His father, come and see Da Ya!"

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Guoqiang ran in. He felt heartbroken when he saw Zhou Xiaoyun's red eyes crying: "What's wrong with Da Ya? Wasn't she still fine when she left at noon today?"

Zhao Yuzhen sighed and said, "I don't know either. She came back around two o'clock in the afternoon. She said she was knocked down by a boy and the palm of her hand was scratched. The teacher asked her to go home to rest. She stayed there all afternoon. When we got out of the house, I asked Dabao to call her for dinner, but she said she didn't feel well and didn't want to eat, so I came over to take a look. Who knew she would be like this now."

Zhou Guoqiang’s eyes widened, as if he wanted to eat someone: “Whoever bumped into you, Da Ya. Tell dad to go find him now.”

Zhao Yuzhen said angrily: "Look at your impatience. If you want to look for it, you have to go to school tomorrow to look for it. Where can you look for it now that it's so late? Let's see what happened to Daya first. Daya, show us your palm. look."

Zhou Xiaoyun is afraid that Zhou Guoqiang will actually go to school to find Li Tianyu tomorrow. Wouldn't it be unreasonable to go to him when he has nothing to do? It turns out that Li Tianyu didn't do it intentionally today, and besides, his palms had stopped bleeding a long time ago, so it didn't matter.

"Dad, my hand doesn't hurt anymore. It's just that we are divided into different classes this year, and several of my good friends are not in the same class. I cried secretly for a while. It's nothing. It's all better now." Zhou Xiaoyun stretched out his palm to show his parents, The blood on the palm of my hand has stopped bleeding a long time ago, but there is only a small area of ​​skin that has been scratched.

Zhou Guoqiang took Zhou Xiaoyun's hand and looked at it again and again. After making sure that everything was fine, he finally felt relieved: "We all live in the same village and can see each other at any time. If we are not in the same class, we are not in the same class. This can make my eyes cry. It’s so funny to be red. Okay, let’s get up and have dinner!”

Zhou Xiaoyun had no appetite at all, but he was afraid that Zhou Guoqiang would do this again if he didn't eat, so he had to get up and barely eat a bowl of rice, and he had to force a smile.

 There was something else that made her like this, but what could she say?

 The pain is unknown and the tears can only be swallowed in the stomach. This feeling is really uncomfortable!

 (End of this chapter)