Zhou Xiaoyun’s Happy Life

Chapter 305 Li Tianyu Monologue—Please let me get closer to you

 I am Li Tianyu.

 Ever since I found out that I was in the top 100 of Yingming High School, I have been in a good mood all day long.

 My parents are also very happy. Parents always hope that their children will succeed!

These years, I have been living in my uncle's house. My uncle is very kind to me. I have no shortage of food, drink, clothing and shelter.

 Sometimes I feel like I am my uncle’s son.

 I secretly vowed in my heart that I would get into a good university. When I go out to work, the first people I should honor are my parents and uncles.

I didn’t have any homework during the summer vacation this year. When I was bored, I picked up the guitar that my cousin Liu Shuang had been practicing for a while.

 Strange, I seem to be very good at practicing the guitar. Even my cousin praised me for my talent.

While I was playing, I thought, how great it would be if I could play a piece of music in front of that girl one day!

I really want to see her faint smile and appreciative eyes...

 School started, and I was actually put into the same class as her.

 I laughed happily for a long time.

very nice! Get your wish!

Even if she doesn’t look at me or say anything to me, I still feel very happy.

 The new class is really good. I have met many new classmates and made many new friends. The happiest thing is that I have also become a class cadre.

Although I’m just a sports clerk…

However, there was a vote from her in this!

 Don't blame me for being selfish. When the girl named Shao Qiangwei competed with her for the position of monitor, I voted for her. In the end, she won by one vote.

 I am very happy.

　　Really, I really like to see her walking up to the podium during self-study classes. I really like to hear her gently say, "Students, please be quiet." I really like to secretly observe her every move in the last row.

 Yes, she sits in the first row.

 And I sit in the last row.

 There is such a long distance in between...

 After the first monthly exam, she ranked second in the class, while I only ranked more than 30.

I looked at it and sighed, it was so far away!

 The class is going to have a New Year's Day party, and I have been excitedly preparing for it at home for a few nights.

That day, I finally showed my hand in front of the whole class.

Is she listening too?

I have been looking at her, but why doesn’t she look at me with admiration as I imagined. Why does her eyes look so strange? Why is her expression so hesitant?

 But I don’t even have the right to ask and comfort her.

 Looking at her running away quickly, I felt an emptiness in my heart...

 My grades improved a bit, and Teacher Ye moved me and Gao Congshuai to a different position.

 It feels very happy to be a little bit closer to her.

 On the day of the spring outing, when I knew she would get carsick, I quickly ran to the car and grabbed a seat by the window.

 She was sitting and I was standing next to her. This feels really good.

 Doing nothing, just looking at her like this, I feel is an extremely pleasant thing.

 The moment I saw the tall boy entangled with her, my mind went blank.

 I only have one idea, beat that boy.

 I did the same! I'm so glad I arrived in time, I can't imagine what it would be like if I were even a moment late.

Her seemingly calm face was a little pale. In fact, she was probably very scared. However, at that moment, she actually wanted to protect Liu Lu.

 How could I not like her?

 Yes, I finally understand that this feeling of wanting to see someone, talk to someone, and want to make someone happy is like it.

 However, what should I do to like her?

 She is so beautiful, so excellent, so cute, so gentle...

 It's a pity that her tenderness never belongs to me...

 What makes me happy is that after I "hero rescued the beauty", she finally started to give me a good look. When I talked to her, she started to smile slightly, started to look at me, and started to be willing to talk to me...

 My position has moved forward by one level.

I counted silently many times. She was in the first row and I was in the fourth row. There were still three rows left. Let me work harder. Let me move further forward. Let me get closer to her.

 When I advanced to the third row, there was no such chance again.

 Because, after passing the HKCEE, we have to start dividing the arts and sciences into classes.

I have complained countless times about why there is such a thing as dividing arts and sciences, because it means that she and I are going to be separated again.

 She chose liberal arts without hesitation.

Her Chinese is so good, her composition is so good, she is such a literary and spiritual girl, it is perfect to study liberal arts.

 How could she not choose liberal arts?

 But, what should I do?

 My strengths are in physics and chemistry, so there is no doubt that I should choose science.

　　However, choosing science means that I can no longer be in the same class with her, can no longer see her at any time, and can no longer talk to her on any pretext...

 Choose liberal arts?

 However, my grades in political history and geography are really not very good. Maybe if I choose liberal arts, the chance that she and I will be in the same class is not very good.

what do I do?

Liu Lu had been arguing with her uncle for a few days because she wanted to choose liberal arts. Seeing how Liu Lu was crying, her uncle actually softened his heart a long time ago.

I said a few words to Liu Lu from the side. When I saw Liu Lu’s happy smile because she could choose her ideal liberal arts major, I suddenly came to my senses.

 Now, the most important thing for me is to study hard.

 Only after I have been admitted to college can I be qualified to say to that girl: Hi, Zhou Xiaoyun, do you know? I have always liked you...

Even though I told myself this, I still felt very uncomfortable when the admission to the elective subjects actually came.

 Fortunately, I also entered the first science class and was placed with my good friend Yang Fan.

Yang Fan understands my thoughts best and has taught me many times behind my back: Tianyu, now is the most important time to study. Don’t think so much. It’s better to wait until you are admitted to college.

 Yeah, as we are all high school students, what qualifications do we have to say we like it?

 Even though, I like her so much.

The class teacher, Xiao Jun, is very strict in managing the class, and everyone who is tight is complaining constantly.

 My grades are slowly improving. Although I am still not as good as Yang Fan, I can still get into the top dozen in the class.

 In my senior year of high school, I began to focus entirely on my studies.

I really want to get into a good university, not only for her, but more importantly for myself, for my parents who worked hard to raise me, and for my uncle who has always treated me like his own child and is so good to me.

I really want to repay them well, but what if I don’t study hard?

I am just a child from an ordinary rural family. My father is an honest man, my mother is a rural woman, and I have younger brothers and sisters at home.

 If I want a good future, I can only rely on myself.

 I want to work hard for everyone I care about.

I want to prove that I, Li Tianyu, am good too!

Shao Qiangwei, who thought she was beautiful, always came to talk to me. In Yang Fan's words, she implicitly showed her affection for me.

However, I really feel nothing.

　　Perhaps I am a little vain. Girls who are excellent in the eyes of others have a crush on me.

 This incident is also a kind of affirmation and encouragement for me.

 It turns out that I am also a very good boy.

 It turns out that there are also girls who think I’m pretty cool.

How great it would be if that girl were her...

 When can I get closer to her?

I always take advantage of the moment when I am waiting for Liu Lu to wait for her. Even if I can’t talk, I just take a look at her from a distance!

 I heard a lot about Liu Lu from her mouth.

 She got first place in the class again, she received love letters from boys again, she and Wang Jingjing had a falling out because of Wang Ziqi's incident...

　　Every time I hear such news, I can't help but feel nervous.

 I am not the only one who has seen her goodness.

 Many boys like her silently.

 I couldn't help but feel lucky at this moment, lucky that she never gave any boy a chance, lucky that she never got too close to a boy, lucky that she never accepted any boy.

 Although, I am also one of those boys.

 Liu Lu became a recommended student, and her uncle was in a very good mood these days.

 I'm also happy for Liu Lu, but why isn't she the recommended student in the liberal arts class?

Liu Lu learned what she said to me, and I thought about what she said many times in my heart.

Zhou Xiaoyun, the farther you go and the higher you fly, will there ever be a day when I can catch up with you? Is there still a day when I can get close to you?

what do I do?

 I bit the bullet and applied for the same application as her.

 Actually, I know that with my grades, the chances of getting into such a good university are very slim.

 However, I still filled it out with the idea that a miracle might happen.

 The second and third choices are all universities in the same province.

 If we can’t go to the same school as her, then let me be closer to her!

　　The moment I saw her smiling heartily while holding her report card, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

 I'm so happy for her, I'm so proud of her.

　　However, this also means that I will be separated from her.

 No, I don’t want to.

 After going to college, please let me pursue you, Zhou Xiaoyun.

 Please let me get close to you, please let me say I like you.

 (End of this chapter)