Zhui Xu

Suddenly, I went back to the snowy night. Ice@火!中文

The coldness of the whole body waved, the wind came over, the snowflake with big goose feathers was cold, and the body would heat up. She squeezed in the wood and refused to come out. She saw the goddess coming over and burst into tears: "Why me? Why not my sister? Why is it me?"

That year she was five years old, but the question was indeed what she should ask.

She is growing in the small fishing village of Jiangnan, but she is not fishing for a living. She has a sister at home, and there is a younger brother below. She is the sister of her sister and the sister of her brother. But I don't know why, the harvest of the land is still good, and I am still working in the workshop of the rich man, but the family is getting poorer. She was only five years old and she didn't understand it. It was only when the man came home for the second time, it was the snowy night. She ran out and did not dare to go home in the firewood outside the house until the goddess came over to retrieve her.

"Why me?"

She cried and asked, the family did not say, but she just knew something. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I will be sent out. Although there are many things in the family, it is very poor, but she still knows that it is best to stay at home, better than outside.

She knows that she will not be a younger brother, but she does not understand why she is not her sister, although she does not want her sister to leave... The girl is holding her crying and saying: "Because you are smart, you are smarter than your sister, you are smart, go out, Have a better way than my sister. Don't blame you, you blame..."

She always remembers that the mother cried and said that she was smarter. She was sold, changed hands several times, sold to the brothel, trained, snoring, full of hunger, hungry. After a few years, she opened her body, looks good, and because of her cleverness, she was raised and eaten deliciously. There are teachers to teach them to teach and teach them to study and play chess and painting.

She always remembers her and her maiden, remembering the night when it was snowing. That sentence is smarter and has a better way than your sister. When she really understood this, she didn't know if she wanted to hate and be a goddess. When she was 13 years old, she was the first person in the brothel to show up as a Qing Dynasty. It’s almost fifteen. The copper coins and broken silver that she was kneeling down were finally replaced by a big silver ingot, and finally I was able to get the brothel mother’s righteous look and give her a chance to go back to the provincial family.

She remembered that when Ms. Yang told her about this, her face was only awkward and ironic. For the woman who had no value, Ms. Yang had always been indifferent, and she was only afraid in her heart. Can't understand the meaning of the other party's eyes. She held and held the ingot in her hands, and even asked Uncle Turtle of Jinfenglou to rent a small carriage for her, and went back all the way. At that time, she did not think about how to face the sorrow and the maiden. Whether they hate them or forgive them, she thinks that when she gets to the place, she can understand that she can ignore them by the mood at that time and leave them for a lifetime. Or you can leave Yuan Baoer and turn around and leave. I have never paid any attention to them since then. An ingot, fifty-two silver, is enough for a family to use for a long time.

But she did not get the opportunity to hate or understand.

When I went to the mountain to cut wood, I fell to death. My brother was sick and borrowed money from the rich man’s family. The disease was still not cured. After the death of his brother, the goddess died. She remembered what the niece said, you are smart, maybe there is a way to live.

However, my sister married the son of the rich man’s family, and he is still alive.

So she changed the clothes of the villagers. She used to look for her sister. She didn't tell her sister that she had done a prostitute. In the backyard of the rich man's family, my sister didn't ask her about her experience for so many years. She always said that she is now with her. How many other small crickets are vying for favor, seeing the other party's unsatisfactory things, she is being bullied, the husband who read some books still spends money all day in the town's kiln, such things. She did not stay until noon, because the son of the rich man came back and saw her, and then his eyes changed a little. After that, his sister looked at his own eyes and changed a little, and began to hesitate and beware.

She later became a squad in the Goldwind Building, and her sister's appearance was not bad, but the education in the past ten years became a difference. Although she wore patched clothes, she was too eye-catching compared to her sister, my sister... ...even some fear that they will stay and compete with her. She held the ingot, and went back to the Goldenwind House with the uncle of the turtle slave, and the small fishing village has never been there since.

She is a smart person and can have a living path. Since then, she has known what she wants. She is going to walk happily along this path. She is at least better than her mother’s life. She no longer thinks and is happy. Maybe there will be a very powerful and powerful person in the future. The great talented family will take home and go home. Be a little embarrassed, happy and happy for a lifetime.

Of course, there are also things that she has always been awkward.

The young lady named Yunzhu, who saw her when she followed the teacher, had a good temper and was willing to help others. I heard that she used to be a lady of the official family. Maybe she was carrying the temperament of the official lady. She doesn't have that temperament, just thinks... some envy.

Of course, there is not much overlap between them. Later, they all became Qing people in the Golden Wind Building, and they only nodded each other. Jiner feels that she is a bit embarrassed to her, and that kind of embarrassment is hard to say clearly. Of course, not everyone in the Jinfeng Building is accustomed to Nie Yunzhu's pie, some girls are hostile to her, can't understand her origins, can't understand her high school, can't understand her unwilling to be happy. Looks like, can't be used to her unhappy, she can have the most famous name of her shoulders. Even her mother Yang Xiuhong seems to be dissatisfied with Nie Yunzhu, occasionally marrying her.

Yuan Jiner, who is happy to understand and see the road ahead, is very happy. There are more and more Yuan Baoer around. She just looks at it all, letting out a little corner of her heart and calling it Nie Yunzhu. Woman, then keep a light nod to her. Later, Nie Yunzhu really left the Golden Wind Tower. Ms. Yang is a cold and hot person. Of course, her kindness will not be casually sent, but she is concerned about these women with skills in the building. She once said that in such an environment, if you still do not live up to expectations, it is not worth living, and if it is not beautiful, it is also God does not give food. Such a world, no doubt Mo You.

She was so embarrassed that she wanted to let Yunzhu’s sister recognize the reality and choose the easy way to go. But in the end, she still did not succeed. Even so, she gave the opportunity to teach the piano in Yunzhu.

However, I will not go that way, although I will grow up. I can recognize what is in my heart, but that is unnecessary. I am very smart, I will always go down this road, or say that I am a utilitarian. Sometimes I feel that I am sending myself out with my maiden, that is, I want to keep myself alive, just to be alive... I just can’t help but want to send some money when I see that Nie Yunzhu is embarrassed...

She is a utilitarian, she convinces herself, but it is the last. Smart people can't help but think more. From the Jinfeng Building, is the mother's knife mouth happy or disappointed? Maybe both. What do you think of the goddess and the goddess in heaven? Do you feel that you have done the right thing when you feel that you are doing the right thing? she does not know.

But she had a great time. People who can come out of that environment can easily become close sisters. Since then, she has turned Yunzhujie into her closest relative. Since then, there is also a strange man who suddenly appears or disappears, becoming the gap between her and Yunzhujie. But she also took her to see the scenery she had never thought of before.

Gradually……

I like to bicker with him. Look at how he tells jokes. There is no serious look. I like to see him because he occupied the Yunzhu sister and helpless look. I like to watch him because his own inattention has taken over the smugness of Yunzhujie. Does he know that it is his own intention?

I like to see him calmly in front of himself and Yunzhu. Being calm in front of others. I like to hear people talk about his news and listen to people who praise him. I like how he looks when he is serious. I like him to protect himself and Yun Zhujie in front of the Su family. I like it and I don't like how he looks when he is infected with blood. Does he know that he likes him so much...

It is also because of him and Yunzhujie. She gradually saw that the little girl who was standing in the wind and snow in her heart, she holding her ingot, was crying, she was in her heart, she might be very painful. Unfortunately, this little girl can't see it herself, and this pain can't be felt by herself. Until now, she was able to see her gradually, and because she saw her, she felt that it was no longer painful.

*

"...no problem, it is not a disease. The mood is stagnation, the blood is a bit chaotic, there is something wrong, you can't get out of your heart, these days, sleep and diet probably have some influence, but look at the physical condition, time Not too long. Just open some medicine, drink it is to lie to lie to her... Before the character should be more lively?"

Under the eaves, the golden light sprinkled, and the middle-aged doctor carrying the medicine box said this. Ning Yi listened and looked back into the room. Then he nodded. "Well, it’s more lively... Really okay?"

"This kind of heart disease is not big, but it is small, but some are actually not small. Some women live in the deep house compound, and they feel depressed and can't solve it. It will last for a long time, that is, the life of ten years and eight years." The doctor gave a gossip, then smiled and shook his head. "But I see this girl, there should be no such thing. You find the crux, enlighten me, eat the food, and sleep well. It will be natural. People will be sent, and they will leave."

"This is a consultation. Thank you. Slowly." Ning Yi took out the silver from his sleeve and then handed the man away to the doctor. He stood under the roof and looked at the woman in the room where the bed was still asleep. , lifted his head, took a breath, and then exhaled a long time, stepping toward the inside.

"Really..."

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When I woke up, ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ realized that I had made that long dream. Open your eyes, the bright daylight shines at the door, the powder of light swirls in the air, the other side of the window opens, the wind blows in, the cool and bright feeling, the book and paper, the light ring.

Then she reacted. She was sleeping on the bed in the room of Ning Yi. It seemed to be covered with a wet towel on the forehead. It was very cool and comfortable. However, there was still some pain in the place where I hit it before. I am afraid I got a bag.

Going over, Ning Yi is sitting at the table and sorting out his manuscript. Jiner recalled that she had messed up the other man's manuscript, and she had a dim sum, so she did not dare to move, and quietly closed her eyes, pretending that she did not wake up.

It’s not pure because I don’t feel that I can face him because of the manuscript. In this case, it’s good to put the head in the soil and pretend to be the world’s peace...

She thought about it.

The new title is more relevant, and the title of one of the previous words is finished up and down...