Zhui Xu

Yesterday evening, the code code was a little more than one, and the first chapter was written. It was really going to sleep. It was almost three in the morning, and I woke up at eight in the morning. I couldn’t sleep. I sat up and listened to the song, still in my mind. Up, but there is also a sense of satisfaction in the exhaustion. The last time I felt this way, maybe six years ago, I finished the August fire of "Hidden Kill", Chapter 409, I am like a dew on the world, I have about 20,000 words a day, tired, but I feel satisfied. And calm down.

It's not easy, but I know I have done a good job.

It should be in the ninety-nine years, I finished the "hidden kill" at the starting point, and I was troubled by the fact that the story was not completed enough. The only August fire that was close to the formation was still full of embarrassment. At the time, I have been keeping an eye on the retraction of various clues. Now that the outline of Alienation has been perfected, at the time, the beginning of the book has undergone a lot of adjustments. Although it has been fine on small branches, the book has not been well done in terms of overall shape. That is the process I am groping. The first six episodes of Alienation, in my case, are all failures. They have done the same in small details, on the middle clues, and on the self-consistency of the single episode. However, in the harmony between the single episode and the outline, these episodes are like the blocks of the collage, I don't like it.

When the 7* episode appeared, I really saw the situation when the clues of these episodes were agreed with the outline. I saw the literary works in the middle school when I was in elementary school. I was taken as a state at this time. The author, touches and appreciates its outline.

In the writing of Alienation, my life and writing itself have experienced such problems. The problem of the book is taken for granted, but the feeling is felt later. I often look back, are unbearable "alienation" of the first six sets - perhaps six sets no problem in the eyes of the reader, but I have always been like this author: not to say that you are receiving, I would have given you the works .

Because of this awkwardness, I stopped "alienation." Open the book "赘婿".

This book, I wrote a war, I don't want to see the previous problem again, it was the first half of 11 years.

There are a few simple points in the beginning of the book "赘婿". First of all, I thought at the time. I want to write a book like "Hidden Kill". Where is the similarity of the story? I want to write an invincible person, the protagonist of the hidden kill is the killer, with a force to break, invincible. Then I wrote the heart of the dog, strategizing and smashing the big picture, cleverly killing others - this is an alternative kind of rudeness. I think there are a lot less problems I have to consider. When I wrote it, I found that I fell into the pit.

The second idea, I want to write the protagonist in the temple of Jin Yu, in front of everyone, a shot to blow the head of the emperor. This is a cool point to think about, starting from the time of opening the book. I have talked to many people about this picture.

The third intention is to rewrite the modern history of China.

The third point is actually the core of the whole book.

But modern history can't be written, not only because the rules of the starting point are not allowed to write for many years. But because of my knowledge, I dare not really write about modern history - even if I feel the magnificent, thrilling, sorrowful, deepest humiliation, the most generous death and the most tragic struggle, I am still I dare not write about it - it is not something I can "speak".

But I can dissolve this feeling into a "fable" that belongs to me.

Overhead Song Dynasty. Separating the framework of the Wu Dynasty, not just for copying poetry. It has many benefits, but the necessary one. That is, I want to dissolve into a part of modern history, then I can never write the Song Dynasty. Of course, there are certain similarities between the Song Dynasty and the modern times. Up to now, these things have been mixed together and they are inseparable. Because, since the Song Dynasty was overhead, the Song Dynasty may wish to write a book.

In the seven episodes of 赘婿, each episode has its own transition, there are bursts of volts, and each of them is progressively progressive. The first episode is the gentle vision of Ning Yi entering the world. The second episode is the complex of intrigue in the small environment of the family. The third episode of the peasant uprising, the fourth episode of the rebellion, the fifth episode, reviewing their rebellion, will Looking to the family, seeking reasons, the sixth episode, is the tragic struggle between the border people and the court. The seventh episode is the struggle of the imperial court and the beginning of the war. By the end of the seventh episode, all things can be collected. .

What is this country like? It is weak and shattered. And the protagonist can go to the Golden Temple and blow the Emperor's head - of course, the details have been revised.

For this reason, it is very difficult to write. Every clue should be seen clearly, deep and shallow, long and short. Many times I write a clear clue to cover up a dark clue, I write A plot often has to worry about many aspects. For example, disaster relief, I want to write a literary drama, to write a family of the family, to show the core of their annexation of the land, to die, the protagonist can not appear too much, I want to let the readers cool, and this part of things can not be too much, must be just right.

During the writing period, many people said: "I don't see the need for this part of the plot to be brewed for so long, so the author must be lazy." There was nothing to say at the time, how can I understand it? Don't talk to the readers, and the authors who think less, don't understand.

I once told people that I want to make a breakthrough in the text, what is said. A traditional novel, 300,000 words, a story ending, up to a million, is a long article, online novel, "赘婿" has passed three million words, half finished, I want to be in the space of six million words Tighten each clue, I will write the next thing, I have to consider it in dozens of chapters or even a million words, I have to write a concept, we must consider whether it should have a second after the first layer of blasting The sublimation of the layer, even if the final book is completed, highlights the meaning of the third layer. The human brain is sometimes a bit unbearable.

I almost praised myself after the summary of each episode. This episode was successful. It was urging, encouraging, and beating myself. I have succeeded in so many episodes, how can I let them go, how to be willing to write casually. A few years ago, the starting point split, people said that you can't walk bananas, buy or buy. I said that I want to write "赘婿", this year there is another big fluctuation, and the contract will be renewed directly. Why, I want to write "赘婿".

The three million words are finally able to form one at the end of the seventh episode. I am very happy.

These things are things that belong to the author's self. I am celebrating for myself, some pride and satisfaction and narcissism, and please bear with me.

Then, I have a harder road to go.

Talk about killing the emperor. Also talk about Ning Yi this person.

In recent days, many people have said that it is reasonable and unreasonable to kill the emperor from the perspective of interests and the overall situation. Seeing the novel as a protagonist is like a game, and I have learned the experience. I picked up the equipment, I have the base, I want to expand, I can't bear to throw it away. This is common sense, especially the common sense of online novels, but I want to talk about Ning Yi from the spiritual core.

In his conversations with Lao Qin and Cheng Zhouhai, the spiritual core is already there. Ning Yi said: "You do things morally. I do things for identification." In fact, it is in the word "identity".

A person who does things for "identity", what is his spirit? Throughout the ages, from the modern times. More than 95% of the people do not study, and those who read and understand are part of the ruling class. This is what the facts decide. Therefore, Confucianism says: "Being a heart for the world. For the sake of the sacred school. For the world to open peace." This is a very great idea, this world is so many people. I want to take responsibility for this, because I am a Confucian. They do things for morality, save the world, and they have a responsibility to do things for the world. What is the world?

But "identity", I don't agree with you - exactly, you don't have a certain level - you should die to die, I am not responsible for you. What is this kernel? Is cold blood, is it ruthless? Is it arrogant, is it wayward? neither.

In fact - it is "democracy."

The so-called democracy, that is, the people can be the masters of themselves.

At the core of "morality" or "identity", there are different backgrounds of the times. In modern times, in a certain sense, morality can only be the core, because productivity has not yet developed to the extent that everyone can be educated. With this statement as the standard, under the framework of the Wu Dynasty, it is very impossible for ordinary people to ask them to awaken to the extent of being "identified". However, Ning Yi is just a person. He said coldly, his spiritual core is like this. The person who has never awakened, his heart is full of concealment. It is already very good. If the Wu Dynasty really wants to perish, he will really see it very much. Heavy?

He experienced a life failure, came to the world, he gradually saw the things of identity, dissolved in, he even started to do things, began to do a "righteousness" for the world, but in the end, he agreed with the good things Qin Qinyuan is eager to worry about the world. The soldiers of Xia Cun are crying out in despair. If their value can at least be preserved, Ning Yi may continue to do things, but in the end, all things are shattered, he is also Added a few slaps.

Looking back at the wedge of the whole book, he sat by the river and watched the failed development case. He succeeded for a lifetime, forgot his former friends and partners, wanted the world to be better, and the wishes he had passed. Road... These things were very emotional at first, and very precious at the end. In his heart after rebirth, it was a very heavy lesson. He is born again, and life has value.

So, does he care about the imperial power? Does he care about the interests? Does he care about human life? He doesn't even care about his life!

He fights for the people and things he agrees with, does not agree with him, he can also go, not good, it is such a result. All dead and dead!

In some thoughts, he wants to compromise for the sake of benefit. He should find a moderation method to break the game. Because the emperor is too fierce, it must be a total cross-cutting. Yes, it is true, it is very serious! Then Ning Yi united the parties, trained the soldiers to develop science and technology, defeated the two enemies that the banana demon king had arranged for him - the Jurchen and the Mongols - respectively. After defeating, he established a dynasty. This dynasty has 200 million people. Among them, 199.9 million is still the kind of people who came to the streets to pour feces when Qin Yuyuan appeared. Do you think that in Ning Yi’s heart, can this country comfort his dreams?

I think he would prefer to listen to the cry of ordinary people who finally rushed to the enemy after his wife and children died. His spirit has such a side.

In the spirit of another layer, for the Wu Dynasty, the Jurchen is coming. The Mongols may have to come, facing these two forces, especially in the face of Genghis Khan, and in the heart of Ning Yi, the road of Chang Gong Kaishen. Can you not turn the tide? Breaking everything, without the direction of identification, Ning Yi's next thing to do is very simple, two words, but also the core of the entire lower half.

--revolution.

Innovate the old life and put the people who cannot be independent. Innovate into autonomous people.

He originally agreed with Confucianism and was unwilling to change because it was difficult. He originally agreed with Qin Yuyuan and was not willing to change. He only wanted to cooperate with him, and he took the plunge. In the end, all failed. He has to come by himself, he comes by himself, and that is a completely different path from that era. If Qin Yuyuan died, Ning Yi would pick up pots and pots and fight again, in accordance with their rules and systems to play innovation and exchange of interests. It’s really a small one.

As soon as the hero slammed the sword, it was another decade of robbery.

As for the Cangsheng, say a fact that everyone does not like to hear. Except in the novel, Cangsheng has been respected. In any real history, they are pigs and sheep - well, it is ours.

Regarding the details of Ning Yi’s killing Zhou Wei, some things are not detailed. For example, Ning Yi put the knife on Zhou Haotou, so other talents dare not come over. For example, some things that Ning Yi happened while delaying the time, and finally he killed Zhou Wei... These are all abbreviated. After that, I will return to explain it. As for the students who did not know how Ning Yi took the gun, they had to go back and read it.

There are many plots in the process of writing this book, which does not conform to the aesthetics of "ordinary" people. For example, I have said more than once that the history of this thing, after we read it, if it can not reflect itself, then its true or not is meaningless. For example, I did not shape Qin Qin into a disgusting sinister evil, but wrote that he was constantly retreating in the step-by-step "helplessness". Some people think that such a Qin dynasty is not evil, that is, to turn him over. But these are also justified.

I said in some places, "There is always a very important historical concept problem, which is wronged by a group of people. Just like some modern "conscience youths" turned over to a certain traitor, when others look at it, this person is so Helpless, some people think that he is a loyal minister, and some people yell at it. This is a traitor reversal. They have never been able to analyze it. "Is it necessary to do bad things is not guilty? They think so because they are in life." There are also a lot of "must be forced", and everyone has a lot of "must have to", when they are forced to do so, they forgive themselves.

They did not think that the real problem lies in the fact that the bottom line of the entire society has disappeared, and people in the whole society are easily forgiving themselves. In fact, I am willing to believe that all the traitors in history have become traitors and traitors after easily forgiving themselves.

In life, there are indeed many times when I have to retreat, but there is a vague line. When it is over, it is over. This is what history really should say. ”

I also often give an example. I have said many times: In a thousand years, Chengdu patriotic youths marched on the streets. They saw a girl wearing a Chinese costume upstairs. They thought that it was a kimono, so they swarmed and surrounded them. Go up, forcing mm to take off the clothes on the spot to burn. This is just a misunderstanding. It is nothing. The point is that after mm explained, the other party knew that he had made a mistake, but the leader insisted that the mm must take off his clothes and burn it to calm the anger below.

They eventually forced the girl to take off her clothes in the toilet, then burned in public and celebrated the victory of the anti-Japanese demonstration. I would like to ask everyone to think about it. The organizer of such a thousand people marching may be a college student. He has such organizational skills in college. When he is out of society, he will easily enter the political and legal institutions and become us. The civil servant on the head, and his principle is so cheap, we assume that he will arrive at the Qin dynasty one day, what can he insist on? And what about ourselves? What can you stick to?

The history of China's five thousand years - we always say this, so sigh - he is so magnificent, there are so many heroes and children in this land, once established such awkward culture, but at the same time, it appears Many traitors and bad guys, aren't they Han people? In fact, in each of our bodies, there are Qin and Yue Fei at the same time. Many times, you clench your teeth and become Yue Fei. Step back and become Qin. If you ignore these things, you will often become pigs and sheep. And when we are glorious and glorious for the achievements of our ancestors, we can also look at ourselves and whether we have that qualification. Can stand with them.

I have recorded such a thing. Shortly after opening the book, because of my admiration for the history of the revolution, a young man came over and said that they had achieved results by luck, saying that they had gone the wrong way. They said that they did not leave a good society for themselves, saying that their efforts are meaningless. Now it can be said that since the dark environment of modern Chinese history, after generations of humiliation and bloodshed, countless people are looking for and struggling. In the end, a group of people built a future, they built it with hope, and then they may have experienced detours and failures. They faced such a difficult situation and experienced such arduous efforts. In the end, the remaining children and grandchildren complained in front of the computer that what they left behind was not good enough, and then denied their efforts.

A lot of people. It became a pig and sheep again.

There is a reflection in this book, the main thing is to insinuate humanity and kill the people. Some people have disliked me like this, why do you want to kill the people. The people are innocent, the people are not guilty, and to the people, you are powerless, because the people are ignorant. This is the law of human nature. Some people may not know what is killing the people - that is, the "inferiority" of people. I say this, I am afraid that it is not a dislike of two people.

The point I want to clarify is. The ignorance of the people is the law of human nature. It is a weakness of human nature, but at the beginning, people are not so vulnerable to human nature. During the May Fourth Movement, the nation faced enlightenment, and Lu Xun and other generations wrote "human weakness" and wrote "inferiority", not for swearing, but after finding out the limitations of people, hoping to cause vigilance, revolution, innovation, improvement To enable people to be independent.

Nowadays, human weakness is being forgiven by people. I am despicable. This is human nature. I am timid. This is human nature. I am sleek and unjust, and this is also human nature. In fact, in the evil capitalist society, the truly criticized human weakness is probably only greed. "Greed is good." No one said that fear of death is good, and that death is not good, but it can be understood.

Therefore, there are humanities in the book, there are killing people, deliberate, more casual, and because it is the normal state of society. But what I mean, it is like the people who have gradually disliked Lu Xun over the years, and it is probably because people negate the necessity of self-innovation.

But I still hope that one day we will become better people. Because it is written in the book, it is also my weakness.

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I always hope to avoid writing too serious or too abstract things. It is very important to write so much here because the end of the seventh episode. If the above proposition is extended, there is still a lot of things, but also stop it. .

As a rule, the next article, of course, will not be so serious, but many cores will be mixed with it. Some people can see it, some people can't see it, then they can enjoy the plot. I wrote that the update is intermittent and the results are good, but the word of mouth is different. This is an understandable thing. Most of the topics in the web are continually transferred to the interface of five or six themes. Life literature, business warfare, martial arts, official language, warfare, etc., etc., the future will become a kind of field literature, hegemony, a reader is subject to so many subject tests, will filter a lot, some people will say Look good in front, some people say that in the middle, some people like the late, each has a preference, it is normal.

Before this book, some people said that bananas are not good at big scenes - but trying to write a magnificent era, this is my big scene. There are comments on success and failure, but I often don't like that type of argument. Bananas haven't written big scenes before – so bananas aren't good at big scenes – so bananas should avoid big scenes. This kind of logic is very unprofessional and not fluent. It is not something that a person who actually writes should accept, nor is it a true commentator.

For war - I have not written it before. I know a lot of people's definition of war, how the horse team puts it, how to put the bow and arrow, how to use the spear, what warfare is the warfare method... I have seen many such books, but I have not touched it myself, I am not trying to become A military scientist who reads a book does not want to gain professional superiority from the virtual mouth gun on the Internet. When I was a child, I read a set of enlightenment books on the history of modern Chinese war of resistance. There were six books in total, all describing wars, and there were also mines in the land of war. I wrote one person inside, I was infected with it, and I still remember the plot in the book, still boiling.

I can't find the set of books, I want to come now. It’s just a slightly more formal enlightenment. I’m going to see it now, maybe it’s not possible to have a feeling, but the picture of the war, from my elementary school, can be preserved in my heart. By the time I am thirty, I can still use my way to reproduce it in another way. This is the transmission of thinking.

So when I describe war, I describe Xue Changgong, Mao Yishan, Qu Qing, Yu Wenfei, Chen Fan, Yue Fei... Only when these people live in the hearts of readers. When Genghis Khan, Zha Muhe, Chi Laowen, Zonghan, and Zongwang lived in the hearts of readers, people can truly see their hedging in the wilderness and see the tenacity and cry of every drop of blood.

Just as we are familiar with *, familiar with Liu Bocheng, familiar with Deng Xiaoping, familiar with Peng Dehuai, Zhu De, familiar with many large and small figures in the Red Army, we will finally see the vigorous million-strong masters crossing the river.

These are the things to be written in the lower half of the book.

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In the writing process of this book, I got the support of many people, each of my editors. I am doing my best, Changtian, Haixing, Black Tea, Qingshan, Sansheng... Some of them are still at the starting point, and some have already gone to new places. The intermittentity of this book made all of them very annoyed, but every time I updated, they gave me recommendations, I am very grateful, sometimes even to say. It may break even more, don't push it again. Free of bonuses. The book is not finished yet, but in the first half, this memorable moment is over. I also want to say a thank you, sorry.

Even if it is not my editor, some editors have given advice and help to this book. For example, Enlighten often discusses the plot with me. When Zhou Wei died, the phrase "If there is a hero in the world, why not see the hero here?" "From his handwriting, he said recently: "You can kill the emperor's chapter, you can call it 'the dragon has no head, Ji'." I was troubled by how to name this chapter, and I can use it.

I used to want to finish the first half of the squat before the age of 30, but I plan to push it later. Now I have been in my 30s for half a year. Looking back at this half of the book, it is exhausted. Some people say that bananas like to be lazy. In fact, on any occasion, I dare to say with confidence that I am one of the hardest people to write a book. I am the starting time for the book. One of the longest people. Some people also doubt that the break is more like this, how do bananas remember the plot, and if I do, I have to look back every time I write. In fact, the content of this book is always in my mind, disturbing my spirit, consuming my brain power, so that I can not sleep, how can I forget a little bit?

In the whole 1920s, I spent almost all of my time writing books. I wrote here and looked back. I have never been lazy and have done my best. You are the culmination of my current abilities, and even if it is only half of this, it is enough to comfort me throughout the 1920s.

But in many cases, it is really impossible to find an excuse. Follow this intermittent book. I know the hard work of all readers. Whether it is now or not, I think I have to thank you for your support. .

Next, we may have two years of entanglement. Think about it, it is really a sweat for you.

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One thing that needs to be said is that the web text has recently undergone an inspection. This book has been modified a few days earlier, and several chapters have been deleted in the middle. Although it should not be affected by anything. However, there are still two platform accounts announced here.

Micro-channel public platform:

Sina Weibo: Angry Banana - Starting Point

I don't talk much on it~www.wuxiaspot.com~ But when necessary, I might see some information. I hope that friends of WeChat or Weibo will pay attention to the collection.

This is a very self-satisfied, very narcissistic, and very messy summary, thank you for seeing here.

At the end of the Wu Dynasty, the years passed, the world was chaotic, Jin Liao confronted, the situation was turbulent, a hundred years of humiliation, and finally saw the end of the first dawn, Tiandi Emperor, Wan Yan A Gua, Wu Yi buy, Genghis Khan Tiemuzhen, Zhamu He, Chi Laowen, Mu Huali, Bo Erxue, Bo Ershu, Qin Yu, Yue Fei, Li Gang, Shi Shidao, Tang Yi, Wu Min, Yan Nanzhong, Zhang Bangchang, the contest between loyal ministers and traitors, the game between heroes and heroes Hu Yu Nanxia, ​​a million iron rides Yan Yanmen, Jiangshan fall, the spirits of charcoal, a country and nation for a hundred years of humiliation and resistance, the forerunner's crying, crying and grief...

Go back to the first notice. Well, I wrote it here. (To be continued)

Ps: There will be a small chapter in the future, the finale of the entire upper half.